yoursfaithfullyem

[yoursfaithfullyem]

why do you stay? Am I still your first choice or have I been with you every day.

[yoursfaithfullyem]

why do you stay?

Time makes us accustomed to one another.

A sense of comfort knowing it's us,

but I would be lying if I said the comfort doesn't makes me uncomfortable.

It's funny really because I have all these questions in my head,

that you did nothing to birth yet here they spread 

Makes me wonder  if it's the comfort that binds us ?

Which is  a good thing per say but it leaves me a little uneasy

because what is it that makes you stay ?

Is it me or the obligation that must have come this way ?

Am I still your first choice or have I been with you everyday.

-yoursfaithfully.em

[yoursfaithfullyem]

Wrong Play

When someone told me I could live life like a movie 

I didn’t know the selection would be random,

Or that the previous years would be taken into consideration.

I thought I could audition for those cheesy romance movies,

Or even a funny comedic one.

But to my surprise I was chosen for none.

I tried contacting the director.

I screamed and screamed that I’ve been wronged. 

But then the realization had hit 

That the play had already begun

I became silent refusing to play the script. 

But somehow the improvising only got more hits.

People come and go. 

Praising the show 

Some even crying, their lovers on their toes.

I sit through it all. 

Watching the lovers pass

But there’s nothing I can do.  As that’s what the play’s all about

by yoursfaithfully.em

[yoursfaithfullyem]

‘remains’ out now !!!

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[yoursfaithfullyem]

I wish it wasn't true

I have nothing to write about.

And I wonder why that is

You left me 6 months ago

But that feeling still persists

The emptiness, a feeling I can’t really resist

It takes over my entire being until nothing, is left as it is.

I take deep breaths now, every time you pop up in my mind

So imagine when someone asks me ‘Why do I breathe loud all the time ?’

I can’t seem to write anymore

Cause all I ever wrote was for you.

But now that you are gone I wonder if that’s gone too

Yet here I am still writing about you,

but now for all the reasons I wish weren’t true.

[yoursfaithfullyem]

Your biggest regret

I never wanted to be a regret. but now I cannot help but wish, every time you close your eyes all you see is me. And every time you’re gasping for breath is because of me. I want to see you try and claw out the pain from your chest. I want you to feel what you’ve lost. I want to be your biggest regret.

[yoursfaithfullyem]

Why do I mourn for someone I never really had? ~yoursfaithfully.em

[yoursfaithfullyem]

a sneak peek from my upcoming book 'remains'

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[yoursfaithfullyem]

Have I done it again?

and suddenly, you started speaking lesser and lesser. smiled lesser and lesser. and I thought to myself. "Is it me ?" "Have I done it again ?" showed someone the real me, only to have driven them away. and suddenly, I started speaking lesser and lesser. showed myself lesser and lesser. Until, I had no one left to drive away.

~yoursfaithfully.em