wyrmvents

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My mom is such a gaslighter I hope she loses her voice I hate her so fucking much I need to cut contact with her as soon as I get out of here

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I hate religion so much but I feel so awful ffs because I have religious and angelkin mutuals but religion makes me want to scream and cry and burn bibles i hate this

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questioning bpd culture is needing them to leave but also needing them to stay so bad. i literally need you to leave because im hurting you so much i can just tell. but oh my god if you leave i have no more reason left to live and i will perish on the ground like a rotten tomato

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Bpd culture + possible npd traits culture is being like I need attention, j needit so bad I will die, just not the negative kind or I will die, please please don'tigrone me!!-🐑🍎

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switching from fine to depressed and/or near suicidal like a traffic light 😭

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your tone changed your tone changed your tone changed just say you hate me

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I wish I could wake up and this would all be a bad dream.

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People really think I'm joking when I say my emotions get so intense that I believe the only way out is to kill myself.

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They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

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being alive is just so exhausting

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holy fuck why does it always feel like i’m asking for too much, always asking too much.

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i want to get my shit together so badly

i also want to just give up

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Suspected bpd is seeing the name of your former fp who blocked you without a word and feeling all the hate and anger and terrible aching in your chest come back and relapsing into a negative mindset and feeling bitter and hoping they just die horribly then feeling terrible for wishing such horrible things on living people

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bpd culture is “i love you but i hate you so fucking much”

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bpd culture is “i would rather be yelled at by my fp than ignored by them, because at least if they’re mad it means that they’re thinking about me”

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BPD culture is getting mad at my fp for having a vent blog I don't know about even though I am the same

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Suspected bpd culture is Hey, person i love more then anything, stop making me cry every single day please, that would be really nice.

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