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i also didn't know i could cry over something someone said to me without it hurting. badly. like obviously its still like messy and gross but i asked him if he was sure about me the other day cause i get depressed and insecure and weird around christmas and when he answered me i did kind of cry a little. but it didn't... hurt.

my ex would make me cry in a bad way about it if i even hinted at being insecure, and it physically hurt. my whole face gets cold and feels numb and i feel like i'm having spasms in my chest. i've passed out from emotion before but usually i just throw up. i didn't know those conversations could be painless, and i told my friend that, but i don't think she knows how literal i was being.

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last night i was on the phone with my 74 year old mother in gaza trying to explain how tumblr is helping us stay alive and she cuts me off frustrated “tumblr? what even is that? how are these people with strange names and pictures gonna help when we don’t have bread? the children are hungry. this is genocide.” so i said mama these people are real they’re donating so we can survive and she scoffed “show me one of them actually helping” so i opened tumblr and read a message “mama a friend sent us $20 yesterday that’s how we bought two loaves of bread yesterday and another one shared our story with their friends” silence then she sighed “well god bless them even if their names and pictures are ridiculous” then she goes “thank you to everyone out there you’re the reason we’re still alive and please continue donating and sharing! your support truly makes a difference”.

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-_- ... 'viral tiktok stalker romance'...

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when the relatable fictional character commits suicide

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i hope im a positive influence on somebody’s life

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Hair color reveal I guess

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I shed so much hair it's unreal

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Dog trimmed its own bangs with teeth NOT click bait

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Does anyone want to see my chunck of hair i cut off. It's bangs

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Do you think about me and check my blog every day or are you obsessed with someone else

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I want to [remembers that suicide jokes only further damage my mental health] fuck you like an animal

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You could say ohh the caffeine but I cut caffeine out entirely for like a year once and it felt like it got worse.

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I feel like someone's got a straight razor and is scraping the insides of my intestine away with it which isn't even a concern anymore. Like it just happens sometimes. I wake up and go ahh shit the GI pain hahah and then try to survive the next 4 hours before it inexplicably fades.

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She was kind of real for it too. Bpd as fuck

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Does Women's Flesh count as irredeemable media because it's just like 40 minutes of someone mutilating herself.

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'Irredeemable media' is such a funny concept to me because it's never used for stuff like Birth of a Nation or A Serbian Film. It's always The Owl House or My Hero Academia because these people only watch things for children and can't stand any conflict more complex than Super Mario Brothers.