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Severed Connections

Just a little story for something I’m working on. Going to be posting a lot of stories like it and it may or may not be canon for it?

I don’t know but it also gives me a chance to get back into writing as well ^^ so most of it will kind suck but gotta post something eventually :D and Severed Connections is what it will be called but may change the title a later date.

It's titled 'I'm sorry'

"Will killing me make you feel better?" Her voice quiet, unwavering while looking up at you. Her body ached from the vast time she had gone without. Without the very thing she needed to survive, all because it was what you had wanted a forever or two ago.

You stood over her, the knife glinting in the moonlight. The only thing that could kill a being such as herself.

Your mind raced, trying to peace together what to say to her in this moment.

Which you would hope would be the last you two will share.

She was a monster.

You couldn't fool yourself into believing anything else about it.

"I don't hate you…I could never…ever bring myself to hate you." She spoke up again, giving you a calm smile, her gaze never leaving your own.

"You…don't love me…maybe you never did." Her eyes grew wet as they began to  fill with tears or, at least, her species equivalent to tears.

"But  I don't care, I have loved you. I have loved the very essence of your soul. Accepted you for everything that you were to be and what you could become…the unknown of your soul intrigued me." Reaching out to you before clenching her hand into a loose fist. Letting it fall back to her side.

"So I gave you your freedom…done what you promised and you stopped devouring souls, the very worlds they inhabit. Made me abandon all that made me a God…and I done it all without hesitation, all to make you happy."

Her words felt like a dagger to the heart, much like the one you had grasped in your hand.

The monster's words were beginning to sway you.

No. You couldn't. You knew what she was. What she could do.

It was just a ploy to get you to spare her! That's all it was!

"Stop…stop! You're a monster! Monsters can't feel anything but hunger and rage! So shut up and stop talking to me as if you know what love is!" You barked at her, slamming it done.

Burying the knife in her chest, clinching your eyes shut, expecting her retaliate. To rip you to shreds and devour your soul like she had done to others before.

Feeling something wrap aroud you, you prepared yourself for the worse. Tensing as the grip tightened and you were pulled towards her.

Nothing…nothing happened. No pain, no sounds of popping bones or ripping flesh.

Opening your eyes, the monster was staring at you. With the same lovelorn gaze she had given you countless times before.

"I know…you think of me as a simple monster….anything to make this easier for you…" She spoke, her voice shaking as the inky blackness that made her body started to fizzle and dissipate.

"I'm sorry…I couldn't get you to believe that I loved you. That, despite my best efforts, get you to think you were worth of love and even though I'll be gone. Just know that I still love you and wish you only the best the cosmos can give you." She whispered, bringing your head close.

Flinching away, afraid she would bite your head clean off but was met with a small but bitter laugh.

"Even in my dying state. The knife and the pain of disappearing…nothing hurts me more than you thinking I would hurt you…"

Feeling a gentle kiss on the top of your head. You opened your eyes but saw nothing.

The knife laying on the grass and the monster's body was gone. The creature that had been tormenting your very existence…she was gone.

She was gone and will never come back…

So why didn't you feel at peace.

"I'm sorry."

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Together Forever

A bit of a different take for the antagonist? I don’t have a name for her just yet but will figure that out at a later date.

I also forgot to mention that Severed Connection was going to be kinda a visual novel? (As soon as I figure out more on the story and stuff and figure out how to even do a visual novel haha)

But I see a lot of male yanderes and not a like of female orianted ones? I see a few but they don’t exactly itch my brain they way the males do so I thought I would make my own?

We will see if I actually see the project through but enjoy some more readings

Just a warning that this one is more gorey? But also not really? I don’t write gore, really but tried it anyways ^u^

"I have waited-" She began, reaching out and grasping your hand. Her grip tight enough to hold them in place but not enough to cause any real harm.

"I have waited an eternity. Multiple lifetimes, I have waited for you to come back to me! For you to come find me, like you promised you would do forever ago! You can't just leave me again!" Desperate, she grasped your hand with both of hers.

Like you were her everything, their world and beyond.

"I WON'T let you just leave! I done what you have asked! I stopped eating, I stopped everything to make you happy! Why aren't you happy?!"

You didn't know how to tell them. To tell them that you didn't remember any life, any promises that involved her existence.

"I'm sorry…" Was all you could muster, pulling your hand away from her and taking a step back.

"No…no, no, no" Reaching up and grabbing handfuls of her hair, leaning forward and shaking her head.

"You're not doing this to me again!" She barked out, pouncing on you and forcing you onto the ground. Her hand aroud your throat. Her grip tight, enough to prevent any sound from you that wasn't wheezing. Desperately clawing at her arm to try and get them to let go.

"No! I have waited too long waiting on you to come to terms with what I am!" She screamed, her  eyes beginning to water. A hissing sound could be heard from her as they fell from her eyes and onto your skin.

It burned. Like it was eating away at your skin.

"I can't- NO! I won't let you do this to me again…I love you, I loved you enough to abandon everything, the very cosmos that I called home is nothing but dust now!" She sobbed, her grip tightening and her voice growing softer.

"But…you never loved me, did you…?" She whispered before her form shifting in the black mass that she was.

"You only wanted to stop what I was doing! Be some hero to a universe that doesn't give a damn about you a-and you rather forget than come to terms with what you did." As if coming up with some resolve, she let out a sigh. Shaking her head, she stepped away. Her tentacles coiling around your throat and lifted you into the air.

"I…I can't let you leave. Even if you never loved me…you will, eventually." She smiled.

A searing pain shot through your body, looking down to see her tentacles had shot through your body. Ripping open the cavity to expose the beating heart.

"I gave you your freedom…I have waited and starved myself to wait for you to come back to me…and you chose to forget. To try and leave…this is for the best." Reaching a clawed hand out and grasped around the heart and ripped it out of your body with ease.

"You'll still be alive…connected to me. We will finally be together and you won't understand…not now but you will, so…just trust me, my stardust…my light, my only strand of sanity." Opening her mouth and devoured the heart. Reaching out and catching your  limp body in her arms. Holding you close and sat on the ground.

"You’re body is just…a beautiful vessel but when your soul wakes up again, you will be apart of me…I love you, my world." She grinned, the last thing you see before your body dies in her arms.

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Lady Yanderes

Hello!

I know I don’t have a lot of people following but I always wondered on makes a good yandere? (Fictional of course! :D )

Seeing so many different male yanderes and some scratch my brain in that specific way and others, not so much. But that is my opinion with my own.

But I don’t see many female orianted ones? I know of maybe 3 but they don’t hit the same way as the others? Maybe it’s just me but what would you be looking for when playing a yandere game/story that had a female yandere?

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Just some little doodles of Alan cuz his adorable

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Haha, I was listening to the opening of Oshi No Ko on repeat and thought be cute if Stu had some of those little dances memorized.

I also just really like how I drew him so there’s a separate image of just him vuv

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Simple doodles for my character that's supposed to make a cameo in the game ^u^ Her poster should be found in Don's apartment when you enter but I liked drawing her either way!

The sketches are mine but the pics in the corner aren't mine. It was more for added reference.

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First post for this account but Teo OCs for the Br0ken Colors Fandom! :D

Pink one is Samarah and the Blue one is Marcy ^u^