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“but my girlfriend said she’d break up with me if I started hrt…” FUCKING LEAVE HER THEN!!

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Befriending a married woman, some bored suburban housewife, listening to her complain about her husband, how he doesn't give her enough attention and he doesn't even seem to love her anymore...

I lend her a sympathetic ear and tell her she deserves better. I tell her that everyone deserves affection...

Men just don't know how to give women what they need, only a woman really knows how to please another woman.

She's so lonely...and what I'm saying makes a lot of sense...so it's not long before she lets me fuck her behind her husband's back. Eating her pussy, giving her the sort of pleasure she's never felt before, fingering her and playing with her tits and groping her, and finally railing her with my girldick, filling her up so good, getting her hooked on superior trans cock. Maybe she even lets me cum inside her, knock her up.

And her husband has no idea. In between riding my cock and worshiping my body, she starts talking about divorcing him. Once she has all his money she'll be able to keep me as her girlstud, giving her what she really needs...

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I'm something like this but it only works for me in highly specific dynamics, though many of many MANY of my fantasies revolve around me getting to play in this role.

I've come to think of myself under the term Sub Bottom with Sadistic Tendencies or even more specifically Sub Bottom with Psycho Sadistic Tendencies, as I directly Dominate mostly through like psychological stuff (denial, games, having them torment themselves ect) and then would prefer using the actual Dom to carry out anything physical.

As in:

"Mommy, I've been such a good girl will you hurt them for me while I touch myself to how powerful you are."

domming and subbing are both fun and all, but... sometimes , even though i'm a switch... i feel unfulfilled.

i feel like there's another role. one that doesn't come up much until there's more than 2 people in the bedroom. a... middle of sorts. one that requires the knowledge of both domming and subbing, but isn't either.

egging on the dommier domme to be rougher, encouraging the subbier sub to be obedient... and using them with the dommes approval, of course...

i don't know if there's a name for this, but i've always felt it would be my perfect role. anyone else get this?

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Yes, there is pleasure in the fight to obey when she tells me not to cum.

But then theres also: two minutes in, her on top of me, her inside of me, gently thrusting, almost like for once shes afraid to hurt me, not even giving me all of her gock, denying my prostate the pounding it craves.

So, of course, I'm not asking if I can cum, I dont need to, I'm nowhere near close.

But then without going deeper inside of me, without speeding up, suddenly she slaps my face and orders me:

"Cum."

I'm horny and her gock feels really good but I need more, shes leaving me craving without sufficient stimulation, without being anywhere near worked up enough. I cant cum for her even though I want to obey.

So she keeps going, keeping on with the same frustrating languid pace, the same meager shallow teasing depth and her hand cracking against the side of my face, while ordering me to:

"Cum" SLAP!

"Do it. Cum." SLAP!

"Be good, babygirl and cum hard for me." SLAP! SLAP!

"I mean right NOW you dumb bitch." SLAP! SLAP!

"Cum so hard you scream. Do it." SLAP! SLAP! SLAP!

Each smack to my face makes my cheeks hotter and fills my eyes with tears but slowly she builds the aching glorious fire in me and then finnaly I cum hard and scream for her. Howling, mewing and shaking in pain and pleasure, grasping to her tight to her body.. Pressing my tear slicked face into her breasts.

She pulls out of me still hard as I lay there twitching, slowly stroking herself. She wipes my tears away with her fingers.

"It took you a little while but you got there, I told you to cum hard and scream for me and you did." She says. Then she smacks me again and calls me: "Bad girl."

"Wha," is all I can say, confused, fresh tears beginning to fall.

"I told you to cum hard and you did, but that wasnt hard enough."

And then the punishment begins.

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It's really funny how little I'm impressed by dick size because the first dildo I ever got was over 8 inches so now anything smaller than that is pathetic lol

It would helps that I'm not small myself~

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Seeing posts about multiple Doms working together on you at the same time.

But have you considered both the ecstatic bliss and hilarity of:

Your new Dommy girlfriend meeting your X Dommy girlfriend that your still friendly and play with regularly and their personalities and styles are just so diametrically opposed that they're instantly snapping at each other.

"Oh you havent had her on a fuck table yet, how tame of you."

"Well we havent gotten that far but as were dating we have all the time and opportunities."

Like watching two horny kaiju clash with each other in a territorial dispute.

Next time either fucks you, theyre going to go so hard to make sure you know who's the more talented Mommy.

Keep that safe word handy.

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I once had a pet send me $100 and said "it's how to be a good ally..." And it awakened something in me. Of course you should give trans women money, it's good allyship~

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I need some more romance in my life.

*guy brings me chocolate and flowers*

No, damnit, not that kind and not from some simpy loser cisboy.

I want a real romance that lets my neighbors learn her name by way of me screaming it in the backyard because her gock makes me cum that hard, so good that it makes me cry and so loud that they think shes trying to murder me.

You know, true love.

Even better if she puts me on a leash while taking me.

I mean, if she wants to bring me chocolate and flowers that would be nice but the name screaming level gocking is Priority #1.

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Transbian Subs Hookup Strategy #1734

(Best Utilized during period of breast expansion and while wearing a short skirt)

1. Drive your vehicle out to know haunt of agressive Dommy Transfems.

2. Park car.

3. Roll down the window (determine appropriate height for Strat ahead of time)

3. Get out of the car and close the door but leave the keys on the passenger seat.

4. Curse your estrogenated stupidity for almost making such a silly mistake.

5. Proceed with further estrogenated stupidity and make a worse mistake, reach your torso through the window to get the keys but they are just out of reach.

6. Start to pull yourself but get stuck on the new dimensions of your sore growing boobs.

7. Try to pull yourself out by force and almost make it but the tightness hurts your chest so much. Be sure wiggle and bounce your ass around as you fight to free yourself.

8. Frustrated and embarrassed, yell for help with little tears in your eyes, continue to struggle and flail your ass around.

9. With any luck your top will soon find you and offer you assistance, unable to resist soothing you by placing her hand on your backside and taking a few pics of your predicament.

10. Beg her to go around the passenger door and get the keys in the ignition and lower the window. If shes up against you be sure to keep struggling, rubbing against her. If not keep struggling so she can keep enjoying the show.

11. By the time she tells you of course she'll help in a minute but she needs you to relax first you should feel her pulling your underwear down before grinding her gock between your cheeks.

12. Give her a big frustrated whine to let her know how much you need help from her.

13. Relax as she says so she can enter your ass easily and once shes in deep flex and tighten around her so she really enjoys assisting this foolish bottom. She'll take over completely after that. Hopefully she'll let you out when shes done.

See Strat 414 for a version of this suitable to those with an even higher craving for exhibitionist activities.

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an even less exhaustive list of femme literature

since a made of a list of butch lit, I thought it would be nice to make a list of femme writing by (mostly) femme authors as well. books I've read myself in bold; take the rest with a grain of salt. I'd really appreciate additions, especially of fiction!

fiction:

dykette by jenny fran davis

perfume and pain by anna dorn

trash by dorothy allison

all the pretty girls by chandra mayor

femme confidential by nairne holtz

bottle rocket hearts by zoe whittall

nonfiction:

brazen femme: queering feminity ed chloe brushwood rose and anna camilleri

femme: feminists, lesbians, and bad girls ed laura harris and elizabeth crocker

the femme mystique ed leslea newman

out of the closet and nothing to wear by leslea newman

fierce femmes and notorious liars by kai cheng thom

dirty river by leah lakshmi piepzna-samarasinha

s/he by minnie bruce pratt

naked in the promised land by lillian faderman

a restricted country by joan nestle

rust belt femme by raechel anne jolie

my dangerous desires by amber hollibaugh

odd girls and twilight lovers by lillian faderman

another mother tongue by judy grahn

boots of leather, slippers of gold by elizabeth lapovsky and madeline davis

the persistent desire ed joan nestle

persistence: all way butch and femme ed ivan coyote and zena sharman

articles/essays:

our own words by rosza daniel lang/levitsky in e-flux

high femme camp antics by jenny fran davis in la review of books

with gratitude and struggle by nan alamilla boyd in autostraddle

that time I went on a lesbian cruise and blew up my life by shannon keating in buzzfeed

femme-inism by paula austin in colonize this!

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i must not feel cold in my little butch bait outfit. feeling cold in my little butch bait outfit is the mind killer. feeling cold in my little butch bait outfit is the little-death that brings total obliteration. i will face the cold. i will permit it to pass over me and through me. and when it has gone past, i will turn the inner eye to see its path. where the cold has gone there will be nothing. only me and my little butch bait outfit will remain

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Transbian Date Idea #173

Me, nude except my pink sneakers, on the hood of her car my legs making a V in the air.

Her inside of me, thrusting away, mercilessly stretching my hole, showing off her superior driving skills.

Us, 5 feet from the freeway in the middle of the day, sunlight illuminating my naked body, making the metal of the hood a little too warm, but I'm too horny to really notice.

Her not caring who sees as she pounds away at me.

Me, so wet, hoping everybody does see us, waving at the cars with a big fuck happy smile as they pass.

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how do you feel about frotting with an inferior transgirl and making fun of her small gock the whole time? cause hi i'm the inferior transgirl :3

Awww. Ya, let's compare sizes ^×^ if you're smaller then I get to bend you over and fuck you until you cum from your prostate <3

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One of my favorite fantasies is imagining getting to be me in college already transitioned, as gorgeous and heartless as I am now.

I think about how much fun a group project with a nerdy cisboy and his transfem bully would be.

He does all the work.

She and I have obnoxiously loud hardcore sex, preferably with my head resting on my ankles.

In my defense I'm actually helping she cant bully him if shes too busy beating up my prostate with her gock. I mean, I'm not going to stop her before or after, watching her torment him just makes me want her more.

Besides, its what cisboys are made for.

If he wanted me to treat him like a person he would've gotten on Estrogen then it would be a coin flip, if the new girl is like the bully they each get a hole. If the new girl is like me the bully can break both of us.

But then how would the project get done?

I'm sure the three of us can find a different cis cuck to do the work that we as, trans goddesses shouldnt have to worry about.

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Make a Cis woman break up with her boyfriend on the phone today and while he cries start fucking. it’s your obligation❤️

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Sighs'* I never get what I actually want for the Holidays.

No girl (or girls) took me back to my parents and fucked me on my childhood bed so hard the whole house could hear.

But I mean Easter is in a few months.

How about it?

Pretend to be my girlfriend (or be my girlfriend and we can make this a regular thing) and do the above, do me.

Make me scream and cry in pleasure and pain so much that their shame turns to fear cause they think its nonconsensual and then walk me up to them to reassure mommy and daddy it totally is.

Please...

I promise I'm lots of fun.

My pussy has such great reviews on both Google and yelp.

I'm not a bunny girl, but I'll wear a bunny outfit for you.

Come on help me make mom and Dad ashamed of their daughter.