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Had a staff meeting tonight for a new business I am helping my friend start. Despite it not being my business, it has been occupying a lot of my headspace. Stress is feeling heavy and it’s hard not to show it on my face. But I have to be strong because I have someone leaning on me.

Sometimes I feel like I create most of my problems.

That life would be easier if I was the Labrador, smiling, tail wagging, and plays well with strangers.

But instead I am the Shepherd, hackles up, growling under my breath—vigilant from a safe distance until I learn you.

Everyone loves the Labrador. Not everyone understands the Shepherd.

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Feeling dialed back tonight. Had a conversation with a friend. She cried. I admit I’ve been a little cold lately—need to step out of myself and realize that everyone is going through some shit too... Life has been so overwhelming. I can’t project myself on other people and expect them to have the same heart and mind as me.

I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to talk to people. Something I definitely want to get better at.

But despite the self loathing, I am feeling especially grateful for the people in my life. Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve them. (:

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I can get used to this view.

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Feeling good. Out turquoise in my hair last night and loving it! Jammed a few fingers playing b-ball. Got some blisters on my feet from b-ball and working out. Excited to try out my paddle board, maybe tomorrow!

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My paddleboard finally came in!

Also found a good deal on a kickass vest. Can’t believe how sold out everyone is, I got lucky last minute.

I’m so excited for the exploring and adventures to come. Where should I go first? (:

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Started a workout challenge tonight! Two weeks of Alexis Ren’s 10 minute ab workout EVERY DAY. *Also sips 3rd caramel macchiato of the weekend Wish me luck! 

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