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Hong Kong - April 2017 - Short on time, plan an orgy!

We were on a long trip including Korea, Bangkok, Pattaya and one night of transit in Hong Kong.  So what do you do with one night transit in Hong Kong?!?! Organize an Orgy! As my Dom hadn't been able to fix a time with a BDSM couple in Bangkok he decided to invite the same original couples from our first Hong Kong orgy.  The Russians couldn’t attend this time so the other couple said they can bring a friend (isn’t that lovely, you can bring a friend to an orgy!).  The new couple was a big muscles guy with dark skin and quite attractive and the girl was a friend of the other girl, she was nice and quiet, a little bigger than me, phew I was not the biggest person lol.  It was their first time to swing so they were very nervous, mainly the girl was nervous so she just watched to start.  

To start the scene going, my Dom told me to take my top off. And he starts to play with the other experienced girl while the original man comes over to me and starts to touch my breast and kiss me. I tried to avoid too many face kisses and sometimes had to turn my head away.

Before I knew it, I was naked and the guy licking my pussy and my dom was right near us with another woman, he demanded that I touch her tits, which I reluctantly did.  

Dom was fucking the girl and then told me to sit on her face to get licked. I reluctantly went on, I guess I am a lot of reluctant when it comes to another woman, but as a good little sub I do as I'm told.

I was fucked by both men in different positions and there was no reluctance there! The new guy took me hard from behind and it was just fabulous.

There were a couple of fun and interesting scenes in the night.

One was when one of the lady’s got a strap on out of her bag and I was laughing assuming she was going to use it on a guy and then my Dom said no she’s going to use it on you!!   Then my Dom decided to spit roast me while she was fucking me from behind with strap on and he was face fucking me.  The other three just sat back and were watching us.  Bliss for me :-)

My dom also used the arm binders on me and fucked me good and hard until he came inside me, all while they watched us. And unlike last time, he came in me during the orgy, I loved that part.  He also face fucked me in front of the rest of the group, that is such a great feeling. He is starting to bring in more and more control and BDSM into our ‘vanilla’ orgies.

They were really nice people in the end and we all enjoyed talking and chatting between fucking. LOL  That sounds so strange when you think about it you play and fuck then sit round and chat between sessions discussing normal life, but then again this is normal life to me.

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London - Jan 2017 - Club Subversion Noir....oh my!!

Sweet jesus! we thought last night was hard core.  The description of saturday's club we attended was that you should NOT come if you are a beginner !  Wow, what a hard core night at Subversion Noir. And this was mostly a 'watching' night, while i have my jaw on the floor (again!).  Apparently they had a club next door with a fetish gay night and at 2 am they open the doors between the two clubs. Oh boy I had no idea what to expect for that. I would have never imagined the things I saw in my own mind in a million years.  More on that later.

We go into the club (much more confident now we have been to a fair few clubs) and we are one of the first people to arrive.  We go to the changing room, which is a big open public area, lol and get dressed or rather undressed for me. I wore my basque and stockings and tall black boots.

People watching was a big focus of the night as this was such a hard core place.  Some of the things we saw included a woman tying up a man and suspending him from a frame.  There was an old fat guy with a pencil dick wanking off near us, that was a bit gross.  

There were all these play areas with camflauge netting with all types of gear including stirrups, swings, crosses and spanking benches.

In the toilet, there was a large casual woman (cleaning and offering paper) looking for a tip in return, i just thought wow she must see a lot, anyway we starting chatting every time i passed through scantily dressed and i became friendly with her. Her name was Bula

My Dom took me to the couples room.  Another couple immediately invited us right over to join them, but we just went to a side sofa first and my Dom told me to suck his cock, then he lifted my basque up and told me to sit on his cock facing out.  he then cuffed my hands behind my back.  He was putting me on display for the others while i fucked him.  

The other couple came up to us close and the man asked if his big lady can touch me. He didn’t say big, but I added that. My Dom said yes and I immediately feel embarrassed and like an object, but of course I love objectification. She touches my tits and starts fingering me. Omg that was amazing, she was good with her fingers and I start moaning (against my will since I am not bi!) in pleasure.  

Then the man asks if he can touch me and my Dom says yes. He asks if I can suck his cock and my Dom says yes and he puts his cock in my mouth with the condom on (that was a first for me) and then takes condom off and I keep sucking.  Finally Dom sees it and says no put it back on. It was better off lol.

Then he asks to fuck me and my Dom says yes. He was fast and rough. It was not with a lot of stamina and I was constantly worried about condom remaining on. We did a few positions, doggie, bend over bed and lying on bed. I was fearful to lay on that bed he had just been on, fear of all the liquids that have spilled out onto the sheets...eeeeekkkkkkk!!!! He spanked my ass and asked me if I was a slut and a whore. I said yes sir and then he said do you want me to cum on you? do you want me to cum on your face? He said again, I quickly said no as I realised he may take condom off to complete this action and I was probably right!

I looked over at my Dom and I was jealous of him not fucking me. He was with the big girl and he went strong for a long time, he certainly has stamina!! He finally came with the big girl and we quickly sat together again, when I told him later that I had wished he was fucking me he said next time interrupt him and tell him this!

Later in the night I stood, absolutely mesmerised by an old man sitting in a swing, with his ass well up and hanging out and a woman was using a massive fucking dildo to fuck his ass.  His legs were shaking uncontrollably, it was horrifying and shocking and interesting all at the same time.  He looked in incredible pain.  Fuck!!! My dom pulled me away to the next thing.  

In the public area, there were lots of submissives sucking cock along the bench, with the Dom sitting down and the subs on the floor pleasing their master.  Of course, my Dom didn’t want to be left out so I joined the submissive on the floor and my Dom face fucked me 

There was a very dominant transvestite that had a trail of men always flocking behind her.  It was very interesting to watch.  I then joked with my dom that i don't mind being with that woman, lol lol. To which my Dom got a bit nervous as he wound't want me to engage and get taken advantage of.  

My Dom took me to a spanking bench and had me bend over, lifted my clothes off my ass and gave me a good hiding.  We were well out in the public space, so people stopped by and had a chat and a look while he was spanking me.  He fingered me until i squirted and then when i was sufficiently wet, he pushed his cock hard inside me.  He thrusted into me so hard, it was amazing.  And anyone there could watch.  Best night ever!!!  

Further on in the night, there was also a man using and displaying the use of a Bull whip, Fucking A!!!! That was shocking and the marks on one man's back. Omg. They were raised marks, it looked horrendous!  

Ok so moving to the point when suddenly we see many new men walking around the facility.  There had been a few comments that the gay club next door will open the doors at 2am and both clubs can mix, so it must have been 2am.  

The gay club was open, we went exploring and all I can say is omg omg omg omg fuck omg omg omg. Wow. That was insane. We had a quick look in past the small dance floor and there was literally a giant fucking room full of many swings where Men position themselves in the swing and put feet in stirrups and wait for another man to come along and fuck them!!! We left after my jaw was literally on the floor and then I said I really want to see two men fuck as I have never seen that. And my mouth was constantly on the floor, I couldn't keep my eyes off the scene, it was out of my world.  They men get in those the swing with the ass hanging out and wait for anyone to come by and stick there cock into their ass. They have condoms and paper towels by the edge of each swing.  The floor is riddled with cum stained paper and used condoms.  I seriously needed to disinfect my shoes when I got home.  

When we left one of the times, we saw a table selling stuff, like t shirts, stickers, condoms and crisco oil, omg, they sell fucking crisco oil there.  It's hard to get that where I live, i was tempted to buy some so that I can bring it home.

There was a black guy wearing a cowboy hat that was clearly the stud of the place. A fucking crazy guy he was and fucking like a wild animal, when he found every cock in a swing, sling or hanging off a table!!! WOW FUCKING WOW!!

Of course, my curiosity was getting the best of me and I asked my Dom if we can go back another time and have a look.  This was the third time and we met a nice American guy so I was asking lots of questions. He then had us taken to a further dark room that was like an orgy room. Are you kidding me, does it get more dodgy and seedier than we have already seen?!?!?!?!  The heat coming off that room was insane. The floor is (again) covered with condoms and paper towels.  No swings here, but there was no shortage of sex.  Wow wow wow is all i can say.. You can never un see that shit, but honestly I am glad I saw it.  

I learned a lot that night and I have a lot more questions.  So many questions.

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Bangkok - Mar 2017 - Hitting Club Barbar on their Birthday!

We decide to go on a “holiday” weekend together, and this time we decided on Bangkok for a few reasons, 1) there is a BDSM club, 2) we can dive (and party) in Pattaya and 3) It’s reasonably cheap!  We had a long travel day from Korea.  By the time we landed in BKK we had been travelling over 12 hours.  We enjoyed the first class lounge in Hong Kong together. There was no mile high club as we were both tired after our three days in Korea.  Work hard and play hard was what happened in Korea.  Now it was time to play hard only in Bangkok!!

We met a guy on the flight to Bangkok sitting near us and we told him all about our lives and how we meet and play , it was so fun to see his shocked reactions and explain the dynamics of our relationship and actually share with someone about what we are doing, we rarely have an opportunity to do that together, the last time we shared so openly was to the Uber driver in London who picked us up from a BDSM party in Hackney.

There are two clubs in Bangkok, so we weighed out all the options for the two clubs on offer, in the end we decided to go to club BARBAR and I think that was a good choice as it was the club’s 11th birthday party!

I had purchased a new BDSM dress in Hong Kong last month so this was the debut of the new dress and I had lost a few Kilo so was feeling very proud and fine in my new dress.  Per usual my Dom helped me to get my stockings and belt attached.  He took many photos and poses with the new dress, I felt super special and ready to serve my dom publicly tonight, I felt tingling with excitement….all over my body.

On the way to the club I wore normal clothes over the dress.  Once in the club we were just at the bar assessing the situation and watching others.  Suddenly Dom told me to take off my cover up clothes in the middle of the bar, it was not a big deal because of where we were but it was still humiliating to de-robe to the exposing BDSM dress in the public area.  Once I was ready in the dress, a Japanese guy says “wow, you look great” and keeps touching my shoulder.  It was flattering but also a bit weird, however, I knew my dom was looking out for me.

We still stood there watching some young guys getting whipped and spanked and waxed, they were there for “fun” not real BDSM but they were taking turns letting the mistress spank and torture them, I definitely gasped a few times watching this portion of the show.

Then we watched another couple getting tied up together facing each other and put in the bird cage.  We also saw many girls around the club giving boys blow jobs, which was much more frequent then the first time we were there.  

After watching for about 20 min, Dom tells me to put cuffs on and ties me up on the cross facing into the cross.  He goes to get something and a man comes up to me and scares me so much and then I feel a whack, my heart goes to to my throat as a feel instantly that it is the stranger ... whipping me.  I know my Dom knows my levels and tolerance well, so I was racing with fear that some (quite possibly inexperienced) man was spanking me with a whip.  When I finally was able to look back it’s my Dom.  Fucking A, that scared me big time.

He starts harsh and I ask him to slow down, what ever happened to easing into it! He spanks and fingers me alternatively while I am tied spread eagle to the cross.  It was a great way to ease into the night!

Later on he puts me on the spanking bench and fully exposes my ass and my pussy, lifting my dress way up and offering no slight coverage as previously I had with other outfits.  He ties my head down and it’s too tight, its stretching my body really too far and I can’t let him know (since the bar was so loud) so I start to panic.  Usually I don’t have these fearful emotions at clubs and now I have had two in a short space of time.  Finally he hears my shouts and quickly adds extender clips to ensure my head remains tied down as well as my feet. Now I am left feeling quite relieved, exposed, very submissive and under his complete control.  Quite frankly, it’s a blissful night! 

Once that was done, he takes it further and straps my thighs and arms down tight too.  I have so little movement at this point and I am fully exposed for all to see.  I felt embarrassed and great at the same time.  

He experimented with wax on my ass.  (we had tried in the past on my stomach and I couldn’t take it) I was able to take it much more this time.  It still made me jump (well mentally jump, because I was tied down so damn hard!) but I was proud that I could take it.

He fingered me really rough and hard while I was strapped down and I was moaning uncontrollably and squirting at that moment.  It was humiliating and such a feeling of loss of control.  When he does this to me, i melt like putty in his hands (literally!)

Finally, I said that I was tired and we headed off back home.  It was a fun night.  

And as always, he fucked me long and hard when he got me home where he was allowed to fuck his sub hard!! Without any Mamma San getting upset (Yes that was the same club where he was told no Fucky Fucky in an earlier story) lol.

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Hong Kong - Feb 2017 - Our 1st Orgy

Are you fucking serious? I thought...when he told me he had arranged to meet a couple for swinging and then they suggested inviting along another couple who are the ‘Russian couple’. Are we really going to host an orgy? WTF are we doing, this is really taking swinging to a new limit. Yes indeed he was fucking serious!  We were going to do some serious fucking that night!!

My Dom had let them know that we are into BDSM but he told me that we would start and play mostly vanilla, as we don’t want to scare anyone off too soon, LOL.  Although he told me they appeared as though they were slightly interested in the BDSM world.

We met the two couples out at a bar and of course I was wearing a skirt with no undies, I was really nervous to start and just ordered a beer and let the others chat.  Finally, we decided to leave after two drinks and headed back to our flat.  On the walk back, my Dom made me lift my skirt up check out my ass but luckily none of them were nearby.  But of course when we got back to the room, he told me to lift my skirt to show the couples what I wasn't wearing and they all gasped in shock… they were so surprised I was undie-less which actually I didn’t think was that big of a deal, I thought lots of people do that.  Especially people that do orgies!!  

The night started rather quickly from there as the other couples knew each other and started kissing, removing clothing and touching each other. Rather swiftly I must add!  I clutched my drink (tightly) and watched!  

Suddenly, I was approached by one of the men and he started kissing me and taking my clothes off.  Wow… that was interesting.  I struggle with kissing; I have to really know the man to fully embrace it and I will only kiss a women under forceful means! Meanwhile, my Dom was one of the first to start and was off with one of the other ladies.  He is not shy, my Dom!

So in planning the night, my Dom discussed with the other controlling male that we could play a game.  It was a game called “Guess the cock?” and this guy was really keen to play.  So all three ladies were blindfolded and then each guy went around and put their cock into each woman’s mouth.  We had to do three in a row and name the cock! We all got it right and then when we were finished we could take the blind fold off.  They tried to trick the poor last girl by having the same guy go twice in a row.

I was taken into one room and lots of oral sex was given to me and some fingering (definitely not hard enough though! I really like those hard finger fucks My Dom subjects me to.) I was really ready for fucking but it was taking such a long time! 

Finally I had my desires met and with my legs spread open and up in the air, back on the bed, with my bottom against the edge of the bed, I was able finally be fucked.  Ahhhh the bliss.

Later, my dom was showing one girl the sensual side of BDSM and sensory deprivation, she was loving it and was squirting so much we had to get more and more towels to soak it up!! It made me think, I must remember to beg my dom to do sensory deprivation on me again!

My Dom came from a blow job and then again later from fucking the Russian hard from behind while he held her arms behind her back, that is one of my most favorite positions.  

All and all, it was a great night, my first orgy and I think I will do it again! But next time as the other couples get to know us we will introduce more and more BDSM I hope...

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Can this Fenwick’s Experience be topped?!?!?! Hong Kong - March - 2016

Today we were at court most of the day and my Dom was very calming for me.  An amazing rock for me when I really needed him! This was a small claims case of a Hong Kong Landlord taking advantage of a tenant (me!). [side note – after 2 years I won 50% of my money back!]

 We had a nerve wrecking morning at the courts where my Dom didn't touch me all day due to the seriousness of the event. When it finally ended, we felt we had a mixed result.   We didn’t win and we certainly didn’t lose, so we were feeling positive.   

 I can't thank my Dom enough! So much support and this is why I am serving him as he takes such good care of me. 

 Once it was over we had a few beers and then back to our hotel where I napped the stresses away as he worked besides me for a while. I ended up not sleeping that much but when he got back from an errand I could see he was ready to play, we drank some vodka and then had our first hard play for the day, I needed that hardness as he had been so caring towards me and the anxiety of the court case it was now time for that Yin to the calm Yang. My Dom used some lube that was meant to tingle in my pussy, you know the sort that is meant to heighten pleasure, well as he was fucking me hard some started to drip around my ass. Well I can sat that in a pussy it tingles but on contact with an ass it burns and stings. It burned so bad, but he made me power through the hard fucking and overcome my previous drowsiness, which is what I needed to do! I know that particular part was not intentional.  LOL…to burn my ass skin!!! 

 He fucked my mouth long and hard and slapped my face when I didn’t please to his expectation, which to be honest, I really enjoy that challenge...(it's funny to say that!). My arms were clipped to my thighs with his Velcro bands. AND coincidentally it was the same position where he accidentally fucked my ass the last visit.  Imagine getting fucked in your pussy and then all of a sudden WHAM into your ass.  UMMMM yup so as you can imagine with that ass still stinging from the tingle lube I was a little on edge!!

 I was a bit too sassy so as I would have expected, my Dom also gave me a serious spanking. And then suddenly, I was finally getting my second wind and REALLY feeling ready to have some more fun.  Meanwhile my Dom started to tie my tits, which was not what I would have expected at that moment! 

 After yet another hard use and tits being tied up in bondage, when my Dom came in me, he wouldn’t let me get up to pee, it was so hard for me as I wanted to pee so bad, but my Dom wanted me in the exposed position I was in. I could feel his cum dripping out of me but I was unable to move it was so humiliating at the same time being embarrassed but controlled, made me feel even more kinky and horny.

 Finally, we are done with the play and I get dressed up and my Dom helped me do my stockings. I cannot master the art of clipping the stockings to the garter belt, which is one of his favorite pieces of clothing. 

 We had dinner at a Mexican restaurant. I needed help with my stockings again, so my Dom insists on going with me into the toilet!  It was funny but I was embarrassed so I rushed us out quick so that he only had time to fix one garter strap to a stocking at the back…Which left the rest was falling down and I am sure I looked like a slut!

 We went to Amazonia (a music bar) for one (which in hindsight I shouldn't have gone in there dressed like that! as I will be recognized and not in a good way. I'm a bit like Clark Kent - In the day a high-powered business executive, but when I take off my glasses and dress for my Dom I become his Super Sub and a complete Slut to him. In this alter ego, no one from my non Sub life should ever know or see). Stockings falling down! The band said hello to me…oops there goes my secret identity, but I was having such a great time.

 Then finally, we land at Fenwicks (A dark but large basement bar with loud music playing frequented by lots of guys on the pickup and lots of working girls eager to take their money. I was feeling like such a slut dressed like this and now to the real point of my story )…!!  I have only vague memories of this as my Clark Kent mind keeps blocking out what happened to me in embarrassment and at the same time My Super Sub ego loves this memory so much and I feel so proud and slutty.  Thank you to my DOM thank you so much!!

 We sat in one of the booths and had a drink while we was fingering me at the seat in a booth. I started to get really turned on, which was obviously his plan, he tells me to spread my legs wider.  I am so embarrassed but I oblige and push my legs wider. I was there skirt around my waist legs wide open and his fingers pumping hard in and out of my pussy. It was so blatant that if anyone would have cared to look over they would have had a show of a lifetime.

Eventually he wanted a better angle and told be to stand and directed me to put my hands on the table. And I thought the previous position was a bit risque, So there I am skirt up slightly bent over the table ass towards him legs open and skirt up at the back. He was sitting back enjoying his drink watching people notice me and at the same time fingering me so hard I was squirting on the floor. I was hot, horny and hammered ohhh what a combination.

 Suddenly, he stands up and grabs my hand and leads me towards the men’s toilet. He takes me in the toilet and there were three guys in there who all looked over with big grins on their faces as he leads me into an empty stall. Once inside he locks the door and then he bends me over the toilet and starts to fuck me so hard from behind, I could tell by how rough and hard he was that he was so horny from fingering me and he was now going to take his pleasure inside me.  I am grunting loudly and involuntarily, OMFG, are you kidding me?!?! This was so hot being fucked like a complete slut in a bar. He turned me around and made me sit on the toilet, and then he just went straight into face fucking me, there I was open mouthed being face fucked hard in a busy men’s toilet, I was gagging and listening to the other men outside and so wanting him to cum but he had other ideas so next, he stood me up again and turned me round and I was bent over again he started to finger fuck me hard. I knew what was coming as I was involuntarily groaning and grunting which is usually a pre-cursor to when I lose all control and start to squirt. I was so loud I can only imagine what the other guys in the toilets must have thought. He fingered me so hard and made me moan really loudly I squirted all over the floor there was a huge puddle I have no idea where that amount of fluid comes from but it was one hell of a lot of squirt on the floor in a huge puddle!! . OMG, it was living out my fantasy!! 

 He then started to fuck me again really really hard he was ready to cum I could tell by how hard he was slamming into me, finally he came in my pussy, it felt so good to have pleased him so much.   I only wish I was more sober to enable me to remember every minute detail. lol.

 It was a fucking rough :-) night and great ending to a rough day!  I was in such a good and fun mood on this evening.  And my Dom used me long and hard and took good care of me. Mmmmmm.

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Hi Jax, do u want me tied you up tightly?

Yes!

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London - Sept 2016 - Club Domina

Oh gosh we had a very busy three nights and this was night 4.  Fuck!!! I was tired and worn down.  But ... hey we had the opportunity to meet a group we met at the private party last night and really get into the BDSM underground in London.  We had a special invitation to “No 7”  OH BOY!!

I set off wearing my basque, with stockings and no undies. I had my long boots and holy top. A seriously holy top..lol.  My outfits may be repetitive as i literally have one BDSM outfit since this is my undercover life....

When we arrived at No 7, it was a seedy entrance and bar. Just what they had described to us.  The friends were there.  Including the tall dark older Dom that spanked me the day before and his lovely sub from NZ.

First, we secured our future membership and second, gave ourselves a tour of the place. It was quiet for some time and then some male subs started to arrive.  Oh my, the male subs, I am not used to that, hahahaha..

Some of the group we knew the night before all started arriving.  We talked to Boo, Neil, Keith and Charlotte as well. They were all very welcoming. Charlotte was fingered by Master Keith in front of us and also he was pulling on her lips.  OMG that is a sub life and I love it.  I was thinking, come on Dom, pull on my lips! LOL. 

So we were sitting around the table with a group of people from the party yesterday and then suddenly the Dom from last night started hitting me (from a distance) with a long crop on my tits and softly on my face.  It was very surprising, embarrassing and sensual. My Dom was ensuring my legs were always spread. My skirt was quite jacked up. Hey.. I love the sub life, have I mentioned that!!

Then the other Dom from last night asked my Dom if he may take me to spanking bench. Dom said of course. I was less nervous this time and more excited.  I bent over the bench and he lifted my skirt up, so my ass was exposed. Also this time his spanking was harder and less sensual added in. boo hoo!  Although, when he rubbed me nicely after painful spanks he said ‘does that feel nice’.  ‘Yes, it's all part of the process’, he says.  Mmmmm it was a nice process.  I fucking love the process!! I looked over at Dom and feel worried that he may be upset. Finally the Dom finished and he thanked me. I also thanked him with a rosy and sore bottom. Some of the flicks of the flogger also got my pussy. Ouch!

Later in the evening my Dom took me to the bench and he told me to strip down by taking my short skirt off and the holy shirt off!! I got into position and I knew he was going to be hard on me as he said I took more from the other Dom yesterday.  And yes he was spanking and flogging me harder than normal. I tried so hard to take it as i wanted to make him proud. At one point he put the crop in both of my hands to hold and said don't drop it.  That was clever as I couldn't use my hands to do anything else (i.e. Cover my butt or protect myself!!)

Then, suddenly I look to my side and a fucking man was watching and wanking off… while I was being spanked.  It was fucking surreal!!

Then my Dom had another crop and he made me hold it in my mouth, which was embarrassing. When he finished my ass was really pink and hot. It was a great feeling. Then I needed a cushion to sit on.

I asked lots of questions to Charlotte about her sub life to Master Keith. This is a hard core relationship, in my opinion.  I was really curious where she sleeps, does she sleep in a cage or bound up?!?! It’s so exciting to be on the periphery of this life, am I still on the periphery? !?! I think I am, but maybe I am not….

Loves to all!!

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London - Sept 2016 - The Gate Club

OMG, this was one of the best club nights I have yet to experience.  And yes... get ready it was another first for me.  We had plans to go to another swingers club that had a “BDSM” night, but last minute we found “The Gate Club” show up on the Londonfetish calendar in London and we gave them a call. It was the host’s birthday and he welcomed us along.  When my Dom spoke to him he was looking for a pen and the host said just use your sub’s blood hahahaha, OMG, this sounded hard-core.  But he sounded welcoming enough so we decided to give it a go.

WOW, we were off to a BDSM private house party in Kent and we had a high speed train to get us there in 17 minutes. I fucking love London!!! My body was trembling with excitement.

We had a very quick dinner and then raced for the 10:25pm train. Yes that’s right, usually I go to bed at 10:25pm, but now I am racing to St Pancreas station to get a train to a private BDSM house party.  How times change…anyway, I digress, we race to the platform only to see the train pull away, it was a sad Dom and a sad sub for a few moments and the next train was delayed!  Finally, the train arrived and we excitedly entered the train and got a nice table seat.

On the train, my Dom put the collar extension onto my collar; it allows a leash to be attached to it.  He did this with people watching us -- that was a little embarrassing but also a bit controlling and turned me on.

This time I was VERY excited to go, my nerves were much less than the first BDSM club I went to a year ago.  This was my third time; I like to still think I am a newbie though!

I wore stockings and no undies with a Basque and my tall suede boots that go just above my knee.  Luckily I had a cover up outfit with a long flowing green and black skirt, a black top and my absolutely favorite Armani cardigan sweater.

When we arrived, it was slightly eye opening to see a man in a latex dress and high heeled boots in the changing room, I just got changed there. By changed I mean that I took off all my cover up clothes and was left wearing very little with my collar and leash attached to me.  I was very interested to see many male subs dressed in dresses and latex, I was not used to that.

I had to pee, but I was too nervous to go through the group in the kitchen. So I was stuck waiting for the tour.  I had to “man up” and just wait as there was no way I was going to walk through a group of strangers dressed the way I was.

Finally we had the tour, it was amazing – OMG the house had 4 dungeons.  There was a medical room, a wet room, 3 equipped dungeons with everything you can imagine…and when I say everything, OMFG, it was everything under the sun that you could ever imagine and I would never imagine most of what was there!!  I distinctly remember the top dungeon had a simulated bike that you sit on but your legs are forced spread in the back.  The license plate said, “sub” I think.  It was very cool looking and I really wanted to go for a ride on that bike.

While visiting the upstairs dungeon we saw a hoist and at the same time…. a woman was hoisting a naked fully tattooed man up.  My jaw was on the floor; I lost the tour group at that point as I stayed behind to have a closer look.

Before we started playing we sat in the lounge and were having small talk with a few other guests.  Suddenly, my Dom got very interested about a paddle that had fur on one side and leather on the other, a Domme and he were chatting about it.  My Dom demanded that I come to him and I knew what he was going to do.  I was really reluctant and embarrassed (of course extremely turned on as well). He made me stand up and bend over so others could see my ass and then he spanked me with the soft side of the paddle, OMG that felt wonderful!! And the hard side was not so wonderful…

At one point I was passing through the kitchen area and the Master of the house had his sub performing for some people.  He clipped 5-6 really really heavy fishing weights to her pussy lips and was making her squat to the floor and back up again.  OMG, my jaw was on the floor.  It looks so painful. Fuck!!!!

Later while more conversation happened, there was a Domme who was asking about gags.  So of course my Dom summons me again to be a live exhibit to show how the gag worked. I was really reluctant and embarrassed to have him use me to show how to use it.

While we were there, I was involved in two play scenes and OMG...they were so good.

1st time my Dom took me to the bottom dungeon, when you look around the room, there is gear hanging all the way around, everything you can imagine is there.  He put the cuffs around my boots and clamped me onto a bench that has a place for your knees and lower legs to rest (and forced spread) and then your stomach is laying on the top part.  My arms were stretched and strapped to the bench. My head was held tight to the bench by my Dom clipping my collar to a handy O ring which really restricted me moving.

He went through a series of flogging with different floggers, including a flat wooden one and a cane. My Dom grabbed some fishing weights with clips and clipped them to my pussy lips, OMG that fucking hurt so much and he left them on there for about 30 seconds, I guess my pain threshold is quite low. I am cringing now thinking of the memory.

Another Dom came to watch and they both talked about me like I wasn’t there.  My Dom was saying that when he puts his finger on me I lift my self up and out (to find his finger in my “nice” spot) and the when I was flogged I would push myself back in.  They were discussing this as if I were an object (I loved that!) then the Dom asked if he could have a try.  This Dom gave me a really good fingering experience and I felt like I was almost going to cum, which is rare to get that close feeling in public for me.  And I never saw his face, he just asked to get involved and my Dom said ok.  When a vanilla man fingers me I feel I can barely feel it, I definitely like it rough.  Of course clit touching is nice more gentler but the finger in my pussy, I love it very fast

Meanwhile AND at the same time my Dom was face fucking me really hard from the side and it was really hard to breath, and I needed to breath. I kept going a long time and I tried really hard.  He said "that is a real pain that you need to breath" when I finally asked for help.

Next a lady Domme joined in and started flogging me (she was the owner of the soft fur paddle), and used both the soft side and the leather side.  I was watching in the mirror and enjoying watching myself as I also got to know when I was going to be hit.   My Dom took a break and was just watching me.  The soft side was delightful! Then a large Dom arrived and sat and blocked my mirror view, he was engaging with my Dom.  They all were discussing me and talking about me like I wasn’t there again, this made me feel even more submissive. Also the bigger Dom said I was smiling too much and then I felt I needed to stop smiling.

They all finally left the room and I was getting exhausted, I think I was played with for about 1 hour and then my Dom took me from behind after I was asking him for a long time to fuck me.  It was amazing feeling to finally get the release.  And he came in my pussy in the dungeon.

After the play we went upstairs to relax in the lounge and my Dom made me sit on the floor this time with the leash attached to my collar. I had to sit between his legs and I think there was another sub sitting on the floor too.  Previously I had been allowed to sit on the sofa.  Now I was on the floor and I wasn’t allowed to cross my legs as well so basically my pussy was out for anyone to see if they wanted too.  It was such a surreal feeling.

Next play was when my Dom asked a British Dom to spank me…. he was 55+ and a big tall dark man with dreadlocks! Not the normal type for me lol.  However, we had spent a fair amount of time chatting with his sub just before.  After the fact, we got to know him and he was 61!  A very impressive Dom he was!! When he approached me on the floor he told me to stand up so he could have a look at me.  Then my Dom suggested that we go downstairs.  I suddenly got very very nervous.  I was going to let a complete stranger who looked like a SERIOUS Dom spank me in a private dungeon, OMG, OMG.  I was really worried he was going to be so rough and harsh on me.

Finally, I could delay no longer and we went downstairs.  He told me to climb onto a spanking bench, which didn’t require me to be belted or tied down.  His sub and my Dom were the audience.  Others would walk and pass by as the scene carried on. We were not in a private area.

He was actually so kind and went easy on me to start, really warmed me up well and got me in a more relaxed zone. At first I was laughing and joking around.  Then I got quiet after some hard spanks.

He did something very new for me, he spanked my upper back and lower leg, which was a bit surprising to feel yet not as painful as I would have expected, well some hits were painful and really caught me by surprise.  He was also pulling my hair and twisting my head down so that I couldn’t look up at the others.  It was an incredibly submissive feeling. He would occasionally stop the flogging on my back and drag his hands really hard all the way down my back; it was always a nice change to feel a different (less painful) sensation. Sometimes he would slap me so that my pussy is slapped and then he would say, “ooo, she has some splash back” I didn’t know what that meant until I asked my Dom later, haha.  Also, I couldn’t always understand his thick accent, I don’t know where it was from, and I think he was a Londoner originally.

When we started there was a sub woman being tied to the original bench I was tied to and my view from the bench I was currently on was looking right into her ass.  When I looked up at one point, her ass was so FUCKING RED AND RAW. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG, I have never, well maybe once a year ago, seen such a raw bottom.  The Dom told me to close my mouth.

I pushed myself to take more with this Dom; I kept looking at my Dom to make sure he was ok. Of course he was and he enjoyed watching me get used. The Dom spanking me was teasing me…saying that I was constantly looking up to my Dom for reassurance.  Some times the Dom would hit me with some really hard spanks and my instant reaction was for my hands to cover my bottom, but I was trying so hard not to do that but they could see me struggling.  The sub commented to the guys that I was doing that.

The nice part was when he would finger me; of course, a sub loves that!!  He kept alternating between my pussy and spanking me. OMG, the good and the bad, the easy and the hard, a lovely mix.  Oh!! And also the occasional bite to the back…that was rough!  When I moaned once when his finger was in me, he was patronizing to me saying “What? What are you saying? Did you say something?”  It was great.  Made me quite embarrassed.

At one point I looked up into the other dungeon and to my SHOCK and DISMAY, there was a man sub tied up and being whipped by two women and a man.  OMG, he was strung up tight by his arms and his balls were twisted in rope, he was getting whipped in the ass by a very very very long rope whip and some times the swish would hit his COCK, OMG OMG OMG.  I really have seen it all now.  And of course the two Dom’s and sub near me were enjoying the shock factor that I was experiencing!!

Suddenly, he told me to sit up and turn around.  He wanted me to face him who was very intimidating because I hadn’t really looked at his face and seen him close up!  He pulled my Basque down to expose my tits.  He told me to spread my legs and fully expose my pussy to him. I obediently complied.  Having me sit up AND face him while he spanked my tits and pussy, this was really hard.  When you are bent over and not facing a Dom, you can easily get your mind off things and not feel embarrassed, but when you are facing him fully exposed tits and pussy it’s a different matter.  A good matter, I might add.  I kept trying to cover my pussy and close my legs (a little bit natural reaction and a little bit naughty) and he told me to lift my pussy up and present it to him for him to flog it. I was like, what, seriously you want me to present my pussy raised high for you to smack it.  OMG that was a crazy experience.

Finally he said to me, do you want to have a rest and even though I wanted to keep going, I felt perhaps he wanted a rest and I said yes, lets stop.  It was a fantastic first time to have another Dom “spank” me.

We went back upstairs and my Dom instructed me to sit on the floor again, sitting with legs spread and not being able to cover up.  This was such a Dom / sub place, and I was exposed and loving every minute of it.

Finally after visiting the lovely gate club from 11pm to 5am, we decided to call for an Uber home.  I was wired and wide-awake, which was rare at that crazy hour, must have been jet lag working in our favor.  As we came back to hotel and my Dom took me two more times before I we fell into the bed into a calm and lovely slumber.

Happy times in London!!

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The Belt

We had just finished a very special night out. Beef wellington to die for. It was our Christmas dinner. We talked and laughed and planned our future rendezvous'.

Next thing I remember....We are back in the hotel and I was naked. He told me to strip off all my clothes.  I promptly did as he asked and crawled onto the bed naked and exposed. He told me to get on all fours.

Next I see him take his belt off!!!!! My fear goes through the roof!!! I have never seen or experienced a belt whipping. I gasped deeply as he folded it and came around the bed to spank me. "Omg I can't take a belt" I am thinking. “I can’t fucking take it i am sure” my thoughts continued.

Shockingly, he didn't spank me. He put his cock into my face and I wrapped my lips around him and started sucking... sucking to the best ability in my life!! I call that the fear suck. He must like that one. Haha.

He wrapped the belt around me. Between my legs and used it to pull my mouth onto him. The edge of the belt rubbing my pussy lips in a nice way. It made me feel very submissive and trying so hard to please him.

Later he released me and came around the back. He put me into the spanking position.  I started biting my lips in anticipation. And it started....the first lay of the belt on my tender ass, came down hard. Slam!!!! “Ouch” I shouted. But ya know what....It wasn't as bad I was anticipated.  I felt a moment of relief....

And then number two came crashing onto my ass. “Ouch” I shouted again. I had to take five and by the last one I felt I couldn't bear anymore.  I wasn't sure if I was being punished or if I was being a play toy. I am not allowed to talk or ask questions when he is using me so I remained quiet but was happy when he finally set the belt down.

Next he climbed onto the bed and he approached me from behind. I was over the moon with joy when he put his hot cock into my pussy and started fucking me hard and ramming me with all his force.

He then put the belt around my waist and used it to pull me onto him. He was pulling me so wildly and my pussy slid on his cock in such a wonderful way. Omg. That was a great session. The highlight was the fear to start. It's hard to top "first" experiences.  

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London - Sept 2016 - Friday Night

Next up was our second night in London.  We were planning to go to La Boudoir Club again.  This is the first swingers club we ever went to.  And we had an amazing time.  We were pretty confident this time would not disappoint.  We don’t care about swinging with others, if it happens it happens, but really we are focused on being exhibitionists and using their dungeon and bondage equipment.  Well I don’t really use it; I get used by my Dom strapped in the equipment.    

So we are pretty revved up for this second night.  Our new sub friend was potentially going to come along and check it out. We met her at the pub for one drink nearby and quickly chatted about the night before.

When we got to the club my Dom gave a tour to the sub. We saw all the rooms, many of them I had forgotten about.  We went past the social room where most people mingle and socialize and then down a long hallway and down a tight spiral staircase.  Downstairs was a quieter hang out room, and a small room with a desk in it.  My Dom did like the desk room and mentioned he regretted not using it last time.  There is a school desk there with a cane on it.  Then we went past the only thing I can describe as an “orgy” room where the lights are not allowed to be turned on and there are big mattresses.  The room is also like a jail cell with the bars separating the mattress from the outside area.  Next we came to the dungeon room, this is where we spent all our time last year.  The new sub was excited by the tour. Finally we went by a glory hole and back up stairs to see two more fucking rooms with mirrors and poles.

We then went back to just chatting together, I have to say it was a nice relief having the three of us there, even though we weren’t playing as a threesome tonight, it was nice chatting and having confidence that we had a third person with us.  There were a fair amount of single men, actually more than I expected to see.

My Dom decided he wanted to play with me and the sub went out for a cigi.  She would meet us down stairs.  We were one of the first ones in the dungeon room.  My Dom told me to take my clothes off and leave on my basque and stockings and boots.  He strapped me into his favorite chair.  It’s like the perfect spanking bench and fucking chair ever created.  The sub arrived back down stairs and my Dom told her to tie my hair up.

They both took turns flogging me in the chair and my Dom started fingering me which made me get very loud moaning and then of course the squirting (and the crowd) started coming.  The sub was down between my legs getting a real good look at what my Dom was doing to get me to squirt.  Then he told her to lick my pussy.  Now I look around and there are four single guys looking at us.  Wow they must have wished they could join in.  Sadly that was not what my Dom wanted for me.  While she was playing with my pussy my Dom started face fucking me hard by holding my hair and ramming his cock into my mouth.  I was tying so hard to take it all as I didn’t want to disappoint him in this place.

He asked the sub if she wanted to get on the cross. She said yes.

So he paused with me and instructed her to take her clothes off.  She took her top off and he tied her to the cross spread eagle.  He left her there and came back to fucking me SOOOO hard and rocking the bench. I think he did this because last year my report included the bench rocking a lot (not by him!) and so this year it was certainly by him and him alone.  Which of course was another loud noise attracting attention!

Several guys approached the sub with kissing and fingering.  It looked over whelming.  Dom asked if she was ok and she said Amber. Dom went over and untied her immediately.  He is such a great Dom, very demanding and controlling but really looks after his sub and his temporary sub!

My Dom came back and finished fucking me and then came around the front of me and I sucked his cock clean.

We went back upstairs. The sub2 met a man we nicknamed ‘frenchy’. She told me they were going to go off for a fuck in a private room. This is not normal conversation in my day-to-day circle of friends.  What a liberated feeling and club we were in that these conversations could take place..   BUT….he didn't have a condom!!!  Who comes to a sex club as a single guy without a condom!!! So of course my Dom lent him one.  Well gave him one. Hahaha.

Next, My Dom took me back down stairs to use me again. There were a few different people downstairs.  No couples though…He strapped me back in that bench. And fucked me from both ends.

We then went Back upstairs and learnt that the Sub was disappointed with her meeting.  “Nothing” really happened… She should have stuck with us as things never stop happening.

Dom went to toilet and I was left alone, while I was there I saw lady putting a strap on harness and attaching a dildo. I thought…., well first I picked my lower jaw off the ground, and then I thought, gee I need to tell my Dom about this. It truly doesn’t thrill me, BUT I know my Dom would be interested.  So I would be a good sub and tell him about my sighting.

Before I had a chance he saw himself and he was over there gleefully talking to her. Both comparing toys and talking like long lost friends. I watched from a distance as my stomach did somersaults.  Then I see him giving her our heavy lead and he is taking a strap on dildo with a smile from ear to ear.

OMG, My Dom borrowed a dildo gag and he was so excited.  He came back over with exuberance to show me and the sub.

While we were in the social room (Where most people are clothed and "normal" ) He made Sub2 remove her top so that her tits were out then strapped the dildo over her mouth. He then led us down the stairs to the dungeon room. So there she was wearing a dildo gag in her mouth with a large cock protruding under her nose, her tits out and she was being led to be used with me in a dungeon. My Dom was like the Pied Piper of Hamlyn but instead of playing a flute he had two subs as the attraction and then almost the whole room of socialising people followed us to watch the show that they were sure was about to happen.  I COULD NOT stop giggling. I was in absolute shock that he put this on Sub2 and asked her to walk through all the people downstairs to the dungeon.  I was so grateful that was not me at that moment in time.  Of course I knew where the dildo would be going.  Would you believe how big a crowd followed us downstairs? The room almost emptied.

My Dom strapped me on a black flat bench on my back and she kneeled on bench and face fucked my pussy with the dildo while my Dom face fucked me on the side. Then Dom re-fixed the gag in Sub2 as it fell off due to vigorous use and then fucked her from behind while she was fucking my pussy with the dildo gag.  Sub2's head was bobbing back and forth, it was a very degrading position in my opinion, however, I think she really liked it.  and I'm sure Dom liked the degradation he was inflicting on us both.

Next I was untied and moved to the kneeling bench, my Dom’s favorite piece of apparatus.  My Dom put her on the floor on her knees after he gave her a strong fingering and major squirt session. After we finished he showed me the pool of squirt that she had left, it was an amazing amount. His fingers can really work magic.

They both started spit roasting me again and as I looked around I could see 20+ people watching us!

I started to get sore so my Dom switched ends and he finally came in my pussy while Sub2 face fucked me with dildo. People were amazed, and I am sure were dreaming of an invitation to join in.  However, that was not what suited my Dom at the time.  It was quite a scene and a great memory for us all I think, including the watchers.

Sub2 said she wouldn't mind getting fucked by the Domme with the strap on cock. So Dom arranged it. He found the owner of the strap on; asked her to fuck his sub friend when she was next available and she said no problem, meet me in 15 minutes.  Sub2 was in her element at that point she was placed on her back on a swing. I was placed on the fucking bench [AGAIN!!], but I had a great view of Sub2 being fucked by the Domme. My Dom was fingering me and making me squirt, then he started fucking me again, when I looked up I saw many single guys swarming around Sub2, I said to my Dom can you please check on her. When he got there, many guys were trying to face fuck her. He asked if she was ok and she said she would only suck my Dom’s cock.  So what does he do, puts his cock in her mouth.  Meanwhile I was still naked and strapped to a fucking bench 10 feet away.  Those guys must have wondered what the hell my Dom did right that night as he had two hot subs and was not in the mood to share.  Of course the Swingers club is not BDSM so not everyone would understand the Dom / Sub dynamic.  It was so funny thought when she said she would only suck my Dom’s cock.  He trained her well I suppose.

That was the wrap of our night, it was edgy and a lot of fun.  Can’t wait to do it all again!!  

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OMG we were back in London for a looooong weekend!! whoop whoop!! Sept 2016 - Part 1

I have never played with others in a private place (i.e. home or hotel). This trip my Dom was determined to rectify that and expand my experience. So on our first night, my Dom announced that a Sub was meeting us that evening. I'm not bi, so was instantly anxious, and I'm sure certain requests would make me take punishment to get me actively involved, but I trust his guidance and judgment so onward and upward.

We were to due meet her in a bar, I was dressed as instructed in stockings and a suspender belt, a very short skirt, no undies and a black top. As expected, I was feeling nervous when we finally arrived at the bar.  I had been told nothing about her as My Dom likes to keep surprises a complete secret until I need to know. I have to say I liked being a little bit in the dark, its all part of giving him total control.  

Just before she approached I told him I am not talking, I will be quiet.  

She looked like any normal businesswoman wearing a tight pin striped dress suit that showed of her curves nicely with shoulder length blond hair like myself. For the sake of anonymity we will call her Sub2. We are still in touch with her and I have included her thoughts and comments as well in italics. After a few drinks as we left the bar to go to our room I accidentally flashed my bare ass to the four men at the table next to us Embarrassing!! and Sub2 said to my Dom "Those 4 guys are all very jealous that you are taking two women up to your room as they were paying attention to us."

 When we got to the room, we were told to remove our clothes. Sub2 asked to change into a special outfit she had brought while I complied and removed all my clothes other than stockings and suspender belt.  My Dom gagged me with the ball gag, he wrapped it tight around my head with the ball secure in my mouth to illicit plenty of dripping saliva. Now my real submissive feelings started to kick in. 

 When Sub2 had changed into a lovely playsuit and stockings she saw all the toys layed out on the bed and gasped “OOOOOO MYYYYYYY GOOOOOOD!!! " As my Dom told her we travel light so she brought her cuffs to supplement our gear.  We had a shit load of stuff, granted we only had one pair of restraints Lol. He instructed Sub2 to put restraints on me, when complete my Dom tied me to a big chair that forced and held my legs spread very wide. 

 So there I was spread wide open and completely exposed for Sub2, who was bi so she was very happy when he told her to lick my pussy.  

 (Sub2 Comment "My excitement started to build when Dom tied Sub1 to the chair and told me to go down on her. I sensed this was out of her comfort zone...not being into girls and all...Which turned me on immensely . I loved listening to her gasp through her gag as I licked her, such a tasty memory.") 

 He was fingering her while I was being licked and just to complete the picture there was plenty of drool running down my face as I was tied and constrained.  My Dom also fingered me till I was squirting in the chair.  Later, when my Dom removed the gag from my mouth, he put a flogger in Sub2's mouth and I said to her “don’t drop it!”  giggle giggle I guess I was trying to act a little bossy haha or at least helpful as you are never meant to drop anything that is put in your mouth.  I have learned that the hard way.

 After my Dom was done playing with us both in that position He started to do a sensory deprivation scene with Sub2.  I was left to watch from the ‘gallery’, I was surprised how much I liked to see that.  It was actually so great to see how he always has me looking!! 

 He put her on the bed and tied her spread eagle.  She was spread VERY wide open and her arms stretched in the classic StarFish position.  He put some noise canceling headphones on with music pumping through them, She was blindfolded so once he was sure she couldn't see or hear anything he strapped a pink vibe to her leg and positioned onto her clit. I liked watching her as I have been in Sub2 position before and also, it allowed me to rest and have a drink. It was amazing to see how she wriggled to try and get the vibe on her clit while he had his cock in her mouth. He then used the pin wheel (interestingly I tried to reject that toy in the beginning but now it’s like my new best friend, I love the sensual feeling of the sharp wheel going around the erogenous zones in my…

 Update to be continued…

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Hong Kong - September 2016 (Part 2)

Well its been a whirlwind of a week, I got a small rest as he needed to go to China but rather than stay over he came straight back. I'm pleased but at the same time I was braced as I realise why he hurried back...... To have me....

Back at the room after work, he bent me over the window. My arms were resting on the open window sill and looking at the many buildings and windows around us.  He flogged me and spanked me and I thought it was almost done and then he said to start counting.. OMG, then i knew i had 10 hard ones outstanding from a previous punishment that I had coming, I endured them.... as I should (He owed me 20 severe spanks for a previous misjudgement I made).  It was really meaningful to me as he spanked me because I know i deserved it. I felt really owned then. And i felt really submissive.

After that, he fingered me and touched my magic spot which swiftly made me squirt quite far into the room! He showed me the damp patches on the carpet I must have projected about 2 meters. How the hell could I squirt so far???????

We had a good play. I was trying to grab ‘the very tight!’ nipple clips and hide them from him before he could put them on me and he was insisting that I trust him. Sir won obviously.  

We had a lovely and long romantic dinner at Onion. which was very unlike us, I kept checking between my legs to see if he was trying to play with me and he wasn't, hence it was unusual!!  Leaving from the restaurant HE fingered me and actually made me squirt in the elevator. WTF?!?!?!?  How the hell can he manage that between floors I even thought I peed it happened so damn fast.  

I found the magic dessert spot and this made my Dom very happy! That Korean ice cream shop was awesome and my dom needed it after such a long couple days working here and traveling back and forth to China.

On Thursday night he started with the foxtail and I was told to get naked.. He put the tail in me, I knew he was doing it and I had to suffer the quick push of pain past my ass as the tail part of the plug was inserted into me.  Once its inserted and settled i felt fine but the initial insertion is a little tough to bear. But it is definitely not has hard as taking his cock in that hole!! 

He demanded I sit under his desk and be there for him and suck his cock while he finished working.  This was humiliating but I did as expected and loved it.

When he finished his work, he asked me to rest on the floor, i did that and tried to curl my legs and self together tightly.  It was very exposing, laying there with a tail hanging off me and a thick collar around my neck. All the while, not being touched or used by him, just sitting there waiting, like a pet or an object.  

He approached again after a rest and demanded I lift my ass up to meet his cock.. He lifted the tail and started fucking me.  He scolded me to raise my ass up more and gave me some sharp slaps.   He finally took me like this fast and hard when he was satisfied with my positioning and came inside me.

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Hong Kong - September 2016 (Part 1)

OMG, so when we first get together it's always VERY hard core, my Dom had me 5 times in 12.5 hours.  Holy Shit!!

When he came back from work he instructed me to get naked while he went to get a pint of beer from the bar upstairs.  Would you believe that while he was gone i had to answer the door of the hotel while i was naked. I should have realised he had rang down to reception and requested a bucket of ice to be sent up, that certainly was a dodgy moment for me!!

The first time he fucked me he ordered me to lie on my back and hold my lips open. It was hard as he made me put my arms under my knees holding my legs in the air. I  kept slipping and he fucked me in that position harder each time I slipped with a slap on the lips to remind me of my duty to always do as he demands.

In another part of the session, he was sitting on me while I sucked his cock then he was ever so gently caressing my clit. Just gentle, really teasing me nicely...getting me all wet and horny.

He has been getting extra harsh about me wearing underwear so I attempted to sneak my undies on without him noticing (during a rest period). He really gave me a strong spanking when he saw that OUCH!!  Finally, there was some after care which I sorely needed before he went straight into taking me again.

He was fucking me from behind where he is squat it was so hard ramming his cock into me while my head was thrown into the bed roughly with each thrust; also my hands tied behind my back.  I had so little control but what a fucking!  Oh MY :-)

Cum was dripping out of me and he let it fall into his hands and tried to put it in my mouth...I squirmed so he wiped it all over my face as a punishment. All very humiliating!!

Next up was the cuffs on and legs tied through underneath me with wrists connected to the leg cuffs [Did you follow that?? I could barely follow it and I lived it!!] It was such an exposing a position. He normally uses this one when we have an audience as that way I really feel watched.

And then at 0400 he must have woke and wanted me again, resisting is a futile effort so he just took me.  It was so fucking fast and hard. Where the hell does he get that energy at that time of day.

Finally, i got a gentle wake up at 0730 with a light touch massage and then .....of course.....he decided to take me again. He rewarded me with an orgasm that time by using a vibe on my while he was still inside me hmmmm felt great!!

He also used nipple clamps to open my lips, and look and play with me... oh my! I was restrained and couldn't do a thing, it made me feel really exposed and at his will.. which is what makes me feel great!

Wow and all that in the first day  ............ What will tomorrow bring?!?!?!?

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London Bound 2016!!!!

I am on the way to our second annual London 'naughty’ weekend, I am so excited i can’t wait to get there, I wonder what adventures await me this time....

 See you in London my Dom!! 

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First swingers club experience - September 2015

After a long day of being used, he took me three times from waking till we started to get ready to go to the club and we didn't get up till 11:00am. I dressed for the club as a complete slut (I didn't know myself when I saw pictures). I was made to wear a VERY short black skirt, crotchless undies with beads that go across my pussy lips, stockings, suspender belt, tall black boots with a 2.5 inch heel (that is high for me!!), the basque and a black see through top.  It was sexy and I loved the look. I felt so proud and so confident the way Sir has taught me to dress for him.  Sir had me bend over for a photo.

We were ready to go. Night 2. Adventure 2!!  This time I felt much more comfortable leaving the hotel as my ass was covered by the skirt, well almost but my stocking tops were visible.

La Boudoir Club

With this club you have to supply pictures and identity up front and we had already been approved. As there was no stress of not being able to get in it was much more relaxing than the previous night at the BDSM club (Read my earlier posts on this blog on that one "A first experience at a BDSM Club in London") but it's a swingers club with a dungeon, not a bdsm club. We were going there purely to use their dungeon and have fun on their apparatus. Interestingly, It was a Bring Your Own Beer so as usual we had over catered with lots of beer, vodka and mixers.

When we arrived we were probably the 4th or 5th couple there so it was early even with that few people Omg I was so nervous and shy. I wanted to talk to NO ONE!! I just wanted to disappear, I was so dreading talking to people. do you get my point? I was full of regret for arriving at a swingers club, i thought what the fuck am I doing here.  

Sir goes to make drinks and make a ‘Big clang of the bottles’ and like usual everyone looks at us. Plus we have the most drinks than anyone else. Definitely the lushes of the party :-)

We walk around and check out all the rooms.  The place is very classy (well for a swingers place). There are plenty of rooms to disperse into, a few private rooms, a room that looks like a jail cell and finally the dungeon with lots of nice equipment, looking all empty and lonely. Poor little dungeon, well not for long, my Dom had plenty of ideas for the night.

We go back up stairs to sit in one of the more "innocent" areas. We sit near a couple and I refuse to talk to them while Sir went to the toilet. I avoided all eye contact and timidly looked at the ground.  I really felt like nothing without my Dom, I'm lost without him.  Of course when sir came back, he chatted away like crazy. I was not really into this couple thing. I put my brave face on and said "I am new at this." Haha

After about 30 minutes of small talk my Dom goes off to check the place out again and apparently he see the dungeon being used by others so he comes running back and tells me to come with him.

The Dungeon

When we arrive in the dungeon there are about 8 couples there in various areas and various states of undress and positions.  

The chair Sir had talked incessantly about was free. This was in the picture of the website of the venue. He told me to lie face down on it. Let me explain...It was not really a chair. It was... Let me try to describe from memory.

My knees are resting on a padded piece of wood, and it has extensions so your lower legs can rest and are forced into a spread leg position. You lay your stomach on a flat part and it raises your ass into just the right height to be fucked from behind.  The legs are strapped in, the back is strapped in and the arms are hanging down, and strapped down too!!! My head...well that had a resting spot. My hair hangs down which helps me cope as its covering my face. But also has the downside of limited visibility.

Sir told me to take off my boots and skirt and top and undies. Leave on basque and stockings.  I slowly undress as he requested and feel nervous and excited as I approach the chair. I am a little embarrassed.

I got in the chair. He strapped me in. I could see things were heating up with other couples and then my Dom puts the blindfold on me, Damn! I can hear lots of action and moaning. I can hear a woman cumming right near me. I have never in my life been this close to people playing and fucking.  OMG and I was fucking blindfolded, lol....

Sir started to flog me with his new flogger purchased that afternoon in Soho. Some spankings later he started to fingered me. Which makes me get more embarrassed as uncontrollable moans escape my lips, caused by my Dom's fingers inside me. I hear lots going on around me I just want to take the blindfold off but know better than to ask, Sir will remove it when he is ready. I want to see what's happening and I want to see who's watching me, It’s killing me to not be able to see what is happening and who is watching me but this is all part of his plans as he knows it reminds me I have no control.

Sir started fingering me hard and I know that usually I squirt at this time and also moan uncontrollably. So there I go. Completely tied, helpless in public and made to lose all control. My Dom later told me I squirted so much that the small crowd of people who were watching from behind me had to back up quick as the squirt was hitting them ..... eeek. I had no idea. I was lost in myself and in my desire and to serve sir.  This was a memory that needs to be bottled up and saved for ever, Sir so owns me i really really enjoy that feeling!!

At some point, he took the blindfold off and I watched people fuck and cum in front of me, It was so surreal. They also watched me while Sir began to fuck me hard while I was still tightly tied to the chair. MMMMMMM, Sir fucked me hard till he came inside me, It was so magic. Finally he release me. I am exhausted and drained from all the emotions going on through my head during that experience, I needed a cuddle and a hug from Sir.

My next memory was the cross we are back in the dungeon ( or we never left. Haha things became a blur with the plethora of experiences happening so fast.) Sir tells me to stand in front of the cross, I swallow deeply, excited and nervously as I approach the cross. Sir puts hand and ankle cuffs on me to connect me tight. So next thing I know I have arms and legs spread and tied to a cross facing out, My pussy and tits totally exposed in public for all to see. This time he has left off the blind fold so I can see who's watching me and experience more embarrassment as they watch. Sir starts flogging me and playing with me, My hair is blocking my vision again. Damn long hair!

Suddenly a woman comes up to me and kisses me, then she asks Sir if she can touch me.  He says of course (gleefully I may add) and he steps back and lets her kiss me, touch my breast and also she decides to go down on me and Sir is grinning away.  I am not Bi, but I do feel ok. I think I am ok because my Dom is in control of whats happening despite me being helpless on this cross.  I feel good, and I am letting small (at least I think they are small, sir says they were sexy and very audible) pleasurable sounds leave my lips.  I realize that this is a massive fantasy of mine to be touched by a woman but only reluctantly and without a choice.  Sir didn’t plan it but it couldn’t have worked out better.  I felt like such an object during that time.  Sir was allowing two people (the original woman and her man) to play with me and I didn’t have any control again.  That woman was a good kisser too.  Such voluptuous lips.  Gee I have never kissed a woman! Her partner was also touching my breasts. That was nice too.  This went on for a while and I pulled and stretched my arms and legs as such good feelings were brought upon me.  Suddenly my Dom goes from watching me and starts to finger the woman who still has her head between my legs.  The next thing I know, he is walking off with her to another side “cell” of the dungeon. I say to Sir, “are you going to leave me tied up here” and he said yes.  What the f..…I loved it!

I am left there with "the other male half" and he looks at me and kisses me a bit and continues to touch me as he desires and then eventually unties me when i ask that he do so.  I said lets go up stairs and get a beer, (LOL LOL, I don't think I'm cut out for this swapping thing!)

So I go grab two beers and suggest we sit on the sofa.  I said to him, I am so sorry you got stuck with me, but I am not going to fuck you.  I don’t fuck strangers.  Sorry, I laughed, I know I am in the wrong place, hahahaha.  He was fine, he didn’t pressure me.  I think he was trying to touch me in my pussy and my tits, which I was fine with.  We chatted for a while and then we headed back down stairs.  I wasn’t sure what I thought about my Dom being with that other girl.  I felt proud of myself that I wasn’t going to fuck this guy.  I felt I had such good will power considering how I normally am.  

I think I told him I wasn’t going to do anything more (like fucking) unless my Dom said it was ok.   Apparently he never asked but the next thing I knew was I was being strapped back into that chair again by this other man. I guess I lost all my well-meaning intentions from moments before and just did as he said.  I didn’t mind. I would have spoke up if I really didn't want to be in that position. Also i don't think he realised the whole D/s relationship we had.

The guy started to fuck me, as I feel him enter me. He really started banging me hard, so hard the chair was rocking back and forth. Drawing attention to us of course.  There was a sweet blond girl to my left and she picked up the flogger and said do you mind if I spank you with this? And yes of course you can spank me with it!!" I replied. I really liked that and I think it annoyed the guy as she kept accidentally hitting him as he fucked me, hahaha. LMAO. Sir and the woman came back and my Dom stood in front of me and made me suck his cock, while I was still being fucked from behind.  Spit roast, another fantasy! Wow, that was amazing! He was slamming me hard from behind.  Sir takes my hand and puts it on her pussy, I try to touch her but it’s hard angle and with everything that is happening to me I found it difficult to concentrate. Spitroasted and my hand on my first other pussy all at the same time.  

Eventually the other couple had to go [get home to the babysitter lol] so we just got dressed and decided to leave shortly after them, it was so weird saying good bye, after we just fucked each other’s partners, wave bye bye, lol.

In the taxi, Sir had me sit very slutty and spread my legs and he fingered me quite obviously. I was very paranoid, but also quite pissed.  We got home at 3am or so and my Dom took me again.  He then used a new larger butt plug in me and just as I was about to go to sleep Sir decided he had more left in him and took me again! OMG that was a long and GREAT day.