whatdreams-aremadeof

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so… i wasn’t just “fat” … I’m pregnant… (don’t want to be, personal choice, I’m not ready) but damn that’s why i went up 10 pounds out of nowhere!!

I thought I was just a pig. Lol.

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Why am I always thinking about food?

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Saw photos of me from two years ago, TWO! I was 20 pounds less, yet I felt fat, but I was so skinny! I cannot get back to that mindset, I used to restrict myself so well, spit back food I didn’t wanna swallow and just eat like once a day… WHERE DID THAT GIRL GO?! She was so confident, even if she felt fat she knew she was 10 pounds less than she was in 2021, my goal was 120, I was 132… now I’m 155, I wanna disappear.

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WHY THE FCK DO I KEEP ON OPENING MY MOUTH TO EAT?!?!?!!!!!!? I HAVE GAINED WEIGHT I AM THE FATTEST THAT I’VE EVER BEEN

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Oh to be skinny and not have to be hyper aware of how your body looks 24/7

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The struggle of wanting to be skinny but not wanting to lose ass is real.

I want to have a nice ass..

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One of the worst feelinge ever is when you finish eating something you shouldnt, and you enter on tumblr, i feel so guilty

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I don't want to live as a fat person anymore

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If they can do it you can to 💕

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i cant even kms because in the afterlife i still will be fat 💀💀

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U

DON’T

NEED

FOOD :)

( but u need to drink some water )

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reasons to keep going 🩷

- imagine when christmas comes and all your sweaters are huge on you, your leggings shape all your hard work for everyone to see, and your family tells you how different you look since the last time they saw you.

- all those clothes in the back of your closet that look ugly now are going to look beautiful so so soon if you just keep going.

- imagine seeing your bones by halloween. you’ll finally be able to wear that costume you’ve always been to big for.

- you won’t have to be the bigger friend, now you’re just as or even skinner than them.

- after all this hard work and pain it will finally be worth it and you’ll finally realize why you’re doing this.

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you can always be thinner, look better. you can always be thinner, look better. you can always be thinner, look better. you can always be thinner, look better. you can always be thinner, look better.

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Getting compliments on your body & weight loss feels SO fucking good. And when you realize they’re complimenting you bc they must’ve noticed you were bigger before, it’s just more of a reason to keep getting smaller & smaller.

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i wish i could rip every ounce of my skin off my body, i am so gross.

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i wanna be the skinny bitch of the friend group so bad

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just a reminder that consistency gives results <3