your-girl-nina

[your-girl-nina]

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[your-girl-nina]

Sirius and Regulus brother bonding: they steal whine from their fathers secret stash and bitch about their parents and childhood, and bond over fashion choices and the kids. Sirius admits while drunk that he kind of wishes he just kidnapped Regulus with him when he ran to the Potters house. Regulus while drunk too admits that he wished him brother did that too. That way he different have to make a choice. James and Remus find the both later laughing and drunk sitting next to Regulus grave.

My weak heart....why?!

[your-girl-nina]

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[your-girl-nina]

OK SO I'm doing this thing where I check every account on my feed and give them a lil comments and thoughts on their blog (ALL POSITIVE)

DUDE I read ur intro and thought sending smut to Anti-ship people just CHEF KISS LIKE WHATTT A GOOD IDEA. I'm gonna have to steal that from you

When I saw the ask too about someone thinking your queerbaiting I thought u handled that rlly well and like ALL people can enjoy queer stuff like imagine if I got hated on for enjoying straight content 😭.

SO YOU GO GIRL KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK

AHH. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

In all honesty, the smut sent to anti-shippers was the only way I stopped getting hate. They fear me.

Also yeah, I got tired of all the hate on me being straight, it got old really fast after the fifth message, and to be honest I don't really see it as queerbaiting because like, it's a fucking ship?!

I love your energy and your 'review', you're doing God's work mate.

[your-girl-nina]

Hey I love your Walburga post I'm just curious if you're using headcanons for it, because in canon she was actually older than Orion, and I've never seen a date for their marriage. How do you know she was 16 or is that just a headcanon?

It was just a headcanon 😅

[your-girl-nina]

"Ceasefire isn't the end of the war"

Excuse me, bitch?

[your-girl-nina]

How come you're straight and write gay fan fiction? Isn't that queer baiting?

So you see there's this thing called an imagination....

[your-girl-nina]

i genuinely ship barty with everyone. i hear "barty x [insert name]" and instantly its canon to me. he is such a fuckboy. no option is too absurd, he can make everyone fall for him. through it all, in reality he's just a lonely boy with no reason to live trying to get all the love he never got as a child. hes precious.

[your-girl-nina]

ao3 turns 15 today

reblog if youre older than ao3

(there's a lot of people asking about this, but the legal age to use social media is 13, except in few countries. so yes, there are people here under 15)

[your-girl-nina]

me, logging into ao3 5 minutes before bedtime: WAITER! bring me your finest enemies to lovers!

ao3 tag search function: excellent choice, sir! how would you like it cooked?

me: explicit. with a side of hurt/comfort

ao3: lovely! and may i suggest a drizzle of mutual pining?

me: of course, and can you add a spritz of angst? make it a 100k slowburn for good measure

ao3: coming right up, sir

me: thank you. oh, and waiter?

ao3: yes, sir?

me: make it gay

[your-girl-nina]

i want anons to come into my inbox and review my blog like they would review a motel on the side of the road

[your-girl-nina]

“are u okay?” no i need more money

[your-girl-nina]

Barty has learned to play guitar

[your-girl-nina]

Evan “sleep talks in his sleep and doesn’t recall any of it” Rosier

and

Barty “tge insomniac who will have full on conversations with him in the night” Crouch Jr.

[your-girl-nina]

evan calling barty b makes me feel something every time

[your-girl-nina]

I can not hold this any longer. I can not ignore the fact that Walburga Black consumes my mind day and night. That I spiral in bed thinking just how horribly inhumanely human she is.

She was raised a lamb, born to wear wolf's fur. She wasn't an heir, she wasn't a man. She was a childbearer, she was the womb. She was raised to act superior but submit to her husband. To obey the family's males. At 16 her father married her off to Orion. Orion who was 9 years older than her. Her own cousin that she loved like a brother- all to keep the family's purity. She had the duty to bring heirs, especially after Alphard ran off with God knows who and Cygnus failed to bring sons. Her duty was to bring heirs to the most ancient and noble house of black, not to be a mother.

I like to think that her brother asked her to go with him, but she couldn't. She was trapped in that house with that now faceless man she called her husband, all by her own mind. She loved Orion, to some extent. He was her pillar, they say when you're not given love on a silver spoon you learn to lick it off knives- and Orion was a damn sharp knife.

She adores Sirius, still. She's allowed to love a son she resented. He was her duty fulfilled, and he was hers. Her son. Her fucking son. She raised him like her mother raised her brothers. To be perfect. To carry the legacy. To embrace purity. To stay untainted. She taught him lessons. Orion was there too. She guided Sirius, Orion gripped his arm and pulled him along.

Then Andromeda betrayed her blood. Walburga was furious. How could she?! Betray them? Nobility of all things. How could her cousin and Druella fail so badly?! She remembers that her niece was perfect. Her heart aches with anger and betrayal when she burns Andromeda off the family tapestry. She failed them and she'll pay.

By that time she was also focusing on her second son. Regulus was her everything. He was perfect. The complete opposite of his brother who seemed keen on rebellion. Her sons were horrible mirrors she loved.

Orion got harsher. Sirius was misbehaving. And her husband hurt him. She got hurt too. Her heart was seizing. She always knelt beside Sirius when Orion punished him. 'To keep him down' she told he husband. She wished to hold him after. She never could. That was weakness. And Sirius never learned? God that boy never learned no matter how much his father taught him and she guided him over and over and over again- she snaps. She starts hurting Sirius too. Her once only joy, now was only a source of pain. Every scream that tore through his throat hardened her. She had to fix him, had to make this right before things got out of hand. She had to steer Sirius right, to make sure he doesn't do what Andromeda did, to make sure he didn't cause himself more pain, more suffering, or Orion will- Sirius ran away before she could straighten the lines.

She weeped for the first time since her wedding day. She only allowed herself to cry after watching from the second floor window as Sirius climbed over the gates. The same gated Alphard climbed over years ago. Just like his uncle. That kid was just like his uncle. Somewhere in her cold heart she felt satisfaction. Sirius was everything she couldn't be, everything she wasn't brave enough to be. Even Orion watched his wife sob into the edge of the bed. He didn't comfort her. She was being weak. And he didn't hunt Sirius, Sirius was a failure.

Only after she's done he approaches. "You'll burn him off the tapestry. Set an example for Regulus". And God she hoped Regulus didn't end up like Sirius. So she got harder. Orion lost interest in heirs after. She made sure Regulus was perfect. She raised him a lamb forced to wear a wolf's fur. And God did it hurt. Weeks later she hears from Regulus that the Potter's adopted Sirius. Her son. 𝘏𝘦𝘳 son. Her flesh and blood. The only thing she could call her own chose to leave her and be someone else's. No longer hers. And he chose that. She failed like her mother. She resented Sirius, she called him a disgrace, she burned him off the tree, she called him a traitor, a failure, a mistake, a fault. But God knows she still loves him after everything.

[your-girl-nina]

-The minutes stretched on, and Regulus didn’t stop crying. He sobbed for the boy he used to be, the boy who had been molded into a weapon for his family’s pride. He cried for the brother he resented, for the lover he had pushed away, for the mistakes he couldn’t undo, for the love he had always been too afraid to accept.

And he couldn't have been more beautiful then. More human.