instead of wallowing in my sadness, i’ll share it with you!old tumblr era revival (aesthetic only!)by a lovely teenage girlhave fun!
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I’m learning a lot about life right now, no longer running away from the “hard truths” but rather seeing them in a new light. im working, bored out of my mind, but gaming some patience. One of those truths i have hard time accepting is people coming and going in your life, i used to view it as i open myself to this person, they like me, and they leave therefore i must be the problem rather than accepting that alot of people are meant to be experiences, and to change you. Of course you’ll gain loyal life long relationships along the way, but the ratio of those you keep in your circle will allows be significantly smaller compared to those who may offer you colorful and exciting adventures, but that just what those people are for. I also hate the feeling of wasted time, but i guess i can only be grateful for the happy memories and i admit instill struggle with that concept. but don’t fear watching your social circle shift to maybe a triangle or a square, meeting new people is a sign your growing up and how exciting is that ;)
#2013 tumblr#nostalgic#2013#tumblr diary#tumblr girls#farmers daughter#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#coqeutte#it girl#dear diary
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Naomi Campbell lighting a cig from a candle (c) 1997 🕯
I loovvvveeeee Naomi,,, forever my inspiration,, she’s so kunty
#naomi campbell#coquette#it girl#2013 tumblr#nostalgic#2013#tumblr diary#tumblr girls#farmers daughter
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4ever wishing i could’ve experienced this era
#2013 tumblr#nostalgic#2013#tumblr diary#tumblr girls#2014 revival#this is a girlblog#coqeutte#farmers daughter
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fit inspo 4 da school year 🌟🌟🪐
#2013 tumblr#nostalgic#2013#tumblr diary#tumblr girls#farmers daughter#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#fitspo#first year
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in a beautiful soft era 🌟🌟☀️☀️🌸🌸
#2013 tumblr#tumblr diary#nostalgic#2013#tumblr girls#farmers daughter#this is a girlblog#it girl#girlblogging
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the light of life rn 🌟🫂🍒
Life has been so easy breezy beautiful lately! I’m getting comfortable at my job, making friends, 1st year of college, being gassed up all the time, my affirmations literally being repeated 2 me. just watching my life fall into perfection.
#2013 tumblr#nostalgic#2013#tumblr diary#tumblr girls#farmers daughter#this is a girlblog#girlblogging#coqeutte#it girl
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My man IS just like a Ryan Gosling ✨✨
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Kirsten Dunst in her bedroom circa. 1997
such a queenie i love ha 🪐💫
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time for the nightly joint <333 🌬
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kini pics will just always eat ☀️☀️
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My new screensaver oolala 🫧
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gingham print r N right now !! NEwayz… these fits will b mine ;P
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Endo of august,,, stating school tmmrw fall life 📸🌟
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Order 4 next time ;)
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Forgot i had this account OMG
IM BACK BITCHES
#baddie
#adulthood #coolestgurlever
#rickandmorty#christ
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i need a hobby bad
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although ik the change i’m going through feel isolated, painful, and confusing……. it’ll pass. it always dose.
one of the most frustrating feelings tho is feeling out of place, ik i’m well liked by my peers and have lots of friends, i only truly feel close to two. i feel so polarizing to everyone else. i feel like a loser but simultaneously the coolest person ever, i feel like i’m losing my grip but the excitement of life bubbles within me. it sucks having energy but no where to put it. always feeling tired and never getting enough sleep, always feeling forgotten by everyone, i feel like no one really knows me. maybe that’s why loosing my friend has done so much to me, she was the only person to know me like, for christ sake we were girls together. it hurts even more knowing i was fighting for us till the end but the harsh reality was she checked out moths ago, so when I finally left she had no goodbye to me as she already had chosen her fate: her girlfriend. where dose that leave me? i need her too. when did she give up on me? what dose her girlfriend have that i don’t? dose our ten years of friendship mean nothing? why doesn’t she care? why am i so easily disposable? if my friend of ten years can abandon me out of nowhere, why would anyone want to stay with me? dose anyone want to be around me?
I feel like no one could ever know me on the level she knew me on, it makes me want to give up honestly. i thought we grow old together and buy houses in a culdesac and raise our kids as cousins. but that’s no longer an option, where do i go now? who will love me now? i see thing on socials and will laugh and go to send it to her but then I remember she won’t respond. i’m a part of her past. she’s moving forward and not looking back, so why should i? she knew everything about me, we grew up together and now that we’re at the crossroads of adulthood i thought we would just make our own joint path, but that’s not possible. ik i’m only 17 we could make up any day, but as much as it hurts i’m not sure i want that. i never thought she hurt me so bad, i feel like i can’t trust anyone. on top of that ik this will forever shift our dynamic and what we once had was so prized i don’t even think a friendship after this couldn’t be filled without a slight animosity towards her. the friendship she’d be able to offer me now would only be considered disrepect. my experience isn’t original, i’m not the first teenage girl to lose her best friend and certainly won’t be the last but this pain feels so strong that i feel like no one can really pull me out if yk. it hurts even more knowing i’m the one grieving while she’s having the time of her life. it makes me feel like a bitter loser but i have the right to feel this way and more, it honestly feels weird to even be mad at her. now that the person who knows me like a twin is gone, i feel lonely. like i have no one to talk to or even when i do talk to others they’ll never be here, she got my humor and just me, now i’m just here alone
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