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[watermelonfaerie]

reblogging to save a reader's eyes.

after almost decade of using AO3, i have just found out that you can put it on dark mode.

NO MORE BEING BLINDED BY FICS

edit: in case you didn’t see the comments, i’ve made a post about how to do this

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I've got nothing new to say that's not already been said. So all I am going to say is if you've got to doxx people to win, you've proven your inefficacy and losing ideology, and you will never be able to recover from that.

Good fucking job proving you're invariably wrong. Not even the people you go through so much effort for can defend you, and there's nothing more embarrassing than that.

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alright guys. you win!! you fucking win!! dropping my entire address down to my apartment & building number and my government deadname in my inbox when i have zero irl social media accounts did the trick!!!

i'm taking a fucking break. a bald white man is not worth putting up with this kind of fucking disgusting behavior. doxxing people is not cool!!! idk why people can't seem to get this thru their heads and thick skulls but doxxing people over fictional characters and ai fanfiction is genuinely insane. i have no clue who sent it nor do i think anything will actually come out of it so i'm not going to be throwing accusations around.

but man did this throw me thru a fucking loop.

im leaving this untagged because i don't want pity i don't want attention i just want to make my stance on doxxing very fucking clear and let anyone who wonders (if anyone wonders jfc this is a very small blog!!!!) where i am or why i'm going radio silent. touching grass for the next however long will be sure to do me some good. it would do a lot of you guys some good as well. im not leaving for good (won't give anyone that kind of satisfaction when i have stuck it out this long already) but i have adult things to do and need to focus on that. jfc. smooches or whatever.

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His pout <3

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I MISSED HIM I love how expressive he is <3

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THIS-! THIS HURTS! MY BABY EIKE LAVELLAN JUST FORCED TO PICK UP THE PIECES-

The fact that the Inquisitor can be the only protagonist to survive the franchise makes me feel things.

The herald of Andraste. The hero of Thedas. The Inquisitor. The survivor.

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MY DARLING tell me about your favorite scene you have written for your dreadrook fic so far RN RN😋🩷

HI POOKIE!!!

My favorite scene so far honestly is when Solas was patching up Rook. He was so contemplative and focus. Its easily one of these scenes you can sit it and feel the motions imo.

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omg please I'll answer anything about my stories for real

Reblog if you write fic and people can inbox you random-ass questions about your stories, itemized number lists be damned.

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You initially calling out the use of AI in Solasmancer fanfiction and fandom in general and how it can harm real people is admirable but the fact that you run the same circles on Tumblr and Reddit with someone who’s a confirmed Trump supporter renders your points as somewhat moot. If you’re going to take a stand against the harm of AI, at least do it consistently.

you know what? yeah dude. this is very valid criticism and thank you for bringing it to me so i can tell you all that the last fucking thing i will be accused of is willingly associating with a trump supporter.

before you read the screenshots provided below: the redacted people haven't given me permission to post any of this, hence my redacting them. it's also important that you know they were arguing against me for the sake of being politically unbiased in their decision, which is something i deeply disagree with (clearly) but which doesn't mean they were defending the trump supporting. they were not. that person is no longer in our space.

i was being a cunt bc i was hurt and angry. everyone in this chat has since then kissed and made up bc we all have the same stance at the end of the day, we just disagreed on how to handle it.

anyway, there you have it. i/we am/are not okay with running in the same circles as a trump supporter. this is perhaps the only accusation that has genuinely offended me (besides that my legal first name is fucking leon) but i'm grateful to be called out on it so i can make my stance clear. <33

[watermelonfaerie]

You initially calling out the use of AI in Solasmancer fanfiction and fandom in general and how it can harm real people is admirable but the fact that you run the same circles on Tumblr and Reddit with someone who’s a confirmed Trump supporter renders your points as somewhat moot. If you’re going to take a stand against the harm of AI, at least do it consistently.

you know what? yeah dude. this is very valid criticism and thank you for bringing it to me so i can tell you all that the last fucking thing i will be accused of is willingly associating with a trump supporter.

before you read the screenshots provided below: the redacted people haven't given me permission to post any of this, hence my redacting them. it's also important that you know they were arguing against me for the sake of being politically unbiased in their decision, which is something i deeply disagree with (clearly) but which doesn't mean they were defending the trump supporting. they were not. that person is no longer in our space.

i was being a cunt bc i was hurt and angry. everyone in this chat has since then kissed and made up bc we all have the same stance at the end of the day, we just disagreed on how to handle it.

anyway, there you have it. i/we am/are not okay with running in the same circles as a trump supporter. this is perhaps the only accusation that has genuinely offended me (besides that my legal first name is fucking leon) but i'm grateful to be called out on it so i can make my stance clear. <33

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EIKE AND MY ROOK ON THE BIG SCREEN WOOT!!!

Some Dragon Age ocs!

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@booksncatsworld

@virenasalin

I’m still working on these so I’ll keep posting as and when they’re done. If you missed it, procreate lost my work on these so I had to salvage them from the sketches I posted here a bit ago. I have a bunch sketched though 😊

(Let me know if I missed anything important)

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people using generative ai to write fanfiction for them is CRAZY. stay up until four in the morning hopping back and forth between your pinterest boards, a random synonyms website, and google docs where you’re stuck in the middle of a sentence deciding whether to refer to a character by their name or hair colour as the lord intended.

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Chapter 6 of Out Foxing The Wolf

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62091520/chapters/162339457

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Remember Cailou?

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I am not a baby

I am sensitive.

I wear my heart on my sleeve.

You will see the tears in my eyes and the flush on my cheeks.

My hands will tremble.

My breath will catch, hiccup and shake.

My voice will quiver, wobble, and quake.

I've looked death in its face, and without fear, I've greeted them gently.

And im not ashamed.

At least I'm feeling.

At least im existing.

At least I'm affecting

But you dont get to believe for a smidgen you're causing.

This is MY capacity.

This is my windstorm.

This is my fury.

This is my sea of saline.

This is my rain.

This is my sun.

You may have given me cause to draw the weapon- but make absolutely no mistake - I pull the trigger.

I put my show on full display

Not because you deserve it

Not because you want it

Not because Ive lost control.

I'm a meteor shower.

I'm a shooting star.

I'm a fucking diamond.

Not in the rough. Not in progress.

I escaped the pressure I was birthed under.

I was mined and unearthed.

I have been cut-

Ive been sliced-

Branded and put under a magnifying glass displaying my worth.

And you are not the appraiser.

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This is your writer rite of passage

chatgpt is the coward's way out. if you have a paper due in 40 minutes you should be chugging six energy drinks, blasting frantic circus music so loud you shatter an eardrum, and typing the most dogshit essay mankind has ever seen with your own carpel tunnel laden hands