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nevermind i am putting that BACK where it was originally xox

men.

MEN.

MEN.

MEN.

FUCKING MEN.

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ugh i take this back men are beautiful i wanna marry him

men.

MEN.

MEN.

MEN.

FUCKING MEN.

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I love that Cordelia is a girls girl first.

Buffy needs a lift? No questions asked.

Evil lawyer gets beaten up by a guy? Cordelia appeals to her womanhood.

Harmony is a vampire? Cordelia wants to help and stay friends.

Darla shows up pregnant? Cordelia immediately defends her.

It doesn't always work out for Cordelia but she keeps that attitude.

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thinking about when Buffy comes back in s6 and something's not quite right with her and that look on Spike's face when he says "clawed her way out of her coffin that's how. done it myself" like. he is seeing her. she's herself but different, a little more like him. THEN when Spike comes back in s7 and something's obviously not right with him, and Buffy's face in the church when she realizes he got his soul back and he did it on purpose. to be more like her.

^ when your shadow counterpart returns from their identity-altering metaphysical journey looking more like you than they ever have before

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girl PLEASEEEEEEE (also heyyyy sorry for disappearing off here again xox)

lowkey i know youre gonna see this so hi!! yes!! this IS about you

how emotionally DENSE do you have to be to stop your "friend" who, her words not mine, does not like you from saying hi to me because i'm your ex. like... girl...

at least three times per month i hear abt something that comes out of your mouth and i'm like hello? i do not think about you. i don't want to hear about you. hell, even if someone says your name, all i can think is "who?? do i know someone with that name?" that is LITERALLY how irrelevant you are in my life and the fact that i'm still hearing about you chatting shit is just straight up weird.

multiple people have told me how genuinely ANNOYING it is whenever you drag my name into conversation, so stop. you're only hurting your own reputation by talking shit, not mine. it's really fucking sad actually.

so tbh this isn't even a rant post, it's a post on how to get people to actually LIKE YOU if anything. your behaviour is weird and obsessive. i know that yes, getting over things is hard, but please learn some serious common sense. there are people who would rock your SHIT for doing this kind of thing, be so grateful i'm not one of those people.

THANK YEWWWWW XOX

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HE DOES RIGHT???

so i'm currently first time watching Angel, and i need to address one thing

IS NO ONE GONNA TALK ABOUT HOW HOT HE IS.

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so i'm just absolutely COMVINCED the universe doesn't want me to to like men.

bc tell me why the first guy i liked in july to august (and i had liked him before, on and off for years) absolutely destroys me and only NOW wants to get with me which is pissing me off so much

and NOW the guy i've been talking to since NOVEMBER has a girl around his arm when he asked me to come out

like you cannot talk abt wanting me to be your gf and then show up with a girl on your arm. like BFFR all ur friends are mad at u and u literally were making heart eyes at me the whole time so ahahahahahah what the fuck ! like no fucking WONDER i greened out, i was shattered

anyways rant over sorry i haven't been online a lot !!!

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hey past me so update she does NOT like ur ass !!! but u do have a hmmmm situation with a boy rn so YIPEE

was it casual when the first night we met, we clicked instantly, made out multiple times, and we kissed goodbye as if we were dating and from that night on, constantly texted. now on my shop run tomorrow i'm picking up pods for her

yet she shows little to no signs of reciprocating anything over text so i have to look out for signs at her party

is it casual gang

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i did in fact dye my hair brown and had it like that for months, now its black n blonde yup

i'm in my Kathryn era

except i'm not a coke addict or fucking my step-brother

might dye my hair back to brown /hj

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oh real.

my god i love coke addict manipulators and badass girlboss vampire slayers and monster hunting queens

literally any role sarah michelle gellar has played is the loml

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19th birthday idea (Hamilton themed):

the part in My Shot and/or Blow Us All Away, create a transition line right before "i'm only 19 but my mind is older" and record on your birthday

i will be doing this.

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I will never be over Hank Summers not coming to Joyce's funeral. Angel came and he's not even on the show anymore. Spike brought flowers and HE'S EVIL.

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None Pizza with Left Beef is 10 years old today.

happy birthday to a decade-old meme.

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