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forgive me lord for I have imagined a life far more soft and tender than the one you created for me

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the urge to harass people.

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Today's therapy was so awful that I almost lost control. they've moved my clinic now tho, but I'm not going to therapy anymore.

there's no use when no one beleives me- believes us, I was doing good. those fuckers want me to torture a cat infront of them again and commit arson and rape my ma to believe that I had CD and have ASPD.

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narc abuse truthers will say shit like "I hate how pop culture has made everyone misuse the term narcissist but i do believe this abuser of mine is a narcissist and an exception and totally different so I have all the rights to keep calling it a narcissist in a degratory way but i'm totally not ableist bc it really does have npd!!" and see nothing wrong with that

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Huge fan of spamming this tag actually

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The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.

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“Having ASPD doesn’t make you a bad person.”

Okay, but having ASPD makes it so easy for me to screw over the people I love. Yes, you mean so much to me and I truly do want you to be happy, but I can rob you in your own home and feel nothing about it, and then I can lie to your face about it. Yes, I want to spent my life with you, but if you annoy me, I can slap you across the face, and to me, it doesn’t… feel as if that contradicts my love for you. It isn’t just selfishness because I would hurt myself for you, and I have, and yet I’m hurting you. Why doesn’t that feel contradictory?

It takes a lot of willpower to not be horrible when you are this way. It’s not just lacking guilt as an emotion, but about this weird gap in between affection as an emotion and… having the emotional drive to affectionate, or even decent. I’m not devoid of love. I’m devoid of… something quite different that I can’t quite put my finger on, and I don’t think “guilt” or “empathy” as it’s understood quite describe that.

Of course, I’m not sorry for being this way, but I almost wish I was.

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a non-exhaustive list of problems I have with the ASPD diagnostic criteria

literally the first criterion is "is a criminal". don't think I need to explain why this is disingenuous

criteria is overwhelmingly based on actions rather than the internal processes that cause these actions. this leads to people who have the internal processes but not the outward behaviors being misdiagnosed or overlooked.

common symptoms that aren't criteria (like limited range of emotions) are often touted as necessary to have ASPD when that's not true at all. unfortunately I have fallen victim to that mentality before as well

because of these things and the widespread misinformation about ASPD, people have trouble believing that we can have other disorders like anxiety disorders, BPD (despite BPD having the highest documented PD comorbidity to ASPD), or PDs in other clusters (specifically cluster C)

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Get fucked narc abuse believer xx

Yes I do believe in narc abuse, you are abusing a narcissist right now.

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How can people just. make friends. it's such a silly concept.. oh you met this person, you like them, they may not be any help to you, you just.. like them?

it's weird and quite funny.

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Conservatives please stop writing conspiracy theories about how the Chinese are putting estrogen in the water to forcefem and cuck all the white men into submissive toys, that’s so hot I nearly passed out

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The Thing/The Kiss

After the 1982 film and Gustav Klimt

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I'm an entirely different person for my fp. My mask is thickest for them. I want to wear it. For them. They're deserving of that effort. Until they lose their value. Then it's like revealing the secret to a magic trick. The expression of shock on their face is so curious to me. To feel such a strong emotion must be thrilling, no? Stupid, also. Of course I had you fooled. I didn't want to be cruel to you. Now I have no reason not to.

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I love giving advice, I always just convince people to do stuff that only would benefit or convenience me.

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I tried to get better for you. And all you did was stay the same, treat me like shit, and blame it on crap you could change if you didn’t behave like a child.

Now, I don’t want to get better for anyone. Either you like what you get or you leave. I don’t have the patience anymore.