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meowww…😍

Imagine Touya is fucking you so hard and so deep that you have to silent screams and your moans into his shoulder. So you don’t wake up your sleeping baby. He smirks and says “Better keep your voice down so you don’t wake up my baby or else you won’t be getting my cock for a while”.

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“ I think im liking her more.”

FT. GOJO SATORU

( this is mostly just pure smut. )

MINORS DNI!

play Vixen by Ayesha Erotica.

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ᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ࡚ࠢ࠘ ⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊ࠢ࠘𐡏~ *

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You walked out of the room after having been talked to by Masamichi or rather, principal Yaga, shutting the door on your way out politely. It wasn’t nothing much but just you reporting what happened on your little mission.

Walking down a path, footsteps were heard behind you as you turned around as a familiar white haired man walked towards you, cheekily smiling towards you. You waved at the man, halting your walk for Gojo to catch up, “ Hey, how’d your mission go..?” You looked at Gojo and just started walking forward towards your dorm “ It was alright, nothing too fun, just the usual.” You watched as your lover nodded his head, grabbing to pick up a random flower on the grass patches and giving it to you.

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Washing the dishes in the sink from dinner earlier, you looked at Gojo whom sat on the couch while scrolling through his phone, acting like he has no care or responsibilities in the world as he slouched on the couch to play his Candy Crush.

As you walked over to your boyfriend, he stared at you like a lost child who just found their mother with his arms out for you. You walked towards Gojo, placing a kiss on his lips and walking away to your room, leaving him empty armed on the sofa.

You placed your folded clothes on the bed while getting ready to go shower until Gojo needily walked into your shared bedroom from the past events that had occured in the living room, “ I heard you and Shoko went to a bar. Whats that about, hm?” You hummed towards your boyfriends statements, letting him continue to speak “ So what’d you guys do?” He questioned you as he wrapped his arms around your waist, “ We went out to go drinking and..” Drawing Gojo’s attention, you decided to try and get a reaction out of your crybaby boyfriend.

A deep sigh could be heard from you as Gojo waited for you to finish your sentence, impatiently tapping his fingers onto your waist, “ I thinking im liking her more. Shoko bought me three shots and rubbed my back in our uber, she even held my hair when I threw up at our hotel, and she gave me painkillers.” The arms around you tightened, not a suffocating hug but more like a firmer hug.

Gojo let out a laugh as you stood still, letting the man hug you in the middle of the room “ I really wish my boyfriend did that, what a shame, isnt it darling?” Your boyfriend let go of you and let out a scoff, “ Oh yeah? But does Shoko touch you like how your boyfriend does? Does she make you moan like how your boyfriend does?” He pauses mid-sentence, grabbing the back of your neck to take you into a greedy, sloppy kiss before pulling away. “ Does shoko fuck you as good as I do, pretty? I dont think so..” Gojo chuckles at the sight of you, gasping for air while you balled his shirt up into your fist, your pretty needy eyes on his.

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The water in the shower hitting your body as you clung onto your boyfriends body with Gojo penetrating you as he held you in the air, your legs wrapped around his torso as he gave you deep, fast thrusts which had you a moaning mess all up on him, “ Fuck! You feel so good Satoru..” He hit all the perfect spots inside of you, his cock was basically made for you as it slickly slid in and out of you with ease.

Satoru placed you down as your legs slightly shook, with Gojo flipping your body around as you faced the shower walls. Gojo’s tip slightly pressing down against your ass before he slowly thrusted into you “ You feel so good, baby..” Satoru whispered in your ear as he licked a stripe down your neck, lightly biting and sucking below your ear. “ You’re so good to me.. Such a good girl for me, aren’t ya?” He fucked into you like a dog in heat as he was rutting into your pussy as if it was his last, filthly grabbing your jaw as Gojo pulled you into a lust-filled kiss. He pulled out of the kiss while holding a firm grip on your jaw as he spat into your mouth, connecting his tongue and lips around yours.

You watched as his dick slid smoothly into you, an intoxicating and obsessive sight with sounds of slapping from your skin hitting Satoru’s with your eyes rolling back as Satoru’s groaning and whining into your ears , shower walls beyond foggy and air that reeked of sex.

“ Cum on this dick, pretty. Fuckkk.. im all yours.” You let out a moan, mouth open with a tingly sensation throughout your body, you came on him.

Gojo continued fucking deep in you as his hands roamed your body, occasionally swiping at your clit until he suddenly stopped and pulled out. “ Satoru? What are you doing.?” You faced your lover, “ Beg for it, slut.” He smirked at you.

You pulled him into a sloppy kiss, swirling your tongue around his, sucking on his before pulling away from the kiss right as Gojo started getting needy into the kiss.

“ Fuck me, please.”

He turned off the water in the shower, dragging you out of the shower and drying you off, placing you onto the bed as he continued to spread your legs open for him. He pulled your body to the edge of the bed, licking your clit while simultaneously shoving two fingers into you, continously flicking his tongue against your clit as you rested your elbows on the mattress.

Spreading your legs wide for easier access for him to tongue fuck you, he pulled his fingers out, both hands holding your legs down onto the bed, “ Mm.. Keep going Toru, im gonna cum.” He started eating you out, licking stripes on your pussy as your legs shook violently.

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Sliding into your drenched pussy, he held your arms behind your back while thrusting into you from behind, constantly slapping your ass as ragged breathing and moaning could be heard from outside your apartment, “ Oh! just like that Toru, you make me feel so good..” Your breathing is ragged and hard, as Gojo sucks on your neck, constantly nipping at it. Getting the life pounded out of you by your very obviously jealous boyfriend is tiring but this is what you wanted from the start like the little slut you are for Satoru Gojo, right?

You stopped Satoru as you pushed him down onto the bed while straddling his lap, you grabbed his cock as you guided it towards your pussy, slowly sinking down onto it with Gojo’s hands on your waist, guiding you onto him. You watched his face expression change as he stared at your tits, hazey eyes squeezing shut while he greedily reached to cup your boobs “ Mhm.. just like that Y/N.” He groaned out loud as he gave your tits a squeeze, thrusting up to meet your thrusts.

You stared into his eyes as you bounced on him, hazey blue eyes meeting yours as he gives you a wink and then returns his eyes to stare at your connecting bodies. Grabbing the back of your neck, Gojo pulls you down and kisses you, increasing the already intimate moment. Wet squelching sounds could be heard from the both of you, fucking yourself onto your lover as you guys intimately makeout while fucking as a whine was let out from Satoru.

Fucking yourself and bouncing on Gojo like a rabbit in heat, he rubbed your clit as you let out shaky moans from all the stimulation. Biting on your lip as Satoru released in you, filling you full of his cum. Taking deep, heavy breathes as you slide out of him with thick white release dripping from you as Satoru admires his art that he painted you with, deep purple bruises trailing from your neck leading all the way down to your thighs.

“ Fuck, you’re so beautiful.. My little slut and MINE only, huh? ♡”

You plopped down besides Satoru as he got off the bed, going to the bathroom to get a clean wet rag to clean you and him up, following your boyfriend like a lost puppy with wobbly legs. He sat you on the counter and cleaned you up, “ You’re so beautiful, You did so well for me, baby.” He gave you a quick peck “ I love you Satoru.” You smiled at him as you pulled him in for a kiss.

[xalhaau]

Bucket-List

FT.— Ran Haitani

WARNING(S)— Afab Reader, Angst, Sickness, Mentions Of M4rders, Gangs, Death, Graves, Swear Words.

PS— I got lazy at the end so the ending isn’t that good lol.

“ I’m sorry, Miss L/N.. You are diagnosed with a rare disease which will eventually lead to a terminal illness..”

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You were devastated, who wouldn’t be? Knowing you were gonna die sooner or later didn’t feel so great, you even denied the fact you were terminally ill.

How could you be sick? You were literally living a normal life yesterday and suddenly, your terminally ill while death is basically awaiting for your arrival.

What a cruel world we live in, huh.?

Despite all the depression building up inside you, you aren’t even phased at this point so whats the best solution to temporarily leaving your depression? None other than making a bucket-list and enjoying your last days for each day you’d live.

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My Bucket List.

Day Fifty-seven— Giving food to the homeless.

Day Seventy-fourth— Go to the annual festival.

Day Eighty-sixth— Go bird-watching.

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It had already passed day seventy-third which means you were going onto day seventy-fourth, going to the annual festival that is held every year, being a big hit to a specific part of Japan; It’d probably be your last time at this festival.

You were currently getting ready, slipping your socks on while grabbing your new shoes that you bought yesterday after handing out homemade food to the homeless around Roppongi, your home city, where you live.

Grabbing the keys to your car, you picked up your coat off of the coat hanger and headed out, grabbing your bag along with your cell phone, locking the door to your apartment.

Calmly driving through Roppongi with fingers tapping onto the steering wheel, you navigated to Shibuya, where the festival is always held; You were excited to go to the festival you’ve always been to since you were a kid, this was always your favorite place when you were a child.

Parking your car while getting out and locking it, you walked towards the festival with your cell phone and bag clutched in your hands. You parked further, due to the minimum access of parking with cars flooding the streets of Shibuya near the night-time festival.

It was going as a peaceful walk until you heard a groan coming from an alleyway, you were around 8 minutes from the festival entrance as you looked around the street, very few people were also walking towards the festival as you stood still, looking through the alleyway of the sound.

A figure could be seen walking out with what seemed like.. a stick?! No, it looked like some sort of weapon.

Were you really gonna get murdered here before your sickness murders you? That’d be a horrible death, you tried running but couldn’t, your body staying frozen while you cursed yourself, “ Gosh, stupid body move your fucking legs before they murder you, you dumb legs!” Yes, you were insulting yourself.

Before your body could start taking off, a chuckle was heard as you looked towards the chuckling stranger, or rather, a very familiar man.

You let out a sigh as you recognized the face, “ Hello, Ran.” Standing awkwardly while you waved at him as he just stared at your waving figure, Ran waved back, “ Hi Y/N, long time, huh?” He retracted his baton and shoved it into his pocket.

A nod was seen as you sheepishly smiled, starting to walk off until he grabbed your shoulders, “ Where do you think your going, hm?” You chuckled, trying to wiggle yourself out of his grip “ To the festival, obviously.?” He gave you a blank stare, now it was your turn to laugh.

A sour look was shot towards you as you were practically a laughing donkey at this point, “ Its the annual Shibuya festival, you know? Also, why are you in Shibuya, shouldn’t you be in Roppongi?” He nodded towards your comment “ Well, I guess we should go to the festival then, Y/N.” You walked alongside the man as both of you headed to the festival.

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Pointing towards the white cat plushie while Ran threw his tickets towards the salesman “ Win that plushie for me, Ran!” He grinned at you as he knocked down all the bottles while the salesman scowled, an obvious ‘scam’ that he tried to set up yet the infamous older Haitani outdid the cheap scam.

Ran points towards the large, white cat plushie as the man sourly handed it to him as you cheered to Ran, “ Good job, Ran!” You threw him a thumbs up as he smiled towards you, genuinely.

You hugged the plushie as Ran stared at you, “ Lets get some food, yea?” You nodded as you followed Ran to a food-stand “ What do you want to eat, i’ll pay.” You looked at the menu and grabbed your wallet out of your bag, “ It’s okay, I can pay for both of us and i’ll just take the takoyaki.” Ran nodded and gave the lady both of your orders as you handed her the money while smiling towards Ran.

You grabbed the food as Ran sat at a random table, heading towards the table as you set both food plates down “ Heres your food.” You handed his dish towards him as he grabbed it out of your hand, smiling at you.

Currently, fireworks were going off as the two of you ate, “ I’ve always wanted to watch the fireworks with someone, my parents always made us leave before we could see the fireworks since it was too late.” He just stared at you as you smiled towards him, “ I’m grateful for this experience, you know? I also have something to tell you and I have something to give you.” He was all ears.

A sigh could be heard as Ran stared at you more, “ I’m terminally ill, Ran. I could die any day now, i’m so happy we did this.” A tear fell from your eyes as Ran’s eyes widened, not in a good way.

He was shocked, nothing could leave the elder Haitani speechless but this, this was probably the only thing that did “ Are you serious, Y/N.? When did you figure this out?” You nodded, “ Like around 3 months ago.” He looked sad, no.. could the Ran Haitani actually be sad for you? Impossible.

You’ve known the man and his little brother since children due to the fact, you ran away from home and ran into the two boys on your childish escape from home.

You pressed your hand on your forehead as you mumbled words, “ Ran, I don’t think...” He let out a hum as you paused your speaking while he looked up from his food “ I don’t feel so good.” And just like clockwork..

Ran watched as you fell off your seat and onto the dirt floor while he rushed to your side, obviously forgetting his food while scooping you up, grabbing his phone from his pocket and dialing an ambulance.

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The night was basically a blur for Ran as he sat in the hospital, outside your hospital room; Ran remembered watching you being carried onto a lifter while he jumped inside the ambulance, demanding for answers from your sudden faint.

Rindou had heard of news since he frantically called his older brother, asking him for where he was and why he wasn’t already home, he even came to the hospital as he looked at you through the window.

He always knew Ran had a thing for you, avoiding girls and relationships since he was dedicated to court you, or rather Ran’s official words, “ I’ll never touch or talk to any woman unless its Y/N, Rindou.” Rindou never doubted his big-brothers words as it was literally painfully obvious currently, watching his big brother sit on the floor, patiently waiting for your awake.

Suddenly, Ran saw many staff rush into your room, hearing code-words as more ran inside your hospital room.

Ran stood up, trying to see the commotion through the glass but the many staff blocked that from happening as he saw staff leaving the room while one nurse came towards him.

She gave a sympathetic smile towards him as he glared at her, “ Hello, are you Ran Haitani?” He nodded as she handed him a letter “ This is from Miss Y/N before she passed.” Ran let her words register into his head as he paused, “ Y/N passed away.?” The nurse nodded as she sadly smiled towards him.

He read the letter as tears slowly fell from the mans eyes, surprisingly, the letter was written two months ago, you had made it a part of your bucket-list to confess your love to Ran, hoping you’d run into him someday; you had kept it in your bag at all times, hoping you’d walk into Ran Haitani someday.

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July 17, 2006.

Dear Ran Haitani,

I love you and I hope I can express my love to you through this letter someday, I know its childish of me to write a love letter to you and hope you see it but I truly believe it will work.

Did I tell you, i’m terminally ill and i’m counting my days down, I also made a bucketlist and I hope I can finish it.. Though, I will probably die before I can finish it, haha!

Anyways, I just wanted to tell you, I love you and I mean in every single possible way.

Love, Y/N L/N. ♡

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July 17, 2018.

“ Mikey, i’m gonna get off early today.”

He nodded as Ran walked out of the building, heading towards his car to drive to a certain someone’s grave.

Before he made it to that special someones grave, he stopped by the local flower store which sold that special someones favorite flowers which also symbolize undying love, “ Can I get 6 dozen pairs of your red asters?” The flower-lady nodded as she got the impressive bouquet of flowers ready.

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He set the flowers down onto your grave while he kneeled in front of it, “ Hey, its been a while, I really miss you, you know?” He read your grave name “ I visit every day on the day you passed, Mikey always knows where I go every July 17th, haha..” Ran was obviously hurt from your disappearance from this world.

Each year, he would come here to pour his heart out to your grave and where you were buried, he had you buried under a tree in a secluded area near the festival since you said you always loved the festival, he’d even come to the festival every year with Rindou as a way to somewhat celebrate the festival.

He knew you had no one other than him and Rindou so he bought your car, its sitting in its own garage at his house since it means so much to him and he visits you whenever he can, not just once a year since he finds himself thinking he’s a jerk to you.

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Ran Haitani is found at your grave every July 17th, speaking with you and admiring your grave while watching children and parents pass by to the annual festival that is still being held strong.

Ran Haitani also completed your uncompleted bucket-list for you since you sadly passed before you could finish it, he even checked it out day-by-day.

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Ran checked out the last thing on your 5 page bucket-list as he sighed, staring up towards the ceiling until he turned his cellphone on, the screen showing a picture of you and him on his wallpaper the night you died unexpectedly , the night at the festival.

He mourns over your death every single day, it has became a part of his daily routine but he was grateful he could help accomplish your bucket-list, the least he could do to show his undying love to you, your bucket-list.

[xalhaau]

Bucket-List

FT.— Ran Haitani

WARNING(S)— Afab Reader, Angst, Sickness, Mentions Of M4rders, Gangs, Death, Graves, Swear Words.

PS— I got lazy at the end so the ending isn’t that good lol.

“ I’m sorry, Miss L/N.. You are diagnosed with a rare disease which will eventually lead to a terminal illness..”

————

You were devastated, who wouldn’t be? Knowing you were gonna die sooner or later didn’t feel so great, you even denied the fact you were terminally ill.

How could you be sick? You were literally living a normal life yesterday and suddenly, your terminally ill while death is basically awaiting for your arrival.

What a cruel world we live in, huh.?

Despite all the depression building up inside you, you aren’t even phased at this point so whats the best solution to temporarily leaving your depression? None other than making a bucket-list and enjoying your last days for each day you’d live.

————

My Bucket List.

Day Fifty-seven— Giving food to the homeless.

Day Seventy-fourth— Go to the annual festival.

Day Eighty-sixth— Go bird-watching.

————

It had already passed day seventy-third which means you were going onto day seventy-fourth, going to the annual festival that is held every year, being a big hit to a specific part of Japan; It’d probably be your last time at this festival.

You were currently getting ready, slipping your socks on while grabbing your new shoes that you bought yesterday after handing out homemade food to the homeless around Roppongi, your home city, where you live.

Grabbing the keys to your car, you picked up your coat off of the coat hanger and headed out, grabbing your bag along with your cell phone, locking the door to your apartment.

Calmly driving through Roppongi with fingers tapping onto the steering wheel, you navigated to Shibuya, where the festival is always held; You were excited to go to the festival you’ve always been to since you were a kid, this was always your favorite place when you were a child.

Parking your car while getting out and locking it, you walked towards the festival with your cell phone and bag clutched in your hands. You parked further, due to the minimum access of parking with cars flooding the streets of Shibuya near the night-time festival.

It was going as a peaceful walk until you heard a groan coming from an alleyway, you were around 8 minutes from the festival entrance as you looked around the street, very few people were also walking towards the festival as you stood still, looking through the alleyway of the sound.

A figure could be seen walking out with what seemed like.. a stick?! No, it looked like some sort of weapon.

Were you really gonna get murdered here before your sickness murders you? That’d be a horrible death, you tried running but couldn’t, your body staying frozen while you cursed yourself, “ Gosh, stupid body move your fucking legs before they murder you, you dumb legs!” Yes, you were insulting yourself.

Before your body could start taking off, a chuckle was heard as you looked towards the chuckling stranger, or rather, a very familiar man.

You let out a sigh as you recognized the face, “ Hello, Ran.” Standing awkwardly while you waved at him as he just stared at your waving figure, Ran waved back, “ Hi Y/N, long time, huh?” He retracted his baton and shoved it into his pocket.

A nod was seen as you sheepishly smiled, starting to walk off until he grabbed your shoulders, “ Where do you think your going, hm?” You chuckled, trying to wiggle yourself out of his grip “ To the festival, obviously.?” He gave you a blank stare, now it was your turn to laugh.

A sour look was shot towards you as you were practically a laughing donkey at this point, “ Its the annual Shibuya festival, you know? Also, why are you in Shibuya, shouldn’t you be in Roppongi?” He nodded towards your comment “ Well, I guess we should go to the festival then, Y/N.” You walked alongside the man as both of you headed to the festival.

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Pointing towards the white cat plushie while Ran threw his tickets towards the salesman “ Win that plushie for me, Ran!” He grinned at you as he knocked down all the bottles while the salesman scowled, an obvious ‘scam’ that he tried to set up yet the infamous older Haitani outdid the cheap scam.

Ran points towards the large, white cat plushie as the man sourly handed it to him as you cheered to Ran, “ Good job, Ran!” You threw him a thumbs up as he smiled towards you, genuinely.

You hugged the plushie as Ran stared at you, “ Lets get some food, yea?” You nodded as you followed Ran to a food-stand “ What do you want to eat, i’ll pay.” You looked at the menu and grabbed your wallet out of your bag, “ It’s okay, I can pay for both of us and i’ll just take the takoyaki.” Ran nodded and gave the lady both of your orders as you handed her the money while smiling towards Ran.

You grabbed the food as Ran sat at a random table, heading towards the table as you set both food plates down “ Heres your food.” You handed his dish towards him as he grabbed it out of your hand, smiling at you.

Currently, fireworks were going off as the two of you ate, “ I’ve always wanted to watch the fireworks with someone, my parents always made us leave before we could see the fireworks since it was too late.” He just stared at you as you smiled towards him, “ I’m grateful for this experience, you know? I also have something to tell you and I have something to give you.” He was all ears.

A sigh could be heard as Ran stared at you more, “ I’m terminally ill, Ran. I could die any day now, i’m so happy we did this.” A tear fell from your eyes as Ran’s eyes widened, not in a good way.

He was shocked, nothing could leave the elder Haitani speechless but this, this was probably the only thing that did “ Are you serious, Y/N.? When did you figure this out?” You nodded, “ Like around 3 months ago.” He looked sad, no.. could the Ran Haitani actually be sad for you? Impossible.

You’ve known the man and his little brother since children due to the fact, you ran away from home and ran into the two boys on your childish escape from home.

You pressed your hand on your forehead as you mumbled words, “ Ran, I don’t think...” He let out a hum as you paused your speaking while he looked up from his food “ I don’t feel so good.” And just like clockwork..

Ran watched as you fell off your seat and onto the dirt floor while he rushed to your side, obviously forgetting his food while scooping you up, grabbing his phone from his pocket and dialing an ambulance.

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The night was basically a blur for Ran as he sat in the hospital, outside your hospital room; Ran remembered watching you being carried onto a lifter while he jumped inside the ambulance, demanding for answers from your sudden faint.

Rindou had heard of news since he frantically called his older brother, asking him for where he was and why he wasn’t already home, he even came to the hospital as he looked at you through the window.

He always knew Ran had a thing for you, avoiding girls and relationships since he was dedicated to court you, or rather Ran’s official words, “ I’ll never touch or talk to any woman unless its Y/N, Rindou.” Rindou never doubted his big-brothers words as it was literally painfully obvious currently, watching his big brother sit on the floor, patiently waiting for your awake.

Suddenly, Ran saw many staff rush into your room, hearing code-words as more ran inside your hospital room.

Ran stood up, trying to see the commotion through the glass but the many staff blocked that from happening as he saw staff leaving the room while one nurse came towards him.

She gave a sympathetic smile towards him as he glared at her, “ Hello, are you Ran Haitani?” He nodded as she handed him a letter “ This is from Miss Y/N before she passed.” Ran let her words register into his head as he paused, “ Y/N passed away.?” The nurse nodded as she sadly smiled towards him.

He read the letter as tears slowly fell from the mans eyes, surprisingly, the letter was written two months ago, you had made it a part of your bucket-list to confess your love to Ran, hoping you’d run into him someday; you had kept it in your bag at all times, hoping you’d walk into Ran Haitani someday.

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July 17, 2006.

Dear Ran Haitani,

I love you and I hope I can express my love to you through this letter someday, I know its childish of me to write a love letter to you and hope you see it but I truly believe it will work.

Did I tell you, i’m terminally ill and i’m counting my days down, I also made a bucketlist and I hope I can finish it.. Though, I will probably die before I can finish it, haha!

Anyways, I just wanted to tell you, I love you and I mean in every single possible way.

Love, Y/N L/N. ♡

————

July 17, 2018.

“ Mikey, i’m gonna get off early today.”

He nodded as Ran walked out of the building, heading towards his car to drive to a certain someone’s grave.

Before he made it to that special someones grave, he stopped by the local flower store which sold that special someones favorite flowers which also symbolize undying love, “ Can I get 6 dozen pairs of your red asters?” The flower-lady nodded as she got the impressive bouquet of flowers ready.

————

He set the flowers down onto your grave while he kneeled in front of it, “ Hey, its been a while, I really miss you, you know?” He read your grave name “ I visit every day on the day you passed, Mikey always knows where I go every July 17th, haha..” Ran was obviously hurt from your disappearance from this world.

Each year, he would come here to pour his heart out to your grave and where you were buried, he had you buried under a tree in a secluded area near the festival since you said you always loved the festival, he’d even come to the festival every year with Rindou as a way to somewhat celebrate the festival.

He knew you had no one other than him and Rindou so he bought your car, its sitting in its own garage at his house since it means so much to him and he visits you whenever he can, not just once a year since he finds himself thinking he’s a jerk to you.

————

Ran Haitani is found at your grave every July 17th, speaking with you and admiring your grave while watching children and parents pass by to the annual festival that is still being held strong.

Ran Haitani also completed your uncompleted bucket-list for you since you sadly passed before you could finish it, he even checked it out day-by-day.

————

Ran checked out the last thing on your 5 page bucket-list as he sighed, staring up towards the ceiling until he turned his cellphone on, the screen showing a picture of you and him on his wallpaper the night you died unexpectedly , the night at the festival.

He mourns over your death every single day, it has became a part of his daily routine but he was grateful he could help accomplish your bucket-list, the least he could do to show his undying love to you, your bucket-list.

[xalhaau]

How They Reacted After You Announced ‘ I’m Pregnant.’

Ft : Ran Haitani, Sanzu Haruchiyo, Rindou Haitani, Kakucho Hitto.

Tw : afab reader, mentions of panic attacks, usage of a g4n, trauma, pregnancy tests ofc.

note : im not really sure how obgyn’s work totally so if it doesnt make sense, sorry.

Ran Haitani— Calm but crying internally.

He literally was pale for at least a good minute or two, this man was horrified, not in a bad way but not in a good way yk? Ran was trying real hard not to just pass out due to the shock, this dude isn’t ever known for getting shocked, he’s the most nonchalant person you could know but he was actually having a panic attack, yep.

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“ Ran, i’m pregnant.”

He was actually enjoying his coffee until he spat on his new crisp suit when you said that, thanks to you. Ran had to look you in the eyes to make sure your lying or not until you shoved the pregnancy test up into his face, “ What..” He wasn’t disappointed since he knew this would come sooner or later but right now.?

For goodness sakes, he was so busy with his life currently, could he even handle a child? Ran was currently stuck in a whirlpool of thoughts about the future and this child until your voice poled through his thoughts “ Um hello, earth to Ran?” He shot his head towards your eyes as you sighed, “ I know your life is really busy as of right now but I wanted to keep the child even if it would be hard to raise, what do you think?” Tapping nails on the table as the mans mouth was left agape from shock as he was deep in thought “ Are you being serious?” Nodding your head towards the Bonten executive, “ I mean.. this is a big change, you know. We’ll get through it together though.” A shaky smile was sent towards you.

This played a big part for Ran since he never really grew up with a father figure much less a mother figure in his and Rindou’s life due to them walking out at a young age to fend for themselves on the streets of Japan. Though, this decision was a new level of mature, he was for sure not to regret this life changing moment.

Sanzu Haruchiyo— Shocked and confused.

Mf would probably ask “ How!?!” As if he wasn’t apart of it LMFAO, would definitely leave the house and go do Bonten business for at least like a day and then come home to you apologizing on his knees, for sure. He’d be scared for the child in your tummy since he was never loved as a child obviously but with a little comfort and a lot of reassurance from you, he was okay. ( He’d probably get drunk and would come home.)

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“ Haruchiyo, I think we need to talk.”

Your boyfriend stared at you cluelessly thinking he was in trouble, literally, as a deep sigh was heard from you “ I’m pregnant.” silence “ And, im keeping the baby.” Sanzu looked like his eyes were about to gouge out “ What, how?!” He raged out.

To be quite honest, he’s never imagined having kids due to his traumatic childhood.

He looked for any signs of you lying and obviously couldn’t find any as you handed the pregnancy test to him, Sanzu was visibly shaking and then stood up abruptly, grabbing his pistol on the coffee table and walked out with his keys, jacket, and of course, his infamous bottle of pills.

…

It had literally been over three days and no signs of Sanzu were tracked, of course you didn’t want to contact any Bonten members due to the fact, you didn’t even have their numbers.

You read the digital clock on the coffee table that Sanzu’s pistol was once on three days ago, 11:37, you sighed and tied up your hair as you locked the front door of the penthouse and closed the door of your bedroom, getting ready for bed.

Drifting into a sleep until you heard the front door open as you jumped up and locked the bedroom door, you grabbed the gun inside of the small safe under Sanzu’s night stand and hid in the corner of the generously large room.

Lazy footsteps could be heard through the hallway as you prepared for the worst scenarios despite the fact that you lived on the 73rd floor in a penthouse, dumb you.

With a rattling door handle, you gripped the gun and turned the safety off while putting your finger on the trigger, “ Break down the door and i’ll shoot through the door!” You yelled towards the intruder as the door handle stopped moving as adrenaline flew through you.

It was quiet, very quiet until you heard a stutter “ S me princess, ‘m sorry for leavin..” A very slurred and obviously drunk Sanzu was currently apologizing as the adrenaline rush stopped.

You opened up the safe and locked the pistol back up as you unlocked the door, finding a sight you’ve never seen before.

Sanzu was currently on his knees with hazy, teary eyes as you could hear soft sniffles from him with a couple tears running down his cheeks, “ M’ so sorry.” He slurred out with a reek of alcohol that was very clear on his clothes and in his mouth.

Rindou Haitani— Found out before you could tell him.

As cliche as it sounds, he found out before you could tell him. You were probably cooking dinner and he went to use the guest bathroom instead, due to the fact, it was literally the closest to the kitchen. I just know he found the test on the counter and had a whole question mark above his head and contemplated whether to ask you about it or not, which he did ofc. ( definitely the most chill out of all of them.)

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“ I’m home!”

Keys jangled with the sounds of sizzling vegetables on a pan with footsteps of fancy dress shoes as Rindou took off his shoes from work, taking off all his layers of clothing and neatly folding it to pick it up after dinner.

You were cooking dinner as Rindou sneaked up behind you, wrapping his arms around you and peeking from behind your shoulder to see what was for dinner as you smiled at him.

You had just gotten home from work around an hour ago and ran to the store to get a pregnancy test which you took in the guest bathroom since you knew Rindou wouldn’t find it because he never uses the guest bathroom, much to your suspicions, all of the tests you took were all positive. (yay for you)

Rindou walked away from you as you glanced at him and returned back to cooking, “ I’m gonna use the bathroom, be right back.” He winked at you with a chuckle as you sautéed the vegetables.

Closing the restroom door as he walked inside the bathroom, a couple pregnancy tests were present on the counter as he picked one up, looking it front to back and then looked at the lines, 1 line and.. 2 lines.

He shoved it into his pocket and went about his restroom business, obviously.

Rindou walked up towards you as you were already putting both plates on the table as you sat down, smiling at Rindou as he sat down, giving you the signature Haitani smirk.

You grabbed a fork, munching onto the homemade food you made as Rindou just stared at you, “ What are you staring at , Rindou?” You looked up at your fiancé as he shrugged “ Nothing.” Nodding as you began eating once more.

Pulling out the pregnancy test that he stuffed inside his pocket, he held it up “ Whats this.?” At such a surprise, you choked on your food as Rindou handed you water while internally face palming himself due to your obvious clumsiness.

You let out a giggle and looked into Rindou’s eyes, “ You know what it is, Haitani.” A grin could be seen on your face “ Confident, coming from someone who just choked on their food.” A shared laugh was heard at the dining table.

Kakucho Hitto— Happy and excited.

It was actually a planned pregnancy, so no, your child was not an accident literally. You and Kakucho were actually in a good place and have been trying for a couple months now and you guys both found out at the same that you were currently 7 weeks pregnant, this man will make lists about everything he needs to buy for when you deliver the baby which definitely isn’t soon.

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“ Are you ready to go, babe?”

Kakucho was currently carrying a notepad along with a black pen, checking down everything on his list to make sure nothing is forgotten when you guys go to the doctors after trying for a little while.

paperwork holder

photo frame

tote bag

snacks ( must need )

a couple drinks

If you couldn’t tell, he was excited as he put the tote bag on his shoulder along with two jackets, one for him and one for you, while grabbing keys to the family BMW car.

He bought a whole SUV just for the future baby, no matter how hard it was to get pregnant.

…

Like a gentleman, Kakucho held your hand proudly and rubbed your hand with his thumb as you guys waited for the doctor to call you guys into a room as you meekly fidgeted with Kakucho’s hand nervously.

“ Mr and Mrs. Hitto?”

You guys got up as Kakucho carried the tote bag and your purse, holding your hand while being side by side with you, marching behind the doctor like a proud soldier of his country.

Laying down on a table, you shivered at the cold gel onto your stomach as the doctor moved the ultrasound transducer on your belly as she looked around inside your stomach, searching for any signs of life until she paused and looked at her screen, seeing a tiny fetus, the size of 3/8 of a grape.

She looked up towards you and smiled “ Do you see what I see, ma’am?” You nodded as you looked towards Kakucho, he was currently shocked, mouth agape as you chuckled at him.