wizzow

[wizzow]

hey its been awhile

its been awhile since i dove into the edginess on here haha.

I've made it to 2020...

theirs been more disappointment and heartbreak... but i’m here.

to the person i gained then lost, i hope you make it ok, i hope you figure everything out and that your happy. i loved you... think i always will... but you have your own life, your own jurny.

to the people ive gained, you mean so much even if you don’t think so... three impertinence, you make me feel loved, or at least supported.

and to those who ive got back in contact with, thank you. thank you for waiting and being there. 

so much has happened and i don’t know how much longer ill be here but ive gained so many new experiences and keys. 

-2020 willow.

[wizzow]

[wizzow]

The hole

Do you ever just feel like there’s a huge gapping hole in your chest, it starts at your heart and gradually spreads, it aches but not like it hurts it just aches with sadness.

[wizzow]

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!

[wizzow]

IT FEELS LIKE THRERES A HUGE FUKING GAPING BLAKHOLE IN MY CHEST THAT ACHES IT FUCKING HURTS AND I HATE IT

[wizzow]

im so unlovable.

im so fucking unlovable 

2 fucking years

im so close to ending it all 

fuck this 

i m so fuking done!!! FUCK THIS FUCK EVRYTHINH

IM NOT TRYING TO BE FUCKING EDGY 

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[wizzow]

the pineapple is in the oven!

so i was just thinking about all the weird stories I've had of my friends but the funniest that comes to mind is one night when i had a sleepover with a bunch of my old friends back in year seven and everyone was asleep except for this one good friend of mine and me, so we where just playing truth or dear and stuff like that when one of my friends sits bolt right up in her sleep and worriedly says “THE PINEAPPLE! YOU LEFT THE PINEAPPLE IN THE FRIDGE AND THE ONION IS IN THE OVEN!” so ofcorse me and my friend are extremely confused but then she continues to lie down and just quietly mumble about things such as “you have to save the pineapple!” and “the will punish you if you don’t save them” and just out right being creepy, then she starts giggling and acting all possessed so we have a strait conversation with my possessed sleeping friend. she eventually stops and just goes to sleep but the next morning we told her about this and she said she had no recollection of any of that for maybe an hour or two but she did remember waking up and talking to us about stuff then falling asleep. but that was the weirdest and funniest sleep over story i can remember. 

[wizzow]

Eyes are the window to the sole

[wizzow]

The glow of the fire warms my cold heart

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[wizzow]

did you lie?

you said you would be here for me as long as i wanted you when i told you about the people who had left me, you said he was stupid for leaving me, you said you would catch me if i fell... you didn’t know what that meant to me, i was too scared to tell you how i felt and how messed up i am beacos i would have scared you off... but it seems i did that anyway. now your gone like the all the others, now you left me, now iv’e fallen but you waled away and are no where to be seen. did you lie? or just change your mind. 

[wizzow]

❤️💛❤️

[wizzow]

[wizzow]

🖤I have felt all 🖤

[wizzow]

please kill me

Please can I dye no one will miss me