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SAY THE GIRL RAN FROM RUIN.   IND. TRACY STEWART FROM MTV’S TEEN WOLF. STUDIED BY CJ. PREVIOUSLY VENOMCLAWS.   SAY THE GIRL WAS THE RUIN.

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SAY THE GIRL RAN FROM RUIN.   IND. TRACY STEWART FROM MTV’S TEEN WOLF. STUDIED BY CJ. PREVIOUSLY VENOMCLAWS.   SAY THE GIRL WAS THE RUIN.

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SAY THE GIRL RAN FROM RUIN.   IND. TRACY STEWART FROM MTV’S TEEN WOLF. STUDIED BY CJ. PREVIOUSLY VENOMCLAWS.   SAY THE GIRL WAS THE RUIN.

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i’m moving tracy to a new blog @kanimal     

i’ve had this blog for over 2 years straight now,     and i’ve developed her so much to the point where i’ve really gotten away from my ideas of her when i first started this blog,     so i want a fresh start to finally break away from all of that.    i’ll be continuing all my current threads over on that blog,     so if you have a reply for me,    pls tag @kanimal on the post!   

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i’m moving tracy to a new blog @kanimal     

i’ve had this blog for over 2 years straight now,     and i’ve developed her so much to the point where i’ve really gotten away from my ideas of her when i first started this blog,     so i want a fresh start to finally break away from all of that.    i’ll be continuing all my current threads over on that blog,     so if you have a reply for me,    pls tag @kanimal on the post!   

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i’m moving tracy to a new blog @kanimal     

i’ve had this blog for over 2 years straight now,     and i’ve developed her so much to the point where i’ve really gotten away from my ideas of her when i first started this blog,     so i want a fresh start to finally break away from all of that.    i’ll be continuing all my current threads over on that blog,     so if you have a reply for me,    pls tag @kanimal on the post!   

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i’m moving tracy to a new blog @kanimal     

i’ve had this blog for over 2 years straight now,     and i’ve developed her so much to the point where i’ve really gotten away from my ideas of her when i first started this blog,     so i want a fresh start to finally break away from all of that.    i’ll be continuing all my current threads over on that blog,     so if you have a reply for me,    pls tag @kanimal on the post!   

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🦎 THEO. 

theo has been FOCUSED on a video game for a while now,     too caught up in what he’s doing.         it’s why he only offered her a greeting,     not looking over to her as she returned.        (   why should he expect to be greeted with something so DIFFERENT about her?   )         it isn’t until she says something that requires his gaze to turn to her that he does,      eyes falling on the sweater first for a moment.        ❝    that’s mi—–    ❞        SHOCK cuts him off as he catches sights of the change in her:     the hair that she has CHOPPED OFF.        theo falls silent, pausing the game and resting back in his seat as he simply STARES.         lips part and curve up just the slightest bit.        it’s different on her,     certainly, but that is extremely far from a bad thing.        it looks beautiful on her,     but for now,     he’s confused.        WHY the sudden change?        ❝    —–     what the hell did you do to your hair?    ❞       the words are followed with a chuckle to show it’s not a negative response.        his smile grows and he won’t say it yet,     but the look in his eyes is clear    —–     HE LOVES IT.

fingers slowly allow the sweater to drop from her grip as he finally turns around.       she’s holding her breath,     too caught up in her own head as she wonders what he’s going to say to this.       teeth tug on her bottom lip,       her eyes looking down at the floor as her weight shifts between feet.       ❝   i   ——    cut it.    ❞          that’s obvious,     but she doesn’t know what else to say about it yet   ——    at least,     not in the right way.       she finally lets out the breath she’s been holding as he smiles,     her eyes looking back to his as she shrugs.       ❝  we’re about to start a NEW part of our lives,    so   .   .  .      i thought maybe a change would be good.        maybe  .  .   .     it was time for me to get rid of the messy hair,  ❞       she notes.       the messy hair that often acted as her own built in shield from everyone else.     it’s not there to be her safety net anymore.      at least,     not as well as it used to.       ❝   you’re not saying anything,   ❞     she notes.       ❝   you have to say something.   ❞

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🦎 perfectevil. 

❝    yeah,    i am impatient,     but this is the kind of shit that happens when i don’t make progress fast enough,     ❞     he points out.        ❝    this is only encouraging it,    tracy.    ❞         theo just wants to be FIXED.       eyes open,     finding some relief in her words.        ❝    —–    i’m proud of me for that too,    ❞     he admits.         ❝    i hate actually believing it.         it makes me feel horrible and it’s not what i’m usually like…     at all.         but i’m not one to let things stay bad,    so    —–    i have something to work on.    ❞         he’s INSECURE in who he is right now,     but that isn’t how he wants to be.        he HAS to improve.       (   though,     all of that is much easier said than done.   )        ❝    i know you believe that.         i’m trying to believe it too.    ❞         eyes roll and he lets out a scoff.          ❝    well,      it is routine and that’s who we are.        or…     who i WAS.    ❞          he is actively trying to change it.          ❝    it doesn’t justify calling the cops.    ❞        his body turns again to look back at her and his brows raise on his forehead.         ❝     i just want to know why they had to do it.        we were fine.         i’m not going to FIGHT that person.         i just want to talk to them.    ❞         but if she truly thinks it’s a bad idea,     he won’t go against her.         ❝    my alien queen?        i think i like the sound of that.       —–    and i think we found our next halloween costumes,    ❞     he teases.         eyes shut once more and he lets himself melt into the SOFTNESS of her touch,     knowing that it says more than her words can.         he understands.        he is the same.          the man who is so good with words can’t express the level of LOVE he has for this woman,     so he lets himself read this touch.          it’s LOVE.         ❝    i know,    baby,    ❞     he whispers.         ❝    that means more to me than anything.    ❞         his fingers move to trail over the hand that slides against his chest,      replicating the emotion she gives him to tell her how much he loves her too.       eyes flick to the door for a moment before relaxing and shutting his eyes.       ❝    okay,    ❞     he mumbles.        ❝    i appreciate it,      trace.       i don’t want to deal with anyone but you tonight.    ❞         he doesn’t have the energy or the mental capacity to put on a good face for people.         he NEEDS tracy to be the one to handle it.        ❝   really,     i appreciate it.        i know that’s out of your comfort zone.    ❞         but she does it to take care of him and that means everything.         theo lets out a slow sigh as the conversation continues,       eyes falling shut and shaking his head.         she has a point.         there is a lot he does for her and that is what they’re SUPPOSED to do.          soon enough,         their money isn’t going to belong to them individually.         it’s going to be both of theirs.           that’s the direction this relationship is going in and he wants that,      but in the meantime,       he is aware of what she has sacrificed for him tonight.         ❝     what if i want to talk about it?    ❞    he asks quickly.         ❝    this is BOTHERING me,     tracy.          i know you say it’s okay and i know you want to do it and i know it’s like me buying you stuff all the time,      but it doesn’t feel that way.         you bailed me out because you HAD to.          i doubt this is really what you wanted to put your money toward because you didn’t want me in this position.    ❞        his head shakes again and a frown pulls at his mouth.        ❝    if you don’t want to talk about this,    fine,     we won’t,      but it’s going to be on my mind.    ❞

❝    it’s not that easy,       and it definitely can’t just be that fast.       you’re trying to rush it,      and i get it,     i know that you hate waiting around,     but   .  .  .       you have to see that too,      theo.    ❞       she nods.      ❝   you do,      and that’s okay.        you’ve got your own personal cheerleader,   ❞        she whispers with a teasing grin.          ❝    no,    maybe not,     but violence like that can’t always just be let go.      not if it could have gotten WORSE than it was.    ❞              eyes scan his features again,     assessing the damage.         ❝   someone in that room was scared of what could happen.        that could happen anywhere.   ❞         she wants him to remember that.            ❝   i think it’s a bad idea,    theo.      it could bring up other problems.   ❞         she will try to convince himself not to if she must.       her grin grows again at his suggestion,      her head nodding.       ❝   alien queen and king?     now that’s something i can get behind.     i’ll start working on our costumes tomorrow,    ❞         she taunts.      she’s serious;     maybe it will bring him some LIGHT.         ❝   i know.     i don’t want you to deal with anyone tonight either.       everyone’s going to wonder   ——-     but it’s not their problem.      no one gets to you tonight.      no one but me,   ❞        she promises with a small kiss on his shoulder.         ❝   taking care of you isn’t out of my comfort zone,      i’ll be fine.   ❞        she is passive,     but she will stand her ground on this.       ❝   think of me as your own guard girlfriend,   ❞         she teases.      she gulps,    her eyes closing briefly.       ❝   i didn’t have to,   ❞       she corrects.     there’s nothing that would have STOPPED her from doing it,     however.      she sighs,     eyes opening as her chin rests on his shoulder.     ❝   fine,     we can talk about it.      theo,     i just feel WEIRD about taking your money from it,     okay?  ❞    maybe they can work something else out.       the thought alone is only causing stress.      ❝    that’s just  .   .  .    it’s not going to be easy for me.    ❞    

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I have nothing left for Theo. NOTHING.

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🦎 perfectevil.

❝    like a team,    ❞     he repeats instantly,     head nodding firmly in confirmation.          a short laugh falls from his mouth and brows raise at her comment.          ❝    i was about to say no,      but now that you put it like that…    ❞     he trails off,      lips curling into a smirk.         ❝    you do have to pay rent and your lips can do that perfectly.    ❞         whether it’s through just a kiss or something MORE,      he will be thrilled.      (   admittedly,    though,     he would prefer that    ‘   something more.   ’   )        a hand comes up to trail his thumb over her cheek,     nodding slowly and taking a deep breath.        ❝    i will,    ❞     he promises.          ❝    whatever you need to hear when this actually happens,     i will tell you.         all i’m going to want is for you to feel better.    ❞        he means that SINCERELY.         eyes roll at her and a chuckle slips out of his mouth,      but his smile grows warm and genuine when she returns the words.        ❝    —–    wow,     that’s so lame,    ❞      he mocks back.        theo takes a deep breath and releases it slowly,      giving a shrug of his shoulders and nodding.        ❝    i think you’re right.         i think you had given in and talked to me the next day,      i wouldn’t have had to own up to what i felt.         i could have kept hiding it,    but…     you made me face it.         i needed that to get us here,    ❞     he admits.        ❝    i like how it happened too.    ❞        they’re here because he had to WAIT for it.         they’re here because she forced him to really get to know her and recognize that she is such a phenomenal person.         once that happened,       he had no choice but to fall for her.         this was inevitable.        the corners of his mouth raise into a smile,     WARMTH spreading through his body under her touch.         ❝    no,    not with you.        i never expected that,     but i’m not selfish with you.    ❞        does he still have some selfishness with her?        of course.         that’s who he is.        but he treats her more equally and selflessly than he ever has with another person.        he is falling for her HARD.        his head tilts as she speaks,    brows raising slightly and a smile creeping up over his lips.        ❝    you know,      i think you’re right about that.         this feels more successful than anything i’ve had with anyone else.     so you’re right.        this is success.          it’s just not usually the success i set out for.    ❞        this success revolves around happiness and love.         ❝    even if there’s something about you i don’t like,     i’ll still like who you are as a person.         besides,      i don’t think it’ll happen.         you’ve found a way to make me fall for EVERYTHING    —–     even the things i wouldn’t normally like.    ❞        that’s why he went after her in the first place.         he was looking for something DIFFERENT.        as his eyes lock with hers,      he catches something in them,      but he doesn’t quite know what it means.           all he can see is that this is REAL.         what she feels for him is so genuine and it makes his heart RACE.        (  it unknowingly forces the same look into his eyes    —–     theo could fall in love with her too.   )         ❝    an A+?          hmm…     i’m looking for an A++.         any extra credit opportunities?    ❞     he teases.         his smile softens along with his grip on her.          ❝    good,     then i’ll keep doing it.        i’m just trying to give you a little preview of what is waiting for you when you get back from class.    ❞         theo darts his tongue out to wet his lips at her whispered words,      finding the phrase so SWEET in his mouth.           he loves calling her that more than he ever anticipated.        ❝    my girl,    ❞    he repeats,     INTOXICATED by the way it rolls off his tongue so easily.          his lips linger against hers and attempt to chase them despite the way she pulls back,      though it doesn’t last long.          the smile that he had forced off his lips returns too quickly,     her giggles making every inch of his body feel warm with EUPHORIA.         ❝    i’m still trying to figure that out,     ❞     he mumbles,        eyes shutting and his hand gently tangling in her hair as she presses her lips to his neck.          holding her like this is HEAVEN.        his breathing works to slow its pace,      relaxing against the bed and clutching her gently in his arms.         ❝    we both suffered,    ❞    he reminds.        ❝    but not anymore.        no,    we finally get to kiss someone that makes us happy     —–     that will KEEP making us happy.       that’s all that matters.    ❞

❝   okay,    okay.      i can pay rent.     and i can pay utilities too,    ❞         she taunts,     her fingers sliding down his arm  as she lets out a small giggle.         ❝   a kiss won’t be all you get,   ❞        she whispers.      she leans into the hand on her cheek,     feeling comforted by the way he always touches her so softly in times she desperately seeks it.       ❝  i’m sure you’ll know what to say.     you always know just what to say.   ❞         and it always surprises her,     especially since she finds it so difficult to ever find the right words to say to anything.      he is always so many steps ahead.       she frowns,     the idea that things could have happened so much differently always difficult for her to process.      she’s glad for where they are now.      ❝   and i   ——-   i don’t think i would have been strong enough to bring it up again.      i think i would have just kept going on the way we were and  .  .  .     just always wondering,   ❞        she sighs.      ❝   i don’t have to wonder now.     i know.    ❞         and she BELIEVES IT.          ❝   no,     you’re not,   ❞        she whispers,     fingers picking at his skin lightly.      ❝    no one has ever shown me they care about me the way you do.      you’re good at it.   ❞       even if she has nothing to compare it to.         ❝   it is,   ❞       she insists.       ❝  what we have is REAL.    ❞        usual nature wants her to add  ‘  right?  ‘   to he end,     but she won’t.      she doesn’t need to question this.          her brows furrow,    head tilting to the side as she wonders what he really means by that.      ❝    like what?      what about me would you normally not like?    ❞       does she need to worry about him changing his mind about that?     eyes scan his,     her breath holding in her throat as she feels her body heat up.      was she feels for him is HUGE.      it’s constantly taking over her.      a soft grin forms,     and she nods quickly.      ❝    i can think of a few ways you might get extra credit.     might involve your tongue,    ❞        she whispers with a small,    bashful grin.      ❝   i know exactly what’s waiting for me.      that’s why i’m practically RUNNING to get out of my class,   ❞        she teases him.      she hums along as he repeats the words,      her body clinging to his.      she breathes against his neck as her hand rests on his cheek,     small kisses placed against skin every few moments.      a gulp,     and she moves her head up to look at him.     eyes lock for a moment before she pulls back,     but only so she can sit up on top of him.      she’s EXPOSING herself entirely.      topless and bare,    she often tries to hide as much as she can,    but she doesn’t want to right now.      she wants to be vulnerable with him.     she wants all her cards out on the table.     her hand moves to reach for his,     bringing it up to rest against her bare stomach.    she wants him to touch her,     she wants him to look at her,      and  she wants to keep this intimacy between them up.        she takes a sharp breath in,     both of her hands now moving down to press to his chest.        ❝   how could i have thought about going home when   ——      when this is so much better than home?   ❞         or in fact,      maybe this is home.     it’s what she thinks,     she just hasn’t put those pieces together herself yet.        

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🦎 oncetragic.

            ❝       tracy    ,        listen  to  me .       it’s    - - -          it’s  all  going  to  be  fine  ,    okay    ?       ❞

      @venomclaws·     ❤     for  LYDIA  MARTIN .

❝    you don’t know that.      you can’t know that.      ❞         always the pessimist,         you weren’t built for HOPE.        what’s happening to you now is unexplainable,        invalidated by those you try to seek help from         (     like lydia’s mother,        who has made you out to be someone who is simply out of her mind rather than someone with a real condition.         you know it’s more than that.           these night terrors are more real than you’ve ever believed they could be.     )         ❝    it’s not safe.        not for me.    ❞           but it’s not just you,      is it?       you’re dangerous,      you feel it in your veins,      you just don’t have an explanation for it.           ❝   maybe    ------     maybe you shouldn’t be around me.    ❞    

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🦎 THEO.

eyes narrow at her and he allows his lips to curve into a smirk,    shaking his head slowly.       ❝    i don’t believe you,    ❞     he speaks simply.       theo gives a shrug of his shoulders,     tilting his head with an amused expression painting his features.       ❝    it’s a good thing i don’t like surprises then,    huh?      guess i’ll have to be here more often.    ❞      a short chuckle falls past his lips,     nodding quickly.       ❝    yeah,     they would.       just another reason to add it to the menu.       i’m here plenty,     i’m probably contributing quite a bit to the money you guys make here,     so i deserve it.    ❞        with the drinks he actually PAYS for,     that is.          brows shoot up at her comment,    a taunting look crossing his features.        ❝    you’d drink the raeken,    ❞    he repeats.       ❝    —–    tracy,    that sounds a lot more sexual than you meant it.    ❞       but he’s still taking it that way.        the playful smile can’t be wiped off his features.       ❝    alright,    you make a great point.       i guess i’ll just have to keep coming back to have it then.    ❞

❝  you don’t ever believe me.     like,     with anything i say  .   .  .   ever,   ❞        she points out with a small grin.      ❝   so   ——    you’re saying i shouldn’t make drinks just for you?      that would be a surprise,     right?     i can take this back,   ❞        she teases.     she looks down,    her shoulders shrugging.      ❝  yeah,     i think some of my coworkers are jealous of that really nice tipper i have,  ❞       she comments,      head quickly looking back up so she can shoot a playful glare at him.       ❝  ——   which you really DON’T have to do,    you know.   ❞       she pauses,     a finger pointing back at him.      ❝   and don’t tell me you actually pay for your drinks when tiny is working.     i know he’s sneaky,   ❞        she teases.        mouth parts,       features instantly turning RED as he comments.      she starts to panic slightly,     attempting to combat it by playing along,     despite it not being something she’s used to doing.      ❝   ——    maybe i did,    ❞         she notes,      attempting a playful smirk,     though the nerves combat it.      she nods her head slowly,      looking down at the drink and then to him again.       ❝   you should keep coming back.      i don’t think i mind the company.  ❞

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🦎 perfectevil.

❝     i am making progress,     ❞      he agrees.         ❝     but clearly,      it hasn’t been fast enough if this is where i ended up tonight.         i know you’re telling me not to think about it, but there was a lot i could have and SHOULD have done differently.       i’m not an animal.        i can go against instinct.    ❞        he’s owning up to the fact that he’s messed up.         theo truly wants to make progress.       ❝    i’m trying not to,    baby,     but you understand why it’s not easy to just NOT beat myself up right now,    right?       it hurts.       it’s hard.    ❞         when one thing after another keeps hitting him,     it gets more difficult to deal with or ignore.          he’s DWELLING.          however,      tracy being here makes it easier to move past than if he was alone.         ❝    i still don’t know how it got out of hand.          i don’t know who there would have called the cops.         it was a ROUTINE fight,    ❞    he scoffs.         ❝    —–    what if i found out who called them?        should i deal with that?    ❞         will that CREATE more problems for him or solve it?          he won’t fight them.        he just might have a few words to say.         the lightness in her voice and the giggle that falls past her lips makes everything feel EASIER.         his body visibly relaxes and his lips can finally curl into a gentle smile.          ❝    the aliens are going to team up with us?   ❞     he chuckles.        ❝    damn.        that’s the dream.        let’s hope that happens soon.        we can all take over the world together.    ❞        it will feel a hell of a lot better than getting beaten by it constantly.          he knows her words are genuine and that is something.         he is struggling to believe in himself,      so having her support means the WORLD.       theo turns slightly in her grasp to look at her.        ❝    YOU are what i need,    ❞     he speaks certainly.        ❝    i just need you,    tracy.        i need your love and your support and that is the best thing you can give me.        that’s the only thing that will come close to fixing this,    okay?      just give me that.      focus on THAT.    ❞        she doesn’t need to go above and beyond.       does he appreciate it?       of course.       but he wants her to focus on just loving him.        beyond that,      nothing can fix him but his own desire to be helped.       his head nods and he turns to face forward again,     backing up against her to get her to hold him tighter.         this is all he can bring himself to do.       ❝    all i need is to stay here with you ALONE,    ❞     he insists,       though his voice stays quiet.          people are likely wondering what happened;      he can’t deal with them.         a smile returns to his lips once more,      tugging just barely at the edges as he squeezes her hand again.         ❝    you’re right about that.        it goes both ways.          we can make each other feel safe like this,    ❞     he whispers.        theo never realized how truly comfortable he is being held like this until she did it.        lately,      it’s what he’s wanted the most.         eyes close and his skin tingles underneath her lips.         it relaxes him,      but it doesn’t fix things.         theo still feels as though he needs to solve this;     he needs to pay her back so he’s not RUINING her life.           he has been dragging her down with him recently,     hasn’t he?          she may not see it like that,     but he does.        (   and he’s too selfish to let her go.   )         his head shakes and a frown tugs at his mouth.          ❝    that’s different.         that money isn’t mine and i have it to spare.         you’re paying for school,    ❞     he notes.          ❝    —–     i can’t talk you into letting me do this,      can i?    ❞

❝   that’s your problem.      you’re impatient.       things like this take time,   ❞      she reminds him,      her fingers running softly across his skin.        ❝   i know.     and   ----    ❞        she pauses,     letting out a breath.        ❝   i’m proud of you for admitting you did something wrong.   ❞       it’s just difficult for her to agree with it when she feels like she should be playing the deflector,      saving him from those negative thoughts rather than telling the truth,      but she’s starting to understand what it is he really needs right now.       ❝   i think you will.      i think this is going to really help you.   it doesn’t seem like it right now i’m sure,     but   -----    you‘ll get there.   ❞       she believes he can change himself for the better,     he just has to believe it too.        ❝  routine,   ❞        she mumbles,    her head shaking.         ❝   it shouldn’t be routine,     ❞        she points out.      that’s where things get MESSY.      they all expect this to just be a normal thing,     and she doesn’t understand why that’s okay.         eyes widen and she quickly stops him.      ❝   theo.      what do you mean DEAL with it?      i think the last thing you should be doing is poking the bear.        i think you should leave it alone.    ❞         it could likely make matters WORSE.      she closes her eyes briefly,     taking in the comfort of theo’s body relaxing.     ❝   it’s my dream too.      i’ll be your alien queen,     you can be my alien king,   ❞        she teases,     pressing a long kiss against his arm.        arms tighten around him slightly as he tells her that she is what he needs,      her hold taking an even more protective role.      ❝    you have me,    ❞       she reminds him in a whisper.         ❝   you always have me.        and you always have my love and my support.      that’s something i could never lose.    ❞      fingers slide against his chest,      chin sliding across his back.        it’s one of those times she wishes there were words that accurately describe the capacity of her love for him,      but there’s just no limit    ------     she just has to rely on their silent communication.        ❝   if anyone knocks on the door,     let me handle it,     okay?    ❞         it’s not like her to ever address anyone herself.     when people knock,      she turns away,    pretends she’s not there to avoid whatever conversation is bound to happen.      this time,    she will handle it herself and let him avoid it.           ❝   i’ll tell them you’re sleeping.      i’ll make sure they leave you alone until you are ready to talk,  ❞       she assures him.           ❝   it’s just us tonight.   ❞          she will let him have that.        she sighs,      face moving into his back as her nose rubs against it.           ❝   theo,    ❞        she repeats again,     wishing he would drop the conversation instead.           ❝    i have basically been living in your room for a year and a half now.       you cook for me,    you clean for me,    you give me a place to sleep.   ❞        all the while,     she’s paying for a dorm room of her own,      but that’s hardly on her mind.          ❝   you buy me clothes,     books,    things i don’t need,     things i do need.       soon we’re going to really be living together and our money is all going to go towards the same thing   ----   us,   ❞        she reminds him.          ❝    if i wasn’t willing to spend that money tonight,      then   ----   i would have figured something else out,      but i was.         you take care of me all the time;     you have to let ME do it too.       i don’t want to talk about money right now,     okay?   ❞ 

[venomclaws]

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[venomclaws]

🦎 .・°・．whispersong.

                  ‘   where to even begin ?   ‘   heather’s voice was tinted with the humble sigh of someone inflicting charity,     helping the poor and the needy and the ugly with her wise words,    guiding them through the battlefield of high school that her hands had so artfully crafted.   but the sneer that sat on her features,    the cruel beast that left its mark,    was not one of decency   -   she was being cruel for the simple reason that she could be,    and anyone close had to endure her snide comments.     in truth,    the girl was rather average to look at,     with tatty clothes but almost - pretty features.     heather saw potential   ;   best to crush it or control it before it could threaten her.   ‘   i’ve already started with your clothes,    which are dreadful at best.   would you like me to move onto your hair ?   your voice ?    your face ?   ‘

she’s passive,     used to allowing people to walk all over her,      say what they want,       degrade her as they please.        she has always been the WEIRD GIRL   -----     the girl who draws the dark paintings that was passed off as  ‘  too creepy for school,  ‘       the girl who is no longer invited to sleepovers after screaming at the top of her lungs during her sleep at one of them when she was younger.        but as much as she wants to pretend that everyone else has pushed her away,     it’s she who isolated herself        (     it was better to avoid the rejection of any friends she could have found than to try.      )        demeanor is AWKWARD,     nervous,    and shy,     because she’s not used to talking to anyone like this.     people make their comments,    and she rushes off,     but the other girl doesn’t seem to be making that an option for tracy.      ❝   i   ----       ❞       ‘  would like you to stop  ‘   is what she wants to say,     but she has never been good at standing up to her bullies.        ❝   why does it matter?    it doesn’t  .   .  .       it’s not    -----      it’s not affecting you.   ❞       a gulp,      and her eyes hesitantly glance over to hers.        ❝   is it?     ❞ 

[venomclaws]

So, I guess it’s better to be one of the bad guys? M a y b e. requested by theodoreraeken