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You Were Never Lovelier (1942) dir. William A. Seiter

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I had this feeling suddenly. I get this feeling a lot, but I don’t know if there’s one word for it. It’s not nervous or sad or even lonely. It’s all of that, and then a bit more. The feeling is I don’t belong here. I don’t know how I got here, and I don’t know how long I can stay before everyone else realizes that I am an impostor. I am a fraud. I’ve gotten this feeling nearly everywhere I have ever been in my life. There’s nothing you can do about it except drink some water and hope that it subsides. Or you can leave.

I’m lonely. What kind of loneliness? Every kind. I feel disconnected. Abandoned. As always. Repetition. So what, my love? So what? At first, I just wanted to run away. Now I have no where else to run to, nothing to run from. I don’t belong anywhere, I don’t want to go anywhere, I just want to be happy.

(1) Czeslaw Milosz, New and Collected Poems: 1931-2001 (2) Leila Sales, This Song Will Save Your Life (3) Daniela Fischerová, Fingers Pointing Somewhere Else (4) Wisława Szymborska, tr. by Clare Cavanagh and Stanisław Barańczak, from “The Railroad Station”, Map: Collected and Last Poems (5) Daul Kim (6) Sarah Kay, from “The Paradox”, No Matter the Wreckage

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Damage (1992) dir. Louis Malle

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The Lure (2015) dir. Agnieszka Smoczynska

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Romance? Listen. Peace is a whole lot more to me than any romance.

JOAN CRAWFORD as Crystal Allen in THE WOMEN (1939) dir. George Cukor

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Barbra Streisand and Robert Redford in THE WAY WE WERE | 1973 dir. Sydney Pollack

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period typical handjobs

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MISS CONGENIALITY (2000) dir. Donald Petrie

@lgbtqcreators creator bingo | comfort

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Frank O’Hara, from “Biotherm (for Bill Berkson)”

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Anne Michaels, from "Infinite Gradation," originally published in October 2017

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CHAPPELL ROAN Pink Pony Club on Saturday Night Live

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Mary Oliver, "Blue Iris." Devotions

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ms angelou i will never get over this

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Rivers and Tides: Andy Goldsworthy Working with Time (Thomas Riedelsheimer, 2001)

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FRANKIE AND JOHNNY (1991) dir. Garry Marshall AL PACINO as Johnny & MICHELLE PFEIFFER as Frankie

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Duelle (Jacques Rivette, 1976)

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“at least one” is doing a lot of heavy lifting here.