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I know I missed two days but we’re doing this before my event

KINKTOBER 2021

HELLO EVERYONE!!!

I’ve compiled a list of kinktober prompts for you to create with! I’m releasing it a month ahead of time to help with planning/pre-creating for those that would need that!

For each day, there are three options, giving you optimal comfort level of creating! Or you can try something and challenge yourself!

The image with the list as well as a text version is below the cut! I’ve also included a themed header if you’d like to post that along with your creations! I’m so excited to see what you come up with! Any fandom! Any characters! Any creations!

Please tag my account (@the-purity-pen) and #tppkinktober2021 in your creations so I can see!

My only stipulation is to PLEASE be over the age of 18 in order to create for this event. Any minors participating and tagging me, will be blocked.

Keep reading

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hello :]! its ur favorite anon again /joke ! but can i ask how kinktober actually works? i dont know anything about it quite honestly !! - 🦋

HEY 🦋 ANON!! IM GLAD TO SEE YOU!! even though I can’t pick favorites, I’m glad to have you back!

Also, of course you can ask! Kinktober is when writers write everyday for a different character and kink. So if I were to do Shinra + Feet kink today, I couldn’t do it for the rest of the month! It’s something that keeps us writers on our toes and the creative juices flowing! We don’t have to speak on how I missed some days-

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Y’all wanna slide some requests for kinktober? Cause I’m down to write ‘em.

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Disturbing how this is the world we live in. At this point, restart the fucking earth.

9.25.20. Louisville

Among the 24 protesters arrested last night was Representative Attica Scott, author of Breonna [Taylor’s] Law and the only Black woman on Kentucky’s state legislature. She was arrested while crossing the street past curfew and has been charged with 1st degree rioting. Video evidence shows no rioting by her.

All 4 officers involved in the murder of Breonna Taylor have been cleared of any murder charges by a Kentucky Grand Jury Wednesday.

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AHHH OH MY GOSH THANK YOU SO MUCH!! THOSE HCS WERE PERFECT!!! 💙💙 you write arthur so nicely it makes me so giddy AAA your writing is AMAZING, THANK YOUUU SO MUCH I CANT EVEN !! THEY REALLY MADE MY DAY PERFECT ILYSM !!!! 💙💙 - 🦋

AAAA!! YOU’RE SO SWEET! AND THANK YOU SM?? IM HAPPY TO MAKE YOUR DAY THE BEST IT CAN BE!! ILYM 🦋 ANON!!!

💙💙💙🥺🥺🥺

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hello hello!! its my birthday very soon and i really love this blog so i hope you dont mind !! could i request some hcs for yandere arthur?? maybe just more miscellaneous ones or ones abt how hed treat his s/o on their birthday? tyssm!! - 🦋

Arthur Boyle Birthday Minicanons

Notice | I do not condone any of the inappropriate behavior in my writings, nor do I consent to my writings being posted on other sites.

Devin Notes | AAAAAA!! HAPPY EARLY/LATE BIRTHDAY 🦋 ANON!!! I’M MORE THAN HAPPY TO DO A BIRTHDAY WISH FOR YOU! I LOVE YOU TOO AND I’M GLAD YOU ENJOY MY WORK, I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS TOO!! Ahem, that aside, requests are open, please give me feedback!

Arthur Boyle

⁸He plays off your birthday as no big deal, but gets you the biggest present he can under the pretense of “Royalty should have the best gifts.”

⁸Most definitely spoils s/o on their birthday, but he's a knight on a budget.

⁸Will give you a homemade gift along with something you like. The homemade gift might look janky but it's the thought that counts, right?

⁸Don’t let him guess what you want, all the times he’s gotten you something you wanted, it was complete coincidence and he seems to have many of those when it comes to presents for you. So unless you like to gamble, tell him what you want.

⁸Great Sol forbid you try to be cryptic with him, he might be more observant of you, but he’s still dumb. Though if he sees you staring at something for a little too long he’ll try to remember to get it for you.

⁸Even under his facade of nonchalance, he truly loves you and wants your day to be a good one. He doesn’t celebrate his birthday often because it reminds him of his parents, but he won’t let it stop him from spending quality time with his prize. That’d be stupid!

⁸So he tries to impress you with gifts and even gives you a monologue on why he loves you and is happy about your day.

⁸Did you expect to spend your birthday with anyone? Best to hope not, he will be pouty the entire time, he isn't afraid to say he doesn’t want them around either. His glare and unfriendly demeanor speaks for him.

⁸He’s willing to dial it back a bit, but when you get home? You better expect him to let out all of his emotions in sex. There will be many hickies and you will not be able to walk right. Happy birthday to you ;)

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Hi! It's been a while since you last posted something. I just wanted to know if everything is alright? I hope you are well! I like so much your work :)

Aaaa!! Thank you for the concern and the compliment! I’ve been making some headcanons and scenarios lately, and I wanna make sure you all get the top quality yandere food you guys deserve, I’m sorry it’s taking me so long! I don’t mean to, I just want to make sure everything is in good shape before I send it out!

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There’s 50 of you now?!? Here,,, I’ll tell you a secret,, If we reach 200 I’ll start doing dialogue prompts ;)))

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Joker & Viktor Yandere Headcanons

Notice | I do not condone any of the inappropriate behavior in my writings, nor do I consent to my writings being posted on other sites.

Devin Notes | AAAAAAA!! I'M SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME SO LONG,, TYSM FOR THE COMPLIMENT!! I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!! Didn't know how much I loved Viktor until I wrote for him,, Anyways! Requests are open, please give me feedback!

Joker

☻ Ta-da! You’ve been chosen by a very calm yandere!

☻ His attraction towards you was sparked by his curiosity. Why did he get this feeling when he was around you? Why did he love you?

☻ These questions spark his interest in you and pull him down a rabbit hole. He can't let such an interesting person slip from his grasp! That’d be irresponsible! He can't let such a rare thing go to waste!

☻ Watches you from the shadows before he makes his move. Definitely won't speak to you until he’s sure this isn't some weird phase. When he’s certain of his love for you, he’s sinking his teeth in and not letting you go.

☻ Is very cautious of what he tells you about himself when you first start talking. Leaving you to want to know more and look for him. He doesn't want to be the only one curious!

☻ You can bet he enjoys seeing you try to figure him out. There’s some sort of sadistic pleasure behind him toying with you and leaving you bits and pieces for you to go off of. He wants to see how long you can stay curious about him. Even if you were to get bored of him, he’d never let you go anyway. Consider it a payment for entertaining him for so long! ;)

☻ Seeing as how he even got Licht to help him. His manipulation to you is no joke. He can have you falling for him in no time, lure you in with his mystery and charm. You most likely won't tell he’s yandere. His manipulative skill is practically god-tier so you’ll just consider him a man with multiple mysteries.

☻ He will definitely let you run free. He isn't the type to kidnap his darling unless he feels he has to. If you were to try and rat him out, you’d be kidnapped. If you’d try to stop talking to him, you’d be kidnapped. So you would best to tread carefully with him, he doesn't like having to go so far to keep you under control.

☻ Cares deeply for you. He could act like he doesn't, but deep down in his heart he does. That’s why he keeps coming back to you. So the least you could do is stay interesting, okay?

Viktor Licht

⚠︎Doesn't notice you at first.

⚠︎But once he sees you more, he notices something. Something alluring and curiosity inducing about you. Your eyes, your skin, your smell, everything makes him want to know everything about you. The truth to why he wants you so much.

⚠︎So he stalks you, learning what you like and don't like. Finding your taste in people, fashion, things he believes he needs to know. For his future conversations with you!

⚠︎Has the urge to just steal you away and keep you to himself. He just might if you're not careful. He stops himself though. it's not time yet. He’ll have you all to himself soon, just you wait! <3

⚠︎Conversations with him are awkward at first, but since he’s done his research on you, he’ll warm up to you. You two will get along just fine, and for some time, he’d be fine with being your friend. Until he sees you with someone, that is.

⚠︎When he sees you dating someone, he’s honestly surprised by his jealousy. He didn't take himself for the jealous type.

⚠︎Yet qwhenever he caught himself staring at you and your significant other, he felt disgusted and annoyed. He didn’t like the thought of them touching you when it should be him. He’s put in the effort to know you, it’s only fair!

⚠︎ After he’s had his mental tantrum, he’ll start planning. Thinking of ways to get them away from you. He doesn't want to use more force than he has to. So he decides to go with old fashioned blackmail.

⚠︎He finds the most vile things about them, threatening to tell you if they never left you alone. Telling them if they ever breathed the same air as you again he’d let everyone they know everything they've done. Every vile thing.

⚠︎If that doesn't work, he’ll kill them. It won't be by him though. Most likely, it’ll be by Joker. After some hard begging and explaining, he’ll be able to get him to side with him.

⚠︎ You won’t see him alot, or he deliberately avoids you after the deed is done. This is because he doesn’t want you to see him. He’s disgusted with himself. But his little guilt phase will be over as quick as it came.

⚠︎ Once he has himself together, there’s still some hesitancy to speak to you again. Mostly because of his overthinking. What if something goes wrong? What if he messes up and you figure out what he’s done? So many things will flood his mind when it comes time to talk to you again.

⚠︎ But when he talks to you, all his doubts fade. When he sees you smile, his heart felt like it was going to burst out his chest. It reminded him why he loved you, and why he can't let you go either. So he steals you away, so only he can have you.

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☞A Message To Non-Black Authors ☜

Do you find yourself using slang in your fics? Or using the BLM movement as plots in your writing or art?

Please, as a black woman who’s kept quiet for way too long, STOP.

Why You Shouldn’t Abuse AAVE In Your Writing

When you overuse AAVE in your writing (using it flippantly or without credit to its actual meaning), you’re contributing to the devaluing of the black experience. And, to be honest, when a lot of you use it in your writing it sounds very awkward or is often misused. 

What is AAVE?

“AAVE is an acronym for African American Vernacular English. Other terms for it in academia are African American Varieties of English, African American English (AAE), Black English (BE) and Black English Vernacular (BEV). [EDIT: since I wrote this post in 2014, a new term has gained a lot of traction with academics: African American Language (AAL), as in the Oxford Handbook of African American Language edited by Sonja Lanehart (2015), or the Corpus of Regional African American Language (CORAAL). I now use either AAE or AAL exclusively, unless I’m specifically talking about an informal, vernacular variety, however “AAVE” has gained traction in social media just as AAL replaced it among academics]

In popular culture, it is largely misunderstood, and thought of as “bad English,” “ebonics” (originally coined in 1973 by someone with good intentions, from “ebony” and “phonics,” but now starting to become a slur), “ghetto talk” (definitely a slur), and the “blaccent” (a portmanteau word of “black” and “accent”) that NPR seems to like using.” (Languagejones.com)

It is explained more here as well.

What’s The Big Deal?

This language has long been stigmatized and misused. 

“We have a long cultural history of assuming that whatever black people in America do is defective. Couple this with what seems to be a natural predilection toward thinking that however other people talk is wrong, and you’ve got a recipe for social and linguistic stigma. For instance, in 1996 the Oakland school board took the sensible step of trying to use AAVE as a bridge to teach AAVE-speaking children how to speak and write Standard American English. They also took the less sensible step of declaring AAVE a completely different language. This was wildly misrepresented in the media, leading to a storm of racist, self-congratulatory “ain’t ain’t a word” pedantry from both white people and older middle-class black people who do not speak the dialect.”  (Languagejones.com)

You can’t use our slang then ignore our issues.

Why You Shouldn’t Misuse It (Or Use It At All)

The issue of appropriation of Black cultural expression has been brought to light in recent years. More people have come to understand why a non-Black person wearing cornrows or dreadlocks is problematic, or why blackface and verbalizing the ‘N-word’ in songs is harmful. Appropriation causes harm when it perpetuates stereotypes, turns culture into a commodity, and uses historical traditions as a trend, while the originating group continues to experience discrimination for the very same thing.

“Language can act in a similar manner.  Within any culture, language is the basis for communicating ideas, and plays a role in shaping people’s sense of community. Yet, in North American pop culture, Black Vernacular English (BVE) is often used by non-Black people for social capital. Due to its social influence, BVE is often misused out of context in an attempt to be relevant, relatable, or for credibility. (Feminuity.org)

A lot of other attempts at replicating AAVE fall short as well, and it proves some writers will equate it as “bad grammar” in your writing than what it really is:

This article sums it up very nicely.

Key Points of said article

“The politics of black slang are tricky. Black slang and AAVE (African-American Vernacular English) have long been considered inferior to so-called “standard” English, and the black people who use it seen as uneducated or unintelligent (forcing many to master the art of code-switching). So when suddenly words and phrases that have strong ties to the black community are adopted and warped by non-black people, it can cause some of us to feel indignant, even insulted.”

“…we live in a society that loves black culture — but doesn’t like black people all too much — and what might look like acceptance is just downright thievery.”

“Listen. The idea here isn’t necessarily to say that white people shouldn’t use certain black slang (although by now we should all be clear on the N-word debate)… But the issue is how the etymology of these words gets lost in the sauce… As a general rule, if you have to ask whether or not it’s OK to use a word, if there’s any hesitation, then don’t. But also, we should all be aware of where these words come from and what they mean without attributing arbitrary definitions to them.”

Please Stop Using BLM In Your Writing (or art for that matter) 

You drawing characters in BLM merch or supporting BLM is not a problem. 

However, when you draw or write about them protesting or rioting or looting, that is a genuine problem. Would you do that in response to the Hong Kong Protests? Would you draw characters protesting against the Terror Bill? Would you draw them with Native peoples trying to advocate for the return of their land? Or, hey, even in the Civil Rights Movement of the 1950s-1960s?

No. Then what makes the Black Lives Matter movement so different?

Is it the fact that this hits so close to home you can’t process it by any other means than fictional?

What about seeing bnha characters rioting is supposed to feel inspiring? What about reading headcanons on how characters would quit their jobs as cops and protect me from tear gas is supposed to be comforting? These people aren’t real. But this issue is, and it’s serious, and it’s not something trendy or excusable to be filtered through a fictional lens. THIS IS REAL. THIS IS HAPPENING. 

Take a look at this post to see 

A friend on Discord couldn’t have said it better:

Our culture is not for your entertainment. The Black Lives Matter movement is a real, pressing issue. Please, spread information and support your fellow black authors and artists.

FAQ

Does this mean I have to stop using slang/reaction images?

No! Be cautious of how you use it. One article I linked states asking yourself these questions when it comes to AAVE:

Is it being commercialized for financial gain?

Is the usage performative or tokenizing?

Are you in proximity to the culture that originated the terms?

Are you using the language to “level up” or earn yourself credibility?

No one is policing you on saying popular slang, but you need to stay educated on the source of these words and how the overproduction and misuse affects us as a community. Our language is not for show, nor is it for your entertainment or attempts to sound “hip”.

Do I need to feel guilty or apologize for saying/doing these things?

Of course not! I promise, no one wants an apology or for you to sit around and feel guilty. Educate yourselves. Stay vigilant. That’s all I ask. This is not an attack or me shaming you by any means.

What if I’m black and condone this?

I sincerely ask you to look inside yourself and ask why this genuinely makes you happy. Are you doing it for some sort of validation? Fictional characters aren’t real. When your life is on the line, they aren’t going to magically come save you. When we let things like this get romanticized, it makes it easier to view this situation from a distance rather than how bad it really is and how close to home it’s hitting. 

How can I help and/or support the BLM Movement now?

Support black writers and artists!

Be sympathetic towards our issues!

KEEP POSTING ABOUT BLACK LIVES MATTER. USE YOUR PLATFORM. SILENCE IS MOST DEFINITELY VIOLENCE.

This blog contains MANY resources to educate yourself and be active.

Thank you for reading! 

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Hello! I love your work so much.

Aaaaaaa hello!!! Tysm,,, I really appreciate the compliment!!

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Fault

Rekka Hoshimiya x GN!Reader

Summary | Rekka never fails in his manipulation to make you stay. This time you try to stand up for yourself, what a mistake.

Warnings | manipulation, non-con, mentions of past abuse, abuse

Notice | I do not condone any of the inappropriate behavior in my writings, nor do I consent to my writings being posted on other sites.

Devin Notes | Finally,, I finished a request. Sorry this took me so long, I did my best at gender neutral smut! I hope you enjoy it,, That being said, requests are open and please give me feedback!

It wasn’t your fault.

You knew it wasn’t.

So why did it feel like it was? All you wanted was your freedom, to see your friends again. To talk to anyone, anyone but your eccentric boyfriend.

So why did you feel scared asking for it? You shouldn't be, honestly you shouldn't. You've had this conversation with him before, countless times. And time and time again it ended with you staying home and him leaving to go outside.

What a sad cycle this was.

Once you’d ask the question he would slightly pout. Asking why you would need to hang out with anyone but him. And you'd try to explain that he can't be the only contact you have with the human world, that you'd need other people. And everytime you say that you want to be around someone else, anyone else, he wouldn't even stop what he was doing to acknowledge you and give you the same excuse every time.

“There’s no need to go outside, star! You're just fine here!”

That’s usually where the conversation dropped. He’d continue what he was doing like the conversation never happened. Continuing on how his day was going and how a rookie named Tamaki had potential.

But you didn't want to drop it. You wanted to leave. You wanted to be by someone else, with anyone else, or just other people in general!

So why were you afraid of speaking up about it? Of putting your foot down and telling him that you were going outside and that he couldn't keep you here. That he couldn't make you stay inside anymore. You couldn't possibly let him tell you no again. Speaking of him, Rekka was talking to you. His back was turned as he cut up vegetables to put in a soup he was making for the two of you. You parted your lips to speak but nothing came. Your throat felt like it was closing and it felt like barbed wire was keeping it there.

Why? Why were you afraid to ask him to do something you should do on your own anyway? You had to do this. You had to tell him no so he won't just brush you off again. With newfound determination, you cut him off by saying what you wanted to.

“But I want to go outside, I’m tired of staying inside! I want to go outside and- and- and see other people! You can't possibly think I can just be stuck here and not say anything about it!”

When those words left your mouth, Rekka froze. And you could have sworn your stomach dropped onto the floor. Not because of his reaction, but because of his lack of one. He didn't say anything. He didn’t stop your rant, but he did slowly turn around. His star pupiled eyes boring into you with an unrivaled intensity, a tight pout across his lips, and he just stared. For some time he only scans your features, looking for something in them. And it seems he didn't find what he wanted because he glared down at you and his pout deepened. To show you how much he abhorred when you say things like that. To show you he felt that it was wrong that you said that.

“You love it here because I want you to. You want to stay here because I want you to.”

He paused, letting the words stay in the air. As if trying to give you time to comprehend what he said. You couldn't even speak. What were you to say? If you spoke up again, he’d be mad.

And the last thing you wanted was for him to be mad.

You remember the last time you angered him. The kicking, the screaming and the burning. You still have the bruises on your skin from the last incident. He was so rough and his skin felt like it was burning every time he touched you when he was angry. The worst thing about it was everytime he was done, he’d plaster that smile on his face and go on about his day as if nothing ever happened. As if he never hurt you. You hated it. You hated feeling bad about it. You were tired of feeling bad for it.

“Star, you can't protect yourself from what’s out there. That’s why you're here, with me!”

His dark glare was gone and his chilly tone was too. He switched his attitude so easily, it made you so mad. How could he say something that delusional and not even a minute later smile again?

“I don't want to be here anymore.”

You mumble, gulping softly to calm your rising nerves. Rekka stopped talking, turning to you with a raised brow. He wanted you to repeat what you said. It took everything in you to not shake, to not show how angry scared you were. Yet you couldn't even look at him in the eyes. You raised your voice and held it steady.

“I don't want to be with you anymore.”

You’re surprised you haven't fainted yet, it was nerve wracking to stand up for yourself. It was silent for some time, and in that span of excruciating seconds you replayed what you said over and over in your head. You broke up with him. You broke up with him! It felt exhilarating as it was petrifying. You felt like you could do anything! You could finally go outside now! You didn't need to ask or feel this fear anymor-

A sharp, but very heavy blow connected to your cheek, followed by you falling out your seat.

You were stunned, confused and completely terrified.

You slowly raised your hand to your cheek, you were still in a daze from the sudden hit. Your tears blurring your vision from the force of the slap. You couldn’t bring yourself to pull your gaze from the ground, all your energy went into trying to stand up for yourself. When did he come near you? When did he get so close to you? Wasn’t he in the kitchen? You were too occupied in your own thoughts that you almost didn't catch him; he was yelling at you, telling you that you were supposed to be who he told you to be and nothing else, that if you loved him you’d listen.

But something was off.

He wasn't hitting you, not once through his rant did he hit you. The only hit you felt was when he somehow hit you. You wiped your eyes, finally taking notice that you were crying. You look up to your aggressor, only to be on eye level with him. His stare was so intense, so fiercely that you could only mumble his name.

“Rek-”

“Do you know how vulnerable you are right now, star?”

He cut you off as his once intense voice that was laced with anger and an underlying threat was replaced by a desire dripped tone that was laced with honey. His breath was shallow, his star eyes coated in lust as his eyes trailed your figure. You couldn't help but curl in yourself.

Was he enjoying all of this?

Disgust roared through your veins as you tried to put space between you two. Slowly moving yourself away from this man who you can't possibly call your boyfriend. He held your wrists down and kissed you, his lips roughly capturing your own.

No. No, this was wrong. So, So wrong.

You tried to push him off, squirming as you tried to get him off you. All you earn for your now known futile efforts is a warning growl and low heat applied to your wrists. You felt sick to your stomach, you wanted to gag- no, you wanted to stop. You wanted him to stop.

But you never get what you want, do you?

As his lips occupied you, his fingers took the time to pull down your pants, eagerly rubbing your sex with fervor. His clothed member pressing eagerly from his pants and into your lower private. His other hand taking your wrists and pinning them above your head. You didn't dare squirm, your rebellion left when the slap connected to your cheek, the sting still resonating on the skin.

“Since you wanna leave so bad, I’ll prove to you why you should stay with all I have, star!”

He chirped, flashing you that smile as he descended lower, trailing kisses from the valley between your chest, to down your abdomen, to your underwear. He lingered there, grabbing the hem of the clothes and pulling them down and off your legs. His tongue slowly licking up your sex, running his tongue over your sex teasingly. Kissing and wetting you up. His tongue went farther, to your bottom; opening. You cringe, clenching your fists as he prepped your back entrance. It felt so weird. You didn't like it. You didn't want this. Why wouldn't he listen? Why won't he stop?

He slid his first finger in while you were spacing out, turning you onto your belly and pumping his finger in and out of you that way. His hand on your back as a silent order to stay still. He added another finger, the sudden intrusion made a whimper slip past your supposed to be sealed lips. Tears blurred your vision as the second finger stretched you further.

“Shhh, I know it hurts, star. I need to get you ready for me. I’ll make you feel so good!”

He peppered kisses to your lower back, spitting into your latter hole to lube it more. His skilled fingers, scissored and curled as they pick up their pace a bit inside of you. You clench around his finger, wanting nothing more than for him to stop violating you like this.

But that only makes things worse.

A groan left his throat and not soon after the belt left his pants too. Your eyes widened with the realization of what he was going to do to you. You start to crawl from him, not wanting him inside of you. Anything but that, everything but that.

Your attempts gained another sharp slap on your rump, the hand stayed and gave the cheek a squeeze. You wince, tears threatening to spill. His fingers left your puckered hole, being replaced by the teasing of Rekka’s member. Slowly, he entered your tight entrance, and the pain was surreal. Hot, fat tears rolled down your face only growing in numbers with every inch that was forced inside. The lieutenant priest let out another groan as he fully sheathed himself into you.

It hurt, It hurt so so much.

He was so big and the pain from him stretching you out was intense. You felt sickeningly full, your knuckles turning white from how hard you were clenching your fists. The pace he set wasn't anything less than expected, seeing how adamant he was on showing you why you should stay his passion in each thrust was sadly evident. With every drag of his length a moan was torn from you, every push earned a clench from you, and every tear that rolled down your cheek was kissed away by your supposed boyfriend.

He was talking to you, praising you on how good you were taking him as his thrusts never wavered. You couldn't even speak, your body wasn’t even listening anymore, you were moaning along with every movement he made, drawing closer and closer to your orgasm. You were ready for this to be over with, so why fight?

His hands’ grip on your hips were sure to bruise, his skin heating up every now and again when he got lost in his pleasure inside of you. You were close and he knew it, the way you were moaning and clenching around his girth proved it. After a few more thrusts you came undone, hot spots clouding your vision as your orgasm hit you like a tidal wave. Not soon after his seed flooded you, coating your inner walls with every spurt.

HIs kisses peppered your neck and cheek, as he picked you up off the floor. Taking you into the room you two shared and laying you in the bed, joining soon after. His arms wrapping around you and pulling you into a bear hug. He kissed your forehead, letting out a relaxed sigh. His fingers drawing indescribable symbols on your skin.

“See, star? I knew you wanted to stay here with me, you just need a little push.”

His voice was soft, but it held a manipulative kindness you knew well. You just stayed there in his arms, closing your eyes as you wished to be anywhere but here, That you’ll open your eyes and be somewhere else. To wake up from this nightmare. The weight of the situation brought a flurry of emotions filled you hearing those words. Disbelief, hurt, and worthless.

And above all?

Stupid.

How dumb were you? To think he’d let you get away so easily and without consequence.. You should've known better than to even think he’d let you go so easily. He never let things go when he set his eyes on it. You knew that more than anyone. And even if you didn't, he proved it time and time again.

It truly was a sad cycle.

And it was his fault you were in it.

You knew it for a fact.

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Reblog if you're black tumblr.

You don’t have to be black, it just means you support us, you stand by us and your for us.

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Shinra & Arthur Yandere Headcanons

Notice | I do not condone any of the inappropriate behavior in my writings, nor do I consent to my writings being posted on other sites.

Devin Notes | This wasn't a request but I thought it was more than needed! I love them sm?? Honestly these two have untapped yandere potential. Anyways, I hope you enjoy! Requests are open, please give me feedback!

Shinra Kusakabe

⁸ Very oblivious to his feelings at first. He chalks them up to being admiration for you. He thinks of you as inspiring and someone he can trust. Someone he can turn to when times get rough.

⁸ The only way he’ll notice his feelings aren't admiration but instead love for you would be when you're in danger. The feeling of his heartbeat picking up it's pace, his throat closing, and the overwhelming fear he has when he thought he was going to lose you. His grin was painfully spread across his features when he had you in his grasp again.

⁸ He’ll be confused at first. But it’ll be gone once he sees they're not going anywhere. That's bad for you. Now he’s more protective of you. Even if you did confront him on his behavior, he won't listen to it. You're too important to lose. You just don't understand how quick he could lose you! It's okay. He understands :)

⁸ He couldn't let that happen. He wouldn't forgive himself for losing you. This event caused him to become protective and delusional. He feels compelled to protect you. He needs to save you from the horrors you could face out there. He’s seen them. He’s experienced the hell brought by infernals and those you think you can trust. He can't afford to lose you too.

⁸ Once his delusional side comes into play it's over, because following suit is his possessive side. Are you friend’s with Arthur? You best to hope not because if so he’ll butt into conversations between you two, come whisk you away whenever you and Arthur are together, and find a way to pair up with you before Arthur can. 

⁸ The scary part about it is, you won’t notice it until it's too late. You won't catch onto his glare when you talk to Arthur or anyone he thinks can take you from him. You won’t think much of his constant protection, even if you're more than capable of keeping yourself safe. You’ll just think it's his personality. It’s his rivalry, that's all. He’s just caring, that’s it

⁸ Shinra doesn't kill unless he feels he has to. He can't have people trying to endanger you! If someone were to put you in danger, or attempt take you away from him, they are a threat and their days are numbered. 

⁸ Shinra can kidnap you, but he doesn’t want to. The only time this will happen is when he sees you almost lose your life again. It won’t be planned out, it'll be a spur of the moment sort of thing. One day after the incident he’ll just take you and keep you for himself. He’ll apologize but keep saying this is for the best and how he can’t lose you too. 

⁸ He made a promise to keep you safe, to be your hero, and he intends to keep it. By any means necessary.

Arthur Boyle

⁸If you expected Arthur to not be delusional in his feelings for you. You are sorely mistaken. 

⁸Once he sets his eyes on you, that's it. There’s nothing else. He won't ponder on what this chest tightening feeling is when he’s around you or the need to be with you at all times because things get too complicated if he thinks for too long. All he felt was the need to be your knight in shining armor. You were his prize for slaying dragons and killing goblins. You were his. There wasn't any need to think anymore than that!

⁸When he comes to terms with his obsession with you he’s almost the same. Keyword almost. Of course, he’s still slow and has his medieval complex, but now he views you as a prize. His prize. Compared to the other damsels he’s saved. You’re royalty and that’s what he calls you. 

⁸Expect gifts and him claiming you as his. You try to laugh it off but the glare he’s giving the person you were talking to suggest it being a subtle warning for them to back off. 

⁸Despite what most will think, he becomes more observant because of you. Well, mostly observant of you but more observant nonetheless. If you were thirsty he’ll hand you a bottle of water and suck his teeth. Just saying that “Royalty shouldn’t be dehydrated.”

⁸Speaking of observant, you best not to show interest in anyone else. He will catch on and he will kill them if he believes they are getting too close to you. He’s the only one who will whisk your heart away, not some commoner!

⁸In his eyes, you two are already dating. He wouldn't have these feelings for people he doesn't want to be with! He also believes you two are on the same accord so you can imagine his annoyance when someone tries to flirt with them. He’ll cross his arms and proclaim that you're taken by him.

⁸He most likely won't kidnap you, he likes saving you! He’s your knight in shining armor! The person who will sweep you off your feet! He’s your king charming (since he could never demote himself to a prince.)! The only scenario in which he kidnaps you is when someone saves you and you show interest in them. Great Sol forbid that it’s Shinra, because if it is, bless that kid's soul. Arthur will threaten and be more snarky than ever. If he’s given the option to, he will never willingly let you pair up with Shinra or any other person he deems a threat. 

⁸If you were to confront him on his behavior, he’d be shocked. He’d be so confused on how you found out when he thought he was being so subtle. He’ll be annoyed quickly, telling you that what he’s doing is what a knight would. There’s no point in trying to tell him otherwise, it's like talking to a brick wall.

⁸The best option you have is to go along with his fantasies. Let him and only him, be your knight, it isn't as if you have an option. Arthur wouldn't let his prize get away, no matter what.

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Victim

Shinra Kusakabe × GN!Escaped!Reader

Summary | You finally escape from Shinra, but your joy is shortlived. How sad.

Warnings | death, yandere themes, demonization

Notice | I do not condone any of the inappropriate behavior in my writings, nor do I consent to my writings being posted on other sites.

Devin Notes | Had to rewrite this five times because Tumblr just kept dying on me. I planned on doing general headcanons for Shinra but I had this concept idea and I couldnt let it passs me by! Requests are open, please give me feedback!

You were a victim.

A victim of what? Circumstance? Luck?

No, you were a victim of love. That sounds like an exaggeration, but it was every bit true. His love was dangerous. He was delusional. He was akin to the devil.

And that devil was named Shinra Kusakabe.

The man in question was looking down on you now. You came towards the alleyway because this was themeeting place. An old friend of yours was going to let you stay until you got your bearings. But that wasn't anything less than a fantasy, you knew as much when the smell of smoke filled the air around you. It was quick and suffocating, It felt like it was trying to kill you, save you from the hell this demon was going to trap you in.

Your eyes bore into your friend’s corpse ahead of you. They were supposed to save you. They were supposed to hide you from him. It took you so long to go through with your plan. Everything you worked for was gone. All those nights plotting, being on your best behavior for him was all thrown down the drain as blood pooled around the cadaver of your friend. You didn't understand why you hadn't looked away yet. Why your hand was clasped over your mouth as you cried in silence. Why you thought Shinra wouldn't find you. You couldn't do anything other than stare in silent shock. It felt like time had stopped then. That all life ceased and only left you and your friend. Like reality was slipping as you tried to grasp that your friend was no longer here, that they were dead. That you couldn't be saved. And that it was his fault. Why would he do something like this? Why? Why? Why?

“_-_____…”

Shinra started slowly, your name coming out as a stutter yet it was all you needed to center you back down to earth. His crimson orbs stuck onto you as the smile was stretched across his features. He was tense. You felt disgusted, insulted and something you couldn’t place. How can he be tense? When it was your friend lying dead on the ground and not one of his?

“I was saving you, you gotta believe me, _____.”

He tried to reassure you with his soft tone. It felt patronizing, as if he was truly saving you. As if he was the hero you needed just in the nick of time. Like you needed your friend to be murdered to save you. You didn't know what sin you committed to The Great Sol to see this. What iniquity you did to force his hand like this. You wracked your brain on what you did, on what your friend did to deserve that.

A soft crunch was sounded ahead of you. Finally, your eyes tore from the deceased body of your friend, seeing a worried, but smiling Shinra. Your captor's arms outstretched towards you, step after step he got closer. And step by step you backed away, shaking your head at him. You didn't want to touch him. You took this time to look at him, really look at him. His onyx hair looked as messy as ever, his toned body was slightly shaking, and his smoking feet were in a pool of blood. Your stomach lurched, your eyes focusing on the scarlet liquid caking his feet and the ground beneath and around him. You couldn't bring yourself to say anything, your emotions and urge to vomit stopped your voice from even presenting itself. All you felt was betrayal, disgust, and overall fear. Your feet shuffled backward, still silent by the horrors you were witnessing.

"C'mon, _____... don't be like that.. I did this for you. For us!"

His voice held it's stone from before but it was slicked with something you couldn't place. Was he trying to comfort you? Reason with you? Did he really think this was okay? He was at least lucid enough to know what he did was messed up right? That murder was wrong, especially that of innocents? You didn't want to be here, you didn't feel safe, not with him. Your head hurt, your body felt heavy, it was so much to take. The blood, the smoke, the iron smell, it was too much. Him and his love was too much.

So you ran.

“S-Stay away from me!”

You yell out at him, backing towards the street behind you.. You dashed towards the outside of the alleyway, pushing yourself to get faster than you ever could. You heard the sound of a fire starting, like a candle flickering to life but much louder. You felt a shiver overcome you. Nerves telling you that something bad came with that sound. That you needed to get out the way of him, if you didn't, you'd be caught. And that's everything but what you needed. You immediately dropped to the ground. Ducking as you felt heat pass you over your head. You didn't waste time, you didn't have time to waste. You needed to leave. You push yourself to turn towards the back of the alleyway since that demon had flown in your original path. It felt like you couldn't breathe, Like air refusing to enter your lungs, like everything was against you. You wanted nothing but to get away from him, to never be near him or his love again.

Yet, The Great Sol wasn't on your side now was he?

You felt something knock the rest of the wind out your lungs. Slamming you onto the street that was once under your feet. You thrashed, trying to move away and turn from the person you didn't want to be near. The person that filled you with those emotions you felt before, but now you knew what that feeling was.

It was Despair.

That's what that feeling that was pooling in your stomach. The dread of knowing you were hopeless. You felt foolish for even thinking you could get away. That you were stupid for trying to run from this demon.

“Hey, Hey, Hey. There’s no need to be scared, I'd never hurt you, and neither will anyone else!”

Just hearing his voice made you want to sock him in his face. You have to look at him to know he was smiling. To know that somehow he was nervous. You wanted to cry, to scream, to kick, punch, scratch, and burn him. Just to get him away from you.

“You really scared me for a sec, babe. Looks like there weren't enough locks, huh?”

His arms pulled you up with him as he sat up, pushing you towards his chest as he nuzzled into the crook of your neck. You didn bother to move, you felt exhausted, overwhelmed and helpless.

“Don't be so down, _____! Take this as a lesson. That pipsqueak couldn't possibly protect you like I can! It’s a lesson that you need a hero! And aren't you so lucky that I came to the rescue?”

He spoke with such confidence you'd think he was a hero. You could at least agree you needed one. A hero that could save you from him. From his overbearing protection, and delusional pep talks. You needed to be saved from him, not by him.

Because you were a victim.

A victim of love.

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