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I decided to bring some things including a book. But we decided to stop at a motel. I noticed a strange man wearing a doctor’s uniform. He only has a sunflower for a head. I don’t know who he is but I didn’t bother asking. I actually noticed the book was about birds.

But the weird thing is that some birds were made out of meat or even water. That really doesn’t make sense. I remember seeing a bird. They have feathers not meat. I was holding flowers for a humming bird but I was a kid. Yet we have a bird feeder.

The flower I gave it was so pretty though but the bird rejected it.

But yet I’m getting the hand of the tumblr thing now. I didn’t think someone would hurt anything precious like a bird but people are evil I guess.

But then again it’s like I can see something falling apart and we’re there in the middle of it. I wish I was that child staring at a pair of stars. Not worrying much of life and just existing while I am with my mom and dad.

But I know they’re gone. I wish I just had left this pocket dimension or whatever earlier but nope I didn’t. But sometimes I lie awake wondering what I have done, what am i doing, where I’m going and why. I never had those thoughts but… Why do I have those thoughts now? Maybe I know something she doesn’t and when I wake up I feel dead inside. I felt dead inside recently and I don’t know why.

But I should just get to candy land. I think someone might have answers here and maybe me and charlotte can get out and move on from this. I hope my story doesn’t end badly or something worse. Then maybe I could find out about who I am and who I was before losing my memory. I tried escaping from the town and this is my chance.

Updates may not happen regularly as I’ll probably be making this journey. We have to find a way to Candyland and Frogland. I just hope the town doesn’t prevent us from leaving.

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Sorry for the long absence but me and some other people were digging in a lot of stuff recently also found this cool word search and a crossword thingy but who is Sisi, Maria, Darren, Amai and other people?

Also I noticed something off putting about the hints. What is this supposed to all mean? So if it’s a purgatory does that mean that there’s more people here so maybe me and Charlotte could help them move on! So I assume one of them likes drawing. I know some of the names here: Rue Amai Anne Zara and Sísí. For the word search we may possibly have to go to Candyland. Also one of the words in that word search is interesting because of the word rebirth. What does it mean by rebirth?

I know what Adam and Eve is basically the first woman and man created by god. I remembered reading the Bible for some reason.

So I’m assuming if there is a church then maybe someone will give us idea on maybe what might be going on. So we may stop at a church, Candyland, and maybe frog land. But I heard that it isn’t like the board game Candyland. So uhh that means maybe I should bring something. Idk what I should bring.

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Things have been difficult recently since I have been on that computer. I think I saw something interesting it looked like a lot of files. A lot of files with pass words. But I think one of the computers is very odd. It asked me if I wanted to talk. I said no as I didn’t feel comfortable talking to a computer as it would make me look like I’m insane.

I had a strange dream last night also. I was walking through a forest of some kind. I came across a wrecked car and I saw myself. I was just lying there and… I don’t know what to think but I touched my own corpse! I knew it was my own corpse as I saw my blonde hair although I have a tv head. I remember my own face still. I touched the corpse and it was cold. I decided to go to a building and I sat at the step and I looked up and I could see darkness.

I don’t know why I keep having weird dreams! I hope I can get better dreams. But this dream made me question my existence here. Also I went to the abandoned house on a map I found after digging outside of my yard. Yeah long story short I bought a shovel and dug outside of my house and found a map after noticing that someone buried something there. Weirdly enough the place was abandoned or so I thought but I met another human! He either was a homeless guy but he had a surprisingly normal dog, he didn’t have a name but his dog was named Johnny Cash. I admit it I actually have a car and I do listen to Johnny Cash on the radio. I’m surprised that at least the music is normal unlike the neighborhood. The homeless guy actually was the one who buried the map because he didn’t want anyone to see it so he gave it to me. Really nice that he knew the radio girl Charlotte but he was already planning a way out of the town.

I decided not to mess with the tapes yet since I don’t know if they are damaged as one of them had an unknown substance on the box or if they are very useless actually. But I have a multiple vhs tapes of Batman The Animated Series for some reason along with Adam West’s Batman. Maybe the god likes Batman for some reason!

But that’s all I can give right now! I hope I don’t miss an update as things are taking longer than usual.

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I think I remembered something yesterday. I remember driving home one night after work and I think I picked up some girl named heather. Me and heather talked about some nonsense until I think she was talking about her sister Carly. I think I was friends with Heather and I think I know my first name. It was John but as of now today I saw something weird happening in the town.

I swore it never happened to anyone but the televisions started showing this:

What is this supposed to mean? I don’t know but I think someone was hijacking the tv but I think there’s more people from the other side from what people call,”The Unreality.” I have no clue on what the unreality is but our town is part of the unreal. Strangely enough I heard someone’s voice asking me for their help. The voice sounded feminine so I assumed it’s a female.

But this image your looking at up here is what I saw at the end but the main point will be reasonable. What was this broadcast supposed to mean? What is The Unreality? Where is the female at currently? Am I looking in this too deep? But I did go to where the broadcast came from. It looked like there were others. They left behind well I assumed everything in a hurry as if they would get in trouble for this broadcast. It was a mess too. Whatever happened here it definitely wasn’t good as everyone else who resided here left and definitely aren’t coming back to this building. I’m going to take some of the tapes, computers, and probably other stuff left behind because the townsfolk need to know the truth that they’re living a lie and that the town is part of The Unreality.

I decided to go back there tomorrow but I took a fully working computer, a dvd player, a television, vhs player, a bunch of vhs tapes, a camera, and even a computer drive. What was shocking was that there was a note that said that if anyone came here please take everything here because we’ve been living a lie. Expose the truth and open everyone’s eyes. ~Charlotte. Huh I guess I may not get much answers but I think I’ll get information but if I do get answers I’ll be shocked when I do. I’m going to get the truth out finally because no one wants to listen to me but I’m not crazy! Now I have proof.

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Sorry I was way too busy to post anything but recently one of my coworkers unexpectedly quit his job with no reason. I actually think I have a theory about how I got into this dumb town as of now. I asked one of my female coworkers about the town and if she remembered actually moving there. She said no but she remembers that she was an office worker before and the building exploded and then nothing. I actually remember helping an old lady before a truck came by and then nothing else. I asked her if this is some type of purgatory and guess what she thinks so. So I’m thinking that I died from some type of accident but there’s multiple questions as of now. If I died then how am I making a blog? Why haven’t people left or remember their past after some accident or something? Who made the town as a purgatory and why are they keeping us there instead of letting everyone move on? Is the person who made this town playing god with those people and altering them? I really don’t know so if I well died. Why haven’t I moved on to wherever I’m supposed to go? Is this a cruel joke? Where are our graves if the people here are dead? Why is this god keeping us here? When will we move on to the afterlife? But I think it’s something else and that I’m stuck in some type of pocket dimension or maybe something worse than that. There’s no way that this ‘purgatory’ won’t let us leave or have glitches. Even I saw a chair going through the floor and moving like it was in a video game that had so many glitches and there is no way that a normal human would speak backwards or even have no face entirely.

I swear if we’re stuck in a video game that’s glitchy then I’m going to be really mad. Even as I’m here for a month or two months right now, I miss my normal life. I still remember bits of pieces even I miss going to the zoo when I had time to, I miss going outside to bike, and I miss being an writer. I will not miss being a salesman nor will I miss this town. It’s been a month or two months since I woke up in the town and I miss actually remembering things that I had in the past but I could remember to cook,clean, and whatever that a normal human does. Now I’m getting it back slowly but it takes time but even time is fast but gaining back my memories will be worth it. I don’t know how to get out but I’m not giving up hope.

I can’t seem to believe it but even if it’s hard to remember what my life was it probably means that the townsfolk don’t remember who they where or even the past. But it seems like they don’t care anymore or they given up hope of finding their memories however there’s some people stuck in the town who can remember or still have all of their memories and are lost in this mess. But even if there’s nothing left to lose, I have something to gain but I need to not only gain back my memories but also help those who want their memories back or if they have memories and no way out then maybe I can help so many others like me. Even if this town is purgatory or maybe some video game, maybe me and so many others can leave this town behind and never look back even if we have good memories about it. Nothing about the town is real, it’s all fake but leaving will be hard but it would be worth it in the end.

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Uhh hello? I did not ask for… what was it again? Idk but hey welcome to this home of chaos anyways.

All I do is exist anyways with no purpose, no rhyme, nor with no reason. The things I do is color, draw, and other things but recently I have no idea on who or what I am anymore other than that I sell things a lot for a purpose.

But I may not have the memories I used to have but just call me Yeetus Deletus until I can remember as much I possibly can. Until then I am stuck not remembering of even what I was before I ended up at my new house. Yes I somehow have a new house and I don’t remember even moving.

I don’t even remember how I got here or why I am here other than that all my job entails is just selling stuff for some unknown company that I don’t think exists. This isn’t even remotely close to my house but other than what I think I know. But all I know is that I sleep in my non existent basement which I didn’t have although I can’t remember much other than what my old house was. It’s that I can’t remember much of my own life other than my old house. Even memories are hard to even recall because even if I try to remember or recall something nothing works it is just blank but I need to find something at least.

Even the town I live in is not real as I swore I seen problems. Yes I have seen people with no faces or people that just appear out of nowhere even on the map the town is non existent. But even I am not happy with my current predicament but I feel forced to smile, sell stuff, and exist. I don’t understand my situation nor am I even liking it as I want to leave but there’s no exit nor is there anywhere to go as the roads are closed constantly when people tried to leave. I even tried to leave but currently I’m stuck in a town that doesn’t exist on any map but my memory feels foggy and non existent. However I have been trying to regain all of my memories and little by little I have found some bits and pieces of my memory but I just need more pieces of each memory. But I’ll update as much as possible if I managed to remember at least something but it will take a lot of time as I have no idea to even how I’ll ever gain back every single one of my memories. Even if I forget to update it probably means I been drawing a lot and I forgotten to update that day. So I’ll keep everyone posted.