bugz-2002

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10/21/2024

i dreamt that i woke up in the middle of the night and discovered a cat in my bedroom. this confused me both because my bedroom door is always closed when i go to sleep, and because i do not currently own a cat. i grabbed it by the scruff of the neck and took it to the back door downstairs. it was grey and rather scruffy looking. as i tossed it outside it made very sad sounding meows and yowls which were breaking my heart.

then i found a second cat inside hiding in the corner of the dining room, which was a kitten, i think black and white, and actually had a collar stating that it was from a couple towns over (i dont remember what the town was actually called, just that it was a couple towns over in my dream). i was able to coax it over to give it pets and pick that one up too

i see another cat hiding in the same corner of the dining room, and then pan over to see three or four additional cats hiding along one wall of the dining room. there was apparently a hole in the wall/floor/crawl space in that area and for some reason cats were getting drawn to it en masse to come inside my house. my mom said "aw shit"because now we have a hole in the floor/crawl space/wherever to fix. i walked out of the dining room to walk back to the back door and saw at least two more cats

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10/19/2024

i think i dreamt about another historic dress last night

i dont remember the silhouette/time period as well but i think i had a pair of blue american duchess boots (i think their regency style boots) and was like "well now i need a dress to wear with these boots" and i remember it was white with blue flowers on it. maybe pansies or little hydrangea blooms or something

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10/18/2024

i had a dream that i was working at target this morning ._.

but like the manager took me over to where the lil log in handheld computer was supposed to be and my login was supposed to be like my phone number or smth (which Does not seem secure at all but dream logic) but also the handheld computer was buried in like a pile of trash and damaged goods and shit and it was disgusting

so then we literally had to dig through piles of nasty shit tryin to find this handheld and dream me was like "oh! this job is already a mistake"

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10/15/2024

Babes ur not gonna believe this but I think I had another dream about bees this morning. Specifically that i was walking down a steep hill with a friend and that at the bottom of the hill was like four beehives,lethal company style just chilling on the ground unless you got close in which case they would swarm you

So we were trying to figure out how to get past these four beehives to get to the path when some third person came along and chucked something down there to make all the bees swarm to that instead

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8/24/24

i found a dress from the 1860s at goodwill. it was made out of silk and primarily red with black accents like black buttons, and black sleeves made out of a sheer fabric like organza with cuffs at the bottom. I recognized it as being from the 1860s due to the skirt shape which looked like it was supposed to have a crinoline underneath but one of the asymmetrical ones with a lot more volume in the back. it was being sold for $65

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8/10/24

I think a bear was chasing me around and I kept trying to run away from it in this. House? Hotel? Warehouse? I can’t remember but at one point I came across both my friend noxy and tox asleep in like a giant sink or bathtub or something (also it looked like lethal company at this point) and then I went “wait shit I can’t hide in the sink too what if the bear kills all three of us” so I left the sink and kept running and then finally when the bear had cornered me I took out some pink and blue chalk, drew a smiley face on the bears face which made it pause in confusion and then I drew an anti sea bear circle on the ground which somehow worked

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recurring dream motifs:

-flying

-wasps/bees

-antiques/antique stores

-job interviews, specifically being late to or missing it

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7/3/24

i dreamt that i looked at the clock at it was somewhere around noon. i was sitting in my bedroom as though i had just woken up. i was playing stardew valley until i looked over at the clock and panicked because it was suddenly 6 pm and i had missed a job interview scheduled for 3:30. then the rest of the dream that i can remember was thinking about whether i would be able to call and reschedule or come up with some excuse or something. there was probably more after that but thats what i remember

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5/25/24

I had a dream I was coming to see a couple of discord friends in Arizona

I was driving through an area that had all the typical Arizona landscape like the red rocks and these bushes with purple flowers on them, and it was this big open area in the mountains with a road that kinda curved around, but then I turned left onto the road and then very suddenly it morphed into what I would almost call like. Idk Kansas looking territory with flat grass plains and something about selling crosses, and also by this point I was no longer driving but flying with nothing but holding my arms out. then it became this area with all these green trees, not pine trees like actual leafy green trees. And I remember having a thought like “Damn my friends weren’t kidding Arizona looks a lot more varied with the landscapes than I thought”. And then I kept flying and I would just use my hands tilting them back and forth to get more altitude or turn or something but I had like a backpack on And my purse slung across my chest which was kind of encumbering me

I remember looking down and idly thinking about how bad it would be if I started falling with how high up I was and I wondered whether anyone would be able to catch me. But then all of a sudden I WAS falling- I think I had been thinking about doing that trick where you free fall and then pull yourself up at the last second, but it didnt work. but I was able to slow my fall enough that I didn’t get hurt thankfully

I talked to a couple people there about something and then started jumping to try and start flying again, which was kind of funny like I jumped once and then jumped again where I jumped a bit higher and then started almost kind of swimming with a breast stroke vertically in the air. thats around where i woke up

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5/1/24

i only remember fragments of this one. at one point i was in a museum collection again, and there were several boxes of attack on titan figurines- some of the boxes were empty but i think one of the boxes had a figure of hange zoe, which the former collections manager had acquisitioned herself.

i was also supposed to collect. ashes? ashes from these monks in a small little temple? i dont remember why or whether the ash was cremated remains or not, nor do i have any idea why this featured in my dream. all i remember is holding a little nautilus shell that was holding a little pile of ashes in it.

as i was holding this shell full of ashes i started coughing badly, to the point where i had to kneel down on the ground because i was having such deep heavy coughs. i coughed up some black goopy, oozing substance- i remember feeling vaguely worried recalling something about how coughing up anything that looked like coffee grounds was really bad (what i coughed up didnt look red like blood though, it was pure black an ooze-like substance). shortly after coughing up the black ooze was when i woke up

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4/29/24

i was at a small indoor concert of some sort. a woman was singing jesse mccartney's "right where you want me" (mostly the chorus because my brain doesnt remember any other part of that song). there were some cubes that could be turned inside out and all sorts of directions, like a rubix cube but in like 4 dimensions or whatever, and for whatever reason me and the singer and the members of the band were all trying to flip these colored cubes to be black or something by the end of the song. i traveled around the whole area (which almost looked like an indoor gymnasium or something), sliding the cube and myself across the floor to one guy who was the sound mixer or something i cant remember at this point. i think i was talking to him at one point, and the cubes werent done by the time the female singer belted out the last "right where you want me" . people still cheered anyway but i also remember the gym suddenly being very empty and tearing down the concert stuff very quickly. i think the guy who was in charge of the cubes at the end, the one i had been talking to, blamed me for not being able to finish the cube in time, but the singer stuck up for me. sometime later i was in a locker room

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4/26/24

i was in a school, though it didnt look like any of the schools ive ever attended. someone came through a door in front of me, though they were a fair ways away to the point where i couldnt entirely make out their face. they were holding something black that hung down from their hands, which turned out to be a gun, and they started shooting. everyone started running and screaming, i first ran to the side to a corner of a brick wall. i started flying, and lifted myself up flying around repeating over and over again to evacuate the building,run, someone has a gun and is shooting. i dont remember exactly how i worded it. i dont remember very much after that, not enough to put into words, though i do seem to remember thinking that a building (the school, or perhaps another building that came after it, or the building that the school morphed into as i traveled through the dream) looked like a castle.

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4/6/24

i dreamt that my bedroom was right next door to the collection at the local historical society. i found a large yellowjacket in my room, and then ended up finding a second one that looked different (or at least smaller). the collections manager and i were walking around my bedroom and the bonus room trying to figure out where the yellowjackets might be coming from.

all of a sudden i look over in my bedroom and one corner by the windowsill, which is usually covered by wooden cubbies, had been ripped out exposing inside the drywall, which the contractors/repairmen had done without telling me. instead of being filled with fiberglass insulation it was a relatively empty, spacious sort of space. there were several structures hanging down from the low "ceiling" in that space inside the drywall. one looked like an upside down sand castle, and another i recognized in the dream as being a wasp nest. the rest of the dream involved trying to figure out where i might sleep for the night until they could remove the wasp nest.

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2/27/24

i was working somewhere (possibly the volunteering ive been doing the past few weeks, but it didn't look like where i volunteer at all, more like a big warehouse or the outside of a mall or something). i had been there for a couple of hours before i realized i had forgotten to put money in the meter for parking. i went out to check on my car. at first i saw a black pickup truck like a ford where i thought i had parked, so at first i was like "wait where did my car go??". this black pickup truck had a large pink ticket on the side which freaked me out at first until i realized it wasnt my car. i walked a little further down and actually found my car, which also had a pink ticket on it

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2/26/24

had a couple of dreams again this morning but unfortunately forgot to write them down until just now so pretty much all of the memory is gone

i think at one point i was eating cereal except then suddenly there were a bunch of bees or hornets or something in the milk

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2/19/24

all i remember of the one this morning is kinda vague but i think it was a bit of a murder mystery but also in kind of a. historical fantasy setting? idk a castle was involved,, but i remember talking with someone (maybe a queen?) sailing on a gondola together, with the canal going into the castle, and i was assigned someone to guard me/investigate with me i think

and we were walking through this castle (which suddenly had a bit of a museum setting maybe?) and the guard saw a couple of people disguised as knights who were stealing a couple of swords or smth, so he ran after them chase scene style and caught them and confiscated the swords, except as soon as he caught those two then a couple Other ppl were seen also stealing swords, so then he ran after them and caught them, and then a Third set of people were also stealing a couple swords so then i walk down this set of stairs where the guard has just been putting all of these almost-stolen swords (very big fuckoff swords, and also like six of them by this point). as im standing by all these swords someone with blond hair (who in the dream is someone i apparently knew and trusted) walks by me with a scary looking guy. scary looking guy makes like hes going to run over and kill me, like a "youve seen me now we have to kill you to keep you quiet lest you ruin our plants" sort of situation, but then blond guy who i recognize is like "dont, we're only here for the sunshine king" or whatever the kings (or maybe a prince?) title was

so then im like "oh shit theyre gonna kill the prince" and start running out into the big open room (not quite a ballroom, maybe more like a great hall) next to me and up a different set of stairs trying to find the prince or the guard or whoever else to try and help and i dont remember anything else

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2/5/24

i had two dreams this morning.

first dream i dont remember as well. there was a love square going on between me, another girl, and two guys. the two guys started fighting outside, on the deck outside by the kitchen window, over who was going to date who, and the other girl obviously started getting very upset seeing these two guys she cared about punching each other and slamming one into the side of the house. the guys could see inside the window and froze when they saw we could see them, but they didnt completely stop and pull apart from each other until i ran out onto the deck and asked them what the hell they were doing. the wooden deck was stained purple for some reason. i chased someone, possibly someone completely different than anyone in the previous part of the dream, through the trees into the neighbors yard. i dont remember this part very well, but it was something along the lines of "you said that you would turn me back if i" sort of dialogue. i started choking someone. it was very quiet outside, and there was snow on the ground. someone i know from high school was suddenly there in the neighbors yard watching, and commented on how deathly silent it was outside in the snowy cold weather. they walked away- i was still holding this faceless, random person in a chokehold. i remember that there started being less resistance and my grip tightening as their body had less air in it, as though they were a deflating balloon and not a human being with muscles and bones and a life being snuffed out by my own hands. i thought about whether i should let them go, feeling guilt over what i was about to do, but i didnt. right as they started to gasp and kick and flail from oxygen deprivation is when i woke up.

the second dream disturbs me a lot less. i was acting in a school play but i was clearly a last minute addition, as a background character with only a few lines, because wardrobe was giving me a costume as the play was actively going on. i was given a waistcoat, suit jacket and pants made out of shiny red and black fabric like a brocade. the sleeves were too long. the wardrobe manager was clearly used to working with kids and told me to be careful with the suit ensemble because it was over $100 altogether. at the same time i was given this $100+ outfit i had to put on a fake beard, and the fake beard i ended up selecting was made out of white felt, and did not go all the way around my head (bc made for children), so i had to take some clear tape and make some little rolled pieces of tape to stick a terrible white felt beard onto my face. because i had been busy in wardrobe i had no idea where we were in the play or where i was supposed to enter, or even entirely what my lines were. i was wandering around backstage holding my script, but the stage was organized in a very weird way and i found myself walking around a corner and being able to see the audience in folding chairs- i think people i knew from elementary school. i went back around the corner and kept sifting through the script to try and see where my lines might be or whether i had missed them already.