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So, for a while now (over the summer) my parents have been making me go on walks with them really early in the morning. Which honestly wouldn't be a problem if I didn't have bad sleeping problems. I have to go on these walks because my parents say I'm out of shape, which basically means "fat" in their language. The path that goes around the park is about 3.5 miles. I walked all of it at first. I wanted to change it up, so I started walking a different route. Although it was a shorter distance. Today while in the car on the way back my mom starts saying that I'm doing less, and I am being lazy, so I say ok and roll my eyes, because I'm proud of the work I've been doing. My dad sees it and starts yelling at me saying I can't go on walks with them anymore because they don't like "my attitude" I mean I'm sure they would've loved to have spent their summers not sleeping in. Which I know I'm complaining about, but the worst part is after I was forced to say sorry to my mom for literally no reason my dad gets mad again since he doesn't consider it a good enough apology. He says that I'm going to start paying my insurance which is a little above $300 a month which I had already been having to pay him $100 a month before so he ups it all the way and says I should pay rent to and then he took my phone. I am 18 about to go to college! I was supposed to go see my friends since we moved away but now that I don't have my phone, I don't have a map to get there. I could barely keep up with gas and $100 for insurance before with a job. Right now, since we moved, I don't even have one yet, I only have an interview and it's for a coffee shop which I doubt will be that high paying but is the only job reaching back out to me and that is close to campus. I've spent a majority of my graduation money on dorm stuff already, so I barely have anything. I don't think I'll be able to balance a social life, school, and now having to work 24/7. I just don't know what to do. I've cried a lot today and cut myself which is the first time in a while. I've got to stop eating so at least they stop calling me "fat".

What should I do?

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Well I finally made an account. Never thought I would, but here we are. I guess I really wanted to say "Hi", and that I'm excited to be joining such a fun platform. So please be nice when/if I post and spread love not hate!:)

Thanks, Anastasia