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Having a bit of a day today :)

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My favorite thing is the fact that I am “relapsing” every other day practically. I’m so tired but also it’s so relieving I can’t

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Today I learned that cutting with a razor blade is a totally different experience from cutting with a knife, the sting is so much better it draws blood so much easier! Never going back

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God bless Green tea as an appetite suppressant, I've only eaten ~430 calories today and I feel like god. Empty is good and pure, and tea helps so much with that.

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My reasons ♡

Fitting in my school uniform better,, leading to being hotter at school

Sex. Sex without worrying about my rolls. Im a t0p too so i feel even more seen.

Mascmascmascmascmasc

Looking better in all my clothes tbh

My chest is small so if i lose fat there binding will probably make me completely flat

Muscles are more defined

Easier to get fit and maintain a good diet when I'm working on muscle mass and not body fat

Not being the biggest guy in the group

Skinny boyboss 🙏

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I cut again today. As always nothing deep, it barely draws blood, but they burn just right. It kinda scares me, this behavior has become more frequent. But it’s so comforting I don’t want to give it up yet.

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I’m so tired all the time nowadays, I’ve been close to crying multiple times today and have a headache from that. I’m so stressed and burnt out and yet there’s nothing I can do about that, and it’s not like everyone around me isn’t also tired and stressed, but like they’re worse off than me in terms of time commitment but somehow doing better? I just want to fall asleep and not wake up I’m exhausted

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Hi y’all guess who’s back to vent because I don’t wanna burden anyone with my problems!

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The saddest kind of sad is, when your tears can't even drop anymore and you feel nothing. It's like the world has just ended. You don't cry. You don't hear. You don't see. You stay. For a second the heart dies.

— The emptiness is the worst.

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I thought I was doing so well but isolation really does make all those self-destructive and suicidal thoughts seem really appealing doesn’t it haha. I want to cut so badly but alas, my family is paying too close attention now that we are forcibly living together and my tools are too dull to do Shit :))))))

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A reminder not all subs are the same. Tumblr sub blogs almost appear like a monoculture of “popular” kink but remember not all subs like being degraded, not all subs like being used, not all subs like being bratty. Not all subs are poly or play with multiple partners, not all subs enjoy sex, not all subs like being slapped, not all subs like being spit on, not all subs like being spoilt financially, not all subs like older partners, not all subs enjoy being tied up, not all subs are masochists!! And this doesn’t make them any less of a perfect sub.

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being trans be like..

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