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i cause myself so much compeltely pointless mental anguish you couldnt even fathom

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I became so attached to my depression that I can't imagine my life without it anymore

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that moment when you’re empty and nothing matters anymore . you don’t even know who you are anymore but it’s okay it doesn’t matter , you just want to disappear .

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I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

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They will never understand the sadness that you can physically feel in your chest

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no matter how awesome things happen to me i always fall back right into the exact same fucking loop and i feel like shit and isolate

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i’m either just going to be numb or have extreme mood swings for the rest of my life i guess

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I just want to end my existence

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Universal Classic Monsters

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It's crazy how trauma makes you push people away when all you want is love.

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Tul sok vagyok

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I bottle everything up for others comfort.

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Me on a Tuesday afternoon in my room

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if life is only pain i don't want it anymore