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mostly i do god knows what

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i'm so glad goncharov happened when it did, right before prolific public use of AI. that was pure honest gaslighting straight from the heart. real human whimsicality and trickery thru blood sweat and tears. we were a family. and we all gonched, together. you cant replicate that with any machine.

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the worst part of interviews isn't even not getting the job, it's the FLASHBACKS where you're like that's where you should have said that phrase that you rehearsed for an hour and my best examples didn't even COME UP

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not normie enough to fit in but not fringe enough to lean into being a freak, worst of both worlds, pure liminality, just the weird coworker, and unrelatable classmate. and your mutual

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marisa abuela and harry lawty seem so irl vanilla from the way they act yasmin and rob

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i dont get the andrew garfield thing

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being ill is sooooo boring

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I'm so overstimulated I haven't eaten yet and I'm going to town to shop on a Saturday and I had to take my glasses off because it was one sense too many and my dress was fully riding up to expose my ass in front of children I actually might die

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makes me want to die when my mom tells me im a "clever girl" for doing basic household maintenance just because she's been with my dad 40 years and has never learned to do anything herself. that's not her fault but it seriously makes me ill.

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the dual hammer of kendall roy's fate: he was meant to succeed, it was always his, it was an underline but he was always falling just slightly short, never quite had everyone's full confidence, always got the pitch but never the winning vote. he always always existed on that knife edge.

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kendall is tommy, roman is phil, shiv is lil, connor is chuckie

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just thought of a fun low-key way I could have worded an earnest sentiment I've already expressed. thoughts and prayers please.

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how am i supposed to wean myself off astrology when in one day of mercury retrograde the system messed up my leave request, people have been rude to me at work, I plugged my headphones in for hours before the gym and they've died within 10 mins of being here and I'm regretting sending a slightly earnest text

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kendall+shiv and connor+roman are such good sibling pairs

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can't find my diary to write in so that i can stop thinking about this thing

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nothing wrong with preferring healthy relationships but it really is astounding to me how often i'll go into the tags for The Unhealthy Relationships Show and see people posting "but what if the relationships were healthy though"