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can I just say? calories are a fucking JOKE I can eat two- TWO- granola bars and have that equal 500kcals. ThAT’s AN ATROCITY. THOSE FUCKERS GIVE ME NOTHING. N O T H I N G. ANd yet it’s 500kcals??? the audacity.  

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⚠︎︎꧁𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒐꧂⚠︎︎

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30 day thinspo challenge ✨

day 3: your thinspiration; what features do you like about this person?

here are 3 of my favorite thinspos 💗 i have some that are less famous but i feel a little weird posting them like this lol

rachel is obviously perfect. she has that perfect skinny 90’s body i’ve always wanted and looks good in everything. she’s just so small and cute and everyone loves her obviously.

legspo!!! sydney sweeney has zero cellulite or bumps, just one of those perky butts that transitions to her thighs perfectly. i’d kill to have thighs like hers.

i’ve idolized cher since i was a kid. hair, makeup, outfits, always effortlessly perfect. she has many problems but being thin and attractive is never one of them. i’ve always wanted to be like that.

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that moment when someone on tiktok comments “yea i used to be fat but then i lost a lot of weight, people treated me like comedic relief when i was big now i’m treated like an ‘actual girl’” and ur in bed eating burger king and suddenly ur ed be like

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its like i feel so guilty about it, like seeing people outside happy wearing dresses that are showing their thighs.. i feel like i can’t do that. the scars are too dark and it’s hideous. that’s another reason why i want to lose weight honestly, maybe if i lose some weight the scars won’t be as noticeable anymore.

The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...

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Is it weird that I feel like everyone I talk to hates me? Like idk why but I just do. Like i have literally one friend and I feel like I just annoy everyone and that everyone secretly hates me. I know it sounds dumb but I genuinely think everyone hates me. Like is it because I hate myself so deeply that i feel like everyone else feels the same towards me ? Like is something wrong with me? I always feel like I'm the problem like im what's wrong like I'll always be unwanted like a waste of space....which sadly wouldn't be surprising

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crying while im on the toilet!!!!!!!! 😳😍👊🏻🥰😔👍🏻🤪😘🤨😌✊🏻🥺🥵😡😢😣😊🔪🐥

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im in so much pain. i just wanna go for a walk

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i have such a bad headache its insane. today has been shit. ate a lot then cried and i just hate every aspect of myself, not even just my body. everything about me sucks

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as im falling back into my eating disorder, im discovering so many new things about it. its so much different than before. so much worse. i used to be proud of eating 300-800 calories. now that amount seems like too much. i know it isnt. but some part of me just wont let me eat sometimes. and everytime i do eat, no matter what it is, i regret it so much. ive eaten 160 calories today. im currently thinking about how i can burn those off. im also gonna try to do a 48 hour fast. this all is so much more obsessive than i remember. and it feels so good. before, i was miserable and exhausted everyday from eating so little. now i am energized and i feel almost euphoric. ive started to enjoy the sensations of being hungry. i sleep all day to avoid eating. i purge anything over 300 calories. i dump the food my dad gets me out the window. i do workouts until i physically am too exhausted to move. i feel amazing. i cannot wait until im thin. i feel like i dont have a real eating disorder unless im thin (that logic only applies to me). and im not thin. so its not an issue. is it weird im not even a little bit worried about it? this is the hardest a relapse has ever hit me. and im so excited to see how much i'll be able to lose.

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took a video of myself, looked at my back for the 387226th time... and yet, i still hate the sight more than the last time 😍👍🏻

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❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚

Binge free december

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Reblog to lose 10-20lbs for Xmas ✨🌲🎅

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hii all of this applies to me ! i’m 5’3

HI

i need an ana buddie.

reblog if 3 of these apply to you!

-you’re 15-18

- you live with your parents

-you DONT workout

-your around 5foot 5-8 inch

-you like music

-willing to fast with me!

that’s all!! thanks ❤️

stay safe

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Magic weight loss spell!

🌜Like to charge🌛

🖤 Reblog to cast 🖤

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Workouts You Can Do In Bed

To Get Rid Of The “Are You Pregnant?” Belly :

20 crunches

35 sit ups

10 full body crunches

50 crisscrosses

10 wide leg cross sit ups

20 leg raises

To Get Rid Of The Jello Like Thighs :

100 pillow squeezes

30 side leg lifts (Each side)

To Get That Bubble Butt :

40 butt bridges

25 lying kick backs (Each side)

50 clam lifts (Each side)

20 forward kicks (Each side)

30 knee tucks (Each side)

There is literally no reason why you shouldn’t be doing these workouts ESPECIALLY if you’re in bed. You can do this! You reach that UGW

Made by: ThisIsAnaMyFriend

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Send me some meanspo/sweetspo!

Alternatively, reblog this if you want meanspo/sweetspo in your inbox (from anyone)!

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literally all of this except my sw is 150-160 and i wanna weigh between 95-120lbs depending on how i feel

I need a friend :( reblog if you are 3 or more of these!!

you are 13-16 years old

you want to lose weight

you still live with your parents

your starting weight is around 115-130 lbs

you want to weigh around 95-105 lbs

you're lonely like me :')

you want someone to talk to :/

if you want, you can dm me, but I will most likely do it first if you reblog this! (not me obvi :( ⬇)