wakeupstacey

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[wakeupstacey]

Hello lovely, four long glorious and yet miserable years later. And also three new phones later. Much has happened through the four years I haven’t updated this app, so I don’t even know how it works. I’m guessing just uploading pictures? To be 28 and not know how social media works at this point seems like such a fucking conundrum. I started making personalized spell bottles, and do tarot readings. However I would like to say that I hope everyone is safe and sound during this pandemic and I offer my sincereist prayers hope the best for us all to get through this at this time. It’s hard for most of us.

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Been a long time coming...

No. I have not updated this blog. No, I have not been enjoying my time. Just, no. Thanksgiving was a bust. Food was great, but attitudes were shitty. I wish it would have never happened. I wish my mother were alive to have spent the holiday with her. Just the two of us. Rather than spend it with a jerk off, who feels its okay just to be mad when he opens his eyes in the morning. Who feels its okay to be a complete and total asshole the first holiday we have ever had at our own house. Who feels it's okay to blame all of his wrong doings and fuck ups onto me, and make me out to be a victim of his insanity. The things I go through on a daily basis, the hate I get spewed at me for nothing. The way a person justifies all of this and expects me to bow down to every whim and actually understand and forgive these action is intolerable to say the least. I'm growing apart, apart from you. I am in the wrong for this!? Explain. You say the one thing I can always expect from you is consistency, well...that's not what I want to expect. You sir, are wrong for not changing for the better part. Always staying the same miserable asshole, who "works his life away" then blames everyone around him for the poor excuse of a life you've made for your own self is wrong. Every person takes a different path in this life than you. Not one person walks the path the very same way. I am so very tired of being ridiculed for the choices I have made. I am tired of being treated poorly and being told hateful things on a daily. I am tired of you expecting me to just forgive you at the drop of a hat, when you are no longer upset. I am just tired of you. When we finally do go our separate ways, and you become one with someone else. You will then see the things I said. Then you will see the precautions and things I took for and from you. You say you "were not always like this". That may be true, but as you say "you can always change". Why haven't you!? Why are you choosing to be the ole miserable man you've become? You want me to just shut up and take the damage all the while you're breaking me down in every aspect. Soon, I will not take it. Soon, I will be gone. And soon, you will regret every word you ever said. Sincerely, A real tired woman.

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**Recap of yesterday** Yesterday I said I would finish up my blog on the events of my day but honestly never got the time. Since my son is taking a nap I will do that now. We actually did go the dump! Yay! I had only been bitching about it for 2 weeks,(lol). But yes. That gone done. I hate that we procrastinate that chore so much. Its not that we are too cheap to have local trash pick up, it is just that the dump is literally right up the road so there isn't really a point in paying for a service that you could take care of yourself. We had a excellent time grocery shopping I might say. (God my life sounds so boring lol) but seriously though, we did! I am so excited that this is the first holiday where we will be doing the cooking ourselves and enjoying it all in the comfort of our own home. I personally have never had a holiday at my own house, it has always been with other family members and such so yes needless to say I am very excited. The menu is, Baked turkey.(we bought a smaller one because, well, its just us 3 so we got a 9lb turkey) A spiral ham(yesss lawd!) I got all the things to make a green bean casserole which is just like heaven to me. I got cornbread stuffing, I have never tried that before so we'll see. And you can't have s thanksgiving without a sweet potato pie and whipped cream. And now that I am sitting here pondering things, I definitely should have grabbed a pecan pie too but damn! Oh well. I am hoping it all goes smoothly and everything turns out perfect just like it is in my head, haha. So that was my recap. Right now I am sitting in my fiance's charger...outside smoking a damn cancer stick and missing my best friend since childhood. Now that we are adults, you don't get to see friends as much because, well, most of us have families and lives to live so hang out time is not very often. I am hoping to see her this week some time. I can say this... Life is too short to spend all of your time missing people, and it's very lonely doing that as well. Most of my life is honestly full of regrets. That is what I have to look forward to is depression. This blog has just now took a turn lol. Sad but totally true. Now being the glorious age of 24/25 in February. I realize I have made so many mistakes in my lifetime and it is most definitely depressing as hell! Well... Now my cigarette is gone and I am returning inside. It is windy as fuck outside and you'll freeze your tits off if you don't have a jacket on! Goodbye all. Until next time. Stay safe& stay vigilant. My next blog will probably be based on my political views and beliefs. Most likely a rant.😁😁

[wakeupstacey]

Again, believe the media lies if you want to. Until then, I will stay alive, stay informed, and always ask questions meanwhile doing my own research!

Can’t wait for these news sites to get banned on facebook for being fake news

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So if Facebook is going to be blocking “fake news” does that mean all the news outlets that colluded with the Clinton campaign will get blocked? You know, the ones that put out fake polls giving Hillary a 98% chance of winning?

Or they’re just going to block small alternative news sites? Most of whom correctly guessed that Trump would win?

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9:32 AM. On. Saturday, November 19, year of 2016.

Its morning here folks. Been awake and up moving since 7:00AM here in the visually lovely yet mostly socially unacceptable state of North Carolina(lol). I was awoken by my 9 month old son, because well, of course the son had risen and he never sleeps in on the weekends. It is a rare occasion if he does. So, I got up only to be freezing and picked him up out of the bassinet where he lays his pretty little head at night and we ventured on into our living room. I sat him down in his bouncy chair and proceeded into the kitchen to make my small pot of daily coffee that I need to function, and then I poured me a cup of ice...yes...a cup of ice and a little bit of water. Either I have extremely low iron or just a simple addiction -either way, I love ice and I eat it all day long. After that I smoked my morning cigarette. That is an addiction I am not proud of, and am always wishing I had the willpower to quit. If I am to be completely honest here...I have never even attempted to quit. I like smoking I just hate the nasty and dangerous side effects that comes with smoking. Anywho, the first hit is always the best. Then by the end of the cigarette I had the outside cat(whom I forgot to mention in the bio) obviously wanted to be fed. I came back inside, grabbed the leash for my puppy, filled the measuring cup with cat food and headed out the door. The cat was happy. Dog was happy. I was freezing. As I came back inside, my son caught my eyes and we locked and smiled. Every morning we do this. It makes my heart melt. He had his tantrums, and moments where I just want to scream...but when I see that perfect little smile, I realize that everything I go through on a daily basis is so worth it and how I would never change a thing. I live for his smile and he knows it. Right now he is napping. He has to have a little nap every morning. If he doesn't, he is a child you simply do not want to be around(lol). He will drive you crazy because when he's ill and some what sleepy still, he yells...and whines...and yells...and whines some more. That is the part of parenthood that sucks majorly, but as I was saying the good moments always outweighs the bad. As I was writing this his father woke up and we went outside and smoked yet another cigarette. Came back inside, and within 5 minutes my son is now back awake. Which is fine, as long as he's not hostile, haha. I'm hoping our plans for today are this. Here in a few...probably after lunch. We all get appropriately dressed. Go grocery shopping for things we need. And after we get our trash together and recycling and head down the road to the dump. We do not live in the city, so we take our trash to dump which is conveniently right up the road from us. Cool, right? Haha. Its a task no one likes to do and we often procrastinate but it needs to be done and that's that! Well, it appears I have to cut this blog short. I have motherly duties I have to tend to. I also am going to go ahead and get dressed earlier than planned, can't be lazy on the weekends right? So. Yes. I shall finish writing and go over my day with the rest of tumblr later on after the day has gone by. Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. **Stay safe, and stay vigilant...always!**

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Introducing myself.

Hello world. My name would be Stacey. I am 24 years old. New to tumblr. Only reason I have even succumbed to tumblr is for the blog. For years I had a xanga(any OGs on here?) Anywho since the site shut down I have been solely looking for a new blog site and found this one. Facebook is getting less and less acceptable and I can't truly express myself through that social media outlet because people are ignorant morons who think you are shaming all the time or starting petty pointless fights when one expressing opinions. So. With that being said, I'm here and I am here to stay! I am a mother to two children. A little girl and a little boy. Ages 4, and 9 months old. I live in the country and I have never been into bigger cities at all in my life expect traveling to myrtle beach for fuck sake. I am learning to accept my docile life and take it as is. I am an animal owner. An all black cat (except for one little patch of white on chest), named Vinny. I have a little jack Russell terrier mix named Molly. I am also in a very serious relationship with my children's father whom I love very very dearly. We have been together for 3 years and hoping for many more together. We have built so much together in this relationship and we have our own home which I an very thankful for. I would actually just like to brag on him for a minute if I may, he is very talented and so hard working. He has done to majority of my tattoos for me. He has drawn multiple portraits of myself and our daughter. He simply takes care of us and in this generation of fellas, I couldn't possibly ask for a better one. Some quick facts about myself: I have had snake bites since I was in 5th grade, and I did them myself. I have 14 tattoos, and everyday I think of a new one I would like to have. I lost my mother 4 years ago. That what the hardest thing in the world on me and to this day I am still experiencing complicated grief from her death. I love to write. I read tarot. I love magic. I love cats and owls the most. I have went through the battles of addiction. I have a quick temper, in real life NOT on the internet. On the internet I try to get along with everyone. I AM ADDICTED TO ANIMAL PRINT **FAUX ONLY** LEOPARD, CHEETAH, GIRAFFE, ZEBRA PRINT😍😍 I EVEN LIKE SNAKE PRINT(LOL). I wear glasses every 4-5 days out of the week. I like to bake goodies! And if I could have had any career, I would have been photographer and traveled the world to be honest Anyways, I plan on posting videos and audio every once in a while. I'm be to tumblr so I do not yet know the works. Be patient Be kind. And stay vigilant!!!

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When all the world comes to an end, and we travel to the next universe. You are the only thing I will never have any regrets, and for the rest of time, you shall travel by my side. My life has never been more compete and you are what makes my days worth surviving. My dear son, know...that I will go to the end of all depths and go through every single obstacle just to make you're life on earth worth while and the best that it can possibly be, my dear.