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Reading Isn’t Actually That Bad

I’ve been reading a lot lately like I finished a whole book on Friday. Like I hadn’t started it before Friday and I read the whole thing in like two sittings! I just got done with The Vegetarian by Han Kang, which was an amazing book btw. I’ll make another post talking about that book and my views ... not that anyone cares but I want to lol.

I can’t remember why I started this so I’ll just end it here 😂.

As always

-G

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Book Store Library

My sister, my mom and I were talking and my sister has a great idea. The idea was that it would be really cool if a library sold books or that if you could go to a library and buy books instead of checking them out. My mom agreed. I said isn’t that a bookstore? And all I hear is laughter from my mother and my sister was silent with disappointment in my thinking under her great idea.

As Always

-G

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I Get Judged All The Time

Ok so I saw this really hot guy in this car. I was in the car at the time and I was with my mom and my sister. Whenever I see hot guys or even remotely good looking guys or just people in general. So I was like daaaammmmmmnnnn that guy looked really hot. Then he turned the same way we were going so it popped into my head “I need a picture so I can show my friends,” the reasonable response haha. So then I told my mom to drive parallel with him because she was driving. I also said that I need a picture and she’s like no that’s weird and so she tried to stay far away from him but then there was a red light and she had to stop of course but there was a reflection on the window so I couldn’t even get the picture. I was so sad lol. Not really but then after I told my friends about it and they all got mad that I didn’t get the picture haha.

As always

-G

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I’m Officially Single!

Woo hoo ok I’m single now. Let’s back up and talk about this person before we go on. Let’s call him A. So A is not a very good person, essentially he’s a jackass. But isn’t every ex you have one.

So I pretty much only started talking to him because he was good looking and I just wanted him for sex. But he got emotionally attached and that’s when problems started to arise. So our first conversation was about having sex and then me getting pregnant and all of that. Which that’s a great first conversation. Its not really, its more of a red flag than anything else tbh. 

Anyways enough of that but what happened when I broke up with him. Ok so I wanted to video chat and tell him but whenever I was free he wasn't and when he was free I wasn't. So I wanted to tell him before the weekend because something might happen this weekend and I will update you on that later, only if it happens or if I completely embarrass myself. Anyways I was texting my best friend on what I should tell him and she made some amazing ideas/quotes. She wasn't really taking it seriously at first because she hasn't really ever liked him and now I see why, well I’ve seen it for a while now but haven't really cared too much. So I texted him “Hey I’ve been thinking about something” and then he responded 13 minutes later with “?”. I responded to that 9 minutes later, mostly because my bff and I were trying to figure out what to say, with “I think we should see other people when we are apart.” He travels a lot so whenever he is in town we also make plans to meet up but they always fall through. But that whole conversation was over text. 3 hours after I sent that last thing he posted on his story on Snapchat. My first reaction was “wtf really did he just do that.” 

I don't know if I'm over reacting or not but he isn’t the nicest person because ok how do I say this but he really is a jackass. So he says he's so kinky and all of that stuff and thats fine and everything but whenever I bring up something like that he kink shames me. Like wtf. I never did anything like that I was open to what he wanted to try, I was very open to them. But he couldn’t return the favor. He would degrade me because of them. I’m not going into detail about what he said. 

This might sound like a dumb reason to hate someone but it is very important to me. I love my cat. I got him to be my companion, my partner in crime. My being that I can go to and talk with that won’t judge me for anything. But one day we were video chatting and I say something like “D my son blah blah blah.” The he goes D is not your son. I was so offended by this that I was so tempted to end the call and block him then and there, but I made the idiotic decision to not do either. I then went on to cuss him out and yell at him and scream at him. I don't remember what happened after that. But later in the call we got into a couple more fights. 

I don’t want to make this too long so I’ll end it here. It is also 0251 so I’m kind of tired. If anything new happens or he texts back, I will update but I highly doubt that he will text back. 

As always

-G

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“I like chocolate chip cookie dough without chocolate chips.”

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I Yelled At A Girl

I didn’t have time to type all this out yesterday so I’m just going to post it today ig lol. So on Sundays I usually go with my mom and my sister to go volunteer. It’s at this humane society.

**Fun Fact : I am terrified of dogs.**

We usually just work with the cats and do the laundry and do the dishes. I also work with the smaller animals, the rats the bunnies etc.

Yesterday there was the cutest little rat. He was stuck in this little cage and I felt bad for him and there’s was a ball next to his cage, you know the ones that the little rodents run around in. Well I was going to put him in it if he wanted to run around in it. I was not going to let him go through your the whole place, don’t worry, but there are these rooms where you can interact with animals to see if you want to adopt them and so I was going to let him go in there. I wasn’t going to force the little rattie in the ball. So I put the ball in his cage to see if he wanted in it. The two ladies that work there more than I do and they both said that he bites so I was being careful but he never bit me or my sister. We both petted him and gave him treats and such and he never even attempted to bite us. Then one of the ladies there comes over and sees that I am trying to get the rat in the ball, I was just having the ball opening face him and letting him explore it. She then goes here I’ll do it and then proceeds to say “all you gotta do it grab him tail and push him in the ball” and she had done that at the pet store that she works. I could not help but all these nos started shooting out off my mouth. I was shouting at her “no no no no noooo no no no” and I push back her hand so that she can’t get into the cage to the rat. She gets offended by that and asked why. I didn’t really want to start a fight because she is quite a frail lady and it would be quite easy to take her down. So I say “It’s fine” and that I’d don’t want to force him to do anything and that he will go in on his own if he wants to. Then the lady says that she should be leaving because she had to do something at home or something. I think she was offended and that she didn’t want to be around me anymore oops.

She left and then shortly after my mom came and told me that we were leaving because nothing was working and there was no work for us to do.

As always

-G

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I Want To Paint My Walls Like Poop!

Ok so let’s start with a little bit of a back story. My room is all white everything is white and I really want to paint the walls but idk what I want to paint them.

My first thought was I could paint the walls and ceiling like the inside of a heart because that would be so cool and interesting. I told my sister and mom about it in the car and then they said are you just going to paint it black and cover the windows with black paper or something because when you’re in a heart you can’t see anything. That kind of ruined my plan. **I have been drinking coffee ALL day and at the time I had drinken 3-4 coffees, so I had to poop really bad lol** My brain then went straight to the large intestine and paint one of the walls to look like the large intestine had a poopy turd in it. I thought this was the funniest idea ever. **My room is a rectangle so two walls are really long and two walls are short.** I was going to paint the short wall, that has my closet door, with the poopy turd. I’m assuming that the inside of a large intestine kind of looks like an elongated bumhole. So the skin would have wrinkles and all that and I think that would be so fun to paint and everything. I could even make the poop all different colors and all that just to add something else to look about and think about. Like “what did they eat” and “how did they get their poop to be that colorful” and “can I do that.”

Idk if I’m going to paint my walls this concept but it’s a very high possibility.

**This next part is really gross!! Read At Your Own Risk!!**

Oh I almost forgot to add the disgusting part. My mom added to the idea that I make my ceiling light look like polyps but that’s WAY too far. I think that parts so gross.

As always

-G

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** Warning My Posts Will Probably Be Very Long**

Sorry in advance.

-G

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Embarrassing Parents

So my mom and I always go to these houses that sell everything in them, I don’t remember what they’re called. They are these companies that you can call and they will put a price tag on everything and then they sell everything and get a percentage of the profits. My mom keeps up with this one company that always has a house sale every weekend and so we always go to them. When only going to one main company there are people that always work them, like they always have a main set of people that they always call to work them. With that being said there’s this guy that ALWAYS works for this company, my mom’s favourite company. I have kind of a history with this guy. Not like an actual history but it’s a little embarrassing. I wanted to slide into those dms and flirt with him because he is a very good lookin dude and I wanted some of that. His bio read “Forget the whipped cream I want to lick queso off you.” So I said hey and he said “I’m going to the grocery store do you want me to get you something?” I replied with “How about some queso 😉” I can admit that that was a very strong thing to say as the first thing that I really said to this guy. Then he replied with “Oh 🙈” I then didn’t respond to that because I had realized I just f***ed that up. But apparently that I was pretty memorable to him. I always see him at the sales before this one but he had never seen me before or at least I don’t think so.

Then today he was standing in the living room behind the cash register in this very small house. But you have to go through the living room to get up the stairs to get to the top floor and so my mom and I walk through and go up stairs and while walking through I happen to look over and see him and I look away as soon as I see who it is. Then I walk up the stairs very quickly and my mom just walks slowly up them, so I have to wait awkwardly at the top for her. Then we look around and all that and then we go back downstairs and continue to look down there. We look around the very small living room last. They have this jewelry display right beside the cash register, where he’s standing lookin hella good. Then my mom is looking at the jewelry and asking to look at all the bracelets and everything. I’m standing on the side of her that’s farthest away for the guy. But this old dude is in my way so I’m kind of standing in the middle of the room trying to get to my mom, like a lost little duckling.

I feel like someone is staring at me so I look up and make eye contact with this guy. Keep in mind that I look like s**t, I forgot to take a shower this morning so I have very oily gross hair and I didn’t do it any by putting it up in a bun that’s half fallen out. We make eye contact for like 4 seconds so not that long but long enough to make it awkward and uncomfortable. I notice his face change like he recognized me. That’s why I looked away and then I could finally get to my mom. So then she took her time to look at all the things in the room which wasn’t very much it was just a couple paints and some jewelry and the couch and seats were already sold. She stood looking at this picture of a ship sailing through a stormy ocean for around 5ish minutes. I was expecting him to ask if he knew me from somewhere or something like that because the painting was on the wall right by where he was standing. He never did anything except watch me for the rest of the time I was there which wasn’t much long after that but my mom was wanting to look at the whole house again because we didn’t get anything which is pretty weird for us.

We are going to another one by this company next weekend so I will update if anything more happens with this guy. I don’t remember his name but I’m thinking his name started with a “C” so that will be his name. Haha

Hope you had a little laugh

-G

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Welcome to my blog!!

I just wanted to start by telling everyone what this blog is about. I want to write what happened in my life. Either things that are remotely interesting or just what happened that day or what just happened that moment. I want to start writing stories and such so I might post some of them ... if I think they are good enough. Haha I also do some art but it’s terrible and if anyone saw it they would be blinded for life soooo... that’s probably not a good idea. Haha

I’m starting this blog because I have quite a lonely life and I want to feel like I’m relating to at least someone. And possibly make new friends on here. I don’t know what’s going to happen sooo you should stick around to see. 😉

Thats all for now.

-G