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🌍✨ A Voice from Gaza: Fighting for Hope ❤️‍🩹

Hi, my name is Mosab , and I’m from Gaza. Life here has been harder than I could ever imagine, but today I’m sharing my story with hope in my heart, because your kindness has already given us so much strength.

This journey hasn’t been easy. The war has taken 25 family members from us—25 beautiful souls we loved deeply. Their laughter, their presence, their love… all of it is gone, leaving behind memories that are both precious and painful. Every day, I carry the weight of their loss, but I also carry their spirit, which gives me the strength to keep going.

Our Journey So Far

When I first reached out, I couldn’t have imagined we’d make it this far. Your support has been a light in these difficult times, and we are so deeply grateful for every single contribution.

But the road ahead is still challenging. Every day, we’re reminded of how much we’ve lost and how much we still need to rebuild.

Here’s what life in Gaza looks like for my family right now:

🏠 Safety: The uncertainty of tomorrow weighs heavily on us.

😢 Loss: The absence of the 25 family members we’ve lost is a pain we carry every moment.

💔 Dreams on Hold: The future feels so far away when survival takes all our strength.

How You Can Help Us Cross the Finish Line Even the smallest act of kindness can make a difference:

$5 may seem small, but for us, it’s a little relief, a moment of comfort, and a reminder that kindness still exists. ❤️

Can’t donate? Reblog this post to help us reach someone who can. Every share matters more than you know.

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Why Your Support Matters Your kindness isn’t just about helping us meet our goal—it’s about reminding us that we’re not alone in this fight. It’s about hope. It’s about survival. And it’s about giving my family a chance to rebuild our lives, even in the face of unimaginable loss.

Thank you for helping us get this far. Your generosity and compassion have already brought us closer to a better tomorrow, and for that, I’m endlessly grateful.

With all my love and gratitude,

Mosab and Family ❤️

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My Journey to Escape the War in Gaza

My name is Abdelmajed. I never imagined I’d be sharing my story like this, but life in Gaza has become unbearable. I am a survivor of the war here, and in the blink of an eye, everything I once knew—my home, my safety, my community—was ripped away from me.

The war has transformed Gaza into a graveyard of broken dreams. The buildings that once stood as symbols of life and resilience are now piles of rubble. Every corner is filled with the echoes of explosions. Every moment is shrouded in uncertainty. There is no security. There is no stability. There is no light at the end of the tunnel.

Basic needs have become luxuries. Food is scarce. Clean water is even scarcer. Hospitals are overwhelmed and under-resourced, and there is almost no medical care to be found. Every night, families go to bed hungry, praying they’ll wake up to see another day. The cost of basic necessities has skyrocketed, and it’s become a daily battle just to survive.

I’ve seen things I never thought possible—standing in long lines for a piece of bread, rationing every drop of water, and watching my people suffer in silence. I have lost everything—my home, my safety, my dignity.

Escape from Gaza is my only hope, but it’s almost impossible without financial help. The cost of evacuation is far beyond my means, and without support, I’m trapped in a warzone with no way out.

I’m reaching out to you now, in the hopes that someone, anyone, can help. I am not asking for luxury. I am asking for a chance—just a chance—to live. A chance to escape this never-ending cycle of fear, destruction, and loss. A chance to rebuild my life somewhere safe, where I can begin again, where I can find hope once more.

Any amount you can give will help me get closer to safety. Even the smallest donation will make a difference—it could be the lifeline I need to survive. If you are unable to donate, please share my story. The more people who hear it, the better the chance that I can find the support I desperately need.

Your kindness and support mean the world to me. You’re not just helping me escape a war; you’re giving me a chance to live, to rebuild, to breathe again.

Thank you for listening. Thank you for caring.

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Cabin in the Woods

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summary: You get a random invite to a cabin in the woods, a little get-together organized by Sharky (your late-childhood-crush-mini-fling guy as you like to call him). It’s been 4 years since you last saw him and the guys, who are now known as “The Betasquad”. (I wonder what’s waiting)

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”God this place is eerie.” You say to yourself as you walked down a dimly lit path. Not really walked, more like dragged yourself and your suitcase through the snow.

“Yeah, great idea,” you were talking to yourself “Let’s invite y/n and make her suffer in this fucking cold forest.” You mocked yourself “Maybe she’ll freeze to death if something doesn’t eat her first.”

It’s been four years since you last saw this loser crew. The last time you did you were in college.

Felt like ages.

You wondered what everyone looked like. Obviously you saw them through social media, YouTube and what-not, but honestly you ignored it all. You didn’t like the way you felt left out every time you saw a group photo.

It was petty and you knew it.

But to be fair no one reached out to you. Not once.

Even though you didn’t either. And you were the one who left.

Until one afternoon you got a text message.

From Sharky.

He invited you for a get-together in the mountains. He didn’t really elaborate but very clearly indicated that he would love for you to be there.

Now, more than ever, you were asking yourself why you agreed. Even though the answer was pretty obvious.

Your late-childhood-crush-mini-fling guy asked you to come over for a weekend. What else could you have said?

Your tense romance with him broke off like nothing when you left. It wasn’t a big tragedy for you but your interest in him never fully left.

You stomped in annoyance, following the lights, until you finally made it to a gate.

Your face lit up. Guess who was waiting for you.

Suddenly you felt like that little girl you used to be. A little girl that missed her friends that she used to hang out with almost everyday after school.

Without contemplating for another second, you let those feelings, memories and emotions wash over you.

“Sharky!” You saw him standing there, under the dim light of the warm toned lamp, he was kicking the snow, deep in thought with his hands in his pockets.

“y/n?!” It sounded more like a surprised exclamation than a question.

You dropped your suitcases before practically jumping into his arms. He laughed hugging you tightly, holding you close to his chest. Suddenly you felt the two of you tipping, he must’ve lost his balance because the next second you two were laughing on the ground.

“Did I grow that much?” You laughed from on top of him.

“Just a little.” He smiles from underneath you.

It was an unusual position to be in considering everything, but not once did he mention a girlfriend, which meant anything and everything was possible this weekend.

You lay on top of him, hugging him tightly “Shit it’s actually so good to see you, you have no idea.”

“I bet I do.”

Few minutes later you were on your way to the cabin. Apparently there was more walking to do. Being the gentleman he was Sharky carried your bag (finally) while listening to you blabber on about your new life and what you were doing.

“Sounds amazing.” He nodded, not taking his eyes off your excited face.

“And then there’s Rody, oh my god you would love him, he’s always late to work with the funniest excuse. It’s like he never left school.”

He chuckled nodding encouragingly.

Couple more minutes and you made it to your destination. You walked inside.

“Wow,” you said in amazement “This place is crazy…crazy scary.”

“Hey cmon it’s like a vintage vibe. You’ve no idea how expensive it is.”

“I sure don’t. I work a normal job.”

“Oh don’t be like that. You know damn well we wanted you and your other friend with us.” His tone shifted.

Great.

The old drama.

Part of the reason you didn’t talk for four years was because while the boys pursued their YouTube career you pursued a normal one. Stupid argument, but you and your friend Carm (the one that Sharky was talking about) moved in together after getting into the same college. Leaving the guys behind pretty much without any regret. You and Carm did end up having a big fight which made you leave, but none of the boys knew that.

“Oh that’s nice.” You reply with sarcasm and sit down in front of the fireplace “I’m freezing.”

“I’ll be right back.”

He came back with a fuzzy blanket, throwing it over you and then joining you at the couch.

“Sorry.” He mumbled.

“It’s fine.” You shake your head.

You sigh in relief, it was actually amazing to have everyone getting back. You finally get to see and hear how everyone’s life was going.

“How you been holding up?” You looked up at him. He glanced down, you didn’t know it but he was holding his breathe looking into your eyes.

“I’m fine. Happy you’re here…a-and you know everyone.” He got nervous. It was sweet.

You grinned, feeling the slight tension and leaned onto his shoulder “I’m so happy to see you, Sharky. I really really missed you.”

Flirting had never been such a relief.

Even if he didn’t care (which he definitely did) you enjoyed every second of his presence without any embarrassment. In all honestly he looked even better than how you last remember him.

Obviously Sharky wasn’t dumb either. In fact, he was so smart that he understood your hints in an instant.

(First man to ever do such a thing)

His issue was his straightforwardness…

Under the blanket his hand slid to grab yours, your fingers intertwined.

You looked up at him “I-“

You were cut off by his lips on yours. Your breathe hitched as he kissed you.

Oh.

Oh.

Wasn’t that fast?

So fast that you didn’t even know how to react. You just sat there in shock.

He felt your stiffness and quickly withdrew from the kiss.

“I-I’m sorry.” He whispered “I-I-“

He didn’t have time to finish, a loud bang on the door caught the two of you off guard. Without any words he got up to greet the next arrivals.

You sat there for five seconds, gathering your thoughts and processing what just happened. You smiled to yourself. Well what the hell got into him.

“Lisa!” A familiar squeal rang through the house. You got up instantly and rushed over to the already running AJ.

“I missed you too!” You screwed your eyes with joy.

Wasn’t it nice how everyone ignored the fact that no one talked to you in four years?

“I have so much to tell you!” He says.

“Yeah, well makes two us.” 

He let go of you.

“y/n,” Niko smirked “Where my hug at?” He joked, spreading his arms out. You giggle and greeted him too. Same old lanky flirt.

“Jeez you grew,” you said. “Even more…”

“Could say the same about you. Looking as good as ever.”

“Thanks.”

“Is this everyone for now?” AJ asked, looking around the house.

“Yep.” Sharky nodded.

“Damn that path was scary as hell.” Niko said. You agreed.

“So what do you guys wanna do?” AJ twirled around, admiring the cabin.

“House tour?” Sharky suggested.

“Yeah!”

“Les gooo.”

After a quick house tour the rest of the gang got together. Kenny pulled up with a complaining Chunkz. Some things really don’t change.

All of you sat around the fire place chatting about the good old days when all of you were young (even though you still were).

Couple hours later everyone kind of went to do their own thing, Chunkz and Kenny went to admire the stars, AJ went out for a stroll while Niko had a nap on one of the rocking chairs beside the fireplace.

You and Sharly were left together with the quietly snoring Niko.

“Hey, listen,” you began.

“No-no-no, I’m sorry, let’s just forget that ever happened, I got the wrong idea.” He stood up, raising his hands in defense. In attempt to not have this conversation he headed towards the stairs.

You rolled your eyes dramatically “Sharky!” You whispered loudly.

You followed him, he kept walking and walking until there was nowhere to walk. The two of you found yourselves at the upstairs balcony.

“Sharky.” You knitted your eyebrows. He was leaning on the pillars with his elbows, looking down at the snowy ground and old lamps.

You sighed, copying his pose.

Did he really regret that?

“I thought maybe…” he began “Never mind.” He rubbed his bare hands together.

Nevermind?

Oh how hard you had to hide the biggest grin from your face. You lived for moments like these. The unspoken feelings. The heavy hearts. The peaceful silences.

And the starry knight and gloomy forest just made the atmosphere so much more romantic.

You moved closer to him, which very much startled him, in a good way, but he didn’t show it.

“You just surprised me.” You admitted.

“I know. I’m sorry and it won’t happen again, let’s just leave things how they were before. Please.” He turned to look at you with his puppy dog eyes “We’re so close and I don’t want things to be awkward between us, y/n. Just…forget what happened.”

Close?

“I mean we were…not to be negative or anything but four years…” you trailed off without finishing your sentence.

You noticed his trembling hands, nervousness mixed with the cold. Or maybe just the cold, but let’s let you romanticize this moment.

You move even closer to him, taking his bare hands into your gloved ones.

He observed you.

You slowly rubbed his cold fingers, still feeling the slight shaking.

Now this was flirting.

“I missed you, Sharky.” You simply say “I really really missed you.” You let go of his hands to hug his arm, pressing it against your cheek.

He smiled, turning you around and embracing you into a proper hug.

“I did too. I know I was quiet. I know it was wrong of me. I just felt embarrassed for some reason.” He gave you a small squeeze.

You losen your grasp and look up at him, he looked down in response. You were so close, faces centimeters apart, all it took was one small step.

Was this all moving too fast? Yes. Did any of you care? Absolutely not.

You stood up on your tippy toes, connecting your lips to his. Sharky’s heart fluttered inside him, excitement filling him up in seconds.

Oh you made him feel like a teenager.

Your tongues gently swiped against each others lips, you were both being extra careful for some reason, as if not wanting to scare each other off.

The moment was so peaceful, so beautiful, until suddenly you heard a thumping sound and a piece of something wet hit your face.

You two instantly pulled away. 

“What the fuck!?” He exclaimed, brushing of what looked like a snowball.

“HA HA!” You heard a loud laugh and then a series of laughs.

“Hey you lovebirds! What a reunion huh?”

Chunks sneered playfully while Kenny struggled to hide her laughter out of courtesy.

“Guys! You ruined my moment!” Sharky threw his arms up “Fuck you! I waited so long for this.”

No way he admitted that.

You grinned to yourself.

“Hey Sharks,” Chunkz giggled “You know you didn’t have to call all of us if you just wanted-” He was cut off by Kenny’s elbow poking him in the ribs “Ow.”

“We’re sorry, we’ll leave you two alone!” Kenny waved, pulling Chunkz by his jacket somewhere behind the corner of the house. Sharky turned to you and shrugged.

“Long yeah?” You joked.

“Oh stop it.” He playfully rolled his eyes.

“What no luck with other women? Decided to call up an old one?”

“You know for a fact we didn’t finish what we started. Don’t act like you didn’t just kiss me yourself.”

“Right, right, let’s go inside before we freeze.” You pull him after you.

….to be continued???

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yo…..guys I’m sorry I died I saw my inbox….do ppl still remember I exist? I got into uni and it’s a pain, istg I’ll start writing something…. How long has it been 😀😀😀😀

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You and Niko:

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treat me better p4

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There’s always a way to forget about a person. 

Some people focus on themselves, some start a spiritual journey or something like that and others look for other people.

You also had a way to forget about people. For one night at least.

And there were only three things you needed:

dance floor

alcohol 

lots of alcohol

Currently you were doing just that. Forgetting a person. You were on the dance floor with a scary amount of alcohol in you. You and Kenny were having the time of your lives, the two of you were probably the drunkest out of everyone here. Nella decided not to intervene, as long as you were having fun she thought.

You and Kenny bounced around, singing, no, more like yelling the lyrics to every dirty Weeknd song that came up. You spun each other round, scream-sang in each others faces and overall did some really energetic and weird shit.

While you were totally gone, Sharky was bitterly spectating from a dark corner. He was sober and sour. He just kept replaying the idea that he didn’t care about who you were dancing with or doing whatever in his head. 

It was easy for him to tell you to stay away from him. But he wasn’t sure if he could do the same.

“THIS IS SOOOO FUN!” You yelled out to Kenny.

“I KNOW RIGHT!?” He replied even louder.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOUUUUU!”

“THANK YOUUUU!”

“HEY DO YOU WAN-” your yelling was cut off by an unexpected sensation of Kenny’s lips on yours and his hands on your hips.

You were shocked at first, but the alcohol covered that shock with fake but quick surging lust.

Somewhere in the crowed Nella was paying attention to everything, watching you and Sharky at the same time. The audible gasp she let out when she saw you and Kenny making out made Niko turn around from beside her.

“What?” He said with his mouth full of food.

She pointed.

“Holy shi-” he began coughing on the crumbs he accidentally inhaled.

Nella glanced at Sharky who had the stupidest expression on his face. His eyebrows were furrowed but his face looked more disgusted than mad.

“Get them off eachother before Sharks sees!” Niko blurted.

“Yeah, he’s already on it.” Nella murmured, but Niko heard her.

“Fuck.” 

Meanwhile you and Kenny were almost getting your clothes off. You were just beginning to slip your hand underneath his shirt when suddenly you felt yourself getting yanked backwards by your shoulders. 

Everything went sort of blurry after that and the next place you found yourself at was back in the hookah room.

“What the…” you squinted, looking around.

“Nice one.” Sharky whispered behind you.

You jumped up on the spot from the scare.

“Sharky,” you said. Your tone was innocent.

“The hell was that?”

“Huh?”

“Don’t play dumb.”

“I’m nooot,” you whined drunkly.

“I tell you to stay away from me so you decide to make a move on my friend? Real mature, real mature.”

“Shut up,” your words were coming out slurred and messy “Kenny’s hot.” You grinned to yourself.

Sharky rolled his eyes.

“Whaaat? Don’t be jealous,” you shoved him playfully on the shoulder.

“I’m not.” He said seriously, despite you obviously playing around.

“You don’t actually care,” you laughed, fixing a strand of loose hair.

“Yeah, I don’t.” It didn’t sound convincing.

You tried to fix the strand of hair but it kept falling back. You sat there pulling at the strand until Sharky snapped “Fucking stop,” he made a haste move towards you, but the way he fixed your hair was plausibly delicate. You locked eyes with him. They were so dark and beautiful, you haven’t seen them this close in ages.

A sudden wave of sadness hit you as you remembered the whole situation that was happening between you and Sharky. 

Your eyes filled up with tears.

“W-why are you crying?” He asked, taken aback by your quick change of mood.

“You’re mean,” you sobbed, wiping your eyes “I don’t like you.”

Sharky watched you closely.

“A-and you don’t love me, you argue with me,” you fiddled with the bottom of your dress.

Sharky wanted to remain cold but he already broke his ‘mysterious uncaring’ character after intervening in what happened on the dance floor.

He sighed as you continued to sniff in front of him.

He felt sorry for you, but also mad at you. You and Kenny? He just couldn’t understand why you did what you did.

“Hey, I’m sorry ok? Now please stop crying.”

You looked up at him with glassy eyes.

He groaned, rolling his eyes and pulling you into a hug. 

It was more of an instinct for him. It felt right.

You smiled to yourself as your cheek rested on his chest. You could hear his heartbeat, smell the familiar scent of his cologne and the feeling of his fingers gently gliding up and down your bare arm made your stomach tingle. 

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I can’t I’m sorry

I just - no.

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Treat Me Better part III

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“Girl, you’ll be fine. It’s Kenny’s Birthday, all attention is on him. Sharky won’t even notice you.” Nella bumped into your hips with hers.

“I just- ugh.”

“What?”

“I don’t want it to be like that. This whole thing,” you waved your hands around “Is so stupid.”

“What thing?” Nella raised an eyebrow.

“The feelings and the vibes I’ve been getting over the past week after that awkward call that you gave me the confidence to make.”

“You’ll talk it out. Not today though. Don’t make a scene, I’m begging you.”

“I would nev-”

“Sshhhh, we’re here.”

You cautiously stepped into the brightly lit party venue, following Nella. 

You didn’t even have enough time to close the door when the familiar sight of Sharky triggered a rush of conflicting emotions within you instantly. 

“God,” you whispered to yourself.

You took a sharp breathe.

You hadn’t properly spoken since your heated argument a couple of weeks ago, and the tension between you was still palpable even from across the room.

As you tentatively made your way through the crowd, you caught a closer sight of Sharky. He was talking animatedly with Kenny, AJ and Chunkz. His gaze met yours, briefly, his expression unreadable. 

You could feel a knot forming in your stomach as you and Nella approached them, knowing that this encounter could potentially turn sour.

“Kenny!” Nella spread her arms out to greet the birthday boy.

“Hey girls,” Kenny giggled.

“This is from both of us,” Nella handed Kenny a big paper white bag “Open it later.” 

You smiled awkwardly and nodded.

Kenny hugged you “Thank you guys.”

Nella quickly joined the conversation with the boys while you stood there, pretending to listen.

"Hey," you said to Sharky in a moment when everyone else was focused on Chunkz’ story, trying to sound casual, but your voice betrayed a hint of nervousness.

He turned towards you, his eyes dark and guarded. "What do you want?" he snapped.

You felt a surge of frustration rising within you.

"I just wanted to say hello. Can't we at least be civil to each other for the sake of our friends?" You replied, trying to keep your tone level.

Sharky scoffed, his tone dripping with bitterness. 

"Civil? Is that all you think this is about? You have no idea how much you hurt me, and now you just waltz in here like nothing happened."

The words stung, and you could feel your own anger simmering beneath the surface. 

Thank god the music was loud enough to cover your conversation while the others continued discussing whatever they were discussing.

"I hurt you? What about the way you called me sick in the head multiple times!?" You shot back, voice rising with each word.

The argument escalated quickly, your voices raising above the background noise of the party. 

Finally your friends noticed. Kenny and Chunkz gave you wary looks, sensing the clear tension between you, while Nella had a ‘seriously?’ expression on her face.

“Hey guys, why don’t you show me where the drinks and food are.” Nella swiftly grabbed AJ and Kenny by the elbows and Chunkz followed.

 As accusations flew back and forth, it became apparent that this encounter was spiraling into yet another explosive confrontation that now others around were starting to notice.

Sharky felt the unwanted gazes.

“Fuck,” he hastily grabbed your arm, practically dragging you into an empty hookah room.

He aggressively sat down and pulled you with him.

“Listen here, stop being so fucking selfish and let me and the others enjoy the party.”

“Selfish!?” You exclaimed.

“Oh my god,” he laughed sarcastically “Stop being so fucking dramatic and speak properly.”

You felt your face warm up in embarrassment.

“All I did was say hi,” you mumbled “you’re the one who started.”

“Yeah just fucking don’t talk to me. I really want to forget you. I really do.”

“You don’t mean that…”

“No? Why? Cause I’ve always been so nice to you? Let me guess, next words are ‘this ain’t the real you Sharky’” he mimicked your voice in an annoying high pitched tone.

Your eyebrows knitted “Sharky-”

“Don’t do that.” He pointed, referring to your innocent gaze “Don’t bother me. Don’t even come near me. Ever.” He got up and left, slamming the door.

A second later you began to quietly cry in the dark room.

There was only one thing left to do tonight…

Get absolutely wasted.

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Lisa’s masterlist

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Niko Omilana

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Saturday

summary: you persuade Niko to go clubbing, but things don’t turn out so great.

Happy Baking

summary: baking with Niko and then attending AJ’s party where he goes crazy, leading to a not so pleasant morning.

Murder Mansion

summary: you and Niko are at the fair and he persuades you to go to the haunted house.

Walmart Duster

summary: you get invited to Beta Squad’s “Mafia” , during which Niko can’t stop violating the living cells out of you.

Theraflu

summary: niko gets sick and you just take care of him.

As it Was

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Beta Squad headcanons

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Falling asleep on their shoulder

The guys as The Weeknd songs and why

3am thoughts (ab Niko, Sharky, Aj)

Couple photos (w examples)

Cuddling

On a plane

Being Sick

How’d they react to you crying

Cheating

Flying pt.2

Pets

Types of Clingy

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Sharky

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Pizza in pajamas

summary: Sharky helps you study in return for you agreeing to finally go out and eat with him.

Circles, Post Malone

summary: dancing around the kitchen with Sharky while making pizza.

That One Room

summary: request: maybe something about sharky meeting y/n at kenny's birthday party and then y/n gets really drunk so sharky offers to bring them home and in the end its just all really cute and fluffy and all the boys are teasing him afterwards.

Sharky blurb

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King Kenny

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Gold Digger

summary: guess the gold digger: Kenny edition, where he managed to guess “the one” (you).

An Effort at Romance

summary: a little short in which you tried to do a romantic gesture that ended up flopping because of the weather.

I Love You Too?

summary: you and Kenny get into a heated argument after which you try and take the first step to make peace.

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AJ Shabeel

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Being Parents with AJ

Passenger Princess

summary: AJ being your passenger princess.

Dating AJ (headcanons)

The Spider

summary: Imagine cancelling plans because you and AJ are both scared of the spider in the bathroom and can’t go in to get ready.

AJ draft

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Yung Filly

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General Knowledge

summary: Filly being all touchy and sweet during a general knowledge video (feat. Darkest).

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Treat Me Better part II

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——————————————————————— “Yeah and then he just left.” You rubbed the rim of your wine glass.

“Girl,” Nella raised her eyebrows and shook her head, tutting as she looked you up and down.

“I mean okay. I get it. Okay, yes I was in the wrong…kind of.”

“For what!?” She exclaimed 

“I was kind of cold towards him, but you know I have exams and I do have other things on my mind besides Sharky.”

“Totally understandable…”

“But? I feel like there’s a but coming.”

She sighed “But why would you agree to date him in the first place if you get stressed so easily?”

“I don’t-“

“Yes you do honey. And you know it. Especially the whole education thing. We are all kind of older than you, and most of us literally dropped out.”

You groaned “I don’t know. I don’t know what to do.”

“You still love him?” She raised an eyebrow.

“Yeah,” you whispered “Unfortunately.”

“You have to talk it out.”

“I know,” you whined.

“Call him.” She said out of nowhere.

“What!?”

“Yeah.” 

“UH NO!”

“Cmon, it definitely wouldn’t hurt to try.”

“I hate that saying. It can hurt to try…”

Nella reached for your phone and put it on your lap.

“Do it.”

You shrugged.

Technically you’d have to do it sooner or later and if things go wrong, Nella was right here to support you.

“Alright.”

She shrieked excitedly “Thas what I’m talking about.”

You smiled, feeling confident all of a sudden.

You opened Sharky’s contact. Seeing the last message.

‘Love you ❤️’

You swallowed, that little confidence that you had previously slowly leaving you. But there was nothing you could do. Nella had already gotten excited.

You pressed the call button, the feeling of needing to throw up rising in your stomach. Suddenly there was muffled “hello”.

“Uh, hi.” You sat up.

“y/n?”

“Yeah, it’s me. I was wondering if we could maybe uh…” you glanced at Nella, she gave you an enthusiastic nod and thumbs up.

“If we could maybe talk. You know figure things out.”

“Uh sorry I can’t hear you, can you speak up?” There was an evident smile that you could hear in his voice.

It only took you a few more seconds to make out loud voices and music in the background. Was he at a club?

Your heart dropped. 

You hung up.

“What?” Nella moved closer “What is it.”

You shook your head and started crying.

“He was at a club.” You murmured.

“At a club!? Isn’t he not allowed to drink?”

You buried your face in the couch and quietly sobbed. 

“Oh gosh,” Nella swooped you into a warm hug, letting you cry on her shoulder.

To be honest it wasn’t that big of a deal, he’s a grown man and yes he can go to clubs, but you just had three glasses of red wine and your emotions were so enhanced that there was nothing you could do about it.  You just felt hurt…

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hola papi 🤭🤭🤭

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Treat Me Better

note: shld I make this a series typa thing? also first time posting not from the app lmao, hopefully this’ll post properly. warnings: swearing, angry sharky (not typical)

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part 2

part 3

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You slammed the door of your apartment with a low and annoyed groan.

You were wet, freezing, hungry and tired.

With shaking hands and a quivering lip you untied your shoelaces, you didn’t know if you were cold or on the verge of a breakdown.

You dragged your feet from the hallway to the living room couch, not even bothering to take off your soaking wet jeans and socks. 

Another groan left your lips, this time it was more genuine and sad. You curled up on the couch, hugging your knees and screwing your eyes shut, remembering how terribly your day went.

After taking your first set of mock exams this morning, you realized how much you don’t know. And despite all your efforts and sleepless nights of studying, you felt like giving up hope to achieve those high grades you so desired. 

You were just about to rethink how you got caught in a storm with your broken bag and torn umbrella, when you felt your phone buzz. 

You took it out of your back pocket. It was cold and damp, with drops of water smeared on the screen. How was it even working?

You looked at your messages seeing “Sharks ❤️” on the screen. Usually you’d smile, but today it was if you had no energy to do so. Before you could reply, your phone lit up and began vibrating. He was calling you.

“Fuck,” you whispered. After a quick practice of your fake happy voice you answered the call.

“Heeeyy,” you tried to sound as bubbly as you could.

“Hey baby, howd the mocks go?”

You stayed silent.

“I saw you haven’t been online since this morning. You alright?”

“Oh, yeah, yeah I was just,” your eyes darted around as you tried to make up an excuse.

“Just what?”  

“Just…needed to get something done and didn’t have the chance to pick my phone up.” 

“You have any plans for the weekends?”

“Studying. My second set of mocks is on Tuesday.”

“Oh, right.” He sounded a little disappointed “Well I hope everything’s alright. If you feel like it, maybe we can go out tomorrow?”

You let out a sigh. It was more of a breathe than a sigh really, but Sharky misunderstood the tone of your breath and took it in as annoyed.

“Or- Well we don’t have to. I was just making a suggestion…haven’t seen you in ages.” 

You frowned without replying.

After a few seconds of silence you finally said “Could you…come over?” You even sat up, shocked by your spontaneous suggestion.

“…Really?” 

You hummed.

“I-I mean yeah of course I’d love to.”

“It’s late.” You said as if reminding him.

“So? It’s not like I wake up early or I have somewhere to be.”

“Then I’m waiting.” You laid back down.

Half an hour went by and you didn’t even notice. You were so burnt out that you couldn’t even find the motivation to look at least a little presentable for your boyfriend’s arrival. Realization only hit once there was a timid knock on the door.

You cursed under your breathe and got up, walking over to the door, unlocking it.

“You okay, baby?” Was the first thing Sharky said.

“Wha-Do I not look okay?” You got a little irritated by his question.

“N-no I was just asking.”

There was a second of silence. You had a mad look on your face and Sharky could tell something was up.

“Can I maybe come in?” 

You stepped aside with a quiet ‘sorry’.

“You want anything?” You asked.

“Just you.” He smirked as he hung his coat. You rolled your eyes.

“Jeez what’s wrong?” He furrowed his eyebrows.

“Nothings wrong!” You exclaimed, a little louder than you intended to.

He stared with disbelief. He didn’t say a word.

“What?” You leaned forward, feeling stupid under his gaze, which made you even more mad.

“Wha- Okay, is there anything you want to tell me?” He avoided the question that previously got a surprising reaction out of you.

“No?” You replied bitterly.

“Should I go? I don’t really feel welcomed right now.”

“Maybe you should.” You sighed. You didn’t mean that. You really didn’t.

Sharky’s face dropped. He knew he asked the question, but he didn’t think that he would hear what he heard.

“Are you for real?” He raised his eyebrows.

You shrugged.

He scoffed and laughed, looking up and shaking his head “Unbelievable.”

You observed, leaning on the wall with your shoulder and your arms crossed.

“Un-fucking-believeable.”

You swallowed the lump in your throat. You didn’t know if you could handle a fight right now.

“You are so,” he paused, trying to think of the right words “So… annoying.”

“What?” 

“Look, I know you probably had a hard day yeah? And whatever the fuck happened, happened. But if you ask me to come over you should at least tell me! Why am I always here to support you, yet I still get treated like shit most of the time.”

“Sharky I-”

“No you know what,” he raised his hands up “You have a problem. Like some serious issues.”

Your heart dropped. Never in your life have you ever heard Sharky talk to you or to anyone like this. He was pissed. Something you didn’t know Sharky was capable of.

“How the fuck do you expect me to help you through a hard time when you don’t tell me shit?” He whispered.

“I-”

“And when do I finally get the feeling of fulfillment that the relationship I’m in isn’t one-sided? Why are you so abnormally cold all the time? I spend so much time, so much effort to make you feel good, to make you feel loved. Will I ever get that? Will I ever experience that feeling from you? From fucking anyone?”

You opened your mouth to say something, but tears filled your eyes and your throat tightened.

“Oh and you’re gonna cry?” He laughed “YOU!?”

You sniffed and quickly wiped your eyes.

“Great. Amazing. Just great. You know what? I will leave. And I’ll leave leave cause I’m tired. Tired of wasting my energy on you.”

“I didn’t know I was such a burden,” you said in a raspy voice “Didn’t know it took that much effort to love me.”

“Yeah. It fucking does.” He grabbed his coat.

“Fuck you.” The sentence came out more like a question, rather than a confident statement.

“Yeah.” He looked at you with the saddest eyes. The most heart wrenching eyes. Eyes that spoke more than his mean words.

“Sharky, I’m sorry.” You said as if your instincts kicked in and your brain suddenly started working.

“Save it. I dont care how sorry you are. Bye. Have a nice life. And good luck tryna find someone who’ll deal with your bullshit the way I did.” He turned around and slammed the door.

You bit your thumb, sliding down against the wall to the floor.

You weren’t crying or sobbing.

In fact you didn’t make a single noise.

You just stayed there.

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What I couldn't help but say

“Moscow never sleeps” - words from a song that has now taken on a completely different meaning. Even for me, although I do not live in Moscow and people close to me were not affected by the terrible terrorist attack in Crocus. But we are all one huge, united Russia, and this is our common pain. This is something that will leave a deep scar even on those who were not personally affected by it, and it scares me even to think about the people who actually lost their friends and families to terrorists. This is one of the most terrible events that happened in my conscious life, and I am incredibly sorry for all those who died, were injured, or lost someone dear to them. There should be no place for such madness in Russia... no. This should have no place ANYWHERE on Earth. Nobody deserves this.

Eternal memory to the dead. I'm very, very sorry.

«Москва никогда не спит» — слова из песни, обретшей теперь совсем другой смысл. Даже для меня, хотя я живу не в Москве и близкие мне люди не пострадали от страшного теракта в Крокусе. Но мы все одна огромная, единая Россия, и это наша общая боль. Это то, что оставит глубокий шрам даже на тех, кого оно лично не затронуло, и мне страшно даже подумать о людях, которые на самом деле потеряли своих друзей и семьи из-за террористов. Это одно из самых страшных событий, произошедших при моей сознательной жизни, и мне невероятно жаль всех, кто погиб, получил ранения или потерял кого-то дорогого ему. В России не должно быть места такому безумию... нет. Этому не должно быть места НИГДЕ на Земле. Никто этого не заслуживает.

Вечная память погибшим. Мне очень, очень жаль.

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All of us:

logged back on today…. i’m here to stay I promise🙏🙏🙏🙏

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~aj draft~

The hardest thing about dating AJ is the tantrums he throws when something doesn’t go the way he wants it to.

He’d get mad, leave you to figure it out yourself and walk around all moody.

Most of the time it was no big deal, you’d end up talking it out in the end and he wouldn’t do anything TOO dramatic.

But today? Oh today he really outdid himself.

You were both invited to a little get together at Kenny’s. No drinks, no nothing, just a sober friendly meet up.

During the meet up you and Kenny started to have a pretty passionate conversation, doesn’t matter what the topic was, let’s just say it really got both of you concentrated. So concentrated that you somehow, by AJ’s words, ignored him all evening.

Of course after he pulled you to the side and told you how he felt you laughed in his face. It seemed so absurd to you that you thought he was joking. You ignoring him for Kenny?! Never.

AJ took it the wrong way, and with a dramatic “Oh thas how it is?” He left.

Just left.

You didn’t know where he went, how he could even go anywhere because you’re the one who drives. You asked Niko if AJ told him anything, but as you predicted he didn’t. The only option was to go back home and either find him there or wait for him.

Now, here you were, driving in the empty streets of your little village, praying that once you pull over to your house you’ll see the lights on.

And you did!

Your heart jumped in excitement.

“Thank god,” you sighed.

You parked the car and closed the yard gate, making your way to the door.

“Aje?” You called out.

No answer.

You tossed your shoes off and threw the car keys into the bowl next to the cupboard.

“AJ-” you cut yourself off as you noticed him in the living room, curled up on the far side of the couch scrolling through his phone with his back to you.

“AJ,” you said as gently as you could.

“Hey,” you frowned “I’m sorry.”

In response he just stayed silent.

“Aje, stop it.” You walked around the couch, over to him. He quickly flipped onto the other side. You suppressed a chuckle and sat down beside him. He was so petty.

“AJ can we not do this? Why are you acting like this? I was JUST TALKING to Kenny, you know it.”

He sat up, pulled down the hood of his sweater and stared at you.

You blinked, feeling a little embarrassed under his gaze. But he didn’t say anything, just kept looking with that hurt expression on his face.

“Aje,” you whispered, scooting over to him. He didn’t move away, he waited for your next actions. “I’m sorry. I really am, but you can’t just leave me like that. I have every right to be mad too.”

He scoffed and wanted to turn away, but your grabbed his sleeve and tugged at it “No it’s not funny or whatever. Why do you do that and then just expect me to come back, running and praying for you to forgive me? We’re ADULTS. We can talk it out you know.”

His face softened.

For about three minutes the two of you held eye contact, until finally AJ spoke up “You’re right,” he sighed “I-I’m sorry. It’s just that I hate it when you don’t pay attention to me. As stupid as it might sound and as needy as it might come out, but it really really hurts me.”

You nod “I get it. And I swear I don’t do it on purpose. And I won’t. Ever. But Aje, you can’t be running off like that.”

He scratched the back of his head and looked down at the floor, nodding.

“Sorry.” He mumbled.

“You moved over closer and envelope him in a hug, slight tightening your grip after feeling him melt into you.

“I’m sorry.”

“I’m sorry too.”

You grinned to yourself, whilst he breathed out in relief.

“Never forget that I love your lil stupid ass.” You snickered.

“Aye!” He wanted to pull away but you clung on “You cheeky.” He shook his head playfully.

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If anyone has any cute short ideas that I could maybe write about, my requests are open!!

u can request anything but bury in mind I wanna go short like no more than 1k words

❤️❤️ miss u guys, school is killing me

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he’s just so?