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my brother started calling our cat "doobie brother" which he then lengthened to "dubious brother" and has since morphed into "brother dubious" like he's some sort of fucked up little monk

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lol he felt bad that i ordered these nail wraps like little nail polish things and they never fricken came so j insisted he take me back to dollar general cause id found some like that there once and i couldnt stop thinking about em lolls so we went there today after work to get some and some of our fav grinders and shakes hehh and i ate my whole thing! and the shake gave me life. we should get our own ones next time lolss.

i finally found a nice cotton quilt for the living rm, ive been looking for one all year! its even like a queen or king size and it was on sale for 15$! usually theyre 30-70$ so i thought id never find one!

i better try going to sleep cause i said id try to sleep earlier but then i gave up and slept til noon today :p little by little.

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honestlyy pc wass hard lols butt .. i think that was probably also where there were moments i was the most whats the word vibrant : open, loved, loving, curious, brave, worked the hardest, was most myself and doing things i cared most about - and im afraid its the most vibrant ill ever be

would probs not do that kind of thing again

but i know a lot of my life i was too anxious to really lean into anything or excel at much. but at least i had that brief year or so when i did feel like i was doing the most that i could be capable of for once even if it was brief and even if i dont have another period where i feel capable like that again

i think thats what i was looking for when i went there, to feel belonging and like i can do stuff. ill find small ways to do those again some how in my life in the future hopefully.

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yeah if id meet myself id really like her xDgood thing!

yea i think i come off as kinda needy and insecure maybe to some people or look incapable when stuck from worrying about what to do

but im gentle and thoughtful before i act and like to have musings and talk about nonsense because its funny. impish, secretly stubborn and secretly opinionated on all kinds of minutiae, dry?/surprisingly blunt humor, curious, sleepy, shy easily, many feelings, open, silly, easily loving

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ykno the thing about poetry is that 99% of it is bullshit and the other 1% will cut you like a material knife, and for every person that 1% is a different section of the whole. this is probably true about all art.

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kitchen ghosts

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fav snacks

hersheys cookies n cream popcorn its just the right amount of sweet

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The Fourth Wall: A Rare View of Famous European Theater Auditoriums Photographed from the Stage

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yea maybe ill just write little stories here too right now cause at least i dont have to look at the screen much then cause my eyes hurt but maybe itll give me somethin cool to look back at and read later when i read it

i was reading a post where ppl listed soft stories of ppls softness :

hah ive been texting pop little funny things that happen at work cause i like to make jomes to my custoes or coworkers so he always asks me did u make any good jokes today lol so i tell him these then he says so did they laugh lols?!! XD

some of these wont be the coolest stories but just tiny details and stuff i thought i wanted to write down?

my hairs been gettin different these last few years it used to be so big i didnt know what to do w it lol but bow its like flat ? But shiny at least ! Idk if its cause i wash it kess but even when i shampoo teo days in a row it looks like that still so maybe ill see what happens if i shampoo even more times lols vause like a fee years ago it had nice character heh.

its funny theres just a couple ppl who work in the back w me at work and a frw ppl cycle through and some dont speak eng but wanna learn so in the mirning they ask dif words and phrases in eng to practice then in afternoon one of their coworkers always wants to talk to em but only tries in eng lool and then the spanish ones practice their new greetings on this coworker xD and the coworker keeps tryina bond and tell em jokess in eng but even i cant translate them or know the word for joke even lool so we’re goin round and round tryinn dif things to connect and learn lmao but no one really understands each other lol xD so we just go round and round like 😅*tries to tell joke💁🏻‍♀️*miming violently trying to explain it* all of us again 😅👀🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️..##good chat guyss xD🤷🏻‍♀️😅😅

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Craft stores are just like "can I interest you in some...objects? some items? would you like some things?" and every time I'm like Oooh I love objects and items and things!