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This is insane!!

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Life is crazy... and within the negative arise a new outlook... I got pregnant within a short month of trying, and even though shocked on how fast it happened and how easily it happened.. we were excited,,, unfortunately I lost my baby,, I'm grateful I lost my baby in the first couple weeks, although saddened and hurt, although this happened a little while ago and only a small handful knew, it's an impact that's painful and will never not pull on my heartstrings, due to grief and mourning we've decided to postponed on trying for another one, and all though I know I'm insanely fertile and it won't take long to get pregnant again after trying i feel like it will take years and years because the future seems so far away now.. I've decided to post this now since I've healed a small amount,, but I will never fully heal.

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Life is crazy... and within the negative arise a new outlook... I got pregnant within a short month of trying, and even though shocked on how fast it happened and how easily it happened.. we were excited,,, unfortunately I lost my baby,, I'm grateful I lost my baby in the first couple weeks, although saddened and hurt, although this happened a little while ago and only a small handful knew, it's an impact that's painful and will never not pull on my heartstrings, due to grief and mourning we've decided to postponed on trying for another one, and all though I know I'm insanely fertile and it won't take long to get pregnant again after trying i feel like it will take years and years because the future seems so far away now.. I've decided to post this now since I've healed a small amount,, but I will never fully heal.

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Reading this stuff tears my heart up... I hate how there's women out there that are so damaged..

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Life is so peaceful and beautiful, being a mother is the greatest gift anyone can have <3

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I love when the people I shoot with let me know when my crazy stalker follows them after I post,

My people are amazing <3

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I love when the people I shoot with let me know when my crazy stalker follows them after I post,

My people are amazing <3

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How i care for my hair when I take my dreads out,

Usually leave then out for a day or two

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My hearts so pure I could spend $100 and if I hear you say you like it I'll give it to you for free because money is superficial but love and kindness.. thats different

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I hope and pray this women finds out who she truly is.

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I hope and pray this women finds out who she truly is.

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I think my main thing I love about being a dreadhead hippie is being so open and free,

I cannot wait till my daughter's done breastfeeding so I have plan a weekend of getting high and altering my third eye with shrooms, nothing screams hippie self care then spinning through reality and some great meditation, honestly how I got in touch with my higher self and became the person I am today

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Can't wait to move and set up a cute little garden and sitting area in our new backyard <3