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Here with an update so people know I am not dead!!

been going through a depressive episode that's been lasting months. My birthday was on November 6 and that was, fine.

Tuesday will be 6 weeks since my appointment at the hospital to talk about my mastectomy, if I don't hear from the surgeon by then I'm to contact them to let them know.

That's what has been my biggest stressor. The overwhelm is genuinely insane, I didn't think it would screw me over so badly but here we are.

I think about roleplay every day I'm not even kidding but the stress, overwhelm and exhaustion hasn't let up to allow me to integrate back into my writing schedules.

I know for certain my brain will be able to calm down once I see my surgeons and can set dates and finally have a physical date to focus on rather than the void. I'm sorry guys for being so ridiculously absent. But I appreciate ya'll not giving up on me!

WHEN I do return, not if, when, I will be finishing and posting all my drafts and such that I have. Whether or not you guys respond to those is absolutely your choice, because I know they will be very old threads. Otherwise, the prospect of new stuff is always there!

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I was today years old when I discovered the power to PAUSE your queue. I genuinely did not ever notice that and was like man… I wish I could pause my queue while I’m on this shitty hiatus.

Anyways, little update: I’m glad everybody is still here while I’m not, I do want everybody to know I literally think about yall and your muses every single day and I am not gone permanently.

I just very recently tested positive for BRCA-1, I have a phone call appointment tomorrow with my geneticist to discuss my next steps. So this is what’s on the forefront of my mind right now.

For anybody who doesn’t know what that is, it’s a cancer gene, meaning I’m high risk for developing cancers like ovarian and breast cancer. So in light of that my plan is to have the surgeries done ASAP to have my breasts removed and my ovaries and tubes removed as well so the increased risks go waaayyyy down.

Other than that I’ve been fine, just overwhelmed with life.

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CHIHUAHUAS ARE CUTE!! doggo part of Delta's fc for her Chihuahua verse!

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“I have this need to be right.” (The Vampire Diaries 2009 -2017)

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“If a person had a monstrous soul, should she still follow it?”

Milk Fed by Melissa Broder

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Daenerys destroys the slavers fleet with Drogon, Viserion and Rhaegal.

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Chloe Grace Moretz

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Werewolf: The Apocalypse - Earthblood Gameplay Trailer

Cahal, a Garou with three forms - human, wolf, and Crinos/even more ferocious beast - returns to his home when his Caern is in danger. Endron is hurting the land and sucking it dry and Cahal will stop it at any cost. 

Werewolf: The Apocalypse – Earthblood release to the Epic Games Store, PlayStation4, PlayStation 5, Xbox One, and Xbox Series X in February 2021.

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Sarah Cameron — Outer Banks, S03E01.

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Artwork by:  Conor Burke

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Tag, you're it!

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first & last character appearances in Jurassic World ➟ (part 3 of 3)

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This one’s called Blue. She’s the beta.