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Happy Birthday, Annika!

It’s our birthday today, and as a gift Annika’s allowed to be normal for the day! Completely normal, no issues or anything. Honest.

This is from an AU where she grew up in America, joined the army, then the CIA. Meet Nicole “Nikki” Wells!

(there’s three of them)

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I tell ya girl, these AUs are driving me CRAZY

WHY DID WE HAVE TO MAKE THIS SO FUCKING SAD 😭😭😭

Annika/Nikki watching as she has to deal with the consequences of Keith’s actions for the billionth AU in a row:

You know you’re having a good AU planning session when you’re both screaming in Capslock

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Jack Boshaw, belongs to @walder-138

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‘Fia Elena Graves’ aka ‘Russell Adler’s ex-wife’

Full Name: Fia Elena Graves

Nickname: Fia

Born: May 3, 1944

Age: 30s/50s (depending on the timeline)

Nationality: American

Family:

• Father: Texan rancher and military veteran (Swiss descent)

• Mother: Member of the wealthy Sinclair family of Louisiana (French descent)

• Ex-Husband: Russell Adler

• Son: Phillip Graves

Occupation: Director of the CIA

Physical Appearance:

• Height: 1.82m (6’0”)

• Build: Soft, plush, feminine

• Hair: Long, light blonde hair reaching her hips

• Eyes: Deep ocean blue

• Skin Tone: Light

• Notable Features: Graceful and elegant, with a presence that commands attention. Her height gives her a striking presence, but she carries it effortlessly, exuding confidence and strength.

Personality:

Fia Elena Graves is a woman of contrasts—refined yet tough, poised yet quick-witted. She combines the elegance of her mother’s aristocratic background with the toughness and loyalty of her father’s ranching, military heritage. While she is an intelligent and calculating strategist, Fia is also deeply caring, especially when it comes to her family. She’s both a loving mother and a powerful, driven leader, rising to the position of CIA Director despite the obstacles in her path.

• Strengths: Fia’s intelligence, resourcefulness, and charm make her an effective leader and strategist. She can adapt to almost any situation and will go to great lengths to protect those she loves.

• Weaknesses: Though emotionally strong, Fia’s sarcasm and dry humor can sometimes create barriers between her and others. Her difficult relationship with her ex-husband Adler still lingers in her heart, complicating her emotional well-being.

• Flaws: Fia’s stubbornness can sometimes lead to making tough decisions without fully considering the consequences. Her tendency to keep people at arm’s length sometimes isolates her when she needs support the most.

Background:

Fia’s upbringing was shaped by two powerful family influences: her mother’s wealthy Louisiana aristocracy and her father’s rugged Texas ranching roots. On her mother’s side, Fia was immersed in old-money privilege and French culture, but it was her father’s side—Swiss-descended, military veterans, and hardworking ranchers—that truly shaped her worldview. Growing up amidst these two worlds gave Fia a sense of independence and adaptability, learning the delicate balance between power, status, and family.

Her parents’ divorce when Fia was just 4 years old left a mark on her. She grew up closer to her father’s side of the family, spending holidays on the Texas ranch and developing a deep love for the land and hard work. However, she would also spend summers with her mother’s side, learning to navigate high society and the expectations that came with being a Sinclair.

Fia’s brilliance led her to join the CIA, where she rose through the ranks quickly. Her sharp mind and ability to read people helped her make difficult decisions, including her eventual rise to the role of CIA Director. Though she faced immense pressure in this role, she always prioritized her family, even if it meant making hard choices.

CIA Career:

CIA Director (1981 - Present):

After years of rising through the ranks of the CIA, Fia became the CIA Director in 1981. Known for her strategic brilliance and ruthlessness when necessary, she oversees the CIA’s operations, making high-stakes decisions in the intelligence community and ensuring the security of the United States in a turbulent geopolitical landscape.

Chief of Operations, CIA (1975 - 1981):

Before becoming Director, Fia served as Chief of Operations, managing covert operations, counterintelligence, and field agents. This role allowed her to sharpen her skills in espionage and intelligence gathering. Her leadership in this position was instrumental in several key intelligence operations.

Senior Intelligence Analyst, CIA (1970 - 1975):

Fia began her career in the CIA as a Senior Intelligence Analyst, working on high-level data analysis and political intelligence. This early role in her career was critical in developing her analytical mind and keen instincts, which would later serve her as Director.

Military Training:

Fia received extensive military training from her father’s side of the family. Growing up in a household with military veterans, she was taught how to handle firearms, perform basic tactical maneuvers, and survive in hostile environments. This training proved invaluable when she was recruited into the CIA and served as a major asset during field operations, though her role now largely involves intelligence and strategic oversight.

Languages:

• English (Fluent)

• French (Fluent)

• German (Fluent)

• Spanish (Fluent)

• Russian (Fluent)

Fia’s multilingual skills are a significant asset in her role at the CIA, enabling her to communicate effectively in multiple regions and with diverse intelligence sources across the globe.

Relationships:

• Russell Adler: Fia’s ex-husband, with whom she shared a complicated yet passionate history. Their marriage was marked by love and conflict, and despite their divorce, there remains an emotional bond between them, though both have moved on in their own ways. Adler remains a key figure in Fia’s life, particularly for the sake of their son, Phillip.

• Phillip Graves: Fia’s son. Despite the challenges in her personal life, Fia remains a fiercely protective and loving mother. Her relationship with Phillip is one of her deepest sources of strength, and she is determined to give him a better life than she had.

Notable Traits:

• Southern Charm and Wit: Fia has a sophisticated charm that makes her appear at ease in both high-society settings and more down-to-earth environments. Her sharp wit and dry sense of humor often catch people off guard.

• Emotionally Complex: Though she presents herself as confident and unflappable, Fia harbors deep emotional complexities from her upbringing, her failed marriage, and the difficult choices she’s had to make in her career.

• Loyal and Protective: Her love for her family, especially her son Phillip, is her guiding force. Fia will go to any lengths to protect the people she cares about, even if it means making hard decisions or sacrificing her own happiness.

Trivia:

• Bilingual: Fia speaks five languages fluently—English, French, German, Spanish, and Russian—thanks to her diverse upbringing and training within the CIA.

• Rancher’s Daughter: While she has the elegance of her mother’s side of the family, Fia inherited the hardworking nature of her father’s ranching family. She’s no stranger to hard work and understands the value of loyalty and family.

• Tough as Nails: Though she carries herself with grace and poise, Fia’s upbringing made her strong-willed and incredibly tough when it counts, capable of handling dangerous situations with intelligence and calm.

Appearance:

Fia’s long blonde hair, deep ocean-blue eyes, and tall, elegant frame give her an almost ethereal presence, but one that is paired with a quiet, unyielding strength. Her style can vary from the sophisticated elegance learned from her mother’s side of the family to the rugged yet graceful demeanor from her father’s ranching roots. No matter what she wears, Fia exudes confidence and intelligence, making her a striking figure in any room.

Here’s a drawing of her:

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For any relocated TikTok users

you can say sex and kill its fine

If you don't have a profile picture people will assume you're a bot

theres barely an algorithm, if you want to see cool shit reblog things instead of just liking them

follower count doesnt matter

tumblr fame gets you one thing and it is Yelled At

no one knows what the fuck the nsfw policy is

block anyone that annoys you even a little bit

And most importantly:

post cringe

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OC Ask game time

1) Will your OC get married and with who?

2) Will they have any children? What are their names?

3) When is your OC’s birthday or what is their zodiac sign if you haven’t picked a date yet? Answer both if you wish.

4) What color or colors do you most associate with your OC?

5) Any animals you most associate with your OC?

6) Any flowers you associate with your OC?

7) Does your OC have a favorite and least favorite food?

8) Greatest strength and greatest flaw about your OC?

9) What is your OC’s greatest wish/dream/goals?

10) Does your OC have a family tree? Who are their immediate and extended family if you created ones?

11) What actor or voice actor do you see best playing as your OC?

12) Favorite movie or tv show or musical or book for your OC? Or all? (Don’t worry I understand setting is important for this question so only answer what applies)

13) Does your OC have a good relationship with their parents or no?

14) What about any siblings, do they have any and is their relationship good?

15) Has your OC ever fallen in love before who their intended love interest is, or is the intended love interest their first love?

16) Does your OC enjoy school or no? Did they get any education?

17) Does your OC have a pet?

18) What is your OC’s greatest fear?

19) Does your OC have any close friends?

20) What hobbies does your OC have?

21) Any embarrassing secrets your OC demands you take to the grave but you will share anyway?

22) Does your OC have a job and what is that occupation? Are they currently happy with it?

23) Is your OC religious and what religion? If it’s a fictional religion for your story please give a summary of the core teachings of their faith?

24) What kind of sleeper is your OC? Light or heavy? What side do they sleep on? Do they like to sleep over or under the covers?

25) The name you chose for your OC, why did you chose it?

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*Trying to flirt with a 40 y/o Park in black ops 6* Going through menopause all by yourself gorgeous?

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One day you think: I want to die. And then you think, very quietly, actually I want a coffee. I want a nap. A sandwich. A book. And I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friends, I want to sit in the sun. I want a cleaner room, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else, I want to live.

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i deserve a gold star for being so sweet and nice and not killing

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I notice that you been liking some of my post, thank you I really appreciate it. 💜💙🩵

Anytime! You’re a very supportive person in the community and I see how you are with other people; you seem like a very lovely person! You’re always commenting on other people’s post and you’re always complimenting them. I’d love to get to know you more <3

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D.H. Lawrence, from "The Plumbed Serpent" in The Complete Works

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reminder to all 14-19 year olds girls. that grown man does not like you. you are a victim

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HIHI LOVE.

Can I have Oz HCs? 👁️👁️ anything, i miss him so much 😭❤️

ALY OMG HI ITS BEEN SO LONG TYSM FOR THE ASK!!!!! I miss Oz too, bro’s been haunting my mind since I’ve gotten Jar of Flies on vinyl 😭

Let’s hop right into it!

1) Oz actually only got the chance to listen to Facelift, Sap, and Dirt before he died, however, if he was able to make it to Tripod that’d definitely be his favorite album. However, in canon, Dirt is his favorite album of all time. He never got the chance to listen to Jar of Flies.

His favorite songs off of each album are as follows:

Facelift: Real Thing or Love, Hate, Love

Sap: Got Me Wrong

Dirt: Dirt or Would?

JOF: Don’t Follow or I Stay Away

Tripod or Self-titled: Grind or Nothin’ Song

BGWTB: Check My Brain

2) Speaking of music, Oz would be the type of person to quiz ANYONE wearing a band shirt of their music knowledge. Doesn’t matter who you are or how old you are, he WILL ask you to name five songs. If you can’t, he’ll call you a poser.

He got better, if he was younger he would’ve definitely ripped it off.

3) Oz makes a lot of… questionable jokes towards all of his friends. He will make the most graphic sex joke towards a man, the proceed to walk off like nothings happened. He’s straight. 100%, no questions asked, but the shit he says to his friends would make you question his sexuality.

His worst enemy is HR.

4) The reason Oz became a mechanic after being honorably discharged from the Army is cause he’s always loved tinkering with things. If he hadn’t been drafted, he could’ve been either an engineer or a football player. As much as he hated and struggled in school, he is still very smart and would’ve been capable of getting his degree, if he had the support he needed and the times were different.

5) He canonically has undiagnosed ADHD and that has impacted his entire life. Oz struggles to sit still for long periods of time, retaining information if it isn’t told to him in a straightforward way, and, combined with his PTSD, struggles to find motivation in his day to day life. His mind is constantly in overdrive, which serves as both an advantage and disadvantage in combat situations.

6) Oz has Gloria’s, his ex-girlfriend of almost 18 years on and off, name tattooed on his chest. One of his fellow soldiers ended up giving him the tattoo with pen ink and a sewing needle. It’s scratchy, sloppy, and though now it only serves as a reminder of two people he’s lost (Gloria and that soldier ended up dying), he never got rid of it.

6.5) He has a Statue of Liberty tattoo on his forearm, the Army insignia on his upper back, and a Patriots logo under his left breast. He’s got a piercing in a place where one shouldn’t have a piercing as well. It was a dare in college, do NOT ask.

7) He’s very fast; he can outrun Annika with little effort. Like bro should NOT be as fast as he is with all the shit that happened to his body. If he and his team had to rush out of a building, Oz would most likely be the first person out. Trying to walk and talk with this guy is wild.

That’s why he was the best RB in the league.

8) If he didn’t get drafted to Vietnam, and went into the NFL, I imagine he’d end up getting picked up by the Steelers. Would’ve served his career with them, then become either a high school or college football coach.

9) Oz tried to get Bell into football. He succeeded with Annika/Diana as now the two of them watch the games Oz had recorded.

Diana doesn’t know what team she’s supposed to root for so she just mirrors whatever he’s doing.

10) Though Oz became a drug addict after getting out of Vietnam, and eventually went to rehab and got better, he’s still an alcoholic and cigarette addict. He got on alcohol and cigs to try and stop his urges for the crack and morphine. Hey, he stopped the last two, but his alcoholism still impacts him.

11) He does NOT smell good bbg. He struggles to take care of himself when he isn’t in missions. His house is a mess, except for the kitchen and Jenny’s room which he makes sure he takes care of, but everything else is so cluttered and messy. Most of the time, that’s why he refuses to have visitors over and doesn’t even let Gloria or Jenny’s friends in his house.

Yet again, thank you for the ask about Oz! I’m so happy you love him as much as I do! It means a lot 🥹

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Leave people alone that have left you alone. Pretty simple.

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Father and Daughter of The Boys AU

I still want to hit Keith even though in this AU he is absolutely, 100% better than his canon version. He's such a cocky twat, just look at him!!

Nikki, or Annika (@walder-138); Keith would kill for her.

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Russell x Fia:3

Prior to 1981, when they had their divorce.