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i'm in therapy and right now we're focusing on my homicidal thoughts. I haven't been in a while maybe like 3 weeks because my theripist mother died but i'm going back on 2/21/21. but because of the homicidal thoughts thingy my mom won't let be watch anything that has to do with serial killers, murderd of just killing people in genaral, which makes me upset because it blocks me from doing what i love which is learning about stuff like that and the people that i look up to (jeffery dahmer, richard ramirez, ted bundy, edmund kumper etc.) and it also hurt because se CLEARLY FUCKING KNOWS that it's not helping at ALLL and it's just making my temper worse. and making me have episodes of being close to having episodes, like the smallest thing could happen and i could just snap.