Hi! Im Muriel and generallyrefer to myself as Dollmaker on this blog! Running this sideblog to explore a new aesthetic, gather inspo for ocs, and get over my fear of porcelain dolls! Nice to meet you :D! ♡Info ab the dollmaker (me haha)- I use she/her pronouns but generally fine with any and im bi! I'm a minor and I'm working up to go into healthcare in college. I lean towards gothic on my day to day life and general aesthetic but I want to incorporate more 'doll'esce clothing and accessories in my apparel ♡ Dollmaker may post art from time to time! Mostly personal of herself but may also post ocs
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#dollmaker reblog#HOUGH#The yearning#It is Fierce this morning#Dc#harleen quinzel#harley quinn#poison ivy#pamela isley#Bestie sit down and let me femsplain the entirety of dc lore to you i swear itll be fun
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Babes wake up Im getting the urge to make fake accounts so i can stalk peoples private instas and tiktoks and my mom is encouraging me
#dollmaker speaks#Head in hands i am my mothers daughter#She taught me how to stalk people online from a very eaely age so slay ig#Her: And this is how you look up any criminal records they have#Me: A CORE MEMORY
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Dollie speedruns becoming someones discomfort person any%
#dollmaker speaks#It was an old friend i havent seen in a while#And now im a lot more crass and mean when i wanna be#And with friends I follow the same rules in my house#I.e unless its in a polite manner dont talk ab politics or religion#And she tried to surprise surprise talk ab both#So it was fun reminding her that im no longer the pushover she knew me as
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Me, holding a gun to my brain: TELL ME WHY WERE LIKE THIS YOU ORGANIC PEICE OF SHIT
My brain: hmmm,, as an empath I can sense youre upset,, why not obsessively stalk your fmaily members and friends to give yourself a feeling of control?
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Uh oh its the time of the year again where i start obsessively craving a romantic partner whoopsie daisy!!
#dollmaker speaks#Like girl we are socially awkward#And only have like two guy friends#One isnt evem attracted to us#And the other is so Mentally Fucked and had a crush in like 6th grade#So he doesnt have good standarda#CALM YA TITS
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Shout out to the very obviously drunk off his ass guy outside of walmart that lost his SHIT (in a good way) when he saw my platforms sksnssksn
#dollmaker speaks#Made me feel better ngl#He also very excitedly showed me and my mom his thumb that had stitches in it like :D!!!#It was very endearing wkanakanan
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Local mute victorian child meets his half brother and immediately calls him a slur and nothing else
#lucius game#What do you mean this isnt how their first meeting went#The idea of this little child going up to this man calling him a fag and then beating the shit outa him is funny to me#dollmaker speaks#Babes wake up Dollie has a new hyperfixation#lucius wagner
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OHHH LMAOOOO another input of Dollie complains ab her father but ontop of semi adopting that other girl he also helped his friends son move to college when he didnt even help my brother and he threw a sweet 16 for the same friends daughter when he didnt even talk to me on my 16th!! Wahoo!!! Yippe!!! I love being seen as lesser by my father!!! I love being thrown away the second im not living up to his ideals!!!
Him: Am i that much of a bad father?
My, holding a list of traumatic memories: do you want it alphabetical or by date?
#dollmaker speaks#I!! Love!! Life!!! /sarc#Bipolar girlblogger has a emotionally absent father nothing new
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Girls im this [] close to joining random ass discords and the like just to get attention bc holy shit
#dollmaker speaks#More like Dollie loses her fucking mind#Slamming my head against a wall idc at this point all my friends are ignoring me and mh doc stopped me off on of my vital mental meds#So im a teensy tiny bit silly rn#Going a bit goofy#Usually im overly cautious#But ngl may just say fuck it#Will i get hit on my creepy middle aged men? Will i bag myself a creepy obsessive boy? Who knows!!! Well see!!!#Bipolar personality disorder#Mainly just tagging that bc this manic episode is Sponsored by the funky groovy bipolarism#My mom wants me to get to a point where im quote on quote healed enough to stop all my meds but jfc i dont think this shit will ever stop#Head in hands sobbing
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Yall think yall got it bad my own birth father (unofficially) adopted one of his past students as his daughter when i was in 6th grade and i spent the entire time up until i left to stay with my mom full time (second half of freshman year) being compared to her and him and his wife constantly giving her attention and praising her
Ontop of that they both constantly guilt tripped me by saying that they have their students saying they want them as parents
#dollmaker speaks#Pov Dollie has severe issues with being the Other Woman but in a platonic daughter way#My birth father and his wife are hs teachers (well he was hes now a middle school teach) and i stg i still have ptsd from them telling me#That their students want them as parents sooooo badly so i should just be grateful#As if she isnt the reason why i have anorex and hes the reason why im so fucked up mentally#They also went to her wedding :)) And i didnt even get a happy 15th birthday the first year i went to my mom full time :))#Theyd also constantly have her and her then financee over and i was always made to stay in my room until dinner :))#Me after spilling my guts to my therapist: anyway haha sox that was probably too much im so sorry#My therapist: tails wtf face
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Fuck usual daydreaming scenarios am i the only one that has daydreamed ab being the only person left on earth so i can go to my fav stores and not have to pay for anything
Hell even like a kinda scenario that i read in a book once (forgot the name, it was boring lmao) where few people have access to the inbetween day of Wednesday and Thursday where its just them so you could realistically go ham goddamn wild if you so wished
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Apart from me losing my shit last post i would like to update yall that ive successfully cracked into my old phone and christ goddamn above i am so glad i took a year and a half to just be ME away from irl school

#dollmaker speaks#Me looking at me last year hating everything that made me me: cringe anyway#On my hands and knees apologizing to everyone that knew me then bc holy SHIT it was definitely a time
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Wake up girlie I am Once Again complaining ab the sexualization of feminity in the current era and the bastardization of girlhood and womanhood
#dollmaker speaks#Gonna do this in tags bc i know id get cruisifed by the more sensitive users of tumblr for GASP having a dissenting opinion#And its easier to hide in tags bc ive found that descreases being witchhunted and digitally crucified#But bro im going to Fucking Scream#Call me intolerant but i stg i hate how sexualized and bastardized being a woman or a girl has become in these past few years#Ive ranted in the past ab my hatred for divent men sexualizing girlhood#And other such things following that line of thought#But i stg#I essentially see it on twitter of sex pests parading around pretending to be teen girls or children just bc of their fetish#And god fucking forbid you say anything bc it seems in this day and age you fucking criticize ANYONE#Oh some sex pest is talking ab sexual fantasies involving children? oh youre being soooooo mean shes just reclaiming her girlhood!!#When said quote on quote girl is a middle aged men in fetish gear and shitty plastic surgery to go along with their sexual fantasy-#Of what they THINK a woman is#Or christ forbid you dress masculine in this day and age bc suddenly you have 20 going on 50 looking rats telling you what a great men youd#Make when in actuality you just enjoy dressing masculine or hell if youre like me grew up on a ranch#Dont even get me fucking STARTED on being a teen girl on the internet right now#Alongside the usual shit like EDs body shaming bc of course its appropriate to shame girls but not skinwalkers ans other shit girls face#NOW you have boys ypur age coming up to you (if your experience is anything like mine) and asking for girl advice#Bc god forbid youre just a causal cross dresser or a femboy in this day and age NOOOO you tots have to be a UwU tots girly girl!!#Ugh im just so pissed off today and i stg next boy i see even attempting that shit (bc apparently im a fucking magnet for these degens)#Im immediately turning off my filter and calling them every slur in the book and making them regret even givin in to their delusions#Dollie turns off her filter and screams ab shit thatd get her crucified in this day and age
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Nothing will ever feed my ego as much as this one girl i was kinda friends with getting a white cat after i cut her off
(for context i have two white cats who she ADORED)
#dollmaker speaks#I do a little haha hoho to myself whenever some1 sends me her storys#My main way of expressing friendship is sending pics of my cats bc i love them and ik they cheer up other ppl#So i do find it a little bit funni#Also still not over her own MOTHER dying her hair like my moms#conclusion- its hilarious to me when others try to copy me bc at the end theyre always copying a personality not actually me#Bipolar personality disorder does go kinda hard sometimes ngl
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I love how the whole tumblr sphere (ig thats what its called) of girlblogging, the coquette aesthetic, and the other tags involved are seen as so hostile to people who just get /get it/
Its genuinely really nice having a space that isnt infested with shit you usually see on twitter or insta-
Idk just having a sphere where the struggles of growing up as a girl are understood is just really fucking nice idk
#dollmaker speaks#Dollie is a teensy tiny bit emotional in this chillis 2nite#Idk its hitting that time of year where my seasonal depression hits hard lmao
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Christ sometimes i AM the techgirl stereotype im fucking around with one of my old phones truing to get it to work after messing with some coding but i live in florida so its hot as hell so im doing it in nothing but boyshorts and a bra while my hair is wrapped up bc im dying the tips atm
Only points of the stereotype i defy is that im cis, i hate the feeling of getting dirty, and that im not a furry but honestly at this point the bar is so low i think satan is using it as a stripper pole ala lil nas x
#dollmaker speaks#Head in hands i am such a stereotype sometimes#My mom peeked in bc she heard me drop some of my tools and just saw me cuss them out aoakakka#I need to take my birth control and my lexapro but both of them combined makes me sleepy SO IM HOLDING OFF HHHH
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Hmmg i wanna draw but i also wanna sleep but i need to do schoolwork but i also wanr to rearrange my room BUT I ALSO WANT TO SEW BUT I ALSO-
#dollmaker speaks#Dollie has too many thoughts and not enough energy hhh#Good news my bleach job is almost all the way done!!! Im almost back to my normal blondeness lmao#Honestly idk why ppl pay 100 buckaroos for a prof. To do their hair when you can do it at home and have a lot more fun
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