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two designs i made for Banned Book Week (Sept 22 to Sept 28) this year

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Taking a week or two off until I'm better, see you then!

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— Nitya Prakash

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i badly want to go to the art store

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an actual footage of me going on a swim

His legs are so little

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just gonna jot down what was my dream:

- me gets kidnapped by a large corporation (?)

- theres a guy and i dunno how but im forced to get married to him

- im planning on how to get away from this without him knowing

- i tried talking to a bunch of people who are working on the corporation but none of them is talking to me beause they thought that the corporation is "good"

- but there's this girl who also thought that the corporation behind the "good reputation" they have this dark shit going on behind

- but i dont know the guy that im married to somehow found out that im talking to this girl and he fired or killed her (?)

- also no one knows that this marriage is just force since the peope around us tease us about our marriage

- then shit happens i somehow knews how to escape and i did escape

- i got back to my hometown and i talked to this old friend of mine and i tell him everything what happened and he tells me that the guy im married to was our childhood friend but i cant seem to remember him and i keep on denying that i dont know him.

- but suprise suprise this "old friend" betrayed me and contacted the guy that im married to!

- oh boy the moment he appeared behind my old friend (you shit) i was scared! and he had this sinister smile telling me that i fucked up

- i found out that the corporation breeds mutants (?) so obviously he is a mutant and has super strong powers

- so yeah he cornered me with other mutants like the hell i will definitely put a fight not to get back on that shitty place

- BUT!!! BUT!!!! theres this girl who was actually have a second mind not to hurt me! she was second guessing herself! (bless her soul)

- so the moment happens they were about to attack me but shet jumps gets in the front of me turn around to face me and gave me her power (?) like?????

- she was crying because the moment the mutant willingly gave up their power they will die

- she knew but she still gave up her life to save me

- so yeah i gain her powers and i dont know what happened after that HAHAHAHAHHAA

- somehow i got back in the corporation but i plan to take it down from the inside (?)

- and i will start with my marriage, i will gain his trust first

- fast forward im wondering around the place looking for him and i heard someone saying my name and so i turn around and its him

- smiling and being effortlessly beautiful

- LIKE HOW COME AN EVIL BE SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!

- HE HAS THE LIGHT SHINE BEHIND HIS HAIR SO HE APPEARS THAT HE HAS A HALO

- HES AN EVIL MOTHERFUCKER

- so i cant resist myself

- grab his nape and KISS HIM

- like kiss him hard

- the end

MY SISTER WAKE ME UP AND I WAS SO MAD!! THATS NOT THE ENDING!! I WANT TO TAKE DOWN THE CORPORATION!!! NOT KISSING HIM!!!! BROO

But its a good prompt to a story??? how did my brain come up with that lol

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The Glass Essay, Anne Carson | Molly Brodak, Molly Brodak

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i hate this feeling like you cannot do anything

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and i feel like she's shutting me out

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i miss her :( i feel like shes avoiding me it sucks

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living in the different country sucks.. it's lonely.. and i feel like i'm slowly losing my bestfriend

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:) im :) so :) tired :)

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- Evelyn Waugh, from Brideshead Revisited (1945)

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lord cheesus

hot damn haechan why?

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{Words by Anaïs Nin, from The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4 (1944-1947) / Cynthia Cruz from diagnosis,The glimmering room}