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"A well-presented face can open a lot of doors. Not that I've seen this face. Not since it grew fangs and its eyes turned red."

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valentime…..

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You see me as I am, and do not find me wanting. With these stars as my witness, I swear - you will always be enough for me.

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no way in hell

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𝐵𝒶𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝑜𝑜𝓃𝓁𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉

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"The urges are calling on you again, aren't they? I haven't seen you sleep through the night once in the past days." He said.

I hadn't slept—not peacefully anyway—each attempt increasingly more pathetic than the last. My nightmares flooded into reality until it was nearly impossible to discern one from the other. I often woke screaming, clawing at nothing.

Through it all, however, I was never alone.

Jaheira and Astarion worked tirelessly in shifts when the nights turned restless. On Jaheira's nights, she sat beside me scimitars in hand, and on Astarion's he lay beside me, stroking my hair. I was a danger to the party, and I believed they both knew that. Yet miraculously, that never changed their perception of me. They never complained, they never judged, not even once. The guilt from it ate me alive.

Strength was more than physical. It was more than dominating an enemy or lugging around camp supplies. Mental strength was something unfamiliar to me—as most things were—and for some reason the more I felt like I could control the urges, the more I would slip. I lost my footing now and again, but this time I felt myself sinking into quicksand until nothing was left.

"Bhaalspawn, bhaalspawn…" My mind chanted my shame. I was forged by the Lord of Murder, but that thing was not me.

I was sick with exhaustion. I couldn't even let myself slip into reverie, let alone sleep, so I stared at the ceiling. My eyes burned, but the pain was something to focus on. Until his voice hit me, and my mask fell.

"That obvious, hmm?" I asked. I slid aside making room, as he sat on the edge of my bed. "Do patriars hoard wealth?" He sighed sarcastically, "Of course, it was 'that obvious', love." He caressed my cheek, running a thumb lightly over my brow. My eyes fluttered closed, and I opened them. "You're fighting it."

"Am not," I said and smiled, leaning my head into his hand. He let out a soft chuckle and rose from the bed. "Come, I have a bit of a… surprise for you." He said, his hand outstretched to me. I raised my brow with curiosity and took his hand in mine, as he led me to the other side of the rented rooms at the Elfsong.

There, the bath sat steaming in front of the moonlit window, filled with flowers and rosemary sprigs. I wanted nothing more than to fight my sleep, to protect those I loved around me.

However that night I was seen. I was safe. As I lay in his arms, water washing over me, I closed my eyes, just for a while.

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DRAGONS 🐉✨

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First Render

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Over this past week @ancuninae has been so kind teaching me how to use Blender! I can’t wait to make more soon.

I’m also working on my first fanfic of them. I’m not the best at writing however, but I’m still excited to share!

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Rolan, beloved wizard

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BREAKING: THE TWITTER PORN BOTS HAVE ANNEXED WATERDEEP. TUMBLR NEXT IN LINE.

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can this nerd stop yearning please

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Inspired by awkward JC Penny photoshoots that feel very canon for them

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Fuck it, Astarion as a weevil

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[muttering feverishly] I need to chase that man around my gothic manor in a silk nightgown

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I love the camp gossip but do wish companions would interact with each other more... so I'm gonna draw it!!! I think Karlach and Astarion gotta have the most contrasts between their characters but one bit I like especially is touch starved vs touched out.

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So I was playing bg3 again, and if y'all know me, you know I play with the whole thing being polish because it's my first language and it let's me make sure I understand the whole thing well, despite how much English I know

And if you know anything about polish, you should know it's heavily gendered

And while greeting you in flirting stage, Astation can say "Hello, beautiful."

The word "beautiful" can be translated as "piękny" (masc form) and "piękna" (fem form). Nowadays ofc people try to add gender neutral form to polish language but I feel like people just don't wanna use it and actually learn how to use it because it sounds odd to some ig

Anyway, wanna know how that greeting was translated? "Witaj, słońce moich oczu."

It translates to "Hello, sun of my eyes." and honestly, it's the cutest thing I have heard and absolutely love that translation

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im cooking

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careful repairs (on clive)