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I just took a minute to read the Agatha all along week prompts and HANAHAKI IS ON THERE?? HANAHAKI AGATHA ALL ALONG IS GONNA BE A THING OH MY GOSH

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something about death herself's only scar being the woman she loved being hurt by her actions is REALLY getting to me today gang

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First meetings.

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Anyway so Rio threw Billy into the glass window of the recording studio in the exact same way as she threw him into the greenhouse glass roof in episode 8.

Agatha had already clocked that Rio was walking the road with them after Sharon was buried to retrieve Billy because she knew who he was. She already knew history would he repeating itself. Rio would be taking her boy away from her. Until Billy started hanging with Agatha, Death had no idea where he was. Death always pursuing Agatha, means that she found Billy at the same time.

She asks Death not to take him when he is injured with 'don't' in the exact pleading way she did when she was giving birth to Nicky.

Then she watches over him while he sleeps and heals so Rio can't take him in his sleep.

Rio gets to say her piece about love and regret and pain at the fire, and this starts to warm Agatha to her as she embraces her just after. But Death stops their kiss to let Agatha know that that boy is not hers to keep like last time, he belongs to Death. (She doesn't say: he's not your son, she says: he's not yours.) Her warning here is 'before we can reconcile, know that I will still take him from you - don't get attached to him. Also, I am who I am.'

Rio can't understand why Agatha is walking through life with this other person's child, as if he's hers. On a false road too - she's implying that their relationship is as false as this fake path Agatha and Billy are walking together. Now this new hurt will be caused (Death taking Billy) to refresh the old hurt that split them apart. 'Why don't you want me?' she asks later. Why are you choosing this fake love over our real love?

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Agatha & Rio | Six Feet Under

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“Because the truth is too awful” could be taken so many different ways.

“Because it was simple. He was a boy, and sometimes, boys die. He went to sleep, kissed me goodnight and his mother needed him home. And I couldn’t save him.”

“Because he was the abomination. Not the Darkhold, not me. I got addicted to power and had succubus magic I couldn’t always control, but he was the one who couldn’t live without murder.”

“Because I kept killing after he was gone, when he didn’t need it anymore. I used his song to murder innocent witches, even though he died to stop the bloodshed.”

“Because I didn’t respect his choice, Rio’s job or her motherhood, and let him go. I kept killing in a desperate attempt to get him back—and blamed his mother, my love, for his death—even though he was always going to die, I always knew that, and his life was a miraculous gift.”

It’s all of these. It’s none. I love Jac Schaeffer for that, and so hope we get more chapters.

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Agatha All Along / Because I could not stop for Death — Emily Dickinson

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I feel like Rio's actions the entire show was just her matching Agatha's?

Like what if she put up this tough, I'm going to kill you, act because it's the only way she can get close to Agatha ? What if fighting with her is the only way she get to touch her, to have her close ? So she put up this act, changing her own personality to the point of losing herself just so she could keep Agatha even if it's by being at the receiving end of her hate.

And maybe it's also a form of self harm ? She let Agatha treat her that way because she feels guilty for taking Nicky (which was comfirmed in the show) so she allow Agatha to insult her and hate her because she feels like she deserves it even if she was not the one who killed Nicky, she was just doing her job, and she let him be as long as she could.

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Three of swords

Heartbreak, sorrow, grief

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I refuse to believe Agatha could control her powers when she killed Alice. She had just been confronted with all of her trauma and gone from being someone her coven had seemed to grow fond of (at least a little) to going back to being the ‘monster’. Plus their readiness to betray her and make her suffer. She was not in the mental headspace to fight her addiction—her hunger for power. So she was sent back to being that 16 year old who couldn’t control herself and ended up killing her mother’s entire coven. When Billy let her take his power, his trust in her, his faith that she wasn’t a monster, let her fight her addiction. Enough to stop once she had had enough power. Not to mention that people like Billy and Wanda have a lot more magic than Alice did. In a matter of seconds Alice was completely drained and dead whereas Agatha was draining Billy for quite some time without him faltering. So her appetite for power was sated enough that she could stop herself from killing him. This is not to excuse Agatha of Alice’s murder, she still did it. But I don’t think she did it on purpose.

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They tell us exactly how Agatha is going to die, at the start

Beyond the "Horizontal... in a grave" line, they foreshadow exactly how Agatha is going to die.

She's going to take Rio's power, and it will kill her.

Note that it will not be Rio killing Agatha. Rio won't be blasting her with magic. Rio always holds back on the thing that would quickly kill Agatha, even up until the very end.

And it's interesting that they seem to imply here that Agatha can take power from Rio when she wants. That Rio doesn't have to attack her with her magic for her siphon ability to work. That it's her decision.

Death has always been waiting for Agatha to take.

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coping with the finale by making these wbu 🤪

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I think I just figured out the truth about Nicky that’s too painful.

We only see Nicky at the end of his short life, in poor health.

What if being kept alive unnaturally/artificially meant Nicky was unwell and suffering the entire time?

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EOTD 06/11/2024

even after all the power these 2 had......what they really wanted was just love and a family and it breaks me to see how people tend to pit them against each other when theyre actually so similar