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In my feelings VOLUME one is BACK IN STOCK!! Via the link on my bio. Xoxo https://www.instagram.com/p/B6onSGCldmF/?igshid=fdgjws3tgmtw

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(Obasi Shaw)

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(Rell The Soundbender)

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#Brokenflowers is out everywhere - ONLY through my site do they come signed for a limited time. (link is on my bio) #rmdrake

Remember friends, all Valentine’s day orders must be in by Feb 1st to secure arrival.

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I’m the kind of person who likes to be by himself. To put a finer point on it, I’m the type of person who doesn’t find it painful to be alone. I find spending an hour or two every day running alone, not speaking to anyone, as well as four or five hours alone at my desk, to be neither difficult nor boring. I’ve had this tendency ever since I was young, when, given a choice, I much preferred reading books on my own or concentrating on listening to music over being with someone else. I could always think of things to do by myself.

Haruki Murakami, What I Talk About When I Talk About Running (via psych-facts)

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I don’t want her to resent me from preventing her from enjoying the 20′s. She should be able to live freely and experience all the joys of being a young adult.

I want to be a part of her forming memories, but I can’t do that without going against my own beliefs. Maybe what’s holding me back is her, and maybe what’s holding her back is me. 

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I need to find a new way. I can’t relapse again.

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I think we got this Asian wedding thing down. Bring on the Heinekens! (at Sun Kong Restaurant)

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Dinner #1. 😋

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Guess who took me out for dinner and cheesecake tonight? 😍 (at The Cheesecake Factory)

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I think it’s fate to meet someone who lives a parallel life. Last night, I spoke with a woman who has undergone struggle and trauma, but is persevering through it. She is so motivated and positive. The events and experiences in her life have driven her to pursue her dreams and become the strongest version of herself - physically and mentally. I truly admire that.

When she described her healing process, I felt this strong connection that I don’t often feel with others. I sympathized with her. I noticed that she never labeled herself as a “victim,” but explained that “shit happens like this more often than people think. It’s a fucked up place, but we make it out alive; we make it out stronger than expected, and that the biggest fuck you that you can give to them.” What a fucking bad ass.

-- But real talk, I am not expert in this. What I have to say

To the Woman I Spoke With Last Night:

It isn’t over. You and I will never be done with the pain and flashbacks of the occurrences. We will mentally return to those moments. We will feel the fear and shock that we once did. We will get scared. We will react. It’s okay.

Don’t give up. I promise that for each time one hits rock bottom, a blessing will come after. It sounds like a load of bullshit, but I believe it. The past cannot be left behind, but a brighter future is ahead. I am not a speaker. I will not discus your problems with you, but I am here. I am with you, even if it is mentally. My spirit will always be channeling positive vibes when you need.

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Doing Zach's 21st right. #proudofyou (at Conor Larkins Grill & Tap)

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When you go full time and @teanutt takes you out to celebrate. (at Lolita Cocina & Tequila Bar (Boston))