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COMEBACK

My last post was year 2020. I'm glad I survived 4 years of my unstable crappy life. And I have to come back here at Tumblr to remind myself that year 2024 is a blast for me and God blessed me so much this year. I am now a Team Leader. I was able to buy a condo unit together with my sister. I no longer get hospitalized. I managed my alcohol intake. I can now buy what I crave whenever I wanted to. I took my whole family on a 4 days vacation out of town trip. I got lucky and I found my soulmate and my husband to be.

HOW ABOUT YOU? What are you doing now?

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Remember the talking cat?

Rick has witnessed infinite lifetimes of the worst things imaginable but the sickest most crippling thing imaginable isn't fantasy, its what humans to do other humans. 

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Never lose yourself.

I decided not to be weak from this day forward. These painful nights is draining me out and I have a hard time smiling for days now without preventing myself to break down and cry. They always say, never regret anything you chose in life because in the first place that was the thing you wanted, but it is not that I wanted it at first that I never regret. It is because, I accept my failures no matter how heartbreaking it is. The best thing is that I never lose myself even though it is really tough.

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Oh, cool.

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Meet my fam, yo! :)

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Tyrion, when drinking.

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when you want it “animated”.

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“One runs the risk of weeping a little, if one lets himself be tamed.”

― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince

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*So it bothers me that this scene is not included in the “remastered version” which obviously my “most-awaited-scene” in the arena. :3

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Be Strong.

Not all things happen in your favor. Things will go on their own ways there were meant to be. And when I say things, it is a kind of fate you have no power with. One thing I have learned is that we always have one choice to begin and to end with. It is to be strong no matter how things break you or destroy you. It is to be strong no matter how things drastically change you. It is to be strong no matter how things damage your soul. It is always you who choose to BE STRONG, NO MATTER WHAT.

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Sun still rises in the morning.

You may drown yourself in tears at night or you may cried your heart out. You may suffer silently in pain or you may break your soul a million times. And that is completely fine. You’ll get pass to it and you’ll learn to live more as time goes by. One day, you’ll see, how strong you were those nights. Where you chose to live more instead of dying helplessly.

And it is the best feeling, trust me.

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There is this day of your life where you feel so numb. It is like you are clueless for a long period of time and you yourself is unaware. You get to see these flaws out of the blue and you’ll feel so terrible. Your heart is pounding and your mind is like inside a maze. It is a feeling where your soul left you and everything is black and white. It is vague. You have this deep emotion growing inside of you and at the same time you are getting this shallow fears. You go back in time where in you know what to do but then you end up messing up these things you have planned to. It is kind of a self-reflection where in you wish you never exist.

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‘Sometimes we get so wrapped up in getting what we want, that we forget to ask ourselves why we wanted it in the first place. ‘

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Here’s your positive scripting.

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THAT COURAGE! 

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How strong do you think you are? Is it when you’re looking up at the blue sky or when you’re just staring at the night city lights?

How strong do you think you are? Is it when you keep all these things inside or when you let it flow with all your heart? How strong do you think you are? Is it when you pour a cup of coffee or you grab a bottle of beer?

How strong do you think you are? Is it when you smile the brightest or you let your tears fall down?

How strong do you think you are? Is it when you keep moving or when you just suddenly stop?