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~🦋thinspø🦋~

dalej jestes glodna ulana swinio?

(kierowane do mnie i osob ktore to potrzebują usłyszeć)

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Frustrated to the point where you're talking about giving me the things I've always wanted and I don't know if I even care anymore.

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At this point in my life, I really feel like I need to be paid to deal with men.

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I'm too old to be writing long paragraphs about my feelings and wondering if he'll fucking read it.

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Maybe you didn't change, I just fucking healed.

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I hate being pushed away

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Gosh im so tired of you pushing people away when you're sad. I came across the world to see you ND you're just talking about all the people who want to fuck you. Good for you, I also have a line out the door of people who want to fuck me, a 3 month waiting list actually, one guy fucking paid 100 bucks just for the privilege to stand next to me but oh fucking Kay.

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Pro Tip: Not ignoring or pushing away the people you like/love helps a lot if you don't want them to leave you.

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Man do you even love me anymore?

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My thinny queens, I've recovered and I hope this helps. I actually recovered after I transitioned. Like the moment I was in the RIGHT body, I stopped trying to starve myself. My chest was flat from surgery and I'm hairy because of testosterone.

Realizing that anorexia anf bulimia gave me similar yet sickly results to my transition made me realize I was rally starving to be my true self. I hope this helps anyone, my heart is with you if you're still restricting and purging. The world is cruel but Ana and Mia don't love you. I know their presence seems like consistency and safety, but they're killing you. This disease kills. You will die if you don't get help. I want you to live. I want you to have good fucking consensual sex. I want you to learn to cook so you can taste the world if you can't afford to travel it. I want you to recover at your own pace so it lasts. So when you see an Ana in public your heart hopes she heals the way you did.

My dears and my loves I want so badly for you to live. I am married now, I have a dog, my body weight is healthy enough to have a baby, and I'm a trans man. Life is possible and I want you to live. You don't get a trophy for how many calories you counted at the end of your life.

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To all the times I told my family to stop talking about diets when I was in the thick of fighting anorexia. That's why I'm in recovery and you are all blocked.

Serious fuck you and all your colon detox teas you tried to get me to drink

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I need to eat AGAIN???? EVERYDAY??????? MULTIPLE TIMES???!?!?!????