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[villianking]

You show the slightest compassion for another human being

And it is suddenly the worst thing in the world

Fuck you all.

I swear to god.

I'm so fucking angry. At everyone and everything. Fuck you fuck you fuck you FUCK YOU!

WHY don't I care? I'll tell you fucking why. It's not because something's wrong with ME. It's because it's all YOU! I don't care because the way that I have been treated is not okay. I'm angry at everyone who calls themselves a friend to me. I never do half the shit y'all do back to me. Does no one ever think about feelings anymore? No one?!!!! I'm done being forgiving. I deadass just don't fucking care. Yeah sure, maybe I'll look back later and be like " What a shame. Miss this person. Had good times" but that'll be it. I probably won't come back to you, I probably won't make an effort to fix things. Y'all want to treat people like shit then do it, but I'm not having it anymore. Tired of pushing things to the side. Cut me the fuck off!!!!! Fuck your anger. Fuck whatever youre feeling towards me. I'm the one who's fucking angry. I've reached out to many people I once cared about, still do cause that's my fuckin' heart, but I won't show it anymore. I've reached out, and the effort I've gotten back is 0 to nothing. Ridiculous. I just laugh. I can't help but laugh.

So go ahead, in the words of ELHAE

" As usual, I end up with the loss. Hear the knock on the door, make it quick, cut me off"

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I slip a little note, it just says "Forever"

Afterwards I'll remember the word I chose.

I'll remember the desperation with which I wrote it.

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I'm pathetic right now. I'm tired, but I'm reading this book. But I'm also thinking about you, and how I wish you fucking cared. I'm pathetic, it's pathetic. I want to be loved.

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I'm high again and I'm chill soo chill

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The End.

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Raise

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It burns

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Things, things, things..etc.

This is why I need those things. Not want, need.

To be dependent on things is both the best,

and the worst.

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This cannot take her If of herself she will not love Nothing will make her The devil take her.

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hey sweet girl why're you out here doin that? come with me

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One year later, we are in

He leaned in. I hugged him, “Thanks for the night” He laughs and mutters something under his breath. I laugh too. “What is it?” He looks forward, smiling. “Nothing.” My heart is beating a million times per second. He wanted to kiss me. He wanted to kiss me. I say his name. He looks at me. It’s beating, it’s beating so loud I can hear it through out my body. I caress my hands around his face And then I do it. 5 seconds later I am stumbling out and dropping my things. He is looking towards the dark road ahead, with a smile. “You.. ! Y-you ruined my life!”, I stuttered. I slammed the door. And then I ran.

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3:24 AM

I don't sleep at a decent time anymore.