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where his errant makeshift weapon may have ended up hadn't occurred to him until he realized that this person was very much not a memory projection. with adrenaline still racing through him and the sight of a glowing staff ( magic, he surmised ), he reached for a weapon that wasn't there - the laser would have been seated on his arm. his right hand merely hovered over his left forearm for a few moments, before he gave an irritated huff of air. if the masked individual had wanted to strike, they'd already had a chance to do so. not that it made him feel any more at ease.

slowly, he lowered his hands to his sides - though not without another glare towards the stranger, as if they alone were responsible for the odd mist. " ... what? are you waiting to gawk at more? " he hissed, even though he had no evidence that this individual had been lurking since the beginning of his phantom reunion. despite the acidic tone to his voice, his posture straightened - a feeble attempt to keep some semblance of dignity and illusion of authority he no longer held.

hordak opened his mouth again - likely to bark another complaint or insult towards the stranger-, but the voice that echoed through the mist next wasn't his. ' as a scientist, i'm not going to stop until i figure out what's going on! now - tell me everything! ' a familiar flash of lavender hair in the corner of his eye, and his head snapped towards her direction - drawing the entirety of his attention. she didn't respond when he instinctively reached for her - ephemeral as the image of prime had been. something in his chest felt tight, and he had to bottle his rage at being toyed with ( again! ) as his own voice responded to the apparition of his lab partner.

' you want to know what i am? i am a clone! a clone of the emperor of the known universe! ' his voice recited it with such misplaced admiration that it made him feel ill again, and he found himself reaching yet again for the imaginary weapon. if only it would silence the mocking memory. ' -- but there was a defect in my cloning, and defects are worthless to prime.' he ground his teeth, shaking with fury, distress, regret. as he turned away from the specter of entrapta, she faded - and his attention returned to the masked individual.

" you. you are doing this. " he pointed an accusatory finger at the staff in their hands. shadow weaver had certainly been capable of tormenting others with illusions ( her own charges, even ) and he had no way of gauging this person's own magical ability. there was, in fact, very little he knew about magic - despite having lived on etheria for so long.

                    “  i see now--- you have given yourself a name.  ”

               “  hh---!  ” a voice penetrates the mist, clear as a bell--- as though it were looming at his shoulder. 

       brandishing his staff, hunter whips around to face that nameless ghost haunting his back, only to find... nothing. did he imagine it? is it all finally getting to him, sinking its claws irreparably into his flesh? the fog is treacherous; it’s shown him horrible things, things he can’t forget, things he can’t take back. it knows his fears, his innermost thoughts... his past, the deepest and darkest parts even he can’t reach. to what end? to snuff out those dying glimmers of hope and happiness he’s been clinging to this whole time? to cruelly remind him of who--- what he is...?

                                            why can’t you just leave me alone?

       bristling, he dons his mask, and pushes through the mist towards the sound. it doesn’t take long before he pauses, noticing a dark shape in his midst, carving a faint silhouette into the haze... before it’s joined by many more. 

                             “  i MADE you in my image.  ”

       those words alone--- something about them is a familiar poison, twisting inside his chest. the urge to wretch almost overwhelms him, a visceral need to expel the sickness it force-feeds him. but this isn’t his memory, he notes, taking a step forward as they prepare to enact whatever their will may be upon the lone figure drawing their ire.

       ... but he freezes, posture easing, as they seem to peel away into ribbons of smoke, dissolving into the mist from whence they came.

       there’s barely enough time to process the silence in their wake, before what appears to be a branch hurtles towards him out of nowhere. parrying it aside with a swing of his staff, his attention snaps back to his attempted assailant in time to hear them scream into the nothingness. furrowing his brow, hunter tightens his grip, willing forth a glow from his palisman, and with that light, he paves his path forward into view.

       he doesn’t announce his approach, nor identify himself as commanded, only pointing his staff with a modicum of caution behind it. his eyes dart flit left and right, surveying their current surroundings as keenly as possible. whoever he is, he’s... alone. it was his memory he witnessed not seconds ago, and it... tormented him, that much is obvious. it opened doors, broke open locks, unearthed things he hoped to bury. searching the other’s expression for a moment, it’s... like he sees something he recognises.

       the glow flares, and he reaffirms his warning with a slight raise of his staff. it doesn’t matter what he thought he saw--- he’s not taking any chances.

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CONVERSATIONAL  SENTENCE  STARTERS  

❝  you wanna know how i know you’re a good friend— not just for me but in general?  i always feel better after hanging out with you.  ❞

❝  sometimes things aren’t alright and they’re not gonna be okay for a while.  and that’s alright.  as cliche as it sounds it’s okay to not be okay.  give yourself time.  ❞

❝  have you even taken the time to let yourself feel it?  everything that’s been happening.  eventually,  you have to slow down and let it feel real.  ❞

❝   i’m not really the advice type,  but i am damn good at coming up with distractions to forget the bullshit for a while.  ❞

❝  was this not what you expected?  ❞

❝  i think the whole idea of ‘finding yourself’ is kind of bullshit.  we are what we chose to be.  we make ourselves.   ❞

❝  did you come by for a reason or did you just want some company?  ❞

❝  i’m going to tell you this,  once,  because i think you need to hear it.  you deserve more.  you should expect more from the world and put in the work to get what you deserve.  ❞

❝  i brought some seeds for your garden.  i thought about bringing a bouquet but— this way you can grow them and enjoy them longer.  ❞

❝  please,  stay for dinner?  i enjoy your company.  ❞

❝  come sit a little while with me.  tell me how you’ve been?  really.  ❞

❝  you don’t know how glad i am to see you made it.  here,  let me get you a drink.   ❞

❝  if you’d like to discuss it in private,  we can step outside?  ❞

❝  whatever it is you wish to tell me,  it won’t leave this room.  ❞

❝  well,  i’ve been wanting to talk to you.  but i don’t really know how to put it all in words.  ❞

❝  how have you been sleeping?  ❞

❝  don’t take this the wrong way,  but you don’t quite look well.  ❞

❝  don’t feel bad for not knowing—  i was trying not to bother anyone.  you didn’t know because i didn’t let you.  ❞

❝  miscommunication is a shitty trope in sitcoms and it’s even shittier in real life,  so let’s just take a moment to breathe.  and let’s get on the same page.  alright?   ❞

❝  is this a time for me to listen or fix it?  ❞

❝  i don’t really have anything to say,  i just know that i don’t really want to be alone.  ❞

❝  could you just…talk to me?  it doesn’t have to be anything important.  i just like listening to your voice.  it calms me.  ❞

❝  honestly,  it was a long time ago.  i don’t really remember the details.  ❞

❝  i’m rather proud of you.  i don’t say that often,  so believe i mean it.  ❞

❝  you seem content here.  happy,  even?  ❞

❝  i’m not here to drudge up the past.  i’m just hoping we could have a future.  ❞

❝  i see you’re not getting much sleep either.  should i make us both some tea,  then?  ❞

❝  are you sure you didn’t want to mention something to me?  ❞

❝  are you sure you’re alright?  ❞

❝  i’m a fan of your work,  actually.  ❞

❝  you have more of a reputation than you might think.  ❞

❝  you haven’t heard of me?  how refreshing.  ❞

❝  go on,  tell me what’s on your mind.  ❞

❝  something is troubling you,  yes?  ❞

❝  with a smile like that,  i can’t help but want to know your secret.  what’s got you so cheery today?  ❞

❝  come on,  you’re clearly upset.  and i’m not the asshole who pretends not to notice.  ❞

❝  oh,  i’m going to enjoy making my first impression with you.  how am i doing so far?  ❞

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𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

feel  free  to  change  any  pronouns  or  subjects  (or  reverse).      tw  for  blood,  death  and  physical  violence  mention.

‘  is  it  complete?  ’

‘  who  are  you?  ’

‘  who  is  this?  ’

‘  why  are  you  bleeding?  ’

‘  what  would  i  do  without  you?  ’

‘  do  you  feel  alright?  ’

‘  what’s  your  name?  ’

‘  why  do  you  hate  me?  ’

‘  do  you  want  something  to  eat?  ’

‘  aren’t  you  supposed  to  be  someone  important?  ’

‘  did  you  read  it  yet?  ’

‘  can  you  help  me?  ’

‘  why  do  you  act  so  weirdly?  ’

‘  what  do  i  do  with  someone  like  you?  ’

‘  you  awake?  ’

‘  can’t  you  tell  left  from  right?  ’

‘  how  dare  you?  ’

‘  can  i  have  a  word?  ’

‘  why  didn’t  you  fight  back?  ’

‘  can  you  stop  interupting  me?  ’

‘  why  are  you  here?  ’

‘  what  happened?  ’

‘  haven’t  you  said  enough?  ’

‘  why  are  you  still  ___?  ’

‘  why  don’t  you  shut  up  and  be  quiet?  ’

‘  what  did  you  dream  of?  ’

‘  why  are  you  yelling?  ’

‘  how  could  you  say  that?  ’

‘  is  that  mine?  ’

‘  why  did  you  turn  out  this  way?  ’

‘  are  you  talking  to  me?  ’

‘  why  won’t  he  date  me?  ’

‘  why  did  you  hit  him?  ’

‘  why  are  you  crying  yourself  to  sleep?  ’ 

‘  are  you  serious?  ’

‘  who  did  this?  ’

‘  will  i  regret  this?  ’

‘  do  you  promise?  ’

‘  is  that  mine?  ’

‘  am  i  dead?  ’

‘  can  you  stop  moving?  ’

‘  is  he  looking  at  me?  ’

‘  does  it  hurt?  ’

‘  how  did  that  happen?  ’

‘  what’s  the  weather  for  tomorrow?  ’

‘  are  you  in  love  with  me  yet?  ’

‘  is  it  that  important?  ’

‘  want  some?  ’

‘  was  that  an  accident?  ’

‘  what’s  the  deal  with  you?  ’

‘  who  do  you  think  you  are?  ’

‘  can  i  ask  you  something?  ’

‘  why  don’t  you  leave  then?  ’

‘  how  could  you?  ’

‘  is  this  all  you  can  do?  ’

‘  why  is  this  here?  ’

‘  how  did  you  get  in  here?  ’

‘  is  it  freezing  to  you?  ’

‘  what  are  you  making  tdday?  ’

‘  are  you  lost?  ’

‘  has  it  been  that  long?  ’

‘  how  could  you?  ’

[willdefied]

whoops! my askbox is now open - sorry about that!

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CONVERSATIONAL  SENTENCE  STARTERS  

❝  you wanna know how i know you’re a good friend— not just for me but in general?  i always feel better after hanging out with you.  ❞

❝  sometimes things aren’t alright and they’re not gonna be okay for a while.  and that’s alright.  as cliche as it sounds it’s okay to not be okay.  give yourself time.  ❞

❝  have you even taken the time to let yourself feel it?  everything that’s been happening.  eventually,  you have to slow down and let it feel real.  ❞

❝   i’m not really the advice type,  but i am damn good at coming up with distractions to forget the bullshit for a while.  ❞

❝  was this not what you expected?  ❞

❝  i think the whole idea of ‘finding yourself’ is kind of bullshit.  we are what we chose to be.  we make ourselves.   ❞

❝  did you come by for a reason or did you just want some company?  ❞

❝  i’m going to tell you this,  once,  because i think you need to hear it.  you deserve more.  you should expect more from the world and put in the work to get what you deserve.  ❞

❝  i brought some seeds for your garden.  i thought about bringing a bouquet but— this way you can grow them and enjoy them longer.  ❞

❝  please,  stay for dinner?  i enjoy your company.  ❞

❝  come sit a little while with me.  tell me how you’ve been?  really.  ❞

❝  you don’t know how glad i am to see you made it.  here,  let me get you a drink.   ❞

❝  if you’d like to discuss it in private,  we can step outside?  ❞

❝  whatever it is you wish to tell me,  it won’t leave this room.  ❞

❝  well,  i’ve been wanting to talk to you.  but i don’t really know how to put it all in words.  ❞

❝  how have you been sleeping?  ❞

❝  don’t take this the wrong way,  but you don’t quite look well.  ❞

❝  don’t feel bad for not knowing—  i was trying not to bother anyone.  you didn’t know because i didn’t let you.  ❞

❝  miscommunication is a shitty trope in sitcoms and it’s even shittier in real life,  so let’s just take a moment to breathe.  and let’s get on the same page.  alright?   ❞

❝  is this a time for me to listen or fix it?  ❞

❝  i don’t really have anything to say,  i just know that i don’t really want to be alone.  ❞

❝  could you just…talk to me?  it doesn’t have to be anything important.  i just like listening to your voice.  it calms me.  ❞

❝  honestly,  it was a long time ago.  i don’t really remember the details.  ❞

❝  i’m rather proud of you.  i don’t say that often,  so believe i mean it.  ❞

❝  you seem content here.  happy,  even?  ❞

❝  i’m not here to drudge up the past.  i’m just hoping we could have a future.  ❞

❝  i see you’re not getting much sleep either.  should i make us both some tea,  then?  ❞

❝  are you sure you didn’t want to mention something to me?  ❞

❝  are you sure you’re alright?  ❞

❝  i’m a fan of your work,  actually.  ❞

❝  you have more of a reputation than you might think.  ❞

❝  you haven’t heard of me?  how refreshing.  ❞

❝  go on,  tell me what’s on your mind.  ❞

❝  something is troubling you,  yes?  ❞

❝  with a smile like that,  i can’t help but want to know your secret.  what’s got you so cheery today?  ❞

❝  come on,  you’re clearly upset.  and i’m not the asshole who pretends not to notice.  ❞

❝  oh,  i’m going to enjoy making my first impression with you.  how am i doing so far?  ❞

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what does your heart look like?

iced over, out of the sun

Your heart is very lonely, isn’t it? Is your fortress of ice self-made? Are others afraid of you, or are you afraid of them? Are you afraid of hurting them, or of being hurt? Vulnerability and connection can be frightening, but that’s no reason to shy away from their light, to tuck yourself small into corners, to build up frigid walls to keep yourself from feeling. You will heal when you allow yourself to draw closer to the flames and thaw.

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" it is indeed rare to find any like-minded individuals. and unfortunately the persistence of exasperating individuals remains a constant - in this world or any other that i have been trapped in. however, i do not intend to stay in this city any longer than is necessary, if i have any say in it. "

“Hmph. I see the Stars have finally brought someone with some common sense here. Though I personally agree with you, this is unfortunately quite the common occurrence; I'd steer clear of any particularly irritating individuals if I were you. They tend to get more grating the longer you linger around.”

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thanks @cryptozo for the help on the shirt and for being my moral compass

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" you're all repulsive with these public displays of affection. "

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*arrives in yet another weird alien dimension with no way back* ah shit here we go again -- anyway! hello! i'm eager to start writing him and this event seems like it will drive him absolutely bonkers so! here's a small starter call for the event. not capping bc of the hubris ig

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@grimflyer // event sc.

when wandering through these infernal mists, he'd initially thought that was bothersome enough -- being caught in another interdimensional displacement with little to assist him other than the clothes he wore made the matter. the ache in his bones screamed at him and longed for somewhere to sit down and rest - but his ever-vigilant paranoia made him leery of doing so. an adversary or hostile wildlife of some manner could easily use the mists to their advantage - a cloak hiding the dagger.

muttering under his breath about 'primitive worlds' and cursing his luck, he carefully stepped around the tree roots. ( this area was too neat and well-maintained to be a forest, from what he could gather - a garden or parkground of some kind? irrelevant. ) though he'd been cautious and deliberate with his steps through the uneven terrain, it was only a few moments after this that he nearly stumbled forward - a familiar, sickeningly soft voice creating ice in his veins. he could feel the asymmetrical eyes boring into him even before he registered what the voice of his 'brother' had even said.

' why can i not see your thoughts? '

the crimson-eyed clone whirled around to face his progenitor. ( ears twitching down reflexively, heart rate picking up, breath hitching in his throat. panic. ) knowing what to expect versus actually seeing the man who dominated his nightmares made him grit his teeth together in pain. his body always felt as if it were rebelling against him - but now it felt particularly like a cage, locking his legs in place and forcing him to confront prime.

" you are gone, " he hissed under his breath, voice dripping venom defensively. " what trickery is this?! " a clawed, shaky hand reached towards the nearest tree branch - snapping it off in one hand and brandishing it as a weapon. despite this, the ghost of prime smirked in belittling amusement. " i see now. you have given yourself a name. " sneering, his prime's hand drew closer - reaching for his throat. hordak's breaths turned shallow and rattled in his chest despite the ghost-image of his brother passing through him without contact. a hologram? it wasn't until now that he realized the phantom was outlined by several clones standing dutifully around him, closing in on hordak slowly.

' i MADE you in my image, but you have become an abomination! and so, you must be reborn -'

he braced himself, still very much under the impression that these ghosts could still harm him in some way, and closed his eyes. no, not again, not again --!

.... nothing came.

hesitantly opening his eyes, he was expecting to see the same nightmare incarnate - but the memories had vanished into the mist, as ephemeral as ever. his heart thundered in his ears, and hordak began to wheeze slightly as he struggled to catch his breath. opting to ignore the stinging in his eyes, he growled in anger. throwing the makeshift weapon in his hand in frustration and pain, the tree branch clattered against another object. hands balled into fists, he was so caught up in his barely-contained wrath that he only noticed the vague silhouette of another person through the mist at the last moment.

" -- who are you?! i demand that you show yourself! "

[willdefied]

*arrives in yet another weird alien dimension with no way back* ah shit here we go again -- anyway! hello! i'm eager to start writing him and this event seems like it will drive him absolutely bonkers so! here's a small starter call for the event. not capping bc of the hubris ig

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HORDAK // she-ra and the princesses of power (2018)

" planets, worlds, galaxies fell before us. i was his top general, but there was a defect in my cloning, and defects are worthless to prime. "

clone of the 'emperor of the known universe'

but finally rebelled & tried to kill him. hell yeah

experienced his Character Development arc, but not his Character Redemption arc

still figuring out this whole gender thing probably tbh

"you survived the war, now live with the trauma"

has a princess gf, entrapta, whom he will kill god for ( he's missing her a lot rn )

still going through his rebellious angsty teen phase ( have you SEEN that mascara? )

was the most feared warlord on etheria for like 40 years and did it all in a kickass dress

please press the SLAY button

disabled! he has some cybernetic augments that can ease his worst days, but it won't be uncommon to see him with a cane, wearing braces/supports, etc. now that he doesn't have the kickass armor entrapta made for him

honestly now that he's past being a villain he's just. trying to figure out how to Live

used to be part of a hivemind, but started to become an individual!

and maybe he'll learn to be a better person? who knows!

might have destroyed his own city in rage. do NOT betray him

please for the love of god let him figure out how to Exist without having to Prove himself every moment

[willdefied]

hello! i would like to app hordak from she-ra and the princesses of power (2018) if possible! his app can be found through the nav page or by /app !

Welcome to lovely Isola Radiale, Hordak!

You will be housed in APARTMENT 320!

You’ll retain your enhanced strength, though only enough to barely lift a car.

You will also be given a Certified Spirale Replica of your LUVD Crystal. You know, for sentimentality. 'Cause I'm super nice like that.

    ⋆ Aspidiske

[willdefied]

Happy belated anniversary to these cuties <3

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