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i just realized i haven't posted in a hot minute

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FRED WEASLEY MASTERLIST

i wish i were angelina series

what the hell were we? {coming soon}

waiting drives you crazy {coming soon}

once more to see you {coming soon}

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I WISH I WERE ANGELINA SERIES

PLAYLIST HERE

pt.1 - i wish i were angelina

pt.2 - the other woman

pt.3 - i miss you so bad

pt.4 - i always want you when im finally fine

pt.5 - my good looking boy

pt.6 - she was not the only one

pt.7 - i like the way you kiss me {coming soon!!}

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Im so glad reader and Angelina have no hard feelings like i was stressinggg but pls make another part where Fred and reader become official 🙏

OMW TO WRITE RN 🗣🗣🗣

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she was not the only one

song: velvet ring

part 6 to my last 5 postssss!!1!1 (pt.1, pt.2, pt.3, pt.4, pt.5)

fred weasley x reader

a/n: IDK IF I SHOULD FINISH IT HERE OR MAKE A PT.7

the silence hung between you like a held breath. then your lips curled into a grin. “good,” you said, voice barely above a whisper. “because I think I’ve been yours for a while now.” fred let out a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding. “merlin,” he said, laughing softly. “you can’t just say stuff like that.” “why not?” you teased, your thumb brushing his knuckles. “because I’ll never recover." he grinned. the space between you shifted, his eyes locked onto yours. it was like the world had tilted slightly, pulling the two of you together. he leaned in. slowly. carefully. like he was afraid to break the moment. your breath caught and his nose brushed yours, when suddenly-

BANG.

the portrait hole slammed open.

"oi, fred, did you leave your—OH BLOODY HELL." george froze mid step, eyes wide with his mouth hanging open. lee skidded in behind him, nearly crashing into george's back. "what? what is it? OH SWEET MERLIN" fred practically leaped back, and you blinked, still processing the emotional whiplash. george pointed dramatically towards you two "is this—is this—did we just walk in on a moment?" lee gasped "is this a confession? did we miss the kiss? i swear to dumbledore if we missed the kiss—" fred lifted his head just enough to glare at them "get out" he groaned. "oh were never letting this go" george grinned. "im writing this down" lee said, pretending to write something down on a piece of non-existent parchment. "i hate you both" fred muttered out, making you laugh. "you two have the worst timing" you playfully rolled your eyes. "or the best. depends on how dramatic you want your love story to be" george winked. fred turned to you, eyes pleading. "can we hex them?" he pleaded with you. "absolutely." you said, already pulling out your wand. george and lee ran as you and fred chased after them

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it was late. the common room was empty again, but this time, fred wasn’t beside you. you sat curled up in the corner of the couch, staring into the fire, heart heavy despite the warmth still lingering from last night’s confession.

you liked fred. you loved fred. you had since you were five years old and he’d shared his chocolate frog with you on the hogwarts express. since he’d defended you from a slytherin in second year. since he’d made you laugh when you thought you couldn’t.

but now… now you felt like you’d broken something sacred.

angelina had dated him. she’d loved him. and even if they weren’t together anymore, you couldn’t shake the guilt clawing at your chest.

you didn’t even hear her come in.

"hey."

you looked up, startled. angelina stood by the armchair, arms crossed, eyes unreadable. "i figured id find you here," she said softly. you sat up straighter, with your nerves buzzing "angelina i-" you tried to speak, but she held up a hand. "im not here to yell at you." you blinked. "i just.. wanted to talk" she continued, and you nodded slowly. she took a seat beside you beore talking again "i know about you and fred." your eyes widened, and you swallowed. “it wasn’t planned. i swear. i didn’t mean for it to happen like this.” you explained, but she just nodded “i believe you.” silence stretched between you. “i liked him,” she said finally. “a lot. but i think i always knew he wasn’t mine.” you looked down. “i feel like i broke girl code.” angelina tilted her head. “did you?” you hesitated. “i’ve liked him since i was five. i never said anything. i never tried anything. but now that it’s happening, i feel like i stole something.” angelina was quiet for a moment. then she smiled—soft, bittersweet. “you didn’t steal anything. fred’s not a prize to be won. he’s a person. and he chose you.” your eyes stung. “i’m not mad,” she continued. “honestly? i think i always knew it would be you.” you looked up, surprised. “what?” angelina shrugged. “he talked about you all the time. even when we were dating. not in a romantic way, but… you were always there. in his stories. in his jokes. in his thoughts.” you blinked back tears. “i didn’t mean to hurt you.” angelina smiled. “you didn’t. you just… found something real. and i’m happy for you.” you stared at her, overwhelmed. “you’re kind of amazing.” she grinned. “i know.” you both laughed, and for the first time in days, the knot in your chest began to loosen.

@vivianette

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My Good Looking Boy

song: good looking

fred weasley x reader

pt.5 of my last four postssss (pt.1, pt.2, pt.3, pt.4, pt.6)

a/n: ITS NOT OVER YETTTT

you were sitting in the common room, one of those rare times where you finally got yourself to relax. your peace was soon disturbed when someone entered the common room and the fat lady portrait slammed shut, startling you and making you jump. you quickly recovered when you saw fred with an upset look on his face. "freddie?" you called from the couch, and he immediately ran into your arms. you were slightly shocked but you wrapped your arm around him anyway, and after a while you finally asked him what happened. "hey, what happened?" you gently asked. "i broke up with angelina.." he mumbled. a sense of relief washed over you, but you felt bad at the same time. you sighed and brought him closer to you "do you wanna tell me what happened? or do you wanna tell me later" you said, your voice just above a whisper. "later.." he muttered out in a tired voice, closing his eyes. you ran your fingers thru his hair which eventually lulled him to sleep. you smiled as you heard his soft snores and stayed there all night to make sure he didnt get up and do something stupid out of heartbreak.

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it was about 8am when george walked into the common room, he looked between you and fred with a bewildered look on his face but before he could speak you shushed him. "he needs sleep" you whispered. george nodded, but his expression stayed puzzled as he sat down on the single chair. "what happened?" he asked in a hushed tone, fighting back every urge to smirk at you two. "he told me he broke up with angie, but i dont know why yet" you responded in a quiet voice. george nodded slowly "ill check on angelina" he said, already starting to get up. "this is gonna sound awful considering they just broke up, but get your girl georgie" you teased, making him blush slightly "hush up, y/l/n." he said, though he couldnt help the laugh that came out with it as he exited the common room to find angelina.

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around 5 minutes later, fred stirred in his sleep which brought your attention back to him. you put down your book and softly shook him awake, knowing you both had to head to the great hall soon. he groaned and put his hands over his eyes. "5 more minutes.." he said in a groggy voice. your knees went slightly weak at the sound, but despite that you still pushed "nope, time to get up" you pried his hands away from his eyes, making him whine. "weasley." you said in a warning tone with a raised eyebrow, he immediately shot up "im awake, im awake" he sputtered out and you laughed. last time he didn't listen, you threw a bucket of ice water on his head. "get ready, you look like shit" you joked, the corners of your lips threatening to twitch into a smile. he dramatically stumbled back and clutched his chest like you just stabbed him. "you wound me, woman." he said while shaking his head making you burst out into a fit of laughter.

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you were sat in the great hall, watching as angelina slightly leaned into george as he comforted her. you wiggled your eyebrows when george looked up at you and he flipped you off, making you laugh. you leaned over to lee and whispered "5 galleons they're gonna start dating in 2 months" you said while looking at the two. "nah, my bet is in 6 months. george is too much of a wimp when it comes to angelina" lee joked and you snickered. you and lee kept making your bets when someone suddenly snatched a piece of toast from your plate and plopped down next to you. you already knew who it was even without looking. "hey there love" fred said with a shit eating grin on his face. it wasn't unusual for you guys to call eachother nicknames, it just toned down once fred started dating angelina. "you git" you groaned as he ate the toast that was once yours. he just stuck his tongue out at you and you rolled your eyes but couldnt help the smile that crawled on your face at his childishness.

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you, fred, george, and lee were at honeydukes when you slipped a sugar quill to george. he looked at you with a raised eyebrow, slightly confused making you roll your eyes. "its angelina's favorite, dumbass." george made an 'ohhh' sound and nodded in understanding. you were looking at some acid pops when someone rested their chin on your shoulder "whatcha doing?" fred's voice rang out in your ear. you didn’t turn around, just pointed at the box of acid pops in front of you. “trying to decide if I want to lose all feeling in my mouth for the next hour.” you responded and fred scoffed "bold choice. didn't you nearly cry last time?" he teased "that was dramatic, i winced" you defended. he chuckled and raised an eyebrow, clearly amused. "you winced so hard you knocked over a display of chocolate frogs?" you were about to retort when lee appeared next to you guys, dramatically clutching his chest like he just witnessed a scandal. “If this is what betrayal looks like,” lee declared, “then I want no part of it. I thought we had something, y/n!” he finished, wiping a fake tear. "lee, go flirt with a cauldron cake" fred groaned but lee ignored him, turning to you with a wink. “I’d treat you right. no stealing your toast, no hogging your sugar quills—” “—and no weird possessive arm draping,” george added, suddenly appearing behind lee with a grin. "oh great, reinforcements." fred rolled his eyes. george leaned against the shelf, arms crossed and eyes twinkling. “fred, mate, blink twice if you’re being held hostage by feelings.” he teased. "george-" fred was gonna argue, but george interjected. “no, seriously,” he continued, smirking. “You’ve got that dazed look. Like you just saw her cast a love spell and now you’re halfway to naming your future kids.” he said, making you raise an eyebrow. “Is that supposed to be cute or insulting?” you questioned jokingly, and george shrugged “depends. are you planning to snog him or hex him?” he joked and fred choked on air. "okay were done her-" he tried to state before getting cut off by lee "ooh, snogging! i vote snogging." he said with a clap of his hands, while fred looked like he might spontaneously combust. "can we not?" he exasperated and george grinned "mate, if you get any closer shes gonna start charging rent." you snorted and fred shot you a betrayed look "you're laughing?" he said with dramatic disbelief in his voice. "you are kinda clingy" you teased making fred narrow his eyes "you weren't complaining last night when i-" lee suddenly gasped dramatically and george burst out into laughter. "last night!?" lee exclaimed "not like that!" fred flushed. "so it was like something" george wiggled his eyebrows. "i hate both of you" fred groaned and burried his face into your shoulder.

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you were in the common room once again, when fred suddenly dropped down onto the couch across from you, making you glance up at him. his head tilted back like he was trying to breathe through something heavy "you good?" you asked him, but he didn't answer right away. just stared at the ceiling like it held all the answers he didn’t want to say out loud. “I keep thinking about last night,” he said finally, voice low. you closed your book "what about it?" you questioned, he looked at you then, eyes tired but soft. "i didn't mean to fall asleep on you." a gentle smile just appeared on your face "its okay, you needed rest" you reassured, but fred just shook his head "no. i mean, i didn't mean to need you." your breath caught. “I didn’t mean to run to you,” he continued, voice cracking just slightly. “but I did. and it wasn’t just last night. It’s been happening for a while. every time something goes wrong, or I feel like I’m losing my mind, I think of you.” he continued. you didn't speak, you couldn't. fred leaned forward, elbows on his knees, eyes locked on yours. “I broke up with angelina because I realized I was trying to love someone who wasn’t you.”

silence.

the fire crackled.

you could hear your heart thudding.

fred blinked, suddenly panicked. “I—bloody hell, I didn’t mean to say it like that.” you stood slowly, and sat beside him. close enough that your knees were touching "say it again," you whispered, like you were unsure of what you heard. fred swallowed hard. “I think I’m in love with you.”

@vivianette

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promise me we will end up with freddie…🥹

i cant promise that.. (no im just joking pinky swear they're gonna get a happy ending)

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Skeptical about this as I just cried through all 4 parts🧍‍♀️(not complaining I love the torture of angst) can I please be added in the tag list im so invested istg lowkey so pissed at Fred should've ghosted his ass for longer imma fight this mfer uGhhh, slay writing tho hope you have a great day🫶

OFCCC ughhh i know i should've made her ghost him for longer but i couldnt resist 😓 trust tho next part will be slightly happier 🗣🗣🗣

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next part will be happier guys

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i always want you when im finally fine.

song: i bet on losing dogs

pt.4 of my last 3 posts !1!1!1 (pt.1, pt.2, pt.3, pt.5, pt.6)

fred weasley x reader

a/n: this is a short and rushed one, but does anyone wanna get added to my tag listttt ? (literally rushing rn cus im in trouble but i wanted to post this before tmr)

"i miss you so bad." you were shocked upon hearing the words that escaped his lips. fred looked at you hopefully, and before you could stop yourself from saying it, "i miss you too." slipped from your mouth. your eyes widened as your mind processed what you had just said, but before you could take it back a wide grin spread on his face and he hugged you so fast it felt like the wind got knocked out of your lungs. you stood there for a second, contemplating what to do before eventually giving into the hug. godric, you missed him.

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you and fred were walking side by side, laughing together like nothing happened. when george spotted you two he had to do a double take, but nonetheless he just smiled and let you two be. in the quiet moments where the laughter would settle down, it felt like the moment was a memory even if it wasnt over yet in a bittersweet way. "hey" fred broke the silence, his tone was gentle and just above a whisper. "hm?" you said, turning your head to look at him. "i'm glad we made up. i really missed you." he continued and the corners of your lips twitched into a smile. it was rare that you got to witness moments like this with fred, as he was usually busy focusing on making people laugh. "me too" you said softly, wishing the moment wouldn't end.

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you went back to your dorm with a smile on your face, and you apologized to angelina for being so rude in the morning. you hopped into bed, and after days, you finally slept properly.

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you walked into the common room in an unusually cheery mood, but it all washed away when you saw angelina practically in fred's lap. you still kept your smile on, but your once joyful mood was long gone. could they get off of eachother for one second? you stared at them with a dull look in your eyes before you found yourself zoning out again which seemed like the 50th time this week. you thought it was getting better, turns out you were just distracted.

i always want you when im finally fine.

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more angst in pt.4 👅

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guys i genuinely do not know what to do for part 4 send help

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i miss you so bad.

song: mis

fred weasley x reader

pt.3 of i wish i were angelina and the other woman <3 (pt.1, pt.2, pt.4 pt.5, pt.6)

a/n: i don't really like this one but theres gonna be a part 4

you woke up with a pounding headache. was it really the right choice? you could've just endured it. whatever, it didnt matter now. you already did it. you didn't feel like attending classes today but you had to, so you pulled yourself out of bed and forced yourself to get ready. your roomates looked at you concerned when they saw your state. angelina asked what was wrong but you ignored her and just made a bee line towards the bathroom, sure it was bitchy but you didn't feel like talking to anyone right now. especially not angelina. she didn't do anything wrong, but you still didn't know how to feel about her.

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you were in the great hall and sat as far as you could away from fred. you didn't eat anything and just stared at your plate, the smell of food nauseating you. you were zoned out when you felt a presence behind you. his presence. "y/n-" he started, but you stood up and walked away from him. you exited the great hall, praying he wouldn't follow you. but to your dismay, he followed you out. he grabbed your wrist to stop you from walking away. his grip wasn't hard enough to hurt you, but enough to prevent you from walking away. it was gentle but firm like if he let go you would disappear.

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Fred's POV:

i've been trying to talk to y/n all morning, but she keeps avoiding me. how could i be such an idiot to her feelings? i approached her in the great hall, but she walked away from me after i uttered out one word. i chased after her and grabbed her wrist, she looked at me and i caught the hint of sadness in her eyes. "y/n please, can we just talk?" i begged. i saw her eyes soften up a bit, i wouldn't of have caught it if i weren't watching her so intently.

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Your POV:

"fred, i don't want to see you." you said, but you immediately regretted it as soon as the words slipped out of your mouth. you saw a flash of hurt in his expression and you felt like an absolute bitch. but you knew if you spoke to him too nicely, you were gonna end up letting your guard down.

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Fred's POV:

"fred, i don't want to see you." was the words that left her mouth. my lips squeezed into a straight line and i whispered out an okay, deciding to just attempt to speak to her later. my grip on her wrist lingered for a second before i eventually let go.

my baby's alright, she just doesn't wanna see me tonight

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Your POV:

you walked away from fred as soon as he let go of your wrist, you couldn't bare look at him as guilt curled up inside you like a quiet storm, yet loud enough to drown out every thought you tried to hold onto. you walked into transfiguration class with a heavy heart and a mind that was far from being able to focus.

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after transfiguration class, your thoughts were eating you up and you werent looking where you were walking. you collided into someone after taking a sharp corner, and you dropped your books. "shit, sorry i wasn't looking." you looked up to see who you bumped into and you froze. fred? wait, no. george. you sighed in relief as it wasnt the twin you didn't exactly wanna see. "its fine" he laughed before helping you up. "you and fred look like you got rubbed in salazar's ass today, did something happen?" he said as he continued walking with you, seeing as you both had the same class next. "nothing," you said as casually as you could. "dont lie to me, y/l/n" he said in a joking tone, but he was still serious. "its nothing i swear" you laughed awkwardly. "pffft, yeah, and im the queen of england." he jested. "shut it, weasley." you laughed despite yourself. you both walked into herbology and the conversation ended there.

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you were attempting to relax in the common room, although it was practically impossible. you stared at the fire, your thoughts unraveling, too tangled to say out loud. you suddenly felt the couch dip beside you and you looked over slightly, and of course, it was fred. he tossed you a chocolate frog and spoke. "can we please make things right?" he mumbled under his breath, maintaining eye contact with you. "theres nothing here for you to make right" you muttered out, dismissing his words and getting up from your seat.

she says nothin' here for you to make right.

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Fred's POV:

she walked away again. i have to make things right, merlin, i can't live without her. ive been getting into arguments with angelina lately. she says i'm too distracted. whatever, enough of that. how can i make things go back to how it used to be?? i wish i had a time turner so i could smack myself upside the head.

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Fred's POV:

i managed to corner y/n outside of the great hall. my heart thundered in my chest, george noticed i haven't been coming up with new pranks and products, so he forced me to tell him what happened. he smacked me on the arm and called me an idiot. honestly? i deserved that. i muttered out the words that have been taking up my mind the past week.

"i miss you so bad."

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cooking up a part 3 of my last 2 fics rn while eating lucky charms

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The Other Woman

song: the other woman

fred weasley x reader

pt.2 of "i wish i were angelina" <3 (pt.1, pt.3, pt.4 pt.5, pt.6)

a/n: can yall tell i was listening to shame by mitski at the fourth part

it was the morning after the yule ball. your head was pounding and you had mascara streaks running down your cheeks. you lazily got out of bed and stared at the mirror infront of you, suddenly recalling the events of the night before. you stood there staring at your reflection with a blank expression on your face, wondering what went wrong. you used to be in angelina's place, only you were never together. you thought, maybe, just maybe, you found someone who would actually love you for you. but of course not, you can never have something good for too long. you forced yourself to head to the bathroom and shower, grabbing the essentials you needed like your toothbrush and towel. you turned on the shower and the water was cold, you flinched slightly before eventually relaxing. the cool water pelted onto your skin, the feeling quite soothing. after taking your shower, you got dressed into some grey sweatpants and a band tee. you smudged some eyeliner on your waterline and put a tad bit of mascara before heading down to the common room.

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as soon as you took the last step down the stairs you were engulfed into a hug by fred and george. "woah, goodmorning to you too" you sarcastically said. "MERRY CHRISTMAS" they said very enthusiastically. "wait- what?" you said, confused "its christmas you git" fred responded as you joined the rest of the group. "merlin, i completely forgot." you laughed. "well you better not have forgotten were having secret santa later" lee said as you guys sat down. "i swear, if i get socks or something i will actually have a mental breakdown" he continued and everyone laughed. you reminded yourself to wrap the present you had to give to...fred. his name repeated in your mind daily like a curse, or like a song you can't get out of your head no matter how hard you try. you didnt realize you zoned out till alicia waved her hand infront of your face, snapping you out of your thoughts. "yes?" you asked cluelessly "were gonna play truth or dare" katie said, laughing at your cluelessness "right, okay who asks first?" you asked them. everyone stared at eachother before lee spoke up, "y/n/n, truth or dare?" he said dramatically. "i feel like im choosing the wrong dialogue but, truth" you joked. "who do you fancy?" he asked devilishly. you choked on air and cleared your throat "...no one" you said, though it didn't sound convincing. "bullshit!" lee and katie exclaimed at the same time. "come onn y/n/n just tell us" angelina said. "its no one i swear" you laughed awkwardly. you couldn't just tell her you've fancied her boyfriend since you and fred have been kids. "i will figure it out, y/l/n." lee said. "id like to see you try" you smirked. the game continued on, and at some point in the game, fred got dared to kiss angelina on the lips. your expression dropped and you felt that familiar tightening in your chest. you felt george and alicia's stare on you as soon as the dare slipped out of katie's mouth. as soon as fred and angelina's lips met, you looked down. it felt like your heart just dropped to your feet and someone carved a hole in your stomach. you didn't dare rip your gaze from the floor, not wanting to see the sight again.

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you guys were doing secret santa. lee got a pair of socks from alicia, which made him almost slam his head on the table. alicia cackled knowing he hated the gift. angelina got a light purple sweatshirt from katie, george got a ton of stuff that was sold in zonko's joke shop by fred, but of course it blew glitter onto his face when he opened it. alicia got a few comic books from lee, you got a color changing lamp from george, katie got a nailpolish set from angelina, and finally.. fred got an arctic monkeys vinyl from you. (pretend they exist around this time) "THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!" fred exclaimed like a child making you laugh as he hugged you till you couldn't breathe. "fred your crushing the poor girl." george laughed out. "right.." he muttered, a bit embarassed before letting you go.

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you were laying on the ground in your dorm. your roomates were still in the great hall. your thoughts were especially loud, you couldn't take it anymore. what did you do to deserve this? did you kick the universe in the nuts or something cause why does it hate you. his name repeated in your head like a train going in circles, you felt like you were gonna turn into a maniac. you sat up and tugged on your hair hard, trying to distract yourself from the thoughts. it didnt help. you tugged and tugged some of your hair falling out. tears were streaming down your face as you tried to get his name out of your head but all that circled around was fred fred fred fred fred. you clawed at your own skin trying to do anything to stop your train of thoughts. you heard voices coming approaching. shit, you cant let your roomates see you like this. they're right outside the door and they dont know how it feels so devastating. you grabbed your hairbrush and immediately brushed out all the tangles, you patted the skin on your arms trying to soothe the redness. suddenly, the door knob twisted. you turned around fast, too fast. you looked suspicious. "heeeey guuuyss.." you awkwardly said. "heyy..you good y/n?" alicia asked with angelina and katie behind her. "yep, great, amazing, never better" you chuckled. "anyways, im just gonna head down. have you guys seen fred? i need to talk to him." you asked. "umm.. i think hes still in the great hall" angelina repsonded. "thanks angie!" you said in a rushed tone as you brushed past them.

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this was it. you knew you were gonna mess everything up. maybe thats the only way to stop yourself from spiraling into insanity. you saw the head of ginger locks and you approached him "fred?" you asked sweetly. "yes y/n/n?" he said, turning to you. "can we talk..?" you bit your lip to stop your tears from falling. "yes of course, what is it?" he asked thoughtfully. "uh, i prefer talking about it alone" you said, and he nodded then got up. you both headed out of the great hall and you leaded him to the astronomy tower. once you both got up the long flight of stairs, he spoke first. "so.. you arent planning to push me off are you?" he joked making you laugh softly. a tint of sadness staining your laugh. he could immediately tell something was wrong and he frowned. "whats wrong y/n/n?" he asked you, approaching a bit closer. you sighed and closed your eyes. this was it. you opened your eyes again and stared at the view for a second trying to collect yourself. you stared at him and decided to speak up. "fred..ive loved you since we were 5. ever since you've helped me bandage that scraped knee i got from when you, me, and george were playing tag a bit too rough. my feelings only increased when we started our first year at hogwarts. the thing is, i know you wont ever feel the same. you only see me as a little sister. but, part of me hoped i stil had a chance. that all washed away as soon as i saw you staring at angelina like she was the most perfect thing in the world. and i dont blame you, shes gorgeous. shes everything im not. shes perfect for you, but i cant stand seeing you two together. every breath i take feels like a stab to my chest whenever i see you guys giggling together with a pure look of love in both of your eyes. im going mad for you, freddie. i cant let it get to that point. im sorry, i miss you and i always will miss you. but, its best we end our friendship. goodbye, fred." you ended. he looked shocked, but you walked down the stairs before he could respond. you ran to your dorm and slammed yourself onto the bed. you cried and cried and cried. you sucked in short breaths in order not to be loud. that was it. its finished just like that. your tears never stopped flowing till you eventually fell asleep out of exhaustion from crying.

but, the other woman will always cry herself to sleep.

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I wish i were angelina.

song: heather

fred weasley x reader

(pt.2, pt.3, pt.4 pt.5, pt.6)

a/n: guys my punctuation is so ass im sorry

heavy footsteps and laughter bounced off of the castle walls as you and fred ran away from filch after charming his shoes to screech insults every step he took. fred ducked into a corridor and yanked you by the back of your uniform causing you to gasp, so he quickly clasped a hand around your mouth and peered outside to check if the coast was clear. once he was sure it was okay to get out your hiding spot, he unclasped his hand and you both stared at eachother for a second before bursting out in laughter. "oh my god, why was he running like that" you wheezed. once the laughter died down and you both caught your breath, you and fred made your way down to the quidditch pitch. there werent much people only a few first years practicing, both of you plopped down onto the bleachers. "merlin's tits its freezing out here" you shivered, wrapping your arms around your body. fred shook his head and laughed before taking off his sweater and putting it on you, once your head popped out the hole of the sweater you protested, insisting he keep his sweater on "freddie, you're gonna freeze for godrics sake" but you knew it was useless. "cant have a pretty lady like you freezing. besides, it looks better on you anyways." he said, and you prayed that he would think the blush spreading on your cheeks was from the cold.

i still remember, third of december, me in your sweater. you said it looked better on me than it did you

then, at that moment, angelina walked by laughing at something katie had said. fred's gaze immediately followed her and he looked star struck. despite searing with envy you teasingly nudged him with your knee. "angelina, huh?" you said, masking your jealous tone with one as if to tease him. "shut up.." he muttered under his breath and you laughed. blinking away the tears threatening to spill from your eyes.

only if you knew how much i liked you, but i watch your eyes as she walks by. what a sight for sore eyes

"im heading inside, see ya later" you said, getting up from your seat and heading towards the castle. fred waved bye, clueless to the jealousy that made your heart weigh heavier.

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you, fred, george, lee, alicia, katie, and angelina were all hanging out in the common room. lee made some stupid joke that made everyone start laughing. but you weren't focusing on the joke. all you were focused on was how fred was gazing at angelina like he just decided that her laugh was the best thing he's ever listened to. you quickly turned your head but caught alicia and george giving you pitying glances. the only person you told was alicia, but of course george noticed how utterly in love you were with fred. how could he not? you guys have been bestfriends since you were both born. you laughed tho it sounded more bitter than you meant it to sound, but no one noticed besides alicia who gave you a little reassuring smile.

she's got you mesmerized, while i die.

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you were heading out of transfiguration class, the only class you had without fred and george. you heard angelina squealing "YES! yes ill be your girlfriend!" and your stomach dropped. you turned the corner just in time to see fred picking angelina up and catching her lips in a kiss. you dropped your books on accident, cringing at the sound. the pair looked at you and you awkwardly picked up your books. to make the situation less awkward, you approached them and pat fred on the back. "you finally asked her, merlin i was gonna go insane if i heard another "i dont think she likes me back" again." you teased, but you were crumbling inside. fred blushed in embarassment and slapped your arm making you laugh, although you knew it was far from real. unfortunately, because fred knew you for so long, he gave you a confused look. he could easily tell apart your real and fake laugh. but you just shook your head with a smile and congratulated them one last time before turning away, hoping he didn't see the stray tears that finally fell from your eyes. george was leaned over a pillar and he saw the whole thing unfold. he pulled you into a hug and you finally let your tears fall. "are you okay?" he asked, and you pulled away slightly from the hug to look up at him "yeah, ill be fine." you lied, wiping the tears from your eyes. he frowned but you reassured him it'll all be okay and you walked to your next class.

why would you ever kiss me? im not even half as pretty.

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you walked into the great hall, taking a seat beside lee and lazily resting your head into your palm. you had just woken up and you still had bed head. your ears drowned out the laughter surrounding you when you noticed angelina wearing fred's red sweater with an F plastered on it. you quickly looked away and stared at your empty plate. alicia nudged you and asked what was wrong, you brushed her off and said "nothing, im not really that hungry yet" she nodded since you were usually not hungry in the morning, but she caught the look in your eye so she knew it wasnt just that. infact, she knew exactly why you were acting like that. fred. alicia discreetly glared daggers at fred as he stupidly laughed. completely oblivious to your feelings.

you gave her your sweater, its just polyester but you like her better. i wish i were angelina.

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the entire group was in the common room again, only this time fred and angelina were holding hands and giggling with eachother. you rolled your eyes and focused on what george was telling you. but your gaze drifted back to them just in time to see fred putting his arm around angelina. it nauseated you so you excused yourself saying you were sleepy. "what? sleepy? y/n y/l/n? feeling sleepy? at 10pm? thats a new one." lee joked, and you shoved his shoulder while laughing. you bid goodnight to everyone and headed upstairs. you let out a breath you didnt know you were holding, opening the door to your shared dorm and just sat on the floor holding your knees as you processed everything.

watch as she stands with her, holding your hand put your arm round' her shoulder, now im getting colder.

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everyone was chattering until professor McGonagall spoke. "silence!" she said, and everyone stopped talking. "the Yule Ball.." she started. "has been a tradition of the Triwizard Tournament..-" she stopped for a second as filch tried fixing the gramophone which made a staticy sound for a second, then McGonagall continued. "since its inception. on christmas eve night, we and our guests gather in the great hall for a night of well-mannered frivolity. as representatives of the host school i expect each and every one of you to put your best foot forward." she said, before continuing "and i mean this literally, because the Yule Ball, is first and foremost, a dance." there were multiple excited squeals and disappointed grunts in the crowd of students. "silence!" McGonagall said again. "the house of godric gryffindor has commanded the respect of the wizard world for nearly 10 centuries. i will not have you, in the course of a single evening, besmirching that name by behaving like a babbling, bumbling, band of baboons." from across the room you saw george whisper something to fred and they quietly repeated something, though you couldnt hear. "now to dance, is to let the body breathe" McGonagall continued with a hand gesture. "inside every girl, a secret swan slumbers longing to burst forth and take flight." ron whispered something to seamus, looking at eloise midgen. you shook your head disapprovingly seeing them laugh judgingly. "inside every boy a lordly lion prepared to prance" said McGonagall, capturing everyones attention again. "Mr Weasley?" she said while approaching ron. "yes..?" ron responded. "will you join me please?" McGonagall held out her hand. "now. place your right hand on my waist." she instructed. "where??" ron asked, looking mortified. "my waist." McGonagall repeated with a slight warning tone. you laughed and let out a low cat calling whistle, ron tried to glare at who did it but McGonagall put his hand back on her waist. "and extend your arm... Mr Filch, if you please." music started playing and McGonagall started counting the steps. you struggled to hold in a laugh seeing ron's embarassed expression. "everybody come together! boys, on your feet" you stayed leaning on the wall, not much of a dancer. a few girls were doing so aswell but most were stood up waiting. none of the boys stood up till neville got the courage to approach someone. (guys i lowk forgot what happened after that so timeskip to when everyones dancing). you saw fred bow and grab angelina's hand and she giggled, making you roll your eyes. you stayed there trying to peel your eyes away from them, but, to your dismay, it seemed quite impossible. you flicked your gaze to george who seemed just as upset as you were. you were the only one who knew about his crush on angelina cause george decided against telling fred knowing he fancied her too. you shook your head and just looked out the window, trying to ignore the desire and envy settling in your chest once again. unfortunately angelina noticed your gloom expression and approached you "hey, are you okay?" she said in a sweet tone full of concern. "yes im good, just a little bit tired" you said, giving her a smile. "alright then, if you need to talk, im here okay?" angelina said. "thank you angie, same goes for you" you thanked her.

how could i hate her? shes such an angel. but then again kinda wish she were dead

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you were in potions sat beside ron and hermione when you saw fred throw a note at ron. you leaned over slightly to read it, the note read "get a move on or all the good ones will have gone". ron looked back to check if professor snape was listening, before turning back to fred. "who are you going with then?" he whispered. fred looked at angelina and then ron, before fred crumpled up a paper ball and threw it at angelina's head. she looked slightly irritated as she turned to fred "what?" she mouthed. "will you," fred started, doing some dance motion. "go to the ball," he pointed to himself "with me?" he finished. ''to the ball?" angelina said "yeah, alright." she agreed, resting her chin in her palm with a smile. you watched the entire interaction and sighed to yourself, you weren't surprised tho. of course fred would ask her, shes his bloody girlfriend. fred sent a wink to ron and you tried to focus on your work, but your mind was far from your task. all you could think about was how fred immediately lights up when angelina walks into the room. that used to be you.

as she walks by, what a sight for sore eyes? brighter than a blue sky, shes got you mesmerized while i die.

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its the night of the yule ball. you were going alone and decided you were probably just gonna hang around george and lee who also didn't have dates. you put some eyeliner on your waterline and smudged it, putting a bit more black eyeshadow to make it darker. your hair was in a high bun with a few pieces of hair framing your face. (thanks to alicia for doing your hair) you had on a gorgeous dark red velvet dress with a few ruffles of lace hanging from it. you walked down the stairs and fred's gaze flickered to you for a second "who knew you could put up so nice?" he complimented, but it was purely platonic. you gave him a smile, the compliment making your chest flutter for a second before you brought yourself back to reality. right. he has a girlfriend. you shook away the thought and spoke again "you dont look so bad yourself" you teased. he laughed but his stare was soon ripped from you and now to the stairs where angelina was coming down. damn, she looked gorgeous. a sad smile was plastered on your face, or maybe one of admiration. maybe both. "your beautiful" you complimented, fred was too busy staring at her starstruck. you swiftly made an escape not wanting to look at the scene any longer. you caught up with lee and smacked him on the back of his head "OW! what was that for??" he whined while you laughed. "wheres george?" you asked lee "i think hes already inside, poor git had to get some pumpkin juice after unsuccessfully trying to flirt with katie." you laughed in a pfftt sound before deciding to go inside already. "woah." you said as you walked in, the place looked like it came out of one of those muggle fairy tales. you went to grab a glass of pumpkin juice and bumped into george on the way there. quite literally smacking into him, which startled both of you. "merlin, my soul jumped out of my body" you said as you both cracked up. both of you grabbed a glass of pumpkin juice before you raised your glass "cheers to not getting angelina and fred" you joked as you clinked glasses. you spotted lee behind george and lee made a shushing motion, you smiled and decided to distract george. "hey whats that?" you pointed to the ceiling. lee decided that was his chance and jumped on george, succesfully scaring the living shit out of him. only, it backfired when george splashed his pumpkin juice at lee. you started laughing so hard you had to hold onto the table for support "oh my god-" you wheezed out behind your laughter.

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after that incident, you, george, lee, alicia, and katie just danced around. after the chaos died down you sat to get some rest. you caught your breath after a while and took a sip of your pumpkin juice, observing everyone. you looked around till you saw fred and angelina again. why did your gaze keep finding them? you wanted to pluck your eyeballs out. you couldnt peel your gaze away from them, every twirl had you in a trance of jealousy. every dip frustrated you. why do you care so much?? its just a boy. no, its not just a boy. its Fred Weasley. your once content mood was far gone and you felt sullen. you couldn't watch anymore and just walked out. not in a dramatic way, just a small pace exiting the great hall. you dropped down onto the steps and stared at the ground. tears blurred your vision but they didn't fall, the only thought clouding your brain was

"i wish i were angelina."