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that part of sleep deprivation that's like I could continue to do this for at least 3000 years easy

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No one wants to talk about how intimate jump starting someones car is.

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do you move to a brand new city and teach yourself how to die? have you moved to a brand new city and taught yourself how to die? will you move to a brand new city and teach yourself how to die? when will you move to a brand new city and teach yourself how to die?

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Adieu Ammenotep (1960) Leonora Carrington, oil on canvas

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Playboy, 1975

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we had a talk about this a month later and i’m not sure whether it changed anything but at least we addressed it

this man holds me to such high standards for some reason and regards me as insanely capable and charming and whatever and also for some reason is so insecure around me and compared to the way i treat other people i’m being so gentle and sweet to him and somehow he still acts as though i’m some terrifying creature he has to appease i’m going insane

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lately

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a night out at the club can have a three act structure

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and BTW im not alive

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STOP SCATTERING MY ASHES IM STILL ALIVE

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last night at about three am i was hanging out with a friend, we were dressed almost identically, sitting in leather armchairs across from each other, and were talking to the security guard. he’s around sixty, with narrow frame and thick black glasses, and he was telling us about cockroaches’ cannibalistic nature and ways to pick locks while fidgeting with his lighter and looking over his shoulder every other sentence. the lights everywhere were turned off out of fear that the cops would storm the building so he ended up escorting us to the elevator with a flashlight. i made him a wretched cup of coffee

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Florence Welch for Gucci's Bloom Campaign (2020)

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Double wedding ring, Transylvania, ca. 1600

When joining the rings together, the hands clasp. The inscription reads: "PETKI JÁNOS - KORNIS KATA" (the names of the couple) and "CORDE CONIUNCTI VIVAMUS" ("We live with a united heart")

Iparművészeti Múzeum

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baby fawn sleeping with its dead mother 

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From an interview with Ursula K Le Guin

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she asked me if i cain kill her with a rock i said i might be abel to