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[yarinmon]

can someone please get these hoes under control i'm BUSY

[yarinmon]

It's about to hit us here in Oklahoma and the rest of the southern states that are not used to this level of cold.

Please take this seriously if you live somewhere this is going to impact significantly.

I just sincerely hope texas' power grid doesn't fail them again.

but at least a small blessing is that this isn't bringing much precipitation with it and the worst of it will be the wind.

Anyway. Stay inside, wear layers, and bundle up. Get your cold weather shit prepped now if you haven't yet.

[yarinmon]

as funny as top/bottom/switch jokes can be, i wanna drill into queer kids heads that those terms are 1) not myers-briggs personality types 2) likely not something you know about yourself if you’re a virgin 3) inherently sexual and therefore 4) not something adults should assign you, even as a joke

[yarinmon]

dreamt that i went to a car dealership and Light Yagami and L were there and I saw L first so I went "woah are you L death note?" and L went "L what?" and light went " L WHAT."

[yarinmon]

I’M ON TUMBLR. WE’RE ALL ON TUMBLR.

[yarinmon]

why do you not understand what I was saying??? Are you dumb?? How is hard to get? Is it because you already got that? You put words in my mouth. I never said I was less complete. I'm merely lamenting this sad prophecy. You should already know that my life wasn't meant to be normal. I just wanted you to care. Why the fuck do I even bother. I should just keep it at small talk. I already hate what I'm about to face, I'm not closing doors. I'm literally lamenting my "what could've been" fate if it wasn't like this

[yarinmon]

What’s it like to not hate everything about yourself??

[yarinmon]

well it was nice to be clean for a good amount of time.. i hate this. i hate this situation. i don't want to be abandoned. honestly might as well go and die. i truly at this point don't want to live. might as well die since I'm afraid I might lose my best friend. maybe that stupid dream was a foretelling one. and I wouldn't mind that view of green water

[yarinmon]

Am I relapsing into my ED? Yes. Summer is coming and if I starve hard enough 10 kg is easy to lose

[yarinmon]

fuck this is me

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[yarinmon]

found my dads razors and I'm this close to try and slit my wrists and other body parts. I'm a dissapointment anyway might as well go bzzzz

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If my mom would shut up and make fun of my religious trauma, then life would be better

[yarinmon]

I want to be loved like all my friends have a lover. I'm lonely. I miss being loved

[yarinmon]

it’s okay if you aren’t ‘over’ your abuser. if you have complicated feelings about them, miss them or want them back in your life. it’s normal- but you are better off without them. you deserve more