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[winthefear]

Amazing just how

a thought of you,

could send me

a thousand tears.

—LunaWrites

[winthefear]

Too easy to leave when things are very bad. Is that the right thing? It is too easy to convince yourself it is

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Amazing weekend, but only sadness brought home

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I'm going to bed and crying for a while.

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Will it go well or very bad? I cannot imagine, I try to stay positive but the more time passes, the more I really start thinking about a bad ending.

The simple and best message "I love you, I want you" is so close yet so far.

As things are now, I truly believe that everything could end forever.

Instead I want that it will last forever.

I want to graduate with you.

I want to choose our city to love in and the house to love in.

I want to cook you pancakes whenever I can.

I want to cuddle you after a hard work day and get softly asleep with you on the sofa.

I want to grow up and get old with you.

I want a happy family with you, and give to our children all the love I can.

I want to realize my dreams with you.

I want to sit on the grass barefoot, one day, and look backward to all the stuff we passed and say "yes my love, we did it".

Come back please, we can be happy together.

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I want routine with you, I want waking up in a morning to the sun shining or the rain pouring with you, I want home with you, I want late night tv and too much to drink with you, I want slow dancing in our living room, in our house, in our home with you. I want you.

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losing interest at everything because you're sad is the worst feeling

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I don't know.

I'm on my own,

Outside and in my bed

Just as now.

I don't know if you did it.

Maybe I would never know.

It scares me,

More than anything else.

I hope you didn't,

I'm going to crash if you did it.

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The more I think at her, the more I get mad.

It still misses some time to meet her again, and everyday she is a full distraction from my duties.

I see her everywhere, by my side while eating on the sofa, in my arms when she softly gets asleep, sit on my back while she is taking care of my backache, naked while she walks towards the bathroom.

She is, and I want her to be happy. It could be the best if she wants to be happy with me.

I wait, I wait and I hope.

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I used to think communication was the key until I realized comprehension is. You can communicate all you want with someone but if they don’t understand you, its silent chaos.

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Sei Bella.

Sei bella.

E non per quel filo di trucco.

Sei bella per quanta vita ti è passata addosso,

per i sogni che hai dentro e non conosco.

Bella per tutte le volte che toccava a te, ma avanti il prossimo.

Per le parole spese invano e per quelle cercate lontano.

Per ogni lacrima scesa e per quelle nascoste di notte al chiaro di luna complice.

Per il sorriso che provi, le attenzioni che non trovi,

per le emozioni che senti e la speranza che inventi.

Sei bella semplicemente, come un fiore raccolto in fretta,

come un dono inaspettato,

come uno sguardo rubato o un abbraccio sentito.

Sei bella e non importa che il mondo sappia, sei bella davvero,

ma solo per chi ti sa guardare.

-Alda Merini

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Alexa release the serotonin

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I will

If it has to be so, it will be so.  I will be myself, I will laugh, I will grow, I will be good and I will not give a fuck. If she will come back with me, I will do the same things, execpt that I will love her, I will respect her and I will fuck her, as I used to.

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The new (bad) "society"

http://richchane.tumblr.com/

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Nature ♡

[winthefear]

Kill me with the truth, don’t save me with your lies.

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