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I used to want everyone's attention to be on me. But now I only crave your eyes on me.

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I didn’t learn much songs on the piano yet,, just practicing the songs I learned during the summer camp + Fur Elise.

Aside from that, I’m preparing myself for the start of classes. :)

My old blog was deleted because I was bored with it/unsatisfied with its progress :’D dw, I’m sending asks from a new one

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Ah hi!! Sorry for being extremely late, I haven't been active much on Tumblr sighhh I've been spending lots of time with my partner to say. But nice to catch up with you? I wonder what kind of theme you have now??

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Some people really say "Communication is key" and then throw the key away and complain why they can't open the door

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Aa the power went out 😢 but it just returned !

I’m thinking of learning new songs to play on the piano independently and relearning digital art (which was not my forte back then; I preferred doing traditional art)

What about you? Do you have any plans too? :D

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Oh!! Digital art is pretty good. I'm more used to digi than trad, I admire the patience and carefulness trad artists have, I could never 💔💔

How many piano songs are you able to play already?? Sounds like good progress!

Hmmm not much rather than spending my whole summer with my husband, but I'm trying to relax myself to prepare mentally for senior year :3

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Just to say, I didn't stalk your dumb unpopular blog. It just popped on my dash with all those tags you put in lmfao, shit was involuntary anyway. Plus even if I was, this is the fucking internet LMFAO are you dumb genuinely 🤞😭

Also calling me names when you obviously fawned over my looks back then is so fucking funny, says the one too insecure to even send their face. Of course you'd never accept that you were the fucking asshole there and I obviously didn't do anything but tried everything to please you, and then you left because you couldn't stand yourself being a sack of scum. Bitchass was the one starting conflicts over petty bs 🙏

Keep yapping to cover up that cowardice to people who believe you, babe. Only fuels shits and giggles for me LMAO

Oh btw at least I'm not an insufferable whiny fuck that bitches over every single inconvenience and take it out on their partner. "Yeah plans cancelled cuz mama yelled at me" headass

And baby I'm not the one randomly trying to contact me out of nowhere then throws a tantrum when you get hit with a reality-check.

See if any of your relationships would last longer than a month with that, peace <3

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Glad you got to spend time with your husband ! Congratulations by the way :D

My summer piano lessons have finished, so I’m staying at home most of the time. Ngl things have been sort of exhausting for me, but I figured out that trying new activities related to my current hobbies works well.

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Thank you!! I hope you'll have fun with them. I wonder what you'll pick up next?

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I haven’t sent an ask for some time !

How are you doing?? I hope you had fun and a good rest during your break :)

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Hey!! Sorry I haven't been active much since I spent the majority of my time with my beloved husband! <3

I'm okay! I hope you're fine too, I read your other asks too don't worry. I just didn't have the energy to reply back to them, sorry!

How are you doing? What's going on with you though?

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" Stalking. "

God forbid I have access to public information and know how to utilise my resources.

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when I'm going thru someone's blog and then find a post of mine reblogged I get a mini panic attack

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hiiii hello :3

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Hello!!

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hot take and rant about smth on yanblr, idfk

if you're on yanblr and fawning over 50 anons you pmo...(unless you're poly, then go off)

but monogamous people who act equally enamoured with every person's attention are not yandere...

being yandere is about being love sick, yan means mentally ill, dere means in love (oversimplified and probably butchered)

if you're monogamous and obsessive over attention you aren't a yandere

if you're monogamous and obsessive towards love as a concept or a specific person THEN you are a yandere

and stop defining attention as love bc you're past 5 and should be able to tell the difference.

pmo. esp when they ignore questions about if they'd stop prancing and dancing for attention from everyone after getting into a relationship...

the yandere community has changed sm, these people shouldn't be bashed but they shouldn't call themselves yandere's

pls don't flood my tag with anon #5 of the day making you bushy and flustered just how anon #1, anon #2, anon #3 AND anon #4 did

also to my other yandere's, stay away from people like this, people who beg for anons rarely want any depth to their relationships, they just want attention — if you know you won't get your feelings hurt tho go ahead

these people are here to perform so they can feel better about themselves after getting compliments and having people fight over them, they're not here to be obsessive or get jealous or cope with unconventional means of love

they just use people who find them appealing

they pmo

it's okay to want attention once again, n that is not a problem, but stop fucking clogging the tags...

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chat wtf happened to Eden (garden-0f-ed3n) why's their blog gone, I haven't been on Tumblr what

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wait so there are people on yanblr who use ai to ramble about their darlings?? that's actually so embarrassing what 😭😭 i'd rather not post for days if i'm out of ideas cuz that just feels so fake i'm not sorry

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Update on the broken piano: unfortunately, I can’t find a shop that can repair its keys. Apparently the Middle C works decently if the piano is set to a certain volume?? 😭

Also, please don’t mind the new typing style! I used to type in mostly lowercase letters because auto-capitalization would bug my old phone, but I got a new device so it’s better now. :)

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HI SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY. I've been on a short hiatus for a trip so I haven't checking in Tumblr much and I just came back. Super tired writing this rn, but I've read everything! I hope you're doing okay

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i see!! i tend to be a little picky about the true crime podcasts/videos i watch tbh.

also, i haven't sent an ask for some time! my bad, i was too busy as a service team member for an event, but it's over now! there were some ups and downs, not to mention how one of the upcoming leaders reallyyyy hates me just because she's jealous of my mother. 💀 so glad it's done.

to cope with that, i'm starting to get interested in ZENO now! i'm just watching gameplays because i can't download it.

Hey! It's okay, I get you have a pretty busy life so all is good. I hope it wasn't too tiring for you!

Woooah that's a lot of things to unpack, why's she jealous of your mother though?

Oh Zeno! Yeah pretty good choice I love that game LMAO, I hope you have fun with it!

(P/S: I received your latest ask dw)

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so uhm, this may sounds stupid but uhm, what are the big 3 paraphilias?

the only ones i could think of are p*dos and beasti4lity. sorry if this is an annoying ask.

Hi! The big 3 paras are basically pedophilia, zoophilia and necrophilia

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about your recent reblog,,

i listen to true crime podcasts/videos sometimes (i wouldn't say it's an "interest" of mine because personally, it would sound disrespectful if i said "oh i *like* true crime media" ykyk). so just to clarify, is it a "blacklist"/dni for you? i won't want to bother you aaaaaaaa idk how to phrase this

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Oh hi! No, liking true crime itself isn't exactly a blacklist for me as I too do sometimes enjoy consuming the media, but only from sources who are actually respectful about re-telling the stories.

What the post meant is moreso people who are obsessed with true crime just for the (serial) killers and label them with medical terms like "sociopath", "psychopath" and "antisocial" as if every murderer is a psychopath / sociopath etc. Which is why their knowledge of psychology is extremely shallow and misleading