v0rekeith

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Morning routine!

1. Wake up

2. Feed my cats

3. Come up with a new creative way to disappear and never been seen again by the people I love

4. Open door so the cats can play together :3

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Thinking I’m the plague

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I need to stop being known it’s time

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Stop forgetting Kirk is from the Midwest. He’s the representation we need, literally our captain America, he should be on the mayonnaise bottle.

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Stop forgetting Kirk is from the Midwest. He’s the representation we need, literally our captain America, he should be on the mayonnaise bottle.

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$0MŅ0PĦÏĻÏÆ 😻👹

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If neil looked in my go bag and found nothing but yarn and a hook I think he’d vomit and die

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“Was it hard graduating without her?” “Does it get easier?” I’m grabbing a gun rn (she’s just grasping for help and understanding and I’m the only one she knows that’s been there)

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He’s watching Grian in these photos

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"this song by taylor swift is THE andrew minyard song"

it's not. 🙂‍↔️

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And words cannot describe how badly I hate Kevin/Thea as a genuine and well intentioned ship because AFTG is all about the subtext, we know via subtext alone the extent of the abuse exectuted by the ravens and the amount of control the is executed over them and the timeline if I understand correctly is as follows:

-Kevin is raised IN THE NEST. at the very least after early childhood

-Thea is drafted to the raven’s HER senior year of college

-this would be (based on the idea that Thea’s on a four year course (god FORBID it’s a five year program then it’s worse)) Kevin’s freshman year of HIGH SCHOOL??????

-making Thea outsider presence in Kevin’s life and a whole adult when Kevin is 14/15 years old when they meet

-apparently didn’t make anything “lowkey” official (i.e dating in secret from the public and the ravens) until Kevin started college but the wording of that implies they were building some type of tension beforehand.

-during highschool for Kevin.

-while Thea was progressing through . College.

-and then, after Kevin turns 18 start (implied by Renee in book one) dating in a very lowkey unacknowledged by the public way . Secret one might say. Like she doesn’t want someone to find out she’s dating a kid

-then. Kevin gets his hand broken. Effectively making the two too separated to have an effective relationship

Which, sure, is small potatoes to the ritual, physical, sexual, and emotional abuse he suffered in evermore but seriously? I’m supposed to root for the grooming because it’s not as bad as the abuse?

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I hope bert the bunyip knows how much I love him

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Being off my meds is so fun (in the most sarcastic sense) will I write literally my magnum opus spawned from my hyper awareness or will I crash out and knock down the carefully constructed gentle and ethical personality to express every bullshit extent of my desire knowing that it can never go 100% my way without being incredibly uncomfortable for everyone else, maybe I was built to be loved from far enough away that no one can tell the paint has lead in it

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yeah…

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We are a very very dumb, stupid people