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Never in my life did I think I’d be playing d&d with my old English teacher lmao

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So I black out sometimes it’s been happening sense my senior year in high school and it come up in my show I’m watching because someone in it is having black outs so I did some research and it could be seizures?? I mean I guess it makes sense but it also doesn’t because I get told I’m physically doing something every time.

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No matter what I’m always the bad guy but I swear on fucking everything I try my hardest not to be the damn abuser.

I am not an abuser.

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It’s not fair it’s not fucking fair. I’m not as terrible as you say I am. I’m not as terrible as you tell your friends I am. If you tried to understand me and what happened you’d tell a different story.

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Yeah I’m leaving you as soon as I get my shit. Blocked and everything. You think I hurt you?? I didn’t do shit. Victim complex istg.

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Out of spite?? That’s not how that works LMFAO

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I wish you never told me.

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It hurts but it doesn’t? Like I knew it was obvious.

God I’m so stupid bro.

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I <3 Spencer’s and hot topic

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I wish I wasn’t so mentally fucked

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When you grow up in an abusive home, you don’t become a people pleaser to please people. You become a people pleaser to keep the potential for more abuse away.

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Im so sorry i turned out to be exactly what i told you I'd be

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I’m already so much happier! To be fair I haven’t been able to actually feel how I feel about said situation but I’m already much happier

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Having borderline is so exhausting.

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"Have you ever tried using rubber bands/ice instead" Fuck you.

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It always comes down to the fucking bpd. Fuck you