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when “just the tip” becomes “i really need to use you” becomes “i’m sorry, it’s not my fault when you look like that” becomes “hold still for me, i’ll be gentle” becomes “shut up and take it, this is what you’re made for, slut”

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Mom who pulls me into her lap and holds her bottle of wine up to my mouth then laughs and gives me sloppy drunken kisses on the lips when I make a face and say it tastes bad

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mom who is frustrated that she can’t sleep so she drugs you with sedatives and drags you to her bed when you get all sleepy <3 telling you that she’ll take care of you, just curl up in her bed and it’ll all be okay <3 just to wait until you’re sleeping deep to undress you so, so gently, whispering praise to you the whole time even though you can’t hear it. prepping your hole for a while, making sure you can take her without issue <33 slipping inside you with a sigh, telling you how Good you are, how much she needs this, and how much you need this. what a good daughter she has, to take this, to be such a good toy whenever mom needs to tire herself out <3 going faster and faster, moaning and panting into your ear as she gets closer n finally cums deep inside of you <3 maneuvering you so she can spoon you, still buried inside, finally sleepy <3 she’ll deal with the repercussions of this tomorrow. after all, it’s not the first time <3

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Anyway here’s a clip of the original video featuring Adorgeous_ (IG) and @pixseabait

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man i know no one is reading this or cares but was just abruptly reminded at how all this sex stuff is built upon unbelievable pain. planted in me by shit that never should’ve happened, and then having to suppress it and suppress it and suppress it for years and decades. relief came when i finally embraced it, but it wasn’t the most celebratory process; it meant destroying my life, destroying my whole concept of self, losing everything, hurting people badly & in turn seeing those i cared most about come to despise and be disgusted with me.

i wouldn’t give up my fucked up sex stuff for anything (not like i could if i wanted to anyway), it is my greatest source of joy now, and it is now all that i have. it’s sad that i couldn’t have had something else though. it’s so sad.

there is real pain here

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Forcing my kid to watch rape porn while they suck me off, their little eyes so wide with fear when I tell them that we can try what they’re doing on screen some time.

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i need to be in nonverbal little space with my boyfriend so he can call himself my dad while he fucks me

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Daddy this, Daddy that. But if I ask why your room is a mess in one of your nudes, suddenly isn't as fun

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she’s shy but will do ungodly disgusting things just to hear “good girl”

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my brain is so cooked tbh bc that’s literally all my life is atp. only focused on men/cock & losing weight at an unhealthy rate. and the weight loss is also in service of a man, even though i’m not always thinking about it. literally my whole fucking life revolves around men & the men in my life are constantly ignoring me & keeping me cock-starved :’) pretty sure i’m the most pathetic whore in the universe

my fyp being a mix of porn/kink & eat!ng d!sorder now is so jarring 😅

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Can I be your gross kid? Can I make you wonder what you did wrong that led me to be so sex obsessed? Can I crawl into bed with you and tell you I had a nightmare and, “please please please can I sleep with you tonight?” just to touch myself when you aquiesce and roll over back to sleep? Because being close to you, being in your sheets, smelling you, makes me fucking dizzy and I just can’t help it? Can I beg you to touch me? Can I beg you to hit me? Can I make you ask yourself how a little girl even knows about all the shit I tell you I want? Can I make you squirm because you know you shouldn’t give in and fuck me but god I’m begging for it and isn’t it better if it’s with someone who really loves me?

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my fyp being a mix of porn/kink & eat!ng d!sorder now is so jarring 😅

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thinking lots abt how much calling ur degradee "porn" just hits

"You are fucking porn."

You're literally the most disposable, plentiful, and accessible thing.

You're an unrealistic, fetishized image to be consumed and quickly forgotten.

Your base existence is to arouse and allure with a portrait of something we all want and crave. Sex.

Not a person, not someone with aspirations or a valued member of society, no. It's much simpler.

Say it with me, sluts.

You Are Porn.

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cnc? no I'm not into that weird shit just rape me

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ageplay is so incredibly awesome if it was against god then why did god make pretending to get molested so fucking hot

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big bro getting me way too high to think and teaching me how to eat his pussy, praising me and petting my hair as he pushes my face deeper into his cunt, calling me such a good girl as i suckle on his tdick to make him cum the way he taught me to

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little sisters are made to be nothing more than your cocksleeve. youre required to use her body and mouth whenever you want because shes your toy. just make sure that when you have her pretty mouth choking around your cock you squeeze her throat to make it nice and tight