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ANNIKA VORONOVA

patron saint of horror

you're the patron saint of the dawning moment of realization. the patron saint of comprehension, maybe. the patron saint of understanding. the patron saint of knowing exactly what's going to happen. of seeing clearly. of not being able to look away.

ABBEY JUNE FOSTER

patron saint of relics

patron saint of remembering. patron saint of holding something close. patron saint of holding on for too long. for a saint, a relic is often a part of the body, kept for some physical memento of their holiness. they are all in your hands, now: does it feel like remembrance? does it feel sanctified? are the dust and blood as precious as they're supposed to be?

JACK BOSHAW (🤢)

patron saint of houses

but not of homes. only the shells of what keeps us enclosed. houses can be decorated or well-built or crumbling or haunted but only a home can truly be warm; you are the patron saint of that lack.

OZ CLANCY

patron saint of bones

patron saint of frameworks. of structures. of solidity. patron saint of things that break. patron saint of things that are left behind. the bones survive long after the body, the building: what is there left for them, when the rest has gone? what do bones do, with nothing to hold around them? who holds the bones?

MADELINE FOSTER

patron saint of silence

you are the patron saint of empty spaces, cavernous rooms, moments that last for days. for some people, the emptiness is horrible, something that they need to fill: you, its patron, try to search within it for peace. there is nothing there. there is never anything there. even the emptiness is not a presence of its own. the only thing there is you.

ZACHARY “WAR PIG” WILDE

patron saint of martyrs

the patron saint of those who died to be like you. maybe you died to be like them too: but at the end of it, you weren't like them. patron saint of tragedy. saint of saints. it's you who holds the hands of the holy dead, and you who has to answer: what do they do if they regretted it?

ESTER ‘BULLET’ WILDE

patron saint of lost faith

patron saint of leaving it by the roadside. patron saint of it slipping out of your fingers. patron saint of searching and searching. patron saint of yearning for it back. patron saint of scraping your fingers down to the bone trying to hold onto it. patron saint of losing it anyway. saint of lost faith. not the saint of getting it back.

LINDSAY ADESINA

patron saint of heartbreak

not of comfort. not of condolences. there is a heart and there is a fissure, a fracture, something that starts to splinter and break open. you're the patron saint of the way a heart is rent open. the way it tears itself apart. patron saint of the rift. patron saint of the gash. when they say to "open your heart" to somebody, you are the patron saint of bleeding out.

SAINT TRICHE (🤢)

patron saint of obsession

patron saint of devotion. of dedication. of passion. of everything you won't call it, in the spaces between. patron saint of holding tight to it until it bleeds. patron saint of pushing it too far. patron saint of staring into the sun until you're blind. patron saint of gazing onto beauty until you can't see anything anymore.

Tagging: @cynicvice (im gonna touch you), @imagoddamnonionmason @alypink @eccentrcks @agentredops @justasmolbard and anyone else who wants to do it!

making my ocs the patron saints of something | link tagged by: @lilywatt & @cloudofbutterflies92

patron saint of heartbreak - not of comfort. not of condolences. there is a heart and there is a fissure, a fracture, something that starts to splinter and break open. you're the patron saint of the way a heart is rent open. the way it tears itself apart. patron saint of the rift. patron saint of the gash. when they say to "open your heart" to somebody, you are the patron saint of bleeding out.

patron saint of creation - patron saint of explosions. patron saint of More. patron saint of something new entirely, something unfamiliar, something you can't recognize. was frankenstein's monster an abomination or had his like just never been seen before? you're the patron saint of all those new, beautiful things. you're the patron saint of the monsters, too.

tag list (in/out): @cloudofbutterflies92 @florbelles @sweet-samnang @killerspinal @inafieldofdaisies @la-grosse-patate @justasmolbard @deeptrashwitch @socially-awkward-skeleton @alypink @pathologictwo @imogenkol @strafethesesinners @mutantthedark @starcrossedspirit @josephseedismyfather @sirensmaw @thosewhowrite @adelaidedrubman @walder-138 @carlosoliveiraa @theelderhazelnut @shallow-gravy @jackiesarch @simplegenius042 @devil-kindred @nightwingshero @aceghosts @d-esmond @thedeadthree @cassietrn @voidika @auricfog @katsigian

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Thank you girlie

Hi my friends! I am both interested about my moots and need a fun distraction in my life right now. That means a tag game>:3 MWAHHAHAH those who get tagged are invited to answer there questions below ⬇️ I’ll start!

Go to Pinterest and Search:

1. Color of your phone case + aesthetic

2. Fave animal + aesthetic

3. Name + core

4. Favorite movie + aesthetic

5. Name of favorite song + aesthetic

6. Your birth month + core

Tags!: @gunnrblze @lemonqii @bellspun @spicelold @milkteaarttime @imagoddamnonionmason

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fixations are so weird. like yeah I could totally like this normally but no I've gotta be a freak about it

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Reblog to give prev a fucking break holy shit y’all

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Hahahahaha so I got back into DBD and has to bring back to life my old OC, Tessa Grey - listen, Danny might not be the best person but he has a certain…. Charm to him.

I have a story planned and a whole boat load of shit for Tessa to go through, both trial wise and just in general traversing fog-life.

Let’s just say, the entity has its eye on her and for reasons she’d prefer not to have associated with her.

Can she keep a hold of her sanity? Enough to remain a survivor like the friends she has come to make?

Or will the fog consume her?

I know the answers, but you’ll have to wait a little longer to find out!

Anyway, these are the face claims I have for these two to help be visualise drawing etc.

Florence Pugh and Finn Wittrock

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"You looks like someone who appreciate luxury and finesse... and edge."

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Sevati "Sev" Dumas, Call of Duty Black Ops 6

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A fragile man

I played bo6 recently! Have you watched the new plot? I like felix very much 🥰 He is really cute.

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Hello dear, take your time with this, I know finding the energy to write can be tough, so there is absolutely no pressure to answer this ask straight away. I'm just putting these here as food for thought, something to chew on! <3 remember to take care of yourself!

For Annika:

🎲 - Biological parents

👑 - Person who raised your OC and/or was important during their formative years

🐾 - Pets (if she doesn't have one, then answer as if she could what kind of pet would she have)

For Zach and Ester:

💋 - First kiss

🌹 - First relationship

💔 - Exes

Like I say, take your time, there's no rush at all <3

Hey Goose! Thank you so much for the ask and the message ❤️- I’ve had a random burst of motivation so hopefully I can type this out before it ends up dying away!

🎲- Supposedly (ifykyk) Annika’s biological parents were Marina Ilyinichna Kucherova and Nikolai Mikhailovich Vublevski. Her mother was one of Nikolai’s informants in the KGB; they had no bond or emotional connection and were simply just two people who banged and had Annika.

Marina told Nikolai to either handle the kid or she’d rat him out. Whether that entailed killing it or whatever the fuck else, Marina didn’t care. Annika’s existence had ruined her life apparently; the pregnancy had been very difficult and caused irreversible harm to her body.

Nikolai didn’t wanna get everything he worked for shat on, so he took the wretched thing. Annika screamed and cried all the time and Nikolai had no clue what she wanted; he’d never wanted to become a father, never had any siblings or really known anyone with kids.

With how much she got on Nikolai’s nerves, Annika’s shocked he didn’t wind up killing her.

👑- The person who “raised” Annika during her formative years, and the only adult she had a positive experience with, wound up being her first kill.

There were several people who ‘raised’ Annika as a child. None of them stuck around long enough or really cared too much about her; she was more of a nuisance/chore girl for them. They’d tell her to sneak drugs, weapons, etc past police to get her out of their way. Nobody would suspect a child to be carrying all that shit, right?

For context: the organization that Nikolai ran was funded by the CIA and MI6, as he was trying to overthrow the Soviet government.

When Annika was about 6/7, MI6 sent someone to go in undercover. Former Special Forces guy, a father of 4. She knew very little about him, just that he was called Petr. That wasn’t his real name, but Annika never learned what his real name was. She didn’t see him as frequently as she should’ve, but ‘Petr’ genuinely cared for her. He planned on taking Annika to the UK to get the fuck away from Nikolai and those disgusting individuals he let his daughter be around.

‘Petr’ got too attached to Annika. He started slipping and screwing up his mission. Helping Nikolai, while he’s treating his daughter like less than a worm filled him with guilt every time he looked at either of them. So he fumbled. I haven’t thought about how yet, but bro dropped the ball.

When Nikolai found out about his status as a spy, the relationship he formed with the US and UK governments went out the window. Knowing how close Annika was to the man, he decided to use this situation as a lesson. She was 9, and with Nikolai’s hands keeping her steady, she put a bullet in Petr’s head as he kneeled in front of her.

🐾- Annika loves all animals. Dogs, cats, raccoons, lizards, bugs, leeches; she thinks they all deserve comfort and love. She doesn’t prefer any kind of pet over another, and if you gave her any pet, she’d happily take it. However, due to ‘work’, Annika doesn’t want to keep any pets, as she thinks she’ll end up neglecting them or if she dies on a mission there will be nobody to take care of them.

Honestly, if Annika was capable of living a good life, she would definitely be either a veterinarian or work at an animal shelter.

💋- Ester’s first kiss was after a show. It was with her fellow bandmate and the lead singer. He was way too old for her (17 and 29 😬), but she thought she was hot shit when they kissed for the first time. More information on this shit fest coming soon.

🌹- It was the guy I just mentioned. He ended up ruining her life, which caused her to join the Marines.

Ester was desperate for the approval of an older man since her dad died, and she found it difficult to find it in a healthy way. But that creep love bombed the shit out of her and she ate it all up. Praised Ester’s ability on the drums, gave her money, and spoiled her with gifts.

She started putting everything aside for the bastard. Her grades started slipping and she pushed away her real friends.

Ester ended up clocking that guy in the jaw when he kept trying to initiate sex with her despite her saying no. She realized the guy wanted her as a groupie and not an actual partner, and left the band on the spot.

This all lead up to her joining the Marines. Ester thought everyone hated her, she was “too stupid” for college, so… she shaved off all her hair and followed after Zach.

💔- The first guy and Philip Graves. Her relationship with Graves wasn’t serious, and she noticed she was slipping into her old habits again, so they mutually broke up. There’s no bad blood between them.

She also had a lot of flings with both men and women until she got the scars, but none of them meant anything.

💋- Zach’s first kiss was between him and a girl in his class back in high school. He was really bad at it apparently so she never wanted to do it again. Safe to say he got better, Steph can vouch for that 😉

🌹- Zach’s first relationship was with another soldier named Maxine Cain. They were in love with each other; they were even engaged, planning on getting married when their contracts expired with the Marines.

Cain was in Ester’s platoon, and the two meet after Ester decided Zach needed to start seeing women. He had no rizz, she had no rizz, they belonged together so she set the two up. They clicked almost immediately and the rest was history.

They were together for a long time, though they occasionally broke up due to work.

💔- Cain was the only person Zach was with before Steph.

She was killed by the Taliban. Her full body was never recovered, but Zach ended up finding her head and some of her limbs.

She is his most frequent and least hostile hallucination.

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An official drawing of Adler’s ex wife, and biological mother of Phillip Graves^_^!!!

Her name is ‘Fia Elena Graves’ and she is actually the Director of the CIA. Adler would get hallucinations of her when he underwent MkUltra tests, and brainwashing..

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BOCW OC: OSCAR ‘WOLF’ YAMAHA

GENERAL INFORMATION/MAIN INFORMATION

Name: Oscar Yamaha

Alias(es): Battle and Wolf

Nicknames: Big Dog and Yams

Nationality: American

Date of Birth: April 15, 1930

Birthplace: Boston, Massachusetts, USA

Affiliations: US Army (formerly), US Army Special Forces (formerly), CIA

Ranks: Corporal (formerly), Sergeant (formerly), Paramilitary Operations Officer

Gender: Male

Pronouns: He/Him

Sexuality: Heterosexual

Marital Status: Married

Status: Unknown

Religion: Catholic

Height: 6’8”

Weight: 250 lbs

Build: Stocky

Hair Color: Jet-Black

Eye Color: Light Gray

Skin Tone: Porcelain

Native Languages Spoken: English, Italian, and Japanese

Other Languages Spoken: German (intermediate) and Russian (intermediate)

Recognizable Marks: Cauliflower ears, broken nose, scar on his left eyebrow, tattoos on his arms, back, and chest

RELATIONSHIPS

Father: Calogero Battaglia

Mother: Kiyoko Yamaha

Brother: Oliver Yamaha

Sister: Donna Yamaha

Brother: Dennis Yamaha

Daughter: Alvise Nethel Morose

Daughter: Valerie Elena Foster-Yamaha

Step-Son: Waylon Davis

Step-Daughter: Lorelei Marie Davis

Former Lover: Adeline Rosales

Former Lover: Barbara Jones

Current Lover: Abbey June Foster ( @walder-138 )

Friend: Ramiro Bautista-Morose

APPEARANCE & PERSONALITY

Physical Description:

Oscar is a middle-aged man of mixed race, but he takes after his Italian father more than his Japanese mother in terms of appearance. His unintentionally intimidating presence is because of his towering height of 6'8". His skin is nearly as pale as snow, but tans beautifully to an olive tone in the sun. He sports a disconnected undercut, slicked back with precision, and his facial features are sharp and rugged, reflecting the tough life he’s lived. He has meticulously groomed thick eyebrows with a prominent scar on his left eyebrow, a broken nose, cauliflower ears, and full lips that are always in a subtle frown, concealing sharp canine teeth that form a charming yet frightening smile. Despite his clean-shaven face, Oscar has a hairy chest and abdomen, creating a stark contrast that complements his masculine appearance. His arms, back, and chest are heavily adorned with black and red ink tattoos, each telling its own significant story.

Personality Type (MBTI): ISTJ-T

On the surface, Oscar is a highly rational individual who prioritizes facts over feelings. He is known for his composed demeanor, straightforward communication style, and unfiltered honesty. Whenever challenges arise, Oscar is the leading man people turn to for dependable solutions. He embodies introversion, embraces traditional values, and profoundly respects structure. While his traits serve him well in his professional life, his occasional insensitivity, and stubbornness can present challenges in his interactions with others in a casual setting.

BACKSTORY/BIOGRAPHY

Early Life:

Oscar Yamaha, along with his identical twin Oliver Yamaha, was born on April 15, 1930. He is the second son and the second oldest among his four siblings. His father is a second-generation Italian-American police officer, and his mother is a first-generation Japanese woman who was a devoted housewife. Oscar is known for being the most dominant and misunderstood child in the family. He was raised in North End, Boston, Massachusetts. Given his father's occupation and willingness to accept bribes from rising mobsters in exchange for overlooking their unlawful operations, their standard of living was relatively comfortable compared to that of their neighbors during the Great Depression.

However, when Oscar was twelve years old, President Franklin D. Roosevelt issued Executive Order 9066, which ended in the unjust incarceration of Japanese citizens in America. As a result, Oscar spent most of his formative years in internment until the conclusion of World War II. This harrowing experience marked the beginning of a series of traumatic events that ultimately led to his decision to enlist in the US Army.

Military Career:

1948

Framed for his twin brother's death, Oscar didn't think twice to seek refuge in the US Army. At just eighteen years old, he enlisted and never looked back. In his first year, he underwent boot camp outside of his home state and was later stationed as an active-duty infantry soldier in the next state. During this time, Oscar made the most of any opportunity the Army presented to him before being deployed to participate in the Korean War.

Korean War

When the Korean War broke out and the US got involved, Oscar was sent overseas to join the frontlines, where he faced off against Chinese and North Korean forces, aiding South Korean troops. Ignoring the warnings from other soldiers back home about the true nature of war, this experience became a harsh reality check for Oscar. Oscar eventually found strength with the help of a fellow soldier, Ramiro Bautista-Morose, who later became his closest friend on the battlefield. Oscar endured three grueling years of combat, periodically returning to the US for recovery before being redeployed to the war zone. After escalating tensions, increasing casualties, and dwindling supplies, Oscar and every other American soldier were ordered to retreat in mid-July 1953.

Vietnam War

Oscar made the courageous decision to enlist in the US Army Special Forces and pursue the prestigious title of a Green Beret. Following rigorous training, he successfully graduated and was officially inducted into the Special Forces. In the initial years of his service, he dedicated himself to training and adapting to the demands of his new role as a Weapons Sergeant. Oscar undertook temporary tours of duty in Vietnam, providing vital support to allied forces. As time passed, he transitioned to longer and more demanding deployments in the conflict-ridden country, where he used his skills in conventional and unconventional warfare in small unit infantry operations. For a decade, he was deeply involved in the Vietnam War, remaining committed until his unit's departure in early March 1971.

Cold War

It took Oscar a year after his early retirement from the US Army Special Forces to be recruited by the CIA. After training and evaluation, he worked with multiple CIA officers as a Paramilitary Operations Officer, Jason Hudson being the main officer he’s worked more with. Because of his connections with Hudson and his effectiveness on missions, Hudson didn't hesitate to involve Oscar in the NATO crew to help track down Perseus. Now, in 1981, Oscar is a distinct member of Adler's crew, moving in and out due to his involvement in other operations connected to this one.

MISC./TRIVIA

Oscar was misdiagnosed with Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), but his diagnosis was later changed to [Quiet] Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD).

Oscar's grave voice and thick Italian-Boston accent makes it challenging for others to comprehend him. At times, his rapid speech delivery and assertive tone can lead others to mistakenly believe that he is upset. [voice claim: x]

Oscar had the opportunity to marry and start a family, he's fortunate enough to have two biological children and two step children.

Oscar dedicated a total of twenty-three years of service to the DOD before transitioning to the CIA. He spent ten years as an infantryman in the US Army, followed by thirteen years in the US Army Special Forces as a Weapons Sergeant.

Oscar's usual attire consists of casual clothing in understated colors. An example of his typical outfit includes a fitted, short-sleeved black t-shirt paired with black pleated pants. He completes the look with matching combat boots. [example: x]

Oscar isn't much of a muscle car enthusiast, but he can admit to admiring their appearance. He eventually purchased himself a black with white stripes 1970 Chevrolet Chevelle SS 454 LS6, and takes great pride in owning and maintaining the vehicle.

Oscar is not picky or greedy about food. He has a big appetite and enjoys sharing his food with others.

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has your oc ever gone to jail?

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One of life's greatest joys, I think, is passing an AU back and forth with your friends and making it progressively hornier and more fucked up

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The Indian Runner (1991)

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"Use their blood as your paint, their bodies as your new canvas and hang your new masterpiece with their guts"

I'll try to post a bit more...

I love this fandom so much but I'm still stupidly shy to show things or even my oc